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#my mom hasnt talked to me for 2 days because of a shower chair being in the wrong spot
tittyinfinity · 11 months
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Depression/PTSD recovery is wild because you could be doing greater than you've ever been in your life but then one small thing happens that reminds you of "that time" and suddenly all of the past emotions flood back into you and you feel like you're back to being the kid who's crying and shaking in the corner wondering if the people closest to you would be so much happier without you
#im being accused of faking my disabilities again and having them used against me#my mom hasnt talked to me for 2 days because of a shower chair being in the wrong spot#and said i use my adhd as an excuse to be stupid#and then i conftonted my partner about how he broke his promise to call me 3 days in a row#and he was drunk and saying things about how i cant understand how exhausted he is working 12 hr days (valid)#but then started calling me privileged for ''being able to sit at home all day and do nothing''#(he knows that im only stuck in bed on my bad days and that i definitely do not do ''nothing'')#so i asked him to call me back the next day(sunday) when he was sober. he never called me so i had to call him. he was drunk#so i got mad that he couldn't even stay sober for a COUPLE OF HOURS to talk to me#when hes sober hes super understanding and will take my feelings into consideration immediately#but he kept taking me confronting him as an insult and started calling me names like lazy and a crybaby#and this is the person who has always treated me perfect otherwise and does everything he can to make me feel better#and his personality COMPLETELY SWITCHED and he sounded exactly like my abusive exes#i sent him recordings of the call and he sent me 2 messages saying hes sorrh and hes gonna work on his drinking and was gonna call yesterday#then i didnt hear from him again and while he was ignoring my calls he made a post on fb (that he never uses) that he wasn't going to be#talking to anyone for a while because im the only person who cares about him#and i commented and was like hello??? im that one person and you're actively ignoring me?? and he deleted the post????#he didnt even send a message saying he wouldnt be able to call me#he never answered but when i called him today while he was at work he just responded ''cant talk im at work'' and i was like yeah ik but#im trying to get your attention because you wont tell me whats going on#and begged him to call me after work#hes acting like a completely different person now and i have a strong feeling that it's because at the place he works at in texas#they're made to work all day in a 110° warehouse#and with his insomnia and having to be at work between 3-5am he's barely sleeping while doing all of this#so im hoping his behavior is just a symptom of heat exhaustion and lack of sleep#because this isnt like him at all#im begging and begging for his attention and affection the same way i did with my abusive exes and my mom#i dont know what's going on
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abdlboystories-blog · 7 years
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Brendon,
Brendon was a normal guy a jock really… But when he was a baby his father wasnt there only sees him once every 6 months and just him and his mother… now hes 17 , good brown hair amd hazel eyes also straight A’s and his girlfriend was co-head cheerleader .. He had it all But one night the cops came to his house and they took his mother into prison and he waited patientally then they took him to the phone to talk to his father “ hey Brendon WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR MOTHER!” “i don’t know dad.. ..they just took her”. Eventually his dad came and the next day they found out that apparently his mom was stealing money from her work to get just to get by. She also keeps sayimg she didnt but fingerprints amd stuff So now he has to live with his dad now. So he moved now no girlfriend no friends no football nothing.
2 hours later…
(Brendon)
We finally got to dads house it was so huge but he mustve lived in the middle of nowhere cuz no street lights or cars passing by or anything.its weird i looshut at his house it was huge i mean modern but kind of like a manor sized house . “you ready to go inside”.. “O yeah dad sry its just … Ur place is so huge. “Haha well ur dad works hard for this house”. Then they both go inside the place is so cool like an old wooden modern house (kind of like charmed the tv show). He showed me every room in the house except the one down the hall of the 2nd story. I ask him and he said “dont worry about that ill tell u tmrw right now get some rest its late and we gotta big day tmrw ‘y’ because i said so now goodnight.” then he slammed the door to his room and i went to mine it was modern but i still cant stop thinking about that door.
