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riewritten · 2 years ago

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what do you think Erwin considers himself that he sucks at but at the same time he enjoys doing it? suddenly i thought of tiktoks that are like "having a hobby you're bad at is okay". do you have any hobbies you consider yourself not good at too?

tbh i think the "bad" and "good" stuffs are all social constructs, but i'm still struggling with crocheting just bc i think i suck but at the same time i know that's something i do for relax. still sometimes i can't afford to think that way??? do you have the same problem and have you overcome it? i have no idea if this is a prompt or just me asking you stuffs.

do you often project what you're thinking into your writing and visual arts and any other form of art?

oh my god this is getting nowhere 🥲🥲 thank you for reading Rie. have a good day!!!

THE BEST BIRTHDAY

ERWIN SMITH X GEN NEUTRAL!READER

TAGS: fluff, slice of life, kissing, comfort, office romance AU, idiots in love, insecurities, and AAAA HAPPEE BIRTHDAY ERWIN (this also goes with my most recent ask)

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hi @frenchdyer ❤ i know i took this long bc i've been thinking about this. like the otherworldly self-reflectio i only tend to have once in a year or whenever i'm PMS-ing lol. how's your crocheting? were you able to improve somehow months after you had sent me this msg? my sister gifted me a crochet kit, so i've been planning to learn, too!

on a personal note, the hobby i suck at but enjoy doing nonetheless is drawing! perhaps it's a self-esteem issue, but i've been drawing since i was 5. the passion came to me even before i learned how to write! due to the amount of years i've been trying to master it only to have minimal progress, i can say drawing is smth i can never admit i'm good at. but i came to terms to it now (when i was in highschool i was so insecure about it lol) and bc i did, i draw things to enjoy, not bc i'm utterly pressured to improve!

On the surface, even his closest friends would have a different time answering this question. It's Erwin we're talking about, after all! The literal embodiment of academic perfection and charisma!

Erwin also wants to think of something other than an answer. Although he admits his flaws well when someone points them out, he wants to be good at everything as much as possible. For a perfectionist like him, self-admittance would mean giving up!

It is until you said something that made him recnsider. "Sometimes, I don't see you as a human."

In hindsight, the context of your question was, "What do you want to have for your birthday?" but Erwin seems to be the type to already have the things he'd want and need in life, perhaps if one were to speak materially. Every gift he'd receive would only impact him a little, and you want to change that.

He chuckles at the remark, amused as your features remain serious, "Do I feel like an alien?"

"Dunno," you shrug without turning up at him—only at the papers, hiding a frustrated blush. "And if you're actually a slimy organism underneath? It scares me."

You hear the office chair sliding towards you, and as swift as ever, Erwin's hand is on top of yours. He squeezes it gently, and you try to hold your fluster by glaring at him. Luckily. Only the two of you are in the office; what would the others say if they saw this? You and Erwin made it clear to keep your relationship hidden by acting 'decent' in public places.

He lets you feel its warmth first, although unsure of the reason why, then he guides your hand towards his cheeks. He presses your palm on it.

"W-what?"

Erwin casually leans his cheek to your palms, albeit with a tranquil expression contrary to you, perhaps amusingly watching your reaction. "Mind repeating what you said earlier?"

"I said underneath. Hypothetically. And I don't mean it literally as well."

"Underneath? Well, that's quite a unique way of asking me to—"

You swatted your hand away and lightly hit his chest as you couldn't hold the fluster. "Stop playing with me. I'm not done yet."

"Well, I'm done."

"Please don't make it my problem."

"I'm actually offering to help."

You perk up in glee. If Erwin's to help, then you might as well consider yourself done. You pulled your chair away from your desk so Erwin could look at it.

However, Erwin asks something completely unrelated amidst the heap of your paperwork. "Why do you not see me as a human?"

"You feel like some sort of god."

"Silly, that's a metaphor that would fit you more."

"Oh, you. Stop flustering me." you huff in sarcasm. "You know about the crocheted scarf I was planning to give you before winter ends?"

"Yeah, and it's summer already. I'm still waiting for it, though."

"I threw it away."

"Huh?" Erwin looks at you in surprise, eyebrows twitched in confusion, perhaps in a whine. He knows you've been trying so hard for it. "Why would you?"

"I'm not good at it."

"But you were enjoying it. You told me so."

"Not because I enjoy it means I'm good at it," you then smile in defeat. "Let's just say I'm not as fast at learning as you are, no matter how much the task interests me. Maybe that's why I sometimes can't deem you human, too. Too good for me, I think."

Erwin could only observe you afterward. You don't try to make it a big issue, none but admittance that unpretentiously comes out of your mouth. As much as it is, perhaps, concerning self-esteem, Erwin is the one hit by it. The way you could admit your flaws a bit too easily and go home without pondering on it is something he couldn't easily do even if he tried. It takes one to help overcome an insecurity and another to admit his own.

"That's not true."

"It is. You really excel at everything, Erwin. That's something I also yearn to have for myself. You don't have flaws. Or, well, let's say you have one, but no normal being can see it so easily."

Well, you were able to lay down his flaws then and there. After all, he's having difficulty coming to terms with his flaws—or perhaps, on saying such admittances out loud. You are right. As much as Erwin demands you to open yourself up to him, some facets stay unsaid because he opts to and wants to remain an ideal image, perhaps one who can only admit his inadequacy if someone points it out. You're the complete opposite, though. You could admit your flaws and still end the day happily. The 'incompatibility', or so you might call it, could be giving him a hard time consoling you.

Oh, and when he recently enjoys consoling you the most. He really appreciates having you open up to him, enjoys the privilege of being able to take care of you as you let him, enjoys listening to your blabbers, and offers resolutions just like the strategic man he is. After all, he's one of the few people who sees that.

Only if he doesn't suck doing it.

"Oh no, did I say something that upset you?" you ask worriedly, sensing his silence.

And he's not the one to be given comfort right now, or so he thinks. It's as if you hit a nail, albeit unaware of how and where it hit him.

Just as if closing the distance is the needed nudge, Erwin pulls your figure towards him, holds both cheeks and surrenders to sweet kisses. Erwin's lips are warm, and the pace is languid. Yet, it's overwhelming enough to deprive you of your senses, let alone the urgent question of why he is suddenly acting the way he is. This might be the first time he got intimate with you inside the workplace. You know this type of kiss from him, too—he does it whenever he's dreary or after working on a significant research paper that got him weary.

The worry reverberates, and thus, you withdraw from the kiss, "Is this because of the scarf? I'm so sorry. I shouldn't have thrown it away. Don't worry, I'll make another one and—hmph!"

