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You should.. tooooooOooooOOoOOartallly draw Dustin :3 any season of ur choice and u can choose basically everything idm i just need dustin art mUAHAHAHAH โผ๏ธโผ๏ธ
Sorry this took so long (Iโve been doing other stuff lmaooooo)
DUSTIN, MY BOY, MY SON ๐ญ๐ซถ๐

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lads i am so hyped for IWMOY ๐๐ซต just wanna say, I read this fic when it still had 8 chapters I believe ?? and I opened the day I was leaving my job and I got a surprise burger on my break from one of the chefs ((I then moved country))) SO UH YEAH !! Fics that hit me hard always have a very VERY specific memory to me. Like I read it in hours flat Iโd say, I have never felt so emotional over a fic like Iโve sobbed happy and sad tears-
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ANYWAYS AS FOR LIKE QUESTIONS !!!
-What inspired you to create IWMOY ?
-Iโm curious but in the flashbacks - did Cooper die? When he stopped breathing and Leo panicked? Iโm wondering about this and if Kenny may have ever seen Cooper die until well when he shot himselfโฆ. Iโm only asking because I like to read so heavily into details and little stuff like this and I just want my own personal confirmation LMAO !!
-What was the most challenging part when creating some of the lore for the fics ??
First of all, I just wanna say that I appreciate you so much Volta ๐๐๐. Youโve fr been the best tumblr moot Iโve ever had because youโre the only one thatโs always interacting with me. I WILL LITERALLY DIE FOR YOU HOMIE, JUST ASK AND I WILL KILL FOR YOU TOO!!! ๐ฃ๏ธ๐ฃ๏ธ๐ฅ๐ฏ Okay okay answering time!
[this post will contain I Will Make of You spoilers for chapter 8 to 14 ๐โโ๏ธ]
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IWMOY is so interesting because it was those types of projects where there were a lot of mini-things that pushed me to create it, and it all just came together all at once.
From what I could remember, I think it first started with the idea of โwhat if Kenny has a child and that child goes back in time to meet him when heโs a teenager?โ It was pretty comical in my head. Like itโs one thing for Kenny to be a parent, but him meeting said kid when heโs still a teenager? Hilarious! I always though next gen fan-kids where pretty fun if done right, and there was a big lack of content for it on ao3, along with time travel stories. Then, another idea came to me (I donโt remember if this was before the other one, or after): โwhat if Kenny met another immortal?โ At first, I thought of Karen turning out to be immortal, or someone else getting that ability, but none of them stuck. Either way, I had this idea floating in my head;;; I for sure wanted to right a bunny centric story too, so I was just daydreaming of different story ideas for those two. It wasnโt until I suddenly got an epiphanyโฆ.. โWhat if Kennyโs son ends up having the same powers of immortality as him?โ I saw so much potential with this idea because I could only imagine the guilt he would feel as a parent!! (I sort of mention this here too) It was something worth exploring, so I decided to write the concept in my notes app.
*my usual process before starting a fic is me writing an idea in my notes app, and if I want to continue exploring the idea, I move it to my docs*
Since it was a sci-fi/time travel focused idea, I decided to rewatch a lot of different time travel movies in the meantime (Back to the Future, the Adam Project, Predestination, etc). It wasnโt until I rewatched Meet the Robinsons, and I heard "Another Believer" that I FINALLY got a song to inspire me into establishing the relationship between Kenny and his future son. I wasnโt writing scenes just yet, I was actually just daydreaming of this concept and potential scene ideas, mentally brainstorming, but I was still lacking a solid plot! Around this time, my friends and I were doing a watch party, and my movie choice was the new South Park special the โEnd of Obesity.โ While watching it, there was this part where Butters got stuck in a tesseract.


(Okay but looking back and seeing Butters being the one stuck in the tesseract inside the black hole is actually funny given how my story is going to play out๐ญ)
I didnโt understand this reference at first, until one of my friends told me it was suppose to be an โInterstellarโ reference. I was like??? What??? Then Lyn and another friend of mine were like โYOU HAVENT SEEN INTERSTELLAR?!?!โ And I was like??? No??? So when we finished watching the special, we put the movie on andโฆ IT FUCKING CLICKED. The music, the science, the family, YEARNING, THE HUMAN EMOTIONSโ that, coupled with what I got from Meet the Robinsons. IT WAS LIKE MY BRAIN JUST OPENED. I kid you not, I sat in front of my computer, put the interstellar soundtrack and just started drafting and brainstorming on my Docs on July 14 of 2024:

No food or sleep, just moving my freaking hands on the keyboard. Eventually, I was writing all these scenes appearing in my head, and i was like???? I can literally start drafting the chapters out instead??? I was typing for a total of three days straight when I finished outlining and drafting the entirety of IWMOY ๐๐โฆ. But, I was still going through it tho ๐. For one, I realized this story was going to have an OC as a main character, and me personally, I kinda donโt like OCs in ficsโฆ. So I didnโt think people were gonna like this fic in the first place. Another, was the time travel dilemma. There are so many contradictions and plot holes with A LOT (and I meanโฆ pretty much all) of time travel focused movies. ๐ Iโm so over critical and it got on my nerves when it kept happening, so I had to create SOMETHING that would make time travel work! (Which eventually became the One-Tab Guide). I wasnโt going to post this fic at all, and maybe wait until I was done posting all the IBMT chapters I had outlined, butโฆ I just couldnโt stop thinking about that fic. I had it all basically figured out, and I was so fascinated with the concept I had createdโฆ but, โitโs an oc centric fic,,,,, maybe people wonโt like it and it would all be for nothingโฆโ
It wasnโt until my 2 bffs gave me some encouragement that I finally gave in; I finished the first chapter of IWMOY and got it posted on August 6th of 2024 :,) I didnโt think it would become as huge as it is now. So I truly mean it when I say that Iโm so incredibly happy people are enjoying a project I thought no one would like <333. I cannot thank you guys enough.
