#my schedule is unpredictable

[eldrtchmn]

Personal but art related

I'm really at a career/life crisis rn 🫠 I want to do art. That's my whole life and that's the only thing that I can somewhat do.

But because of my day job is literally impossible to spend as much time on art as I want to. I'm forever tired because I have to wake up between 4 to 5 am and I usually work until midnight on comms

I want to quit. I don't wanna do a shitty retail job anymore where I feel like I'm waisting my life away. If this ai shit didn't happen I wouldn't be this scared but I need to pay bills and want to support my partner as much as I can.

If anyone here is doing freelance, what do you think? Is it really that impossible?

I also have other plans like trying out tattoo. If everything goes well I have someone who can show me some tips but I think I'll look into apprenticeship. (Never did anything tattoo related though) If anyone would have me I'm available in the Netherlands, Budapest or UK (London) maybe other neighbouring countries 🫡