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queer-pagan-witch · 5 months

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Anyways I think I'm a music nerd, which might be the in the top 5 things wrong with me, a 24 year old drunk trans questioning woman.

#god this is only finally to a hyper specific part of my own personality #my personality when im drunk w #my personality when im drunk and high fits perfectly with tumblr #im not gonna delete this until i complete a promise to my sepf #i cant buy any more alcohol until its either been a full month or it hits a 100°F #how do people even follow me?#how do people even follow me #I'm genuinely sorry to everyone who follows me. im also annoyed by ne #1:37am

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elizasidepiece · 7 months

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me when I listen to "Say Don't Go" by t swift and imagine remadora

#remadora #THIS IS THEIR SONNNNNGGGGGGGGGG #well its more Tonks @ remus but STILL #god esp when he leaves her when he finds out she's pregnant???? im ILL #im so sorry for the person I will become when the hbo show comes out. my tiktok account WILL become an edit account #dust off the capcut app on my MacBook #all I ask is a b plot in s5 where it shows them going on espionage missions together and falling in love #and then them getting together at the end of s6 and a one off comment about them eloping in s7 #at Bill and Fleurs wedding like:#“do you ever wish we had something like this?”#“and miss out on the drunk Scottish wizards giving us vow ideas? I wouldnt trade that for the world my darling” or w/e

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faaun · 7 months

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she's so arrogant and annoying and hot it pisses me off !!!

#like have some shame omg . have some respect #shes soooo certain i will date her she keeps saying shes not worried she doesnt care etc etc bc she knows i want to date her #not even that. she Declared we were dating. like when i was like do u even want this. not just going on dates but acc dating. and she was #like wdym? im already dating you . like ok??? i wasnt informed ig #anyway i said she was arrogant and she said she knows so.#also she did several things when she was drunk that i found cringe/i personally would b embarrassed if i was her but she just found it funn #like genuinely does she have no sense of shame #also her reasoning is that shes too hot to be rejected and since im talking to her instead of... not that makes her certain that #no matter what i say i wont reject her #WHICH MAKES ME WANT TO REJECT HER. DONT TELL ME WHAT I WANT OR WHAT TO DO. UGH.#I WANT TO FIGHT HER FR MEIN GOTT #also i want her to be more romantic i literally told her im not asking her out on the next date lmao #also if we do end up dating properly i have to swear and oath never to argue w her and just communicate slowly and clearly bc imagine #lawyer and philosophy student get into an argument and theyre both scorpios. insane combination imo #INSUFFERABLE. she was also 40 mins late and tbf she did warn me and keep me updated but i was still rly mad at her bc #i was waiting for so long . and i was like . listen im gonna leave. and she walked thru the door. but anyway she apologised but also she #said no ones ever threatened to leave her b4. what do you mean before?? anyway i told her to respect my time more and she was like i cant #believe im being told off by a 21 yr old like bitch ur literally 24 stop acting ancient fuck off #UGH SHES SO IRRITATING. WHY DOESNT SHE CALL ME MORE.#crushposting

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hey-its-me-rolly-polly · 1 month

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I think im fucked. in the head. n in general.

#roland drunk posting #omg hey hi im roland again #[been deadname for so long i forgot im me] [yk how it is]#me posting #ugh but back to being fucjed. i forgot how to live w another person. 2 months is. killer.#mnhhbsbxbgsns roommate in 4ish days #n i dont remember how to act #my shits all over the place n im a mess and im self conkous n foolish. n would rather explode than put all yhat on my pal again n again n ag #so . im fucked #oh christ not to mention car #100000% shouldnt drink when pal here bc drink roland. evil.. n .. horny...#curse my blood . and libido.#need that guy badly and he aint want no more. n i had to spout that i want that guy to coworkers bc im a fool.#well. back to zosan bc im insatiable.