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[SPOILERS FOR CHAPTER 14]
So, yes. Cooper did actually die in that scene ๐. His cause of death was Sudden Arrhythmic Death Syndrome (Yโknow, that thing where babies just??? die??? Just cuz??? ๐ญ??). Coopers first actual death was back in the artificial womb in chapter 13. His second was that scene with Butters. And his third death was when he was 4 (Cooper considers that death his first because itโs the only one he could recall). The only real death Kenny witnessed before Cooper shot himself was the one in the artificial womb ๐ sadly (wouldโve saved a whole lot of complications if they just communicated ๐ซ but no).
Actuallyโ let me explain what happened in that scene with Butters POV (because itโs actually pretty dark): Kenny went back to the lab to attend on some work-related issues, and Butters decided to go out in the meantime to do some quick grocery shopping. So he took baby Coop in a carrier and they both went out! While he was shopping, heโs picking out things here and there when he notices something isโฆ off. โCoop, baby?โ He checks up on Cooper to see if heโs okay, but heโs oddly still and cold to the touch. โCooper? Baby, wake upโฆ โ He starts to pull him out of the carrier to check on his vitals, โWake up, Cooper!!โ but heโs not responding at all. โOh Jesus, COOPER! Somebody!! Help me!!! My baby-โ Since Cooper isnโt responding, Butters starts to sob and ask for help, but everyone keeps ignoring him. โSOMEBODY, PLEASE!! MY BABY NEEDS HELP MY BABY, HEโS-โ But just when Butters realizes that Cooper is, in fact, dead, his tears suddenly halt. He puts Cooper back in the carrier, and returns to his shoppingโฆ. Butters probably left Cooper in the car and in that carrier; it gave Cooper the chance to respawn in his crib before Kenny arrived. I feel like deep down, that part of Buttersโ who had that immense amount of parental love for his baby WANTED to fight against the curse. As he was going on about his day as his son lay dead, I imagine how he was probably screaming in pure anguish inside of his head while his body was in this weird autopilot type of dissociation :(. And since he was trying so hard to fight it, a fraction of the memory stayed. Itโs why he had that "nightmare" in his sleep. *Sighโฆ..*
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Surprisingly, this fic wasnโt as challenging compared to the other series Iโm working on. But if I were to choose something that was sort of complicated, I think it would be the time travel aspect of the story and Cooperโs characterization. I have this need to always use logic in every situation; everything has to have an answer or a meaning. I try my best NOT to be like that, butโฆ. I canโt help it ๐ฅฒ. I basically review my story the way an English teacher would LMAOOO. In the question of โwhy did the author describe the curtains being blue?โ Iโm not a โthereโs no real meaning, the curtains are just blueโ Iโm a big โYES, YES THEYโRE BLUE FOR A REASON! THANK GOD YOU NOTICED!!!โ type of person ๐ญ.
I mentioned earlier that I wanted to work around the time travel dilemma: โhow do you make time travel work and fix around its plot holes?โ Thankfully, I was able to pull out my trusty whiteboard and go on different scientific rambles regarding the theories and paradoxes with my friends. โHow will Cooper go back in time and talk to Kenny without causing a grandfather paradox?โ or โif they do save Butters and Kate, wouldnโt that cause a split?โ Basically, all of the questions Craig and Kyle were asking in chapter 14, I was asking them myself๐ซก.
As for the other one, it was mainly Cooperโs characterization and how to make him a likable OC. Heโs not an actual canon character, which means that most people wonโt care about him like they would with one of the other South Park boys. I had to figure out his personality, backstory, and his motivations in a way that would hook readers. I didnโt want to make him exactly like Kenny or a carbon copy of Buttersโ I wanted to give him his own autonomy, but have his personality reflect the way he was raised, and his troubles with immortality in a realistic way [his attitude throughout the story was a buildup for the reveal in chapter 8 and his backstory arc]. Heโs kinda like Kenny, yes, but I wanted to give him quirks that parallel differences between the two. One of them was suppose to be their immortality. Cooper views it as power and a way to escape trouble, while Kenny sees it as a painful curse he could occasionally use as a tool for the sake of scientific progression. Itโs why Cooper is all willy-nilly about ending his life while Kenny (current timeline as well) is stressing his balls off ๐. I was afraid that Cooper acting like a reckless dick in the first couple of chapters was going to put people off, and.. maybe it hasโฆ but giving his reasoning in his POV arc hopefully painted some kind of explanation ๐ฃ, bro just loves his family and wants them back. It wouldโve been less complicated if Cooper just explained things to Kenny early on, BUT;;; I mean, Cooperโs just a 14 year old kid that believes he can handle everything on his own because of his powers [sadly lil bro is NOT immune ๐], he was still grieving, and he was afraid of disappointing his father for failing his dad and sisterโ yeah, even disappointing his younger version. Hm.
