#no one i care a lot about

[hxhhasmysoul]

i’m not okay. the fic i wrote yesterday and still have to edit is making me super sad.

the latest jjk update is making me anxious and worried where the story is going. was all this build up for naught? i mean i liked the idea of yuuji never becoming super strong, always being support, part of the team. i really wanted him to never get a power up again. but this makes him insignificant. it was always meant to be megumi? i mean to be fair, i’ve always seen him as the main character or one on par with yuuji because megumi is the first one to show in the manga. and he’s always been the far stronger character than yuuji. but with all the buildup... why is sukuna holding onto megumi’s face and shape? does he want to? or was the fanbook bs? just off handed comments? something gege considered early on but dropped? kenjaku said that sukuna can choose his vessel. so it felt significant that he was trapped in yuuji. that it would be a thing for him to get out. but it’s not. he just waited till megumi what? megumi had already developed his domain expansion months earlier. did he wait for gojou to get sealed? that happened again weeks earlier. is the energy accumulated by the culling game something sukuna wants to take for himself? does he want the merged consciousness for himself? maybe. sukuna has already defeated general mahoraga, does it mean he can summon it now that he merged with megumi?

i’m not okay.