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maschotch · 2 years

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lesbian jj YOU GET IT

repressed lesbian jj hits the sweet spot between self hatred and wavering self control that just makes it so fucking interesting

i love will, i do. he’s a sweet guy. but akdjskdh im sorry jj does not love him at all (maybe later on when he becomes important to her, but still not in a romantic sense). and there’s something so fitting about jj complaining about her conservative parents while adhering to the same traditionalist ideals she said she wanted to escape from. like… she wanted to escape that lifestyle, but the idea of actually confronting/admitting/accepting her sexuality is so terrifying that she uses that same lifestyle to escape. it’s full of fun and sexy contradictions that makes for EXCELLENT internal conflict

#one of my fav personal hcs of jj that i will defend to the death is ‘girl gets drunk at parties to excuse having sex w women’#its a perfect way to be self destructive while also being harmful to those around her #which is so on brand its ridiculous #asks #jennifer jareau #repressed jj pining after emily… watching emily have fun and live the life she wants and feeling the weight of her own shackles #shackles that SHE put on herself (even when will gave her an out)#too stubborn to admit she made a mistake- and she has to live with that decision the rest of her life #OOF #im hoping middle aged jj goes to therapy and gets her shit together #so she can apologize to will; get a divorce; and go find a girlfriend #(but emily and penelope—the two women that she’s loved for years—are taken)#(bc she waited too LONG)#yes i like this hc quite a bit

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l-cereta · 1 year

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oh my god u know the hrt is working when u get genuinely white girl drunk

#ive never been this drunk before this is crazy. the gender euphoria of not having any tolerance despite being able to drink 4 drinks a year #ago #like its that or someone Did something to this drink but it was from a housemate's stash. oh my god i wanted more of this im so glad im in #bed rn i could have made so many bad decisions #im like this close to posting one of the thirst(?) pics i took on my sideblog that i havent touched in a month #oh my god im fucking up so many words . gang im not pretending here i drank like 2 shots tops and its Fucking me somehow #WAIT I CAN EDIT TAGS #typos fixed :sunglasses:#genuinely crazy how much im feeling it tho ive literally Never felt it this much. id ask if ibuprofen or spiro interact w alcohol but i #think there was a decent amount of time between when i took both #yeah like i took spiro ~10:57 and then uh drank after. 11 hm ok this isnt as spaced out as i expected #i dont think im going to alcohol jail tho. im being responsible im In Bed im not gonna go do anything stupid (altho i do. want to ask #someone downstairs to do something stupid. but maybe thats the alcohol talking)#also shileas is downstairs and shes a bitch and i dont want to be cringy in front of her #i dont know if shes trans or just a really masc lesbian btw . shes cool but she also has some bad takes sometimes and i dont think she #likes me #im writng so many tags <3 but thats what love is. if anyones read this far idk like the post or something #you know the one post where the person puts an egg in their mouth. and then people share the tags. this is that #i was gonna be typing this out on a discord server but i thought no. this deserves to have everyone see it #man also if i went down and asked like if anyone wants to fuck like who would say yes . shileas is a super senior maeve is in a relationshi #p #i dont like riley and . man idk about griffin. but i think im a lesbian. maybe im just desperate.#bUT IM NOT GONNA. im not gonna.#i dont want to sleep tho i want to have fun :(( but my roommate is asleep #& its not like anyones gonna fuck me on this bed . with like my lovies (thats what i call my stuffed animals) and shit .#i genuinely didnt expect that i could get this drunk and whats crazy is i know i could be more drunk #can u imagine if someone reads this and goes 'well shes clearly sober and faking it' no </3 im simply very eloquent i was neglected as #a child so i read alot lol #whoops *a lot not alot #wasnt there a limit of like 26 tags. when do i hit that

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minglana · 10 months

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AAAUUUUGHHHHH i forgor what being drunk was like. if only i actually had ppl to talk to tho :/

