#my dad got front and center seating to my chronic depression and now bradley is getting it now that me mitchi and bradleu live in the same | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

asexualjedi · 1 year

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Being like yeah my mental health isn’t that bad haha. Like I wish it were better but the depression isn’t that bad.

*sees how worried my family is about me*

Haha not going to think to closely about that haha maybe the just learned what depression was haha. Or realized I wasn’t joking before about depression I’m not haha in a worse place than normal

#this is mainly a joke #I am doing a lot better than I was a month ago #I’ve talked with my doctor we’re gonna see how I feel the next week and if I need to up my dosage at the end of it #also I looked up my dossage and im on the maximum? rn?? which is weird I always thought 20 of lexapro was like kinda well not low but medium #they say in clinical settings it can go higher which I go? like if im hospitalized or just if a doctor prescribed it what the fuck u mean #Mayo Clinic website #Anywyas I just idk. maybe it’s bc I’ve been living with my family in Such close quarters before when I lived with Bradley he was barely in #the apartment and always at mitchis and in high school thetr wrte 2 other boys to worry about so when Covid happens #my dad got front and center seating to my chronic depression and now bradley is getting it now that me mitchi and bradleu live in the same #small house #whcih it’s nice. to be seen most of that was a joke it’s not that bradleu ever did anything but it’s nice to like see mt dad understand my d #depression isn’t like. it’s not gonna go away with a magic wand I’m just a little sad or whatver I feel validated like #I just thought from the outside these changes in behavior was kinda funny but it does make me feel loved

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