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I donโt think those doubts and anxiety when it comes to my own writing will ever leave, especially with the upcoming projects Iโm planning on writing. I really put my heart and soul into these things, and I want to give it my all; itโs not just a fanfiction to ME guys!!!! And I want you to FEEL the same feelings I feel whenever I consume a piece of media that makes me feel human. โThis is what humans were meant to be doing! Feel alive! Not work a 9 to 5 just to survive!โ ๐ซ. But anyways, thanks for this ask Volta ๐ฅนโค๏ธโ๐ฉน hope you enjoyed this answer.
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suck bakls???
You ๐ useless ๐ piece ๐ of shit ๐ฉ. You ๐๐ป absolute ๐ waste ๐ of space ๐ and air ๐จ๐คท๐ฝโโ๏ธ. You ๐ uneducated ๐ฉโ๐ซ๐ซ, ignorant ๐ท, idiotic ๐ dumb ๐คค swine ๐ฉ, youโre an absolute ๐ค embarrassment ๐ณ to humanity ๐คฆ๐ฆ๐ค and all ๐ฏ life ๐ค as a whole ๐ฆ๐. The magnitude ๐๐ of your ๐ failure โ just now is so indescribably ๐๐ซ๐ด๐ฝ massive ๐ that one โ hundred ๐ฏ years ๐
into the future ๐
your ๐๐ฝ name ๐ will be used ๐ถ as moniker of evil ๐๐ก for heretics ๐โโ๏ธ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ๐ฏโโ๏ธ. Even ๐ if all ๐ฏ of humanity ๐ค put ๐ together ๐ฅ their collective ๐ intelligence ๐ง there is no ๐ซ conceivable way โ they could have thought ๐ค up โฌ a way โ to fuck ๐๐ up โ on ๐ the unimaginable scale ๐ you ๐น๐ just did. When ๐ Jesus ๐๐ผ died โฐโ for our sins ๐, he ๐จ must ๐ not have seen ๐ the sacrilegious act ๐ญ we just witnessed ๐ you ๐ performing ๐ญ๐, because if he ๐จ did he ๐จ would have forsaken ๐ฉ humanity ๐คฆ๐ฆ๐ค long 8๏ธโฃ๐๐ฆ ago ๐ so that your ๐ birth ๐ถ may ๐ have never ๐ซ become ๐ reality ๐. After ๐ you ๐ die ๐, your ๐ skeleton ๐โ will be displayed ๐บ in a museum ๐ after 2๏ธโฃ being scientifically ๐จโ๐ฌ researched ๐โจ so that all ๐ค๐ฏ future ๐
generations ๐ may ๐ learn ๐จโ๐ซ not to generate ๐ถ your ๐ bone โ structure ๐, because every ๐ฏ๐๐ tiny ๐ detail ๐ฉ๐ช๐๐ anyone ๐ผ๐๐ฅ may ๐ have in common ๐๐ฉ with you ๐ degrades ๐ them to a useless ๐ piece ๐ of trash ๐ and a burden ๐ช to society ๐ผ๐๐ฅ. No ๐ซ wonder ๐ your ๐ father ๐จ questioned ๐คโ๐ง whether ๐ฉ or not your ๐ were truly ๐ฏ his ๐ฆ son ๐ฆ, for you'd have to not be a waste ๐ of carbon โ matter ๐
for anyone ๐ to love โค you ๐ like ๐ a family ๐ช member ๐. Your ๐ birth ๐ซ๐๐ถ made ๐ it so that mankind ๐ฑโโ๏ธ is worse ๐ซ of in every ๐ฏ way โ you ๐ can possibly ๐ฏ imagine ๐ญ, and you ๐๐ป have made ๐ it so that society ๐ฅ can never โ really ๐ฏ recover ๐ into a state ๐ of organization โ. Everything ๐ฏ has forever ๐ fallen โฌ into a bewildering chaos ๐, through which unrecognizable core ๐, you ๐ can only find ๐๐ค misfortune ๐ฒ. I ๐ would say ๐ฌ the apocalypse โ โฃโข is upon ๐ฆ us ๐จ but ๐๐ this is merely ๐ซ the closest ๐โโ๏ธ word ๐ humans ๐ค have for the sheer ๐๐๐ scale ๐ of horror ๐ฟ๐ป๐ that is now reality ๐๐ป๐ฏ. You ๐๐ have forever ๐๐๐ค condemned ๐ฟ everyone ๐ฅ you ๐๐ป love ๐ and know ๐ญ into an eternal ๐ซ state ๐ of suffering ๐ญ, worse ๐ than any human ๐ค concept ๐ค of hell ๐ฅ. You ๐ are such an unholy ๐๐ป being, that if you ๐๐พ step โฌ
๐ within ๐
ฐ a one โ hundred ๐ข foot ๐ฃ radius โ of a holy ๐ place ๐ฉ or a place ๐๐ that has ever ๐ been deemed โ๐ช important ๐ by anyone ๐, your ๐ distorted ๐ sac religious ๐ soul ๐ป will ruin ๐ญ whatever ๐ meaning ๐ it ever ๐ had beyond ๐ repair ๐. You ๐ค๐ are an idiotic ๐ข, shiteating, dumbass ๐๐คฃ ape ๐ต and no ๐