#la chent de la mia carrera.... mu majos pero tiran mas pa otra chent #oooooooor they prefer other ppl to me. which is understandable #today another person told me 'yeah you were always so alone' well maybe its bc i feel awkward interacting w ppl #exceeepptttt when im drunk. i domt recommend getting drunk JUST to socialize w ppl but for me it was a good kickstart to socializing #w the ppl in my class actually. and from there we started talking. and im so glad😭#anyways today im hoping something similar can happen tbh #buuut it wont happen unless i get off this webbed site LMAO #goodbye for now🫡#z xarre #alcohol mention

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aphomic · 10 months

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Dopie is Ozy's lil meow meow now I don't make the rules here

Doppie tagging behind Ozy's back bc the crowd has suddenly grown larger and he's now anxious

#ardenssolis #O.ZY'S LIL MEOW MEO W EURHGRIGUIUTROIT IM #IMSOBBINGGGGG #me and the terrifying strong powerful king i pulled by having depression #o.zy's sopping wet pathetic lil meow meow #he comes back home drenched in rain and his shoes make a squeaking sound #WHAT ARE THE CHANCES THAT A PHARAOH AND AN ANXIOUS WHITE-COLLAR SALARY MAN COULD BOND??#something about someone who is incredibly confident about themselves bonding with someone who #has a terribly low opinion about himself #THEY ARE BUDDIES.....!!! COMPANIONS EVEN..#he would know how o.zy likes his bath's water temperature and helps him file his taxes #he'll bring him those lil gachapon capsules from the machines close to the train station where he takes his ride back home #and he brushes his hair in the mornings before work #those are my humble headcanons #its like;; its like a rhyno and those lil birds that perch on their back;; and its such an odd combo but they are vibin #he'll teach him how to use a phone too #when o.zy gets loud and proud he puts a hand over his mouth and tries to lead the conversation elsewhere #so the other person doesn't judge him harshly at a first glance #they should go karaoke together and get drunk i think that would help them both #d.oppie makes great fried shrimp and rolled eggs he should try them too okok

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spiltlove · 2 years

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im kinda (really) drunk rn and just thinking abt how sometimes we give so much energy to hearing how abt abusive relationships r exhausting to hear abt but sometimes we dont focus on the induvial going through through it.

#like YEAH #noone wants to hear me telll the same sad stories #but knwoing theat #makes me feel like i have tro do everything on my own #bc why bother people who dont want to b bothered #IM SO UNHAPPY AND IK WHAT I NEED TO DO BUT I DONT KNOW HOW TO DO IT #idk #personal #who do i turn to when everyone is tired of hearing the same things #how do i end things w someone who who is my fp and has alreadlu #physicxal hurt me #idk im drunk #WHY IS TUMBLR NOT LETTING ME TAG THINBGS AS PERRSDONAL #PERSONAL OMG #SOMEONBE TELL ME WHY #Madison shouldn't talk

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crave-mp3 · 2 years

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#my mom keeps talking about how much she's going to miss me when i go to college and how im never at home any more bc im out w my friends #and im like. actually i cant wait to not live in a house where i have no privacy and i dont have to deal with you being drunk every other #night!! im so fucking tired of living under your surveillance and under your thumb!!!! being isolated and shut up in the house for pretty #much my entire childhood was actually a terrible thing and i wish id just been allowed to go to a normal school and do normal things and be #a normal person!!! with independence and agency and close relationships!! i didnt choose for you to homeschool me and its fucking me up in #ways im only beginning to realize! and im out all the time now bc i actually have friends now. i have people who care about me and like me #and i can confide in. and most importantly anything they know about me they know because i CHOSE to share it with them.#and she keeps joking about folllowing me to college and im like jesus christ there is quite literally nothing id hate more.#and last night she came into my room and talked at me for like half an hour and while she was saying how much how much shed miss me #she had her arm on my chest and i was so goddamn uncomfortable and i couldnt tell her to stop touching me bc she kept talking about how #she loved me but like. has she ever once respected me enough not to touch me when i dont want it. i feel kind of sick right now just #thinking about it bc she NEVER STOPS TOUCHING ME #'violation' might be too strong of a word to apply here but it feels pretty damn close.#like i cant stop thinking about/feeling her arm on my chest and her hands touching my face and i couldnt stop that feeling for hours after #im just so tired of her treating my body like something shes entitled to.#'you'll always be my little girl' no. im not a girl and im not little and i definitely dont belong to you.