He cuts you off for another kiss, harsher this time, perhaps classified as a silent sulk for cutting off the lovely exchange, but no—you're wrong. It's not on you at all. Erwin is frustrated with himself. He holds onto your waist until you're seated on his lap and wraps his hand around your neck to press you further to his chest—hoping it would compensate for the distance you two have due to his inadequacies. To be great in giving you solace is to be vulnerable and imperfect; how could he do that?

He withdraws when both of you need air, albeit begrudgingly, "I'm sorry, Erwin. I know you waited for that scarf."

"No, it's not about that."

"Then what?"

He pretended to ponder for a few seconds, eyes roaming the room to gather his words. He pursed his lips before pointing out, "Don't you think the way you perceive me as a human far beyond you is a flaw I might have? Partners are not supposed to see each other that way."

"I'm merely exaggerating."

"Yes, but still."

"Are you saying you must apologize to me because you're such a perfect being?"

"No, because I'm failing to show you that I'm not."

Oh.

You finally see where he's coming from. "Are you failing by choice?"

He averts his gaze away, "Yes."

"Then it can really be a flaw," you flash him a sympathetic smile, moving his face so he'd see you in the eyes again, "can you tell me why?"

“I'm not brave enough to show it the way other people do."

"You just did, honey."

"Not because I want to, but because I'm insecure about my inability to console you like a normal partner would. The way you perceive me right now says a lot about our distance. And mind you, doing this isn't even supposed to be this hard."

Both of you stopped. That is by far the most vulnerable thing he had said about himself since you started dating months ago—and it wouldn't even sound vulnerable unless it came out of Erwin's mouth. That's how hard he's been all this time.

He expects you to be annoyed. After all, that might be one of the shallowest reasons he had ever given, too.

But then you smile as if you appreciate him for saying that much—just as if you know it takes a lot for the Erwin Smith to admit something like that, "It's not something you can unlearn overnight. Do not fret."

He lets out a defeated chuckle, "That I know well."

"What's strange is that I'm not your first partner. How come this didn't become a problem with your previous ones?"

"Because people are content to perceive me that way. At some point, I preferred that, too. Honestly—" he leans his head on your shoulder, hands on your waist to keep your balance on his lap, "had it not affected the way I console you, I would prefer things to stay that way."

You pepper him with kisses all over his face, something he accepts as a reward, "Honestly, I would prefer you this way, too. A relationship with a god can be a bit of a struggle, after all."

"Indeed it is. What a struggle I have right now."

You glare at him, "What do you mean by that?"

He shakes his head nothing, hands lurking inside your shirt to feel you more, to shower you with reverence, "Let me finish this now. I miss our bed."

Today is his birthday, and you still need to think of a gift that could be deemed special.

As a last-minute reflection before giving up the gift that has been frustrating you for days, you try to ponder on the previous days since he opened up.

Erwin has become more talkative since then. He's always been chatty towards you since you started the relationship, especially when info dumping. However, this has a stark difference. He's trying too much as if matching an expectation no one but him had set up. Wording it as "forced" would perhaps hurt, but it's not something you could deny, either. Only when afternoon came did you realize how to fix it, with Erwin on a couch and crochet yarns on his lap. He has his phone at the coffee table and the familiar tutor video playing in the background. Eventually he sighs, unties the yarn, and repeats—this time with much precision, and you couldn't help but smile. When Erwin is about to learn something new, he locks himself in his office and spends the whole day studying it alone. Only now did you finally unravel why, and it's apparently part of his mentioned flaw that night.

He might be forcing himself lately, but it's the adjustment that counts.

Erwin perks up in surprise when you sit beside him and hold his hand. You guide his fingers into the correct way of tying the knot. You didn't say anything, and maybe you even tried to act like it's an everyday routine. Erwin pretends to listen and pick up the techniques you're blabbering, but in reality, he's just looking at your face. His lips are flat but twitching as he's trying to hold the urge to steal a kiss. He tries to inhale longer to indulge in the scent of your hair but not too much to call your attention. And as the moment passes, thirty minutes, perhaps because the video's finally done playing in the background, Erwin realizes something.

Just… just what held him back from being like this towards you? This is, in fact, a short step. The bare minimum, even. And even so, it felt genuinely liberating. Indeed, he's been forcing himself to be vulnerable recently, but this is the first time it exuded a positive feeling.

Your hands gently stop, the instruction's done, and Erwin only realizes when you turn to look him in the eye, "You get it?"

"The what?"

"Huh?"

"Oh," Erwin tries to recall what his blank, sappy head might have digested so far, only to no avail. The only thing coming up in his mind right now is the smell of your shampoo. Perhaps his nerdy brain is trying to guess the unfamiliar flavor mix and earn your praise once his guess is correct. "I—uh—"

"You didn't listen at all."

He smiles, guilty.

You sigh, "I'm quite persistent, you see. We're not eating dinner until we both master this knot."

"Wouldn't this wait? I'm not in the mood anymore."

You shake your head and untie the yarn. But just as you're about to quip at his newfound impatience (and how cute he is trying to get the hang of it like a little kid learning origami), Erwin grasps the tool away from your hands and cups your cheeks.

He first lands a chaste peck on your forehead, then the bridge of your nose, then the tip of it, then the two cheeks, and finally, it deepens when he reaches for your mouth.

And because you are indeed a persistent being, you have no idea how shamelessly grateful Erwin was when you did more than just pull him in. He tried to stop himself, after all, for seconds in case it'd do anything better. Maybe you're not in the mood; perhaps you want to see the side of him not knowing better and learning things together. But when his palm glided on your cheek and your eyes widened in response, the tremor in his nerves overpowered the need to ask.

Perhaps the tremor was gratitude because here he is, not getting any younger, and yet, this is only his first genuine step to face his vulnerability.

You kiss him back and wrap your arm around his neck to pull him in, albeit quite sure why he's suddenly kissing you like this.

Unlike the previous one, his kisses are full of gentleness, and not a tinge of frustration can be seen. His hands, although huge and hard, slide inside your shirt so softly to feel your bare skin. You withdraw a bit to ask what might be the matter, but quickly forget the question when you see his face. He's blushing as though it's the first time he has kissed like this. His eyes are pretty lidded, lips a bit open, and you realize that although you had seen this expression before, it was for a very brief moment—not immediately after a chaste kissing session.

He looks at you, quite disappointed for cutting the kiss short again. He grabs you by the ankle until you're sitting on his lap.

"Did something happen?"

He shakes his head, "Saying it out loud would be sappy."

"If you think I'd forgive you for spacing out while I'm—kyah!"

He starts sucking on your neck, "Shut up and don't ruin the moment."

"The what? Hey, don't mark on it. I'm warning you."