one ๐ค has ever ๐ loved โค you ๐. Rhodes Island ๐ด would have been better ๐ off ๐ฆ๐๐ if you'd never โ joined ๐คฉ us ๐จ. You ๐ are a lying ๐ค, backstabbing, cowardly ๐ useless ๐ piece ๐ of shit ๐ฉ and I ๐ hate ๐ก๐ you ๐ with every ๐ฏ single โ part ใฝ of my being. Even ๐ this worlds ๐ finest ๐ฅ writers ๐ and poets ๐ฉ from throughout ๐๐ฆ the ages ๐ต could never โ hope ๐ to accurately โ describe ๐๐ the scale ๐ on ๐ which you ๐ just fucked ๐ฉ up โฌ, and how incredibly ๐ฏโผโ idiotic ๐ you ๐ are. Anyone ๐๐ that believes ๐ซ๐ in any religion ๐ out there should now realize ๐ก that they have been wrong ๐ผ๐ซโ this entire ๐บ๐ธ time โฐ, for if divine ๐ฐ beings ๐ were real ๐ฏ, they would never ๐ซ have allowed โ
a being such as you ๐ to stain ๐ the earth ๐ and this universe ๐ฑ. In the future ๐
there will be horror ๐ฟ๐ป๐ stories ๐๐ made ๐ about ๐ฆ you ๐, with the scariest ๐พ๐ฑ part ๐ณใฝ of them being that the reader ๐๐ has to realize ๐ค that such an indescribable ๐๐ซ๐ด๐ฝ monster ๐น actually ๐ณ๐
ฑ exists ๐, and that the horrific ๐ events ๐ซ from the
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THE GANG'S ALL HERE {WARNING: PICREW ๐ฆ}
Julius Demain Pidieu but what his voice sounds like to me. Sadly, he looks five months old because the picrew I am obsessed with had no wrinkles๐ฅบ. He no longer looks like a sweet sphinx cat๐ญ
APRICOT UN'AUTRE PIDIEU IN THE HOUSE. SHE HAS NO CONTENT DESPITE BEING JULES'S CANONICAL DAUGHT- oh. Jules has no content. Like father like daughter ๐.
THIS AUSTRALIAN IS HAVING GAY SEX WITH JULES. {Argent รtolie Chevalier is an OC} {He has like fifteen piercings but I forgor ๐คก}
Mommy? sorry. Mommy? sorry. Mommy? sorry. Mo- {Dolores Toujours Pideu, Apricot's cool lesbian albino trans aunt that is going to kill me with her beauty}
Callahan Cyra Jumanah is Dolores's sweetheart, and I AM ALSO GOING CRAZY OVER HER. POWER COUPLE ULTIMATE EDITION. { Some people think she's faking her condition -chronic pain in her left leg and fatigue- because she can walk [with a cane]} {She has to hold Dolly back}
LET'S GIVE IT UP FOR MASC GENDERFLUID PEOPLE WOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOO {Coquille Bleue Pidieu is the eldest sibling of the three and can sense colors, shapes, and shadows despite being legally blind.}
WE ARE OUTGUNNED, OUTMANNED. OUTNUMBERED, OUTPLANNED- {Captain Hรฉraklรจs Alcides Puissant-Redevance of the RCM is an old family friend}
WHERE THE HOOD WHERE THE HOOD WHERE THE HOOD AT-{Amoureux Perdue Du'Passe, Jules's former work partner and spouse. Sadly, he was killed on the force a few weeks after Apricot died of brain cancer. It was not a good year for Mr Pidieu.}
W. what if. Jeannie-Marie but when she was young. She was able to work around the giant black ink stain on her yellow dress by finding a thick but comfy sweater. She's one of those people who cannot fucking feel heat so she's alright. {PRETTY WONMAN๐ณ๐คค WITH COCK?????? AMAZING ๐ฏ๐ซโญ๐ฅ๐โจโก๐๐โค๏ธ๐งก๐๐๐๐๐ค๐ค๐คโฅ๏ธ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐โฃ๏ธโค๏ธโ๐ฉนโค๏ธโ๐ฅ๐๐ซ๐ซ๐๏ธ๐
๐๏ธ๐๐๐๐๐ค๐ค๐ค๐ค๐ค๐}
Look, Young Renฤ was a little cinnamon roll. He could make the most "Fuck dem kids" person into preschool teacher worthy in less than an hour. But y'know, kindness sometimes drowns in hate and PTSD. Although, current Renฤ MIGHT not make you want to throw a fucking grenade at him if you're at the "Okay, you can put your hand on my wrist BUT THAT'S IT." stage. Zero people are currently at that stage because J-M isn't part of the lore anymore. Also, yeah Renฤ's trans. trans people can be inconsiderate assholes, we're not sparkles and rainbows. I mean, Look at me. I might not be inconsiderate but I CAN be an ass-of-the-hole.