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manygreetingsfriend · 2 months

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#IM SO FUCKING MISERABLEEEEEEEE #anyway. decided officially today bc my mind is fucked up like that #but w/e #anyway yeah. today my father (?) has chosen to forsake any kind of relationship whatsoever!#he had the audacity to come to me afterwards and be like ‘i care. i care!!’#and i asked him to show it. prove it! and he had no answer! just like he hasn’t for the past thirty years!#sorry bitch! you don’t get a participation trophy when it comes to parenting! you either do it or you don’t!#anyway. speaking to him as though i don’t really care (working on it) is. disgustingly fulfilling #it’s bc it’s just what i call ‘bitch me’ speaking my mind instead of suppressing it like i do all other facets of my personality #while living here. it’s great! it’s awesome!#i’m internalizing my therapist trying to beat into my thick goddamn skull that this is an Abusive Environment and an Abusive Household #and he used those words specifically and he used the upper case i could hear it #and that cognitive dissonance has been fun!#anyway. at my fucking limit!#so grateful i’m going to be with people that actually care for and love me #and that i care for and love endlessly back as soon as less than 24 hrs #vaguely concerned having to go back will break me?#*!#but that sounds like a problem for sober and tomorrow me #in the meantime. i play dead by daylight. bc im v good at avoiding being killed/being allowed the hatch #and it’s oddly affirming #or maybe an extremely fucked up version of ‘everyone for themselves’ OR ‘no one gets lefts behind’#very fun mind games to play with myself. for no reason.#did i mention im drunk #i’m drunk lol #delete later? yeah prob

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ame-to-ame · 3 months

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The heart wants toxic yuri and drunk calls and drunken confessions but the mind tells me to be a responsible adult living in the real world with a 9-5 😐

#why is this world so boring why can't i be an immortal witch who dies every night in the battlefield only to be cleaned up and resurrected #in secrecy from my gf who hates fighting but only to be found out to her horror and be cleaned and picked up by my gf every night #why can't healing magic exist in the form of girls kissing why can't i be puking flowers if im puking anyway #like healing and doing better is great but god is it boring lmao #i kinda miss how dramatic my first unofficial heartbreak was.. like that was bad for my health but very interesting for the plot #now instead i journal and play an instrument and don't talk to ppl abt how i feel and work a stable job and hang out with my friends #WHICH ARE NORMAL PEOPLE ACTIVITIES and i think it's good to be being a normal person rn but i haven't had a like. big dramatic cry yet.#i cried before the break up but i haven't really had a big sob or anything after it and part of me misses feeling the range of emotions #like i was angstier when i was 15 this experience has been so calm and muted it even surprises me i feel like i should feel more hurt abt it #alas i missed my best chance to like actually act heartbroken. like if i do anything now it's kinda gonna be more for the experience and bit #god it's the theatre kid in me lmao i just. i want to experience what it's like crying and calling drunk walking home in your friend's arms #but ig if ur w ur friends they wouldn't let u call ur ex? so ig walking home alone at night drunk and crying!#but that feels unsafe. so maybe just. drunk alone at home? but that also feels like a liability #what do u even say on the call? im drunk can u pick me up pls? 💀💀💀 i don't think that's gonna work.#ok god i need to stop thinking abt this lmao im gonna be tempted to do it for fun but aaa self control self control #think instead abt the independent project u have. and ur diagnostic score. and the fact that u already broke ur favorite shirt.#where do ppl get interesting lives. the older i get the more my life has settled down into some stable npc life which i do like. but still.#can't help but realize i live in a very different world than most ppl. my coworker constantly asks me how old i really am.

