To be loved is to be changed
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IF I TOLD YOU I LOVED YOU, WOULD YOU SAY THAT IT’S FUCKED UP????????
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In only a few hours, it will have been a year. It feels like both forever and no time at all, and still I don't know what to say. I don't think this sense of wrongness at the thought of you being gone will ever go away. The outpouring of love expressed in every single word from every friend, family member, fan, and even acquaintance in this time has only served to impress upon me what a wonderful soul you were, and how much light you brought to countless people.
I want so desperately to find the same carefree happiness I always did when watching you, and it kills me that tears are still more common than not when I try. Half a dozen songs half-finished, each one a tiny, inadequate piece of the feelings I wish I could express, now sit in piles on my desk, next to the start of a dozen projects to pay honor to your life. Yet the knowledge that they couldn't do justice to your memory, to the joy and happiness that you gave to both myself and so so many others, has left them abandoned. I want to celebrate everything you were, everything you still are, and the overwhelming amount of yourself that you shared with the world. You deserve that, and I know you would say that everyone that still feels the pain of your loss does too, but I just end up angry with myself for not being able to yet, and scared that I might never be able to.
As inadequate as it feels, the best that I can do right now is say, from the very core of my being, that I am so overwhelmingly grateful that you were here. You continue to inspire me with your kindness, your humor, your talent, and your heart, and that will be with me forever. And even if I still struggle to smile for you, I'll never stop trying. I hope you knew how loved you were, and always will be.
I miss you so fiercely Moonbin, but if there is any rest and happiness to be had beyond this life, I hope that it has found you.
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jinyoung album
Jinyoung album
JInyoung album
JINyoung album
JINYoung album
JINYOung album
JINYOUng album
JINYOUNg album
JINYOUNG album
JINYOUNG Album
JINYOUNG ALbum
JINYOUNG ALBum
JINYOUNG ALBUm
JINYOUNG ALBUM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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HELLO SUNSHINE!!! ☀️ it’s an absolute blessing to see you on my dash again *hugs* hope you’ve been taking care of yourself!
HELLO MU MOONLIGHT!!!!! 🌕
Thank you for the hugs, they are really appreciated 💖 I've been taking care of myself! And I feel amazing 😌 Still very stressed due to exams but I feel really really good 💖💖💖
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fuck oh my GOD i really wanna smoke with you. and shotgun FUCK ive read about shotgunning so much and its so hot. i really wanna watch as you take a hit. because i will. i dont think ill be able to keep my eyes off u. UGH and then god please fucking grab my stupid neck and make me inhale your smoke. get me high not just on the drugs but on you
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Who is the most wonderful woman alive? Who gives her husband all the happiness of a single lifetime every single day they're together? Lastly, and most importantly: Who is the most loved and adored woman this side of the Orion Belt? (You know the answer. ;) )
omggg it’s my husband hiiii husbanddddd
(oh also meeee!!)
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Album - Astro Mini Album 6: "Blue Flame"
Moonbin Album Bookmarks
- Story Ver. 》 Book Ver.
Moonbin first stole my heart in 2017, when I saw Astro live in DC. I went in hard Jinjin biased, but Moonbin's bright personality and the obvious love he had for his teammates, Aroha, and everything he did captured me so completely that, despite a personal interaction with Jinjin, I stood no chance. The day I got my Blue Flame albums and pulled both Moonbin bookmarks, I was beyond thrilled. I admit that it's been hard to do any work on my Moonbin photocards this past year, but I want to share as much of him with others as possible, because everyone deserves to have his light in their lives.
Quick note, the bookmarks and the clear tails are held together by the strings, and the scale isn't exactly portrayed here. In the interest of having a cleaner, more useful scan of each, I shrank the clear tails to fit the width of the front/back/strings. They're approximately 1 2/3 of the length of the bookmark card itself in person.
scanned by me. please give credit to brigidandair or Jasmyr if you use them!
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I don't think you're asking nicely enough to get what you want, sunshine... Tell us all what you deserve. Remember to say please <3
I- um- uhhhhh-
Please call me mean names, everyone, I deserve it 🥺
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