Lieutenant Leo hey uh what's that say? K. WHAT. KITSURAGI??? OH MY FUCKING GOD. W H A T? {<-My brain in the process of making this guy up.} {LOOK IT'S KIM'S HALF [?] SEOLITE DAD!} {Btw despite the resting bitch face he's a nerdy sweetheart that loves cars. y'know like his son. I'm going to cry.}
Cecelia Davenport/Kitsuragi, Kim's fuckin' MILF of a mom. She and Leo LOVED to match. I'm welling up again. Btw she wasn't fully finished because it was three fucking AM when I made her so. ๐.
I feel like Gaston was a little fuckboy in his teens. I mean, he was still polite though and that lead to conversations like: "So uh [Lip bite} What're you doin' later? OH, FUCK you're grandma's recovering from cancer???? That's amazing! I hope she gets better soon! I can buy some flowers for her if it would cheer her up a bit! Have a good day!" Then Renฤ comes up and is like "Dude. You fucking sweetheart. Stop acting like a charity and get some goddamn pussy."
DORA THE DIVORCE EMPLOYER- {Not to be omni but oh my god. oh fuck. golly gee. I wolf whistle while my eyes pop comically out of their sockets and I spontaneously combust then pour a giant bucket of water over myself and steam rises from my ears like a train} {She's not actually in this AU but I love her and felt like making her}
Elizabeth is the type of girl to try and look professional but still go all out. She finally got out of the gardener's clothes and is slaying hard. Now, speaking of har-
Made Marie without her hijab because I'm a feral fucking animal and I legit couldn't imagine her hair correctly without reference and ALSO
REMADE YOUNG RENร BECAUSE I HATE THE FIRST ONE. Also I hate that you can't color the facial hair because it looks like his hair is dyed when he's just like that.
LOOK, IT'S LILLIANOVICH! What the FUCK would this bitch wear when he was a kid? Just made some shit up bro. Also, I like to think he uses reading glasses even though he has pretty good eyes overall.
THERE WE GO
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#oh no they're hot#rubin report#disco elysium#send help#sillyposting#jules pidieu#picrew#picreations#dora ingerlund#elizabeth beaufort
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Your a son. Your a brother. Your a father. Your a uncle. Your someone's first love. Your so much more then what you give yourself credit for. Your smart. Your hilarious. Talented. Got heart and I know things get tough when you feel like nobody is there and like you got no one but I guarantee one thing. Your always gonna have ME, GOD AND YOUR KIDS. No matter the mistakes that the person reading this has made, or the person laughing at you has made we ALL make mistakes. Just as their child, brother, sister, mother and father has made or will make in the future, And it takes more then once, twice, three times even.. to get it right but I know you can do this. Just like the judgemental people can get it right as well. Pray for everyone on whatever battle it is your/their going through or feeling. I AM PRAYING FOR YOU. ๐๐
Most of the ones I'm speaking on needs UNDERSTANDING and to know they got this with YOUR SIMPLE words of "you can do it. You got this" ( no matter how many times you have to tell them they need it)
I get it, there is people that has never had to go through some that others go through and that's great for you but still know your words and judgement affect some that are weak and want to run to the devil when that loved one speaks down on them. (Called addiction)
Wish I could make this world a better place but I can only walk my path God has me on and do right within my path.
If you think your not loved, I love you. God loves you !!! ๐
Keep your heads up. There is YOURSELF to prove to that you GOT THIS . ๐ค๐ฏion pick with nobody and ion disrespect nobody until I feel disrespected.Yes, it can be exhausting. You're right about that. Sometimes its best to know when you need to bounce and find better boundaries for yourself, too. If you're not being listened to, that's a huge deficit against you, too. You're never gonna get your needs met from someone like that. It can be more beneficial to take some time leaning inward instead. What are your patterns like with your friendships and relationships? Is there any interference from your childhood or any old wounds that constantly get poked and prodded throughout your life? It sucks being alone with these types of thoughts, but