NEXT morning
Beep beep beep.. I heard the alarm and got straight up tooke a shower brushed my teeth and made cereal and dad woke up at 9 he said he has to go to work then they need to talk when he gets back. So he waited he was so bored he went to his room but while getting there he noticed the door then walled towrd it and tried to open it but ot was sealed shut . so amhe went and read a book
8 hours later
So his dad came home and he got ready in relaxing time then said “Brendon we need to talk can u come in hear.” sure whats up’ sit down” i sat . now u are awhere that i wasnt there for you in your childhood because your mom tried to keep me away well now im saying we should start over from the beginning’ its ok dad u know me somewhat now and were cool ’ yeah u see brendon i mean the beginning beginning beginning. “What are u talking about dad i don’t understand ” ahahah his dad said “its daddy and or dada now” then he drugs him with a rag and he passed out
5pm
I feel groggy and em but then i started to look around i thought to myself whats going on. I saw a changing table a rocking chair a lot of stuffed animals and a high chaor then he noticed the moble above his face and i realized i was in a crib and there was a pacifier in my mouth and i spit it out then i removed tge blanckets that covered me and i was so shocked when my legs were shave my dick was shaved and i was wearing a diaper . i was scared and i cried then dad came in and said “aww hows my widdle baby boy do you miss daddy” in baby talk. I tried to protest but my lips and tongue were just being weird . “blahwahdoodaadblublada” And I tried to get up but legs didn’t werk at all. Yeah you see i drugged you to and gave u specific types of shots for u and shaved u clean. “Look baby ,daddy hasnt been in ur childhood and now im starting over and im getting a online job so we will be together 24/7 i promise buddy and daddy loves you now let me tell you the rules here.but lemme numb it down for your wittle head.
1) no boom booms or peepeees in toilet u use diapees cuz u are a widdle helpless baby boy.
2) daddy feeds you whatever and however he wants too and youll will give no lippy wippy
3) daddy picks out your clothes because ill make you look cute as a bunny wunny honey
4) if daddy puts ur fingy or my fingy or a paci you do not take it out.
5) you only call me daddy or dada
6) you only get a bath when daddy bathes you)
7)i chagy ur diapee and u may not touch urself.
8) u will be a good babyboy for daddy
9) defy my rules. I choose a punishment and it will be unpleasent.
Then he took pictures and said if u dont be a good baby for daddy i will send this to everyone klin your contacts. I was so shocked i didnt kniw what to think then he took my paci back in my mouth and carried me in bridal position into the kitchen and i see another high chaor he straps me in it and theres a big bowl of mush and a big spoon but im talking big medal spoons for cooking. He fed me while making airplane noises at first i resisted but what could i do i cant walk nor talk and he has pictures after i was carried again upstairs in the nursery with a HUGE baby bottle, he made me drink all of it in nursery position and then he burped me. After he said bed time.
12am…
In the middle of the nught i woke up and i tried to find a way out so i called …da-daddy and i said im a grown man on my whiteboard by the crib and he then got me up and spanked me like 50 times after i was crying like a baby and then he put me back in the crib and i fell asleep.
10am He woke me up fed and burped ke then it was bath time which was weird he carried ke to the the tub but he got in as well and he was bathung me and im really ticklish and when he got to my feet i was gone. After he put me down on the floor over a towel and put a diaper on me then he smelled my feet deep inhaled used an index finger to give them a tickle and gave em both a rasberry and kissed them then wrapped me in a new towl and stuck my paci in my mouth. When we got the room he put me in a green onsie (no leg pants or sleeves) woth a 🐵 on it and then he put me in a new playpen and made me play with the blocks amd the rattle.
4pm
Now im done “playing” he put me me in cradel position and sang me a lullaby and i hit him in the facethen he injected me in the forehead and everything seems better ... and then i had drool comimg down my chin and i feel on my butt and then a huge fart came and mushy poop came outta me and i look ed at fldaddy and gave him a smile and have him grabby hands.
3 months later.
So now everyday i sleep eat and poop in my diapee i crawl and speak like a baby and now have the.
mind of a 3 month old baby i see daddy looking down at be smiling so i sucked my paci fast turned over and put my boom boom maker in the air to show him o love my paci and my diapee also love being a toe sucker a drooler a feet ticklie a bottlemilk sucky a boom boom maker a pepee maker and then i said "Dad-da" "Yes my snuggle muffin" "Auiolnjdaauhyy(IM A BIG BABY!) --------------------------------------------------------------- K so this is my first story i ever did so pls no bad comments and also follow me i lf u can plzzzzzz.
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