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sunsetsover · 4 months

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imagine my face last night when i (extensive history of suicidal ideation) (has chronically felt lonely and unloved for my whole life) (daughter of an alcoholic) (biggest fear for most of my life was ending up an alcoholic) (has actually witnessed someone drink themselves to death) (also actively drunk at the time) sat down to watch episode four of only friends only for the episode to open with ray trying to kill himself because he felt so unloved and lonely and was petrified of ending up like his mum, who later in the episode was revealed to have drunk herself to death. just imagine my face.

#touched a wound in me that does not often get touched. i hated it more than words can actually say. i may have cried.#how are you gonna go from boston bouncing on top's dick in the back of his car to that. like how are you actually gonna do that to me.#the bpd thing was supposed to be a JOKE but bitch we are not LAUGHING anymore #girl also fuck mew's stupid ass too i like him as a character him and sand r like the only normal ones so far #but to be the one to find him and see what a state he was in and know what he was going thru ESP knowing his mum's history?#and do NOTHING abt the current state he's in?#talking abt some 'i'm here for u <3' in the flashback when we've already seen how he treats n talks to him in the first 3 eps #like ofc he can't be responsible for him n ray definitely has Problems and isn't the greatest friend either #but calling him a drunkard n letting him drive drunk isn't exactly helpful ! nor is it being there for someone !#sands known him for five minutes and already told him multiple times he needs therapy #like joking or not he at least seems to have some kind of awareness that hm the way he's behaving is not normal maybe he needs some help #girl fuck only friends this show should be called shitty friends. they all deserve better friends. like all of them.#believe it or not im enjoying this show a lot but every time i see ray i feel like someone is taking out my heart w an ice cream scoop #hes just tragic like hes a mess but he's TRAGIC bc hes confused and lonely and a mess but you can tell he's not a bad person #like you can tell he's kind and he's TRYING to be a good friend he's TRYING not to hurt sand he just doesn't know HOW #and thats what makes it worse like he very clearly doesnt WANT to be the way he is but no one is HELPING him and i wanna KMS abt it

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kirinoha · 7 months

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hi i got a second job today and also the next dbd chapter drops tomorrow so im excited for a whole bunch of reasons

#and i have lasagna to eat for dinner!#and im a little drunk!#and im playing dbd w my bf rn!!#also i love when i see a mutual rb'd like 8 things from me in a row like yesss im getting a good grade in content you like what i like #personal

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frankenstheythem · 7 months

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was hanging oit w this one girl and i tried to play my music(IN MY OWN HOUSE) but bitch asked if i listen to billie eyelash bc "damn wtf is this creepy shit" and proceeded to blast the same 15 trendy ish songs i guess for HOURS on end while hitting my vape and tqking videos in my room............computor, activate super death laser ray

#the “creepy shit” in this case was... a ghostemane song... be fucking forreal rn. and i was trying to be as decent as possible w my taste???#dear people!!!! pls develop a personality beyond mainstream 2010s pop and tiktok songs and being oooo im segssyyyy i beg you #lol she stole my vape but i got her weed so fair trade tho #but either way get tf out w your “me me me meeeeee” behavior stfu #also having to keep mysrlf in the back of my mind for days was..... unpleasant #*kills a specific headmate of mine with bricks*#right time to blackout again. bye i give up on people i meet when im drunk #.dizzy.exe #.intermission: [A]

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skenpiel · 1 year

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shit. u would not believe the amount of mozzarella iveconsumed 2nite

#i wish i had someone 2 talk 2 except i try to avoid ppl when im drunk Cuz that can be an unfair burden 2 put on them #not that i say anything personal or whatever. but since a lot of my friends are MY age #and a lot of people MY AGE arent legally allowed to drink yet (different laws in different countries etc) they dunno what 2 do w that #but i always get really affectionate and social when im drunk so thats why LOL

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