it doesn't have to be such a hard & cruel punishment. You're a lovely person, you have your own voice, you have your own wants needs & desires, and you deserve to spend time listening and learning about what you need. One of those needs, is knowing when you're poking around a dead bush, so you can also know you're worth the effort to leave and find better people who want to uplift you. Go deeper than what you think you know about yourself at this surface level junk and start asking yourself the harder things. What is it you want out of your life & relationships? And how do you want to handle yourself & your pain while you navigate this life? And how do you show up for yourself when others don't? And how can you be more kinder and gentle while you work it out? These are the things to lean into when others disappoint us. If u want an idea of how to start, check out my blog. Yes, it can be exhausting. You're right about that. Sometimes its best to know when you need to bounce and find better boundaries for yourself, too. If you're not being listened to, that's a huge deficit against you, too. You're never gonna get your needs met from someone like that. It can be more beneficial to take some time leaning inward instead. What are your patterns like with your friendships and relationships? Is there any interference from your childhood or any old wounds that constantly get poked and prodded throughout your life? It sucks being alone with these types of thoughts, but it doesn't have to be such a hard & cruel punishment. You're a lovely person, you have your own voice, you have your own wants needs & desires, and you deserve to spend time listening and learning about what you need. One of those needs, is knowing when you're poking around a dead bush, so you can also know you're worth the effort to leave and find better people who want to uplift you. Go deeper than what you think you know about yourself at this surface level junk and start asking yourself the harder things. What is it you want out of your life & relationships? And how do you want to handle yourself & your pain while you navigate this life? And how do you show up for yourself when others don't? And how can you be more kinder and gentle while you work it out? These are the things to lean into when others disappoint us. If u want an idea of how to start, check out my blog. Here is my controversial mental health take of the day: your negative emotions are not the problem, its the way you handle them that becomes the problem. You being jealous that your friend hung out with someone else and didn't tell you, is actually not the problem. It's when you choose to get angry with them, yell & lash out, or passive aggressively do something they hate to get revenge, or when you ignorIโve been triggered and Iโm on one right now so yall hang on tight because here it comes ๐ฎโ๐จ
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Just because you have access to a social media account and free speech doesnโt make it okay to tear someone down. Sure we all have our opinions and dark humor but that donโt mean we need to spew it all over knowing it may wreck someone else. I can just imagine sitting there typing out some hideous post or comment with a smile on face thinking Iโm the โbees kneesโ!! Like yassss I said what I said โฆ congratulations!! It must take a miserable person to feel good about themselves knowing they hurt someone else. What did you gain? Did you feel better about yourself? Did you get a certificate like you won the spelling bee? No. What you more than likely did was take someones mind space that was already in a dark place and push them further into a hole. Nobody is patting you on the back but the devil. Thatโs not a pat I want or ever seek. My mindset is โif I made someone smile or feel better about their crappy situation then my job here is doneโ I would never intentionally be rude or hurtful to someone because thatโs not where I find happiness. Maybe thatโs what feeds you & thatโs a reflection of you and trust me when I say itโs not attractive. Over the past 9 months Iโve choked down so much and still managed to smile and lift other ppl up or atleast be supportive. Iโve come upon comments on other ppls post directed toward me and my past situation more than I can count and said nothing. Yโall wanna make comments like nobody will ever see them โฆ. We do! Trust me. Iโve went