Erwin really wants to explain his thoughts. He's sure you'd be glad if you were to know all of this. Even though he could never perceive this as a significant step beyond, he bet you'd be giggling and jumping once you know.

He looks up and tries to explain but realizes how tired he is holding everything in—it took him decades. Erwin addressed it only after loving someone so ardently that he was willing to give up years-long prideful habits—all to love you more. He is exhausted, and your lips are so soft and so near, offering the sheer comfort he needs. It's parted slightly; if his tongue were to slip inside, it would send him into great bliss. Erwin is exhausted right now; perhaps he’d share his thoughts after this overwhelming, trembling warmth subsides.

For now, he at least tries to give a small context, "This is the best birthday I've ever had."

"Y-you think so?!" What have you done? You've been thinking about it for months! How could it happen without you knowing? "We spent the day indoors. We haven't even done anything special yet."

"You'd get quite full of yourself if you knew."

"You're trying to escape for not listening to my crochet blabbers."

"I don't want to get sappy today. Can't we just continue?"

"Well, uh… I really want to know what I did," you avert your gaze away. "I've been at the edge lately, thinking of ways to make you say you got the best birthday today—with me. Now that you finally say it, however…"

Again, it's as if you hit a nail, albeit unsure where and how you did.

"And there you have it. Your answer."

"Huh?" It took you a while to process that. "Because you're with me?"

He nods, albeit in a teasing manner.

"Eek. The sap shudders me."

"That's why I asked if we could just continue where we left off."

"The crocheting, indeed." you tease, but as you're about to reach the tool again, Erwin carries you up in his arms. He doesn't even need to tell you where he'd bring you. The impatient man would straight up lead you to bed to show what he wants.

Instead of scolding him for cutting the lecture off, you sigh and muffle your head in his neck, "You have to thank god it's your birthday today."

"Oh, yes of course," he kisses the crown of your head. "Thank you, dear."

TAGLIST: sorry for causing inconvenience with your notifs, my dears in taglist TT i wasn't planning to publish this tonight but the birthday request activated my brain neurons and said "what if u unload your WIPS and just publish this thing" so yea. sorry. @frenchdyer @watyousayin @collinnmckinley @aeanya @xiaotopia @cadenza-damour @grimistheangerinmystares @rinamars | STORY SUBSCRIPTION FORM

MORE OF SWEET SUBTLETIES SERIES HERE

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omo-time · 4 months ago

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Erm okay well I’m not getting much feedback so i’ll just say I’ll open edit comms for like. $7 CAD (about $5 USD) w/ paypal

msg me with the image you want omo edited and any specifics

NO: fanart, minors, 500+ year olds that look like children

if you want me to experiment with facial expressions I can, but it will likely not be good/i might have to refuse that part if I don’t like how its going. I can add tears/blush no problem tho.

Just to put it out there, I can refuse anything I’m not comfy with.

Not really expecting anything here lmao but worth a shot!

#bedo chats #omorashi #bedo comms

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aluckiicoin · 6 months ago

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Gua can't really write yet, but he has learnt how to send voice messages. It's sometimes easier to say things that way than doing it face-to-face. He hesitates for a moment, but then he presses send.

[msg -> Ven]: «voice message»

"Hi, I don't know how to s-start, but I feel like this n-n-needs to be said. I don't think you hate me or anything, but I don't w-want to come in the w-way between you and Sampo. I know he wants me to s-s-stay, but you don't seem to want me around, which is f-fine, I totally understand that, no hard f-feelings or anything. Just... let me know if you want me to leave. I don't w-w-want to cause problems and I can handle myself on my own and Sampo can find another kid, a better one, if he w-wants to. Maybe you two can even get a baby together, you could raise that baby as your own instead of having me. I'm not w-w-worth any trouble. So... just let me know and I'll leave, okay."

He was out and about in the cold, hurrying from one appointment to the next when his beacon gave out the shrill sound that signalled an incoming message. It wasn't the melody he had assigned to his dear rat, neither the blaring sirens that would signal a work message. So, it left either spam – fairly unlikely given Jarilo-VI was still rather unknown and the few sources of scam mails would also know him and his number and therefore not dare to cross his established influence. In the end he found shelter underneath a roof over another person's doorway to read the words directed at him. Then he had to find out that it was not a written message at all. It was a rather long voice mail or voice message from no other than the Foxian Sampo had taken in. Little Guā had reached out to him in word not text. Aventurine was completely unprepared to what he would have to listen to. It was... heartbreaking, really. With the words spoken his grip around the beacon intensified. Ah, it was his fault, really. While his dear thief was always warm and open – he was quite the opposite. No matter how grand and flashy his persona was, outside of the spotlight the blonde was cautious, aloof and... somewhat reclusive. Yet he certainly did not want to give off the impression that he did not want the boy around. He could however see how the young one came to the conclusion. It was his avoidance, probably. The gambler was always worried to make things worse given he had no experience with actually raising a child. Everything he knew and learned were things coming from a far darker place than he would like Guā to be. Now, how was he supposed to answer that message? There were no proper words to begin with, especially not over phone and telling the boy they had to talk would likely only increase the anxiousness. So he settled on the snowed in steps, sighing deeply, a hand rubbing against his eyes. He could do this. Avgin were supposed to have silver tongue after all.

“I am aware a voice message might be easier for you but this is hardly something that should be discussed via phone.”, he started, leaving the statement as an message as it was before settling onto explaining further. “Neither of us wants a baby. And I will not tell you to leave. But – I will tell you to remember this because we will have to talk about it in person when I return.”, even if neither of them would be happy about doing so.

#ice-and-lightning #teaching a griffon to take flight again ( emergency plan )

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ashsostrange · 2 years ago

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I'm honestly surprised at the amount of people who are still supporting him.He's got his little ((whats left of them at least)) fan base wrapped around his fingers.

“ He’s a minor he cant think for himself, his brain ain't developed!!” “ You don't know what it's like for him at home!” my fav so far “y'all are ablest and racist!! Yall don't care about black people!”

