#my grandma passed by 3 times saying “still awake?” and i fell like i rlly need to sleep

[millytherat]

It's 3:35Am, i watched a total of 3 movies while reading Ghostrat's fanfic in the middle of the night

I sure skipped a few lines, lost myself into mt own thoughs and almoust fell asleep quite a few times

I though "oh i'll finish this, read the comics and sleep!", simple, right? NO

CURSE BE UPON YOU GHOSTRAT AND YOUR AWESOME WRITING, DAMMED BE YOU TO INSPIRE ME LIKE THAT, IT'S 3:36AM I'M ON MY GRANDMA'S AND MY SISTER IS SLEEPING IN THE COUCH NEAR ME

I CANT JUST GO AND PUT A CUTE LIL GHIBLI SOUNDTRACK PLAYLIST AND WRITE LESBIAN CUDDLE RN BUT I CANT SLEEP OTHERWISE

Thats why i dont read Ao3, i barely survived the chill on my spine reading something that simply remarked "they hugged and cuddled"

Ps: i personally hate how Aziraphale constantly say "dear", because I constantly say "dear" to everyone (friends, younger people and passive-agressive) i fell called out yk??

Now off i go to probally write while sleep-deprived or read more fanfic, or reread it, idk idc