to bed many a nights stressing or worried about something someone said about me thatโs NOT TRUE & I let it go. I never said a word. I just let them think whatever they wanted. Because at the end of the day I KNOW THE TRUTH but mostly importantly GOD knows โฆ he saw it all. I have peace with that. What I donโt have peace with is the fact that some of yall wanna make assumptions and when somebody puts you in your place you play the victim. You can choose to be a victim until the Lord calls you home but I choose to see everyday as a blessing Iโm still here breathing and enjoying life. Your trauma and experiences is just that - YOURS - you have the power to turn it into something amazing to grow from knowing you didnโt let it break you or you can spew your hurt onto ppl the rest of your life hurting the ones that love you. In the end itโs your loss, sadly. Is it fair? Nope but itโs not fair to the ppl you hurt either.
My biggest issue with social media is โwell she shares everything so we should be able to ask & say whatever we wantโ Truthfully, if I had shared everything some of yall woulda been in a corner sucking your thumb ๐คท๐ผโโ๏ธ I put out there what I think may help someone else and add some comedy to it because sometimes all you can do is laugh because crying never got me anywhere. Worrying never got me anywhere. Being mean never got me anywhere either even when it was deserved. Not that this post is gonna change the world but there is a whole life for all of us out there to live with happiness, hope, and joy! Just because your life plans failed doesnโt make you a topic of discussion for other ppl to judge because nobody knows YOUR situation and I for one am not gonna make an opinion of someone based off what they shared on social media.
Thank you for reading my novel. Word vomit is necessary sometimes. ๐ฎโ๐จโค๏ธ and I will continue standing up for myself. The doormat days are long gone. I love every one of yall even the ppl that are cruel to me because you need love the most and I still have plenty to give!
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According ๐ to all ๐ฏ known ๐โ laws ๐พ๐ฎ๐ปโ of aviation โ, there is no ๐ฃ way โ a bee ๐ should be able ๐ช to fly โ๐ฌ. Its wings ๐๐คก are too small ๐๐ผ๐๐ป to get ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝโ๐ its fat ๐ little ๐ body ๐ off ๐ด the ground ๐ซ. The bee ๐ฏ, of course ๐, flies ๐ฆ anyway ๐ because bees ๐ don't โ๐
โโ๏ธ๐ซ care ๐
what humans ๐ค think ๐ญ is impossible โ. Yellow ๐, black โซ. Yellow โ , black โฌ. Yellow ๐, black โซ. Yellow โ , black โฌ. Ooh ๐ฎ, black โฌ and yellow ๐! Let's ๐ฅบ shake ๐ฒ it up โ a little ๐. Barry ๐! Breakfast ๐ณ is ready ๐๐๐! Ooming ๐ก๐ ๐พ! Hang ๐ on ๐ a second โฑ. Hello ๐๐? - Barry ๐? - Adam ๐จ๐ฝ? - Oan ๐
๐ฅ you ๐ believe ๐ this is happening ๐ฑ? - I ๐ฅ can't ๐ซ. I'll ๐ pick โ you ๐ up โฌ. Looking ๐ sharp ๐ช. Use ๐ the stairs ๐ฅ๐๐ณ. Your ๐ father ๐จ๐
paid ๐ง good ๐ money ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ต for those. Sorry ๐. I'm ๐ excited ๐๐. Here's ๐ the graduate ๐ฅณ๐จโ๐. We're very ๐โ
proud ๐ค of you ๐, son ๐. A perfect ๐ report ๐ card ๐ณ, all ๐ค B's ๐. Very ๐ผ๐๐ฅ proud ๐ค. Ma! I ๐ got ๐ธ a thing ๐ going ๐๐จ๐ข here. - You ๐ got ๐ธ lint ๐๐ on ๐ your ๐ fuzz ๐ฆ. - Ow ๐ง๐
ฑ! That's โ me! - Wave ๐ to us ๐จ! We'll ๐ค๐ฏ be in row ๐ฃโโ๏ธ 118,000 โ๐ข. - Bye ๐ค๐๐! Barry ๐๐, I ๐ told ๐ you ๐, stop ๐ซ flying ๐ธ๐ฆ in the house ๐ ! - Hey ๐๐, Adam ๐ฑ๐ปโโ๏ธ. - Hey ๐๐ผ, Barry ๐. - Is that fuzz ๐ฆ gel ๐ค? - A little ๐. Special ๐๐๐ day ๐, graduation ๐. Never ๐
๐ฝ thought ๐ค I'd ๐ make ๐ it. Three 3๏ธโฃ days ๐ grade ๐ school ๐ซ, three 3๏ธโฃ days ๐ high โฌ school ๐ซ. Those were awkward ๐. Three ๐ days ๐ college ๐จ๐ฟโ๐. I'm ๐ glad โบ I ๐ took ๐ a day ๐๐
and hitchhiked ๐๐ around ๐ the hive ๐. You ๐๐ฉ๐ did come ๐ฆ๐
back ๐ different ๐ก. - Hi ๐ฆ, Barry ๐
ฑ๐. - Artie ๐
ฐ, growing ๐ฑ a mustache ๐จ๐ป? Looks ๐ good ๐๐๐พ. - Hear ๐ about Frankie ๐ณ๐? - Yeah ๐. - You ๐ going ๐ to the funeral ๐๐ป๐น? - No ๐ฃ, I'm ๐ not going ๐. Everybody ๐ด๐ต๐จ knows ๐ค๐
๐คทโโ๏ธ, sting ๐ค someone ๐ค, you ๐ die ๐โ โฐ. Don't ๐
โโ๏ธ๐ซ waste ๐๐ป๐ฉ it on ๐ a squirrel ๐ฐ. Such a hothead ๐ฅต. I ๐ guess ๐ค he ๐ฅ could have just gotten ๐ out of the way โ. I ๐ love โค this incorporating ๐ฅ an amusement ๐ park ๐
ฟ into our day ๐. That's โ why ๐คโ we don't ๐ซ need ๐ฉ vacations ๐
. Boy ๐ถ, quite ๐บ a bit ๐ of pomp ๐... under โฌ the circumstances โ. - Well ๐ฆ, Adam ๐ค๐๐