Bitch no one gives a fuck that he is black!! Motherfucker is telling people/threatening to eat glass to get away from what he's said to people. Calling someone out for gaslighting and trying to manipulate people with that shit ain't racist. Also using self diagnosis and laying about taking pill that will “get you high” as a way to get out of all his call outs. This is the stupidest shit I have seen while being on tumblr for the past three or so years like damn!!💆🏾‍♀️

perioddd!! lemme talk my shit again

i honestly giggled when his bf tried to say “y’all hate black people” when pretty much everyone speaking on him is black. why would i do that bc he’s black?? i’m black, not to mention a darskin girl. do with that info what you will.

ppl wna make us seem like bullies so bad. this isn’t just about what happened w catty, hell, it’s hardly about her at all! it’s ab his behavior in general. it’s inappropriate! if he would’ve just owned up, there wouldn’t have been a problem. i’m not obsessed w this nigga, i don’t care to go out of my way to make a post ab him everyday. he’s the one who escalated this further. he only wants us to “mind our business” when we’re not coming for his neck.

ab his mental health, if he doesn’t have a real diagnosis, he needs to not claim mental illnesses like that, but rather acknowledge that something is wrong with him. if you make a mistake, you need to not blame every damn thing on your said mental illness. if anything it’s a justification, but never an excuse. take the initiative to look at yourself and decide if you’re in the right headspace to be on the internet or not. i struggle with mental health, but not in the way he allegedly does. if ik i’m not in the right headspace for something, i step away. he needs to do that. and invest in a diary.

i genuinely don’t know why people are defending him when he did this to himself. if woulda stopped riding my dick like beyoncé rode that surfboard, then maybe we wouldn’t be here right now. accountability isn’t a bad thing. we’ve all made mistakes. i know i’ve made many, it’s about how you address them that matters.

i was literally defending his lame ass when he was sending inboxes as an anon to cause more mess between these two girls. yao was saying he was behind the anon and obv i didn’t believe her bc it wasn’t making sense to me at the time, and there was no real way to prove it. but then he started sending her hella inboxes and tagged all his mutuals saying “war has begun” a whole day later. when i tell you i showed one of my bsfs that post and we LAUGHEDD 🤣🤣🤣 nigga this is tumblrrrr, not a battlefield! from that day i’ve been watching him lmao. didn’t wna say anything about his behavior until i gathered more info cuz i’m not a mean girl (and didn’t want his army bombarding my inbox), but this is ridiculous.

and i’m so glad lia dmed me one day so we could discuss his weirdness. we literally played his ass and he didn’t know. bro was sending her msgs talking ab “i liked your new fic, but you blocked me” and he was the only one she had blocked recently. he sent so many hateful msgs under anon after that, nd he was reblogging it acting like it wasn’t him like… ok weird nigga.

i’m not ableist or “racist” (i’m literally fucking black!) fuck i gotta b ableist for? i’m the last person to rock w any kind of tomfoolery, and all my mutuals and irls know that. i’m unapologetically me on this blog. what you see is who i am.

“he’s a minor!!” so are the rest of us dealing with his bs bro. i’m literally SIXTEEN 😭

like i said, in most situations, if multiple people (with good morals) are telling you that you’re wrong, you can’t be right. i was never disrespectful with him to begin with. you get disrespectful with me, i get disrespectful with you. don’t care who you are ✌️like thank yewww

#ash spills 🌺

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makki0s · 10 months ago

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apthotiosis · 1 year ago

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heyyy i see people offering you etoiles thoughts and unfortunately i don't have any that others haven't already said but i DO have Phil thoughts that i think you might appreciate ;3;

today i am thinking about how easily phil suffocates when there's nothing to do. it's not that he thrives under pressure, exactly, he definitely suffers when he's too stressed or chronically in danger, but he's built to Do something. he finds a problem and he observes and he tries to solve it: searching for Federation bases and the end of the train tracks, building Uppies in case his eggs need to hide, throwing himself into purgatory strategies. (in hc!Phil who's not constantly in danger we see him pushing himself with new and ever-growing projects mhm?)

and then when he can't do anything to Solve the problem he still has to Do something yknow? I don't think he ever expected results from lavacasting Fed headquarters, but he couldn't just sit there. He checked the anomalies for messages from his eggs obsessively even though it didn't get him anywhere any faster. He does dungeons with Etoiles to distract himself while the eggs are gone.

I think that's why the birdhouse/early EK stuff got to him so badly--he couldn't do Anything, he was only the object of other entities' actions. He starts to doubt his own convictions and agency after the birdhouse and he's a shell of himself.

anyway i'm also thinking about this because i think it's why i've found that Phil absolutely does not thrive when i put him in a modern AU. he is Not designed to have problems in a society where he has so little ability to control his environment. he has to be able to become a supervillain about it or have the weirdest hobbies imaginable otherwise he somehow gets even more anxious/depressed/neurotic than on regular QSMP. i put him in the suburbs and he starts chewing his own leg off like a fox in a trap.

thank you for coming to my ted talk i hope it was worth it but at the end of the day i just needed to say the words and thought you were most likely to enjoy them

*chant* sprout sprout sprout sprout !!!! banger of a ted talk ! i enjoyed it so very much (*¯︶¯*) phil thoughts are always just as welcome as etoiles thoughts . any and all thoughts r welcome @u@ im just not used to getting them direct to my inbox lmao

espeeecially with hc phil now going for the deep dark but making a massive project in itself , having his huge escape route (tho he did finish if sooner than he thought which , nice , but also sir , you can just set up in the cavern and have an escape tunnel down there.. but noooooo he had to bore his way to the surface -_-) . has to do something has to get the energy out , before during or after the stressful shit . the egg portraits near capitalist spawn ! r also a great example ! of stress but nowhere to put ! fuck it make Egg in protest

the birdhouse thoughts especially hurt ;-; can do nothing but eat gapples and punch walls . or tweet like a cute little burd and hope the feds let him out..

modern au phil ohhhh ! supervillain is a v cute imagine ! i always think of him in a modern au as a remote/shut in potato farmer with no internet and he has someone who Takes his potatoes to the market , he rarely goes himself . (do not ask me abt my reserve fitpac au bc it overlaps w my etoilesza farmer au and i . cant . start another story rn augh) but aaa !!! i ramble - absolutely out-there artisan phil ? love it . mb renaissance crafts phil . old ass printin press , mb forging ? but he 'got into it before it god trendy' ? leatherwork but he refuses to do like necklace thonging n shit , only makes pieces for obscure like , old farm tools or smth ! or tool handle wrapping , belt sheaths/tool belts . omg . hmhm so many options . never put him in the suburbs . goodness me . this man wil dig a tunnel system under the sewers just so he can do kickflips in peace

sprout u always make me pop off lmao ;3; thank you for the msg i loved it , i lov phil thoughts always

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I understand the anon saying larger venues need more crew, which means overall you need to have more earnings to be able to pay everyone fairly (hopefully). BUT that take kind of dismisses the fact that everything scales at that point?

Smaller venue = smaller crew = lower amount of money needed to pay everyone. But also: X amount of tickets at Y price.

Bigger venue = bigger crew = more money needed. But you sell 5X tickets at Y price.

