#my besties mom has secretly thought of me as a terrible burden to her all this time
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idk! it just feels so much more nasty and underhanded for them to do this considering.
#the people who raised me are dead#the guy who helped them is dead#my besties mom has secretly thought of me as a terrible burden to her all this time#the only family member who was willing to take me in abused me so badly i was borderline attempting for years after#my mom and brothers were it. they were the only people i had left from any kind of support system whatsoever#so finding out just how deeply disgusted and disturbed they are by me even tho theyre polite when im around is so. its just so#nasty man. its so nasty. you couldnt just suck it up and stop being religious extremists for 1 day#for me. for this?#how are we ever supposed to speak after that? how will our relationship EVER have mutual trust after that?#it wont is the answer but then neither will any of my other relationships w people i knew#there is only 1 real motherfucker in this planet and its taylor who went thru everything w me and is still here and loves me#im just tired idk. sorry for bitching sm. im sad and lonely for people who are never coming back
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