, today ๐ we are men ๐ฆ. - We are! - Bee-men ๐. - Amen ๐! Hallelujah ๐ฉ๐ณ๐ฟ๐! Students ๐ฌ, faculty ๐ท, distinguished ๐
ฑ bees ๐๐
ฑ, please ๐ welcome ๐ฝ Dean ๐ญ Buzzwell ๐. Welcome ๐๐ป, New ๐โจ Hive ๐ง๐ค Oity ๐๐๐ graduating ๐ class ๐ซ of... ...9:15 ๐
ฑ. That concludes ๐ our ceremonies ๐. And begins ๐ your ๐ career ๐จ๐ปโ๐ป at Honex ๐ฏ Industries ๐ฆ๐ญโ! Will we pick โ ourjob today ๐
? I ๐ heard ๐๐๐ it's just orientation ๐ฏ๐
ฑ. Heads ๐ up โ! Here we go ๐. Keep ๐ your ๐ hands ๐ and antennas ๐ถ๐ inside ๐ the tram ๐ at all ๐ฏ times ๐. - Wonder ๐ค๐ญ what it'll ๐ผโ๐ be like ๐? - A little ๐ถ scary ๐ฑ. Welcome ๐ฝ to Honex ๐ฏ, a division โ of Honesco and a part ใฝ of the Hexagon ๐ฏ๐๐ Group ๐ฅ๐น. This is it! Wow ๐ฎ. Wow ๐ฎ. We know ๐ค that you ๐, as a bee ๐, have worked ๐ข your ๐ whole ๐ฆ๐ life ๐ to get ๐ to the point ๐ where you ๐ can work ๐ข for your ๐ whole ๐๐ฆ๐
life ๐ค. Honey ๐ฏ begins ๐ when โฐ our valiant ๐
๐
ฑ Pollen ๐ก๐ Jocks ๐ bring ๐ the nectar ๐ฉ to the hive ๐. Our top-secret ๐ formula ๐ is automatically ๐ค color-corrected, scent-adjusted and bubble-contoured into this soothing ๐ฆ sweet ๐ฌ syrup ๐ฏ with its distinctive ๐๐๐ golden ๐ฐ glow ๐ you ๐ know ๐ญ as... Honey ๐ฏ! - That girl ๐ง was hot ๐ฅ. - She's ๐ง my cousin ๐ฆ! - She ๐ฉ๐ผ is? - Yes ๐๐๐, we're all ๐ฏ cousins ๐ฆ. - Right ๐. You're right โ. - At Honex ๐ฏ, we constantly ๐ strive ๐ to improve โฌ every ๐ฏ๐ aspect ๐ช๐ of bee โ๐ existence ๐. These bees ๐๐ are stress-testing ๐ฏ a new ๐ helmet ๐ก technology ๐ฑ. - What do you ๐๐ป think ๐ค๐
ฐ he ๐จ makes ๐? - Not enough ๐๐ฆ. Here we have our latest ๐ผ๐๐ฅ advancement ๐, the Krelman ๐๐
๐. - What does that do? - Oatches ๐ณ that little ๐ถ๐
๐ต strand ๐บโ of honey ๐ฏ that hangs ๐ after ๐ you ๐ง๐ pour ๐๐ฆ it. Saves ๐ us ๐จ millions ๐. Oan ๐ฑ๐ปโโ๏ธ anyone ๐๐ work ๐ผ on ๐ the Krelman ๐? Of course ๐. Most bee ๐ฏ๐ jobs ๐ผ are small ๐ ones 1๏ธโฃ๐ฌ๐ค. But ๐๐ bees ๐ฏ know ๐ค that every ๐ฏ small ๐ job ๐ผ, if it's done โ
well ๐ฆ, means ๐ a lot ๐. But ๐ choose ๐ค carefully โ because you'll stay โ in the job ๐ผ you ๐ pick โ for the rest ๐ช of your ๐ life ๐
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To be fair, ๐๐๐ฉ๐คyou have to have a very high IQ ๐ฏ๐๐ค๐to understand ๐ค๐ง๐๐Rick and Morty. ๐ค๐ฉ๐ฆโค๏ธThe humor ๐คฃ๐๐๐is extremely subtle, ๐๐๐ปand without a solid grasp โ๏ธ๐ช๐ซ๐๐ฆof theoretical physics ๐๐ฑ๐ค๐most of the jokes will go over a typical viewer's head. ๐๐๐๐ฏ๐๐๐There's also Rick's nihilistic outlook, โ ๏ธ๐ฌโ ๏ธ๐ตwhich is deftly woven into his characterisation ๐๐๐ผ๐ฅ- his personal philosophy ๐ค๐๐๐draws heavily fromNarodnaya Volya literature, ๐ฏ๐ฉ๐๐๐ฆ๐ซfor instance. The fans understand this stuff; ๐๐๐๐๐๐ฏthey have the intellectual capacity ๐ค๐๐๐คto truly appreciate the depths ๐ค๐๐ฝ๐คคof these jokes, ๐๐คฃ๐๐๐to realize that they're not just funny๐ค๐ฒ๐๐- they say something deep about LIFE. ๐๐ค๐คค๐๐ค๐ฑโค๏ธAs a consequence people who dislike Rick and Morty ๐๐๐ฏ๐ป๐ค๐ฉ๐ฆtruly ARE idiots- ๐๐ค๐๐คof course they wouldn't appreciate, ๐โค๏ธ๐พ๐for instance, the humour ๐น๐๐คฃin Rick's existencial catchphrase "Wu๐
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ฑ๏ธ," which itself is a cryptic reference ๐๐๐๐คto Turgenev's Russian epic Fathers and Sons ๐ณ๐ค๐๐๐I'm smirking๐๐๐๐๐๐ค๐ right now just imagining ๐ค๐๐๐คฃone of those addlepated simpletons ๐๐ฏ๐โscratching their heads in confusion โ๐๐ค๐ญ๐โas Dan Harmon's ๐ฉ๐๐ฆ๐๐ค๐๐๐genius โบ๏ธ๐๐ค๐๐ฏunfolds itself on their television screens. ๐๐๐๐What fools... how I pity them. ๐ค๐๐๐ And yes ๐๐๐๐ฝ๐ป๐ฆโค๏ธby the way, I DO have a Rick and Morty๐ด ๐จโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐จ๐ฆ๐ค๐ซ๐ฆtattoo. โค๏ธ๐๐๐๐๐ฏAnd no,๐๐๐ you cannot see it. ๐ซ๐โ๐๐
โโ๏ธโผ๏ธ๐ฏIt's for the ladies' ๐ค๐๐๐ฆ๐๐โ๏ธ๐ฉeyes only๐๐๐
๐ฆ๐โค๏ธ๐ฏ- And even they ๐๐๐๐ฝ๐ปhave to demonstrate โ๏ธ๐๐๐ฏthat they're within 5 IQ points๐ฏ๐โค๏ธ๐๐๐ of my own (preferably lower) ๐๐ค๐๐คbeforehand.๐๐๐โ๏ธ๐ฏ๐๐๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ป๐๐๐โค๏ธ๐ฏ๐ค๐ฉ๐ซ๐๐๐๐๐๐
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HES SO CUTE SGHVJCHVSHJCBDS
You should.. tooooooOooooOOoOOartallly draw Dustin :3 any season of ur choice and u can choose basically everything idm i just need dustin art mUAHAHAHAH โผ๏ธโผ๏ธ
Sorry this took so long (Iโve been doing other stuff lmaooooo)
DUSTIN, MY BOY, MY SON ๐ญ๐ซถ๐

#dustin henderson#stranger things#stranger thing fanart#art#my son ๐๐๐ฏ#๐จ#follow this person rn chat
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