By default, a larger venue will bring in more money. It then all comes down to how much it costs for crew to organize everything (idk what we constitute as crew but I assume the price is for the band, manager, all of their technical crew, and then likely venue related employees? like idk who pays for security, cleaning, people who sell drinks and food...).

THAT being said: I've been to a recent European show and the ticket was 60€ per person for GA (if I got that right). Idk how many people bought the tickets but lets say 10k. According to the internet MSG capacity is twice that (???) so if the prices are 100-150$ for that one for example it means it takes twice as many people to handle double the crowd.

You get what I mean? Like larger crowd should just mean you earn more money based on the quantity of people coming. But if the price is up for reasons of "crew" then this implies that per person they need more "hands on deck" if the crowd is larger which kind of seems off to me? Idk I need someone else to do more math.

The only reason prices would rise imo is bcs they can.

To wrap up the rant: I don't know if any of the guys were involved in this directly, I don't think they make the deals, and imo it seems like they trust Jamie so I would still be first and foremost upset w/ him. But it is what it is now. 🙃

EXACTLYYYYY!!! That’s what I mean when I say that if they didn’t want it to happen, they wouldn’t have let it happen.

They are fully aware of the Ticketmaster problem (which is why, to your point, Europe tours don’t have the same issue) because they’re in this industry and because everyone and their mother and their second cousins golden retriever puppy knows about Ticketmaster. That should have been factored into whatever economic model they used to calculate their budgets and profits from the tour. If they relied on a system where the money has to come in from some other direction other than simply more people in attendance, means more tickets sold….sounds like a them problem to me.

PLUS, say we accept those terms. Say we agree that you gotta charge more (you don’t. As your ask just proves, but let’s say you do). HOW MUCH FUCKIN MORE?!!!!! The inflation wayyyyy exceeds what’s “reasonable” even for a place like LA. This is just a mistake.

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Church Is Family | Thesis #8

“Because both he who carried out the act of rescue and those whom he rescued and restored to innocence originate from the same source; he proudly introduces them as members of his immediate family.” - Heb. 2:11 MIRROR

“A Church which is family is also able to show the closeness and love of a father... a Church of children who see themselves as brothers and sisters, will never end up considering anyone simply as a burden, a problem, an expense, a concern or a risk. Other persons are essentially a gift, and always remain so, even when they walk different paths. The Church is an open house, far from outward pomp, hospitable in the simplicity of her members. This Church can indeed light up the darkness felt by so many men and women. She can credibly point them towards the goal and walk at their side, precisely because she herself first experienced what it is to be reborn in the merciful heart of the Father.” - Pope Francis

The church is going through an incredible time of transition right now… away from hierarchies and toward mutual other-centered love, as family. I pray this to be true, and I am seeing it happen. One of the 95 theses to the modern western church is a plea for this to be so!

The Trinity, Father Son and Holy Spirit, are our source and revelation of this way of Life! And, somehow the world understands that it was meant to be this way. A circle of listening, valuing friends! Through historic misunderstandings of the monarchy of the Father only, and hierarchical, even patriarchal systems, put in place in centuries past by the church, we have poorly reflected the nature of Love from which we come. And, we are suffering for it.

The number of church scandals and abuses that have stemmed from men being put in massive positions of non-equitable power calls us to wake up. Is there not something better for the church?

Surely there are leaders in any family, the scripture speaks of young men, and fathers, and children in the faith. Every family has people at different stages of growth. But, were these meant to develop into top-down leadership models, with big men of God at the front, and leaders who are only seen in pulpits or on platforms? Surely not.

Jesus spoke to this 2000 years ago!

“Don't let people do that to you, put you on a pedestal like that. You all have a single Teacher, and you are all classmates. (9) Don't set people up as experts over your life, letting them tell you what to do. Save that authority for God; let him tell you what to do. No one else should carry the title of 'Father'; you have only one Father, and he's in heaven. (10) And don't let people maneuver you into taking charge of them. There is only one Life-Leader for you and them--Christ. (11) Do you want to stand out? Then step down. Be a servant. (12) If you puff yourself up, you'll get the wind knocked out of you. But if you're content to simply be yourself, your life will count for plenty. (13) I've had it with you! You're hopeless, you religion scholars, you Pharisees! Frauds! Your lives are roadblocks to God's kingdom. You refuse to enter, and won't let anyone else in either.” - Matt. 23:8-13 MSG

It’s high time for us to get back to what W. Paul Young talks about in ‘The Shack,’ “This was always meant to be a conversation among friends.”

When we begin to restructure our lives around our fellow humans as family, when our worship gatherings move back to circles and shared meals and round tables, we will find our authority to speak once again. But, first we need to learn to listen. Healthy family listens to Christ in every member. Of course, there will be more mature folks, and people with different giftings and leadership callings, but these will arise naturally over time. The days of pushing forth titles, and unnatural leader dynamics are over.

“I pray that they may all be one. Father! May they be in us, just as you are in me and I am in you. May they be one, so that the world will believe that you sent me. (22) I gave them the same glory you gave me, so that they may be one, just as you and I are one: (23) I in them and you in me, so that they may be completely one, in order that the world may know that you sent me and that you love them as you love me.” - John 17:21-23 GNB

“For such is the power of love, it embraces, and unites, and fastens together not only those who are present, and near, and visible but also those who are far distant; and neither length of time, nor separation in space, nor anything else of that kind can break up and sunder in pieces the affection of the soul.” - St. John Chrysostom

Maybe, once we discover something more than attending a Sunday service or a Wednesday night prayer meeting with a few leaders doing all the speaking and dictating, but instead doing life together, in love from the heart… maybe then we will have a reflection, a manifestation of paradise to offer the world!

“Avoid their doctrines, and to take careful heed lest we suffer any injury from them; but to flee to the Church, and be brought up in her bosom, and be nourished with the Lord's Scriptures. For the Church has been planted as a garden (paradise) in this world.” - St. Irenaeus

Our life together as the family of God can’t just be groups of people disgruntled about the problems of the church or the world either. Often when communities do begin to move to circle and table and life together, they can forget the value of reading scripture and partaking of sacraments like the eucharist or baptism, and practices like contemplation, and preaching. But, we need to expand our life to include all of life, there is no sacred-secular divide.

Beyond gatherings, what would it look like if we began to consider one another as actual family? Would you mow your mother’s lawn? Help your child with his finances? Go on vacations and have fun together?

Pope Francis spoke to this when he wrote, “The triune God is a communion of love, and the family is its living reflection.”

And, as we begin to live as family, the number of church scandals will decrease, as power is never given to just a small few, and relational life in the Trinity will bring a satisfaction to the soul where it will be less likely for folks to be seeking that in disfunction.

