#not cutting (for now) but stabbing real hard with pointy shit (usually a pen) until I feel the brain pressure decrease | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

redhotarsenic · 11 months

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“Well I’m anxious and stressed and sick all the time and I go to work every day so I don’t have any sympathy for you how dare you use that as an excuse but we care about your wellbeing though :) but shame on you also”

#personal #I don’t think you are listening to me! I don’t think any of you people in this house are listening to me when I talk!#I wanna shove a pen into my jugular I can’t take this anymore teehee ✌️#‘well since you’re sick you don’t need any coffee today right?’ <- mother said this in the most condescending smug fucking way possible #I am genuinely so close to snapping and tearing myself apart one of these days #I have never admitted this but occasionally I engage in self destructive behaviors when I get overly upset #have quite a few scars on my left arm!#not cutting (for now) but stabbing real hard with pointy shit (usually a pen) until I feel the brain pressure decrease #they’ve seen the blood on my arm once and they told me I was being childish. and maybe I am. but whatever right?#‘nobody outside this house gives a shit about you’ I get it! i understand! you tell me this often!#anyway. ignore me who cares maybe if I mentally exit my body I’ll be able to get through the rest of the day and then I’ll get to sleep

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