Cheers to all those brave enough to embark on a new way of doing church life, as family in the Grace of Father, Son and Spirit!

-Matt Spinks

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eyeuhdontknow · 1 year ago

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Merry Fucking Chrismus

so much happened.. what the hell happened to college? its like middle school, soo much drama. man what am i doing

im soo thankful for her, shes the only sag who i dont have a problem w. i was looking back at old msgs and my god i have grown, that change of tone is crazy. shoutout to her for putting up w my bs.. and sticking around. hah middle school me would explode, dreams do come true.. or maybe i manifested it hahahahaha.. shes a real one

but my roommate, man we are too different, we come from different worlds…

and him.. fucker is ghosting me. why does this hurt more than my ex.. a fucking situationship feels worse than when i broke up w my ex. christmas is makimg me sad.. looking back at what i had.. that was yrs ago. he was my everything, we just weren’t ready.. and the new guy.. idk whats up w him.. be a fucking man and dont just ghost ppl. fighting the urge to reaxh out to him

Day 14 - A picture of your favorite store

i know its not a pic of a store.. but my favorite store is any art store.. i love art stores and i feel a pic of art supplies makes sense for this.. i dont favor a particular art store, just art stores in general, i think it would be fun to work in one but id get too distracted lol

#50 day photo challenge

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Hi there! I know that this is literally out of the blue but im asking for a favor or some help w/ my cats current situation. Please boost/share it for us so that we could get some traction or it could reach more people. I understand if its not okay, so sorry for taking some of your time and I wish you to be safe and healthy, xx.(Please considering answering my ask privately or probably send me a msg! 😭🙏

Okay, Ive heard a lot about these but didn't think I'd ever actually get one.

‼️‼️This is a scam! ‼️‼️

i followed someone who reblogs a lot of scam alerts, and it's just. Confounding that this is such a big problem on here.

Anyways, it's a scam because:

Random person I've never seen before asking me to reblog their pinned post which is a donation post

the donation post is about a pet (these people are really heinous and will try to manipulate you by having cute pet pictures right next to body horror graphic images usually)

They sent me an ask but ALSO want me to NOT publish it publicly, and instead to "message them privately" which translates to --

--- "I do not want people who are searching for the wording of my ask in the Tumblr search function to realize I have copied and pasted this message and sent it to dozens If not hundreds of users" --

Speaking of, any time you get a random ask like this for you to reblog someone's donation post, copy the text contents of the ask and put it in the Tumblr search bar. You will no doubt find dozens of other people who received the same copy pasted ask.

The super self conscious, constantly apologizing way of typing to play on your sympathies and lower your guard

Someone in the replies of their pinned post already pointed out it's a scam along with the scammers previous username of " vanessxndwich "

Someone where out there is a list of known scammer PayPals, I don't remember who made it but I can gaurentee you this person is on the list. It's a handful of people just constantly making new Tumblr accounts, stealing legitimate pet fundraiser information from the actual pet owners on other social media, and connecting it all to the same PayPal accounts.

Too long, Didn't Read: this is a scam, and you should report the account as spam asap. Any time you get an ask like this for you to reblog a strangers pinned donation post, especially if they ask for it to not be published, report for spam and block, and warn your followers.

#Donation scans #Pet scans #scam alert #Donation scam alert #PSA

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Hi there! I know that this is really out of the blue but im asking for a favor or some help w/ my cats current medical needs. Please if you have an extra time to boost/share it for us so that we could get some traction or it could reach more people, it would definitely help a ton! I understand if its not okay, Im so sorry for taking some of your time and I wish you to be safe and healthy always, xx.(Please considering answering my ask privately or probably hit me a msg if its fine! 😭🙏

Hi! I will choose to not reblog it and I will give exactly the reason why so in case you are a genuine person you might get the problem and be able to address it and give a reason as to why you just have a blog that is just like any other scam asking for help.

You have posted the post about your cats on February 3rd

Nothing strange there.

Now your blog is very bare bones. It doesn't even have the custom Tumblr URL showing up. No theme. Just an icon, banner and description.

Again... Not that strange on it's own. But! You have archive disabled.

Which seemingly stops me from checking when your first post was created. But in the end that's not necessary because scrolling down a bit makes me able to find it easily. Too easily.

Posted on... February 3rd. The exact same day the post asking for help was created. In fact not even an hour before your asking for help post. And this is not a side blog. You sent me an ask after all.

You know how many scam financial aid stuff I get in my inbox? I reblogged stuff that ended up being a scam before. At this point I only reblog after doing a bit of a check.

Because you know, there are real people in need of help, people I will look and have old Tumblr blogs with posts of their own and clear interests. Not some reblogged posts of what's on the popular tags and suddenly a post asking for help.

Your blog looks like many scam blogs exploiting the kindness of people who want to help. Why would you have a need of making a whole new Tumblr account with a new email, reblogging some random posts before posting a post asking for monetary aid not even 20 minutes later?

And you only want people to answer to your ask privately. You don't want it to be known you asked for it. Because if I just reblogged your post it would seem more trust worthy. I reblogged a post from the source. "Maybe they even know the person" my followers might think. You even followed me because I will be so much more willing to reblog it if it means I get a new follower who's definitely interested on hearing me talk about Minecraft YouTubers on the daily.

And I'm sorry if you're telling the truth and I sound cruel (And I hope your cat gets well soon if that's the case) but... I don't feel well making my followers possibly giving money to a possible scam because I promoted it. You have to prove to be an actual blog, genuine person, for me to actual consider reblogging a post asking for money.

And in part I am answering this because your post seems ok. Believable. But I also know the ability of Tumblr scammers I have fallen for some beforehand. Because even though your cat pictures seem to have originated on your post that doesn't really change much because I could share a photo that I took of a cat last week, that was never on the internet, and do this

I am so sorry to have to ask for this but my cat, Plinko, had to go to the vet because he was breathing weird.

Now the doctor has said we need to do more tests and with possible medication it can be quite a lot of money.

I am asking for $300 for now but things might get worse. :(

So please if you can help (you don't have to) it would be really appreciated if you helped with the costs. 💜

Ca$happ: xxxxxxx

It's not difficult. The certificate you showed? Not difficult to make in Word. There's not a single signature from a veterinarian (which you could fake anyway), neither a stamp (more difficult to fake)

This logo is available online in a transparent format.

So is this one...

#ask #scams #to my followers: check the blogs asking for money

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OK why I think byler would help Mike's character let's go

SO we all know Mike was a great friend (tho a bit of a hothead) in s1 and s2 but then suddenly in s3 and s4 he's kind of an asshole (conviently when he starts dating el)

So right there it's alr a clear connection that milkvan isn't good 4 him bcs?? A relationship isn't healthy if u feel the need 2 detach from all your friends and give nobody else attention except each other...

BUT ANYWAYD I think byler s5 would change SO MANY THINGS 4 mike LIKE 1. HES WELL KNOWN 2 BE NOT THAT GOOD AT FIGHTING RIGHT okay well hear me out will is good at fighting and they have a moment where he teaches him (kind of like that jancy moment where Jon and nancy swapped the gun and bat 2 find out which 1 was better 4 them) and WE KNOW that will brings the bravery out of him (ex he litr goes 2 all means 2 save will despite knowing there's monsters and ppl dying and things) a bravery that was sort of snuffed out in the fact that Mike didn't really have 2 do anything after they found el, he just kind of was like 🤯 el use ur powers and she did so he doesn't rly have 2 do any of that anymore BUT WITH ELEVEN GROWING INTO INDEPENDENCE I think it wld be so nice 2 see a scene of him also learning 2 take care of himself and I think the best one 2 teach him that wld be will (showing him how 2 load a gun nd aim nd shit)

2. He wld finally be able 2 open up abt how he was feeling more often

In the show we've seen like.MANY many times that Mike opens up 2 will more often and more genuinely than he does 2 any1 else (including el)

If byler ends up being real I think it wld be so much more healthy for Mike bcs he would be lying all the time which is like the main msg of their group (friends don't lie!!!!)

3. Again I think we would get better insight 2 mike as a person for the first time since s2, his thoguhts his wants, needs, motivations, everything. Again when has he ever had a truly honest dialogue with eleven about how he feels (and don't tell me the stupid superhero speech bcs that was trash), he never has not really. He never tells el the complexities of his emotions but rather dumbs it down 2 😟 sowwy I was angy and that's it

But with will they really deeply talk abt things and admit things 2 each other that they don't talk 2 any1 else abt and having a connection like that be one of the main focuses in the show wld totally let us see into mikes thoughts and therefore him as a character so much better

4. HE CLD INTERACT W HIS FRIENDS IN A NORMAL WAY AGAIN one thing that irked me so bad w milkvan is they are insanely clingy 2 thr point of being unhealthy

Even though Mike and will have one or two moments in s4, this like?? Unhealthy obsessed attitude is still present (in mike at least, el seems 2 be getting over it), all he talks abt is el, he hardly even mentions anyone else at all despite seeing will for the first time in a year (u think he wld talk abt the party more?? b4 el got kidnapped I mean)

BUT ANYWASY yeah s3 was also rly bad w that where he wld just abandon his friends 4 her ALL THE TIME and there's a point where like.you really aren't a good friend if all u do is ditch them 24/7 and they all call him out 4 it.

BUT when el's out of the picture he seems to have no problem hanging out w the party (ex. When hopper told mike 2 stay away from el or else, and mike immediately starting hanging out w lucas and will again?? Yeah)

so I think byler wld make him a better friend as well

OK I think that is all the points I wanted 2 hit I feel like I'm missing one but ill just come back later and add on if I rmbr 😟??? BUT ANAYWAYS YEAH byler real

#st4 #stranger things 4 #byler #will byers #mike wheeler #st5

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alwayzraven · 3 years ago

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Kardeşlerim Ep 48

The kids were taken to the hospital. Sengul confessed to the doctor in the hospital that she poisoned the food with pesticide. The doctor informed the police and they came to take Sengul and Gunul's statements. They freed Gunul but kept Sengul in custody. Orhan pressed charges so Sengul was arrested.

The rage and anger I saw in the Ayber hashtag on twitter today !!! Everyone was expecting Berk to be there. Every time they cut to the restaurant scene and then cut back to the hospital scene I was thinking “Okay now we will see Berk”. I thought Doruk would call Asiye when he left the restaurant and that’s how he will know and then he will call Berk but again our dreams were CRUSHED 🤡 How is it possible that the fics on Wattpad are so much better than the actual show’s script.

I know that a lot of people said that the hospital scene was cut and that is why we didn't see Doruk and Berk but I don't think they were included in the hospital scene to begin with. The school scenes are always filmed on the weekend and the hospital scene was filmed in the middle of the week. At school, Berk said that he heard about Aybike being poisoned later and he even nagged her for not calling him which means that Berk was not supposed to be at the hospital. So it doesn't make sense for Recep to be in the hospital scene after filming the school scene where Berk says that he didn't hear about Aybike being poisoned.

Anyway, one week passed by, Sengul went to prison. Orhan and the kids are having a problem with daily chores around the house (laundry, cooking...).

Berk and Doruk were waiting for the girls at school.

Berk: “Good morning sweetheart”

Berk: “Did you not get enough sleep? Because you look a bit upset”

Aybike: "No I slept like usual"

Berk: "But still, it looks like you have something on your mind"

Aybike: *intensively thinking* "Ah ! my mom is in prison, maybe that's why"

I love our comedy queen 😂

Berk: "Yes, you're right but if you feel any pain or anything tell me immediately please, okay? "

Aybike: " My love, 7x24 hours have passed approximately since I was poisoned, okay? This means I am fine, I m very well and nothing is going to happen to me from now on, don't worry, beside, you don't need to constantly ask me if I am feeling okay “

This is definitely a msg from the writer. “Nothing is going to happen to Aybike in the future so stop asking for her to get hospitalized, it’s not happening” 😂😂

Berk: "I just want to be sure Aybike, because you won't tell me if you're not feeling okay and that's why I am constantly asking you "

Aybike: "I was unconscious on my way to the hospital. What should I have done? should I have woken up, told you that I was poisoned then fainted again?"

Berk: "I don't know what you should've done but I should've been by your side and that's why I am not happy with how things went down"

Aybike: "Okay, Okay, next time I will let you know before I get poisoned"

Berk: "God forbid Aybike ! Don't be ridiculous! Why would you say that now !! what poisoning !!"

Asiye: "Watching you two is so fun" Doruk: "Right? I wish we bought popcorn, we could've eaten some while we watch them"

Berk: "Don't joke about it ! When I heard that she went to the hospital I was about to lose my mind, I was scared that something bad happened to my girlfriend "

WE WERE ROBBED 😭

Aybike: "If this is your state when you haven't lost your mind yet then we're doomed Berk"

Then they kept on arguing on their way to class 😂

Asiye and Doruk announced that there will be a dance competition at school.

Berk: “Should we join the competition too?”

Aybike: “Normally, I would’ve said “yes” but while mom is in trouble, to dance like I am having fun....I don’t know about that”

Berk: “Yes, you’re right, that didn't cross my mind, I am sorry”

Later in the hallway. Asiye asked Berk and Aybike if they were going to join the dance competition.

Berk: “No we won’t. My girlfriend is feeling a little bit upset lately so we won’t join”

Aybike: "We can join actually." Berk: "What? Really?"

Aybike: "Yes. I spoke with mom today over the phone. She said "what makes me happy the most is you being happy" beside, if we win she would be very happy"

Berk to Doruk: "Then I am sorry bro but I think you're gonna be sad this time because It's kind of hard for you to compete against our chemistry"

FACTS 👏👏 You two invented chemistry 🔥🔥🔥

Berk said that he was going to call a dance instructor so they can get started.

Later, Aybike and Berk went to the practice room. Apparently they have one at the school. They were waiting for the dance instructor.

Aybike: "Sweetheart don't you think we're exaggerating a bit? about hiring a dance instructor"

Berk: "No babe, and Siboş is not like other dance instructors, she teaches at the conservatoire and she is just a couple of years older than us. I think you will like her if you get to know her"

conservatoire = music academy

ş = “sh” sound

So Siboş is pronounced Sibosh like how Neboş is pronounced Nebosh.

Aybike: "Siboş??? "

Berk: "I mean Sibel, that's what we called her at summer camp"

Sibel: "Heyyyyy" Berk: "My Siboş" Sibel: "My handsome"

Aybike: “My handsome????”

Berk: "How are you doing?"

Sibel: "I am fine dear and you?"

Berk: "I am okay too" Sibel: "I've missed you so much" Berk: "Yes, we haven't seen each other in a long time"

Berk: "Let me introduce you, this is my girlfriend, Aybike"

Sibel: "Hello sweetheart" she wasn't even looking at Aybike 😂

Aybike: "Hi"

Sibel: "So you're getting ready for the competition ? That's great ! We're going to have fun together" she is still not acknowledging Aybike 😂

Aybike: "We're getting ready TOGETHER, both of us as a couple"

Sibel: "I thought about a great choreo after you called me, it's going to suit you very well"

Aybike: "US, BOTH OF US, it should suit both of us"

Sible: "Let's start then"

Aybike: "She can see me right? I am not invisible, I am here"

Berk: "I can see you Aybike, don't be ridiculous ! You're here, don't overreact! You're overreacting "

Sibel told Aybike to do her own warm up while she helped Berk with his warm up routine. This scene was so funny 😂 Aybike was trying to keep her away from Berk 😂

Later at home, Oglucan asked Aybike what’s wrong and she told him about the dance instructor and Berk. Orhan heard her and asked Oglucan if he was going to join the dance competition too. So he heard her say that she was going to join the competition with Berk and he didn’t say anything 🤔 I think he still thinks they are just friends. I don’t know if I mentioned this before but someone on twitter pointed out that Orhan was not at school when Berk took the picture with Aybike in S1 (the one where it looked like they were about to kiss) so he still doesn’t know about that incident and someone might bring that up later. So Orhan might oppose Aybike’s relationship with Berk.

Anyway, Orhan has been cooking pasta everyday and Aybike and Oglucan had enough. Gunul came by their house and she brought some food with her. Aybike was glaring at her all the time and she definitely saw through her bullshit. Like Oglucan said “she has her mom’s genes” 😂

The next day, Aybike and Berk were at the cafeteria. While Berk was ordering coffee for them, he got a text notification on his phone. Aybike was about to tell him that he got a text when she saw who sent the text.

Sibel: "Are we going to meet to practice your choreo? I don't know about Gulbike but I think you're very talented"

klhsfsjdfs she called her "Gulbike" 😂😂

Aybike: "Gulbike???? If she is not mispronouncing my name on purpose then my name is not Aybike ! She is annoying ! You're the untalented one"

Then she started typing a reply: "We don't need dance lessons anymore, We'll handle it from here, my dear Sibop" she made sure to mispronounce her name too, I love petty Aybike 😂

and then Sibos replied: "Bye ! 😠"

The music they played during this scene made me so nervous 😬 I thought they were going to fight because of this later.

Aybike deleted the texts so Berk wouldn't see them

Berk: "What happened babe? did someone call me?"

Aybike: "that's what I thought but nobody called you"

Berk: " Siboş was going to call me today but it looks like she didn't, but she will probably come by later"

Aybike: "Probably"

Berk: "If we practice this evening too then it will be over, I think we will definitely win tomorrow"

Aybike: "We will definitely win"

Berk: "Right?"

Aybike: "Exactly, because we have a dance instructor after all"

Why is it always Aybike who gets jealous ? The scene where Berk thought there was something going on between Toga and Aybike doesn’t count 🙄

Later in the evening, Aybike and Berk were waiting for Sibel but of course she didn't show up.

Berk: "Where is this girl?"

Aybike: "Do we really need her? I think we can handle this ourselves"

Berk: "Yes we can but her not letting me know that she wasn't coming is weird"

Aybike: "Never mind, let's start"

Berk: "Wait, It's best if I call her or wait I won't call her, I will send her a text"

Aybike: "Don't, don't, never mind"

Berk: "Why?"

Aybike: "Don't be angry"

Berk: "What happened Aybike ? Tell me"

Aybike: "She sent you a text and I replied saying that she didn't need to come" Berk: "Why?"

Ayike: "Because she ostracized me ! "You're handsome", "You're talented" and she mispronounced my name ! Okay, okay It wasn't right to send a text from your phone, I am not the kind of person who takes her boyfriend's phone and sends a text to someone else but she belittled me and that made angry"

Berk: "Why didn't you tell me this directly ? Why did you have to do something like this ?"

Aybike: "Are you angry? Okay, okay I won't do it again"

Berk: "You promise?"

Aybike: "I promise. Next time, I will get her number and send her a text from my phone"

That’s my girl 😂😂

Berk: "You are truly my crazy wild girlfriend, you know that right? You were jealous then, huh?"

Aybike: "Come on, come on, let's start"

Then they started practicing their choreo. Ayla was the MC of the competition and I was surprised that she didn’t say anything about Aybike and Berk participating together.

My heart goes out to the Susom fandom. Imagine waiting for the dance performance of your favorite ship to have it ruined in the end. I would’ve been so pissed if that happened to Ayber. Also, Omer and Oglucan are going to be punished. Berk looked so sad when Ayla told Omer and Oglucan that they’re going to be disciplined. I think this might affect their scholarship.

Ngl, I am so satisfied with Ayber’s screen time this episode. Unlike other couples, we got to see Aybike and Berk practice for their dance performance. I wonder if the writer read our complaints 🤔

#kardeslerim #Kardeşlerim #ayber #I am so sorry ayber had so many scenes it took some time to write the whole post #turkish tv series #tv shows #recap

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