#not saying she was perfect but by god the defamation is almost criminal

[chloefraazers]

one day i desperately want to write my Hot Take on why fiona gallagher deserved so much goddamn better than the terrible plotlines she was given and the godawful slander after emmy left the show but that also involves watching shameless from the start and i don’t know if i can do the post-season-three downfall again.

[chaniters]

At least he's not a vampire

Another short, following the last one (Eldritch)

@fallenhero-rebirth

Takes place about a month and a half after it. Anathema has become the Sidestep-Whisperer and tamed the feral gremlin using his candy addiction to socialize him. In turn, Sidestep got much closer to Ortega as well. Mostly silly fluff, some story afterward.

Enjoy!

P.S. I’ve got Grammarly! So if there are typos it’s the software’s fault, not mine obviously... 

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AT LEAST HE’S NOT A VAMPIRE

"I... can't.. " he pleads. "Oh ... oh my... god" Ortega is panting and covered in sweat

You slow down. You don't want to hurt him after all.

"What's the matter?" you ask grinning "Can't take it?"

"Pleeeease... stop... five minutes...just five minutes" He reaches for his water bottle, unable to take another step.

"Alright old man!" Better to stop before he has a heart attack... you chuckle, switching to a backward jog as you slow down. A bit of stretching your leg against a tree and a few minutes of rest is all you need to go on. Ortega, on the other hand... looks out of commission.

You love training with him, but the truth is you always lose in Aikido and Boxing. But jogging? You destroy him every single time. There is a special pleasure in seeing him beaten and... Uh oh...

You rush towards him as he seems to be about to lose his balance.

"Hey, are you alright?" you help him steady.

"Oof.. yes. It's just... I forget how much metal I have in me. I'm much heavier than I look"

"I know... you seemed like you were about to fall on your back. That'd be a bad look on you for the cameras" you joke.

"What there are no cameras here right?" He looks around nervously.

"I would tell you if they were" You don’t joke about that.

"Oh. Right. They steal your soul Cyrus, I keep forgetting. Or was it that you don't' show up reflected in the lens because of all the vampirism?" he grins

You punch his arm lightly.

"Ow. Jerk."

"I wouldn't have a soul to steal, anyway." For all you know that's true "I'm the brick kid remember?"

"Yeah... Brick kid"... I didn't like him. He didn't speak... I swear It's like you are growing up a year at a time each week and now you're finally an adult"

You laugh a bit too nervously for your liking. Because it's exactly what's happening. You've been trained to adapt quickly, and now you're growing up in your "interactions". Freestyle, unscripted interactions in which you aren’t trying to pretend to be someone else or have mission objectives are terrifying, and you had a total lack of experience. Until now.

Of course, there's a difference. This time you're not training for an act. you're training how to be yourself. As a person. And you are liking who you are. A vigilante (Or Charge’s Sidekick sometimes). Stopping criminals and using your powers for good. Just like Anathema and Charge. Your friends.

You smile at the notion. "And of course I'm not a vampire"

"How can you be so sure?"

"Vampires should be sparkly, right? I'm not sparkly."

"That's not..." he starts

"What? I did read that novel Anathema gave me!" you start.

"Yeah, but those aren't the real vampires"

"There are real vampires?" you ask insecure. Maybe some sort of new boost?

"Oh here we go again.. fuck I can't tell if you're joking or ...."

"Or what?"

"Or you're a loser!"

He shoves you to the side making you fall on your butt, and then he sprints again, gaining some quick advantage.

"Fucking cheater!!" you yell as you stand up again in a single movement, chasing him down.

------- a few minutes later------------

You collapse on the ground.

"Ow. Now I'm destroyed" you can't even move.

You won in the end, as usual, but he almost beat you this time.

"And I'm dead" he answers trying to breathe some life back into his fallen carcass.

The two of you stay down for a few minutes in silence, absolutely winded. The sun is bright and thankfully a breeze helps cool down the two of you.

It suddenly dawns to you. You've been thinking about saying something... and now 's a perfect time.

"Ricardo" You start

"Hmm?"

"I just wanted to say... thank you for being my... friend," you speak in a tremulous voice.

You wonder if he heard you...

But he caught it. He caught it all too well...

Damnit now he's staring at you...

What are you supposed to do now?

"You... are such an asshole..."

"Wha...?" you say nervously. That's so not the reaction you expected.

"You ... you... just waited until you knew I couldn't give you a hug"

You cackle, feeling relieved enough to answer "Hey it's not my fault that you're a touchy-feely-huggy, sausage-fingers sticky person with no respect for my personal space! "

"That's... " he starts "...a fair point..." he continues "...you little porcupine gremlin"

The two of you chuckle. You're not used to physical affection... you would step back or twist anytime he or Anathema touched you. But by now you've come to almost accept it. Only from them, that is.

He speaks again in a more serious tone. "Hey, you don't have to thank me for that. Of course, I'm your friend."

"Just wanted to say it. I'm not good at.. saying things."

"I know Cyrus. I know" He smiles at you.

You feel happy. And that's extraordinary enough on its own. There was something off about the way he's been looking at you these past days. You wondered if there was something wrong. That's why you're glad you got reassurance, you didn't know what to make out of it. Of course, there's ANOTHER possibility. But no. He wouldn't look at you THAT way. Right?

Your eyes follow a plane passing by above you.

--------A few minutes later-----------

Los Diablos Airport

The muscular woman came down the private jet's stairs, shoving an unfinished novel into her handbag.

A pair of executives met her below.

"Welcome to Los Diablos in the name of Genitech's staff"

"Our people will deal with your equipment. The car is right here to take you to your hotel" the other man led her. "The meeting won't be until tomorrow. I've got a dossier on the target for you if you'd like to review it..."

She walked past them, taking the offered file with just a nod. One of them opened the door for her. As she entered the car, she looked up into the sky through the back window.

"Sunny" she stated simply as the car's engine started. She liked that. It was a good way to start a long hunt. She took her novel once more and looked for her marker, then found the paragraph she had left it at, and silently read the words for herself.

“Thus are we ministers of God's own wish: that the world, and men for whom His Son die, will not be given over to monsters, whose very existence would defame Him. He have allowed us to redeem one soul already, and we go out as the old knights of the Cross to redeem more. Like them we shall travel towards the sunrise; and like them, if we fall, we fall in good cause.” 

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My Fanfics: https://chaniters.tumblr.com/post/181692759294/my-fanfiction-for-fallen-hero 

DISCLAIMER: This is a work of fan fiction using characters and the setting of the Fallen Hero: Rebirth and upcoming Fallen Hero: Retribution games written by Malin Riden. I do not claim ownership of any characters from the Fallen Hero wold. These stories are a work of my imagination, and I do not ascribe them to the official story canon. These works are intended for entertainment outside the official storyline owned by the author. I am not profiting financially from the creation of these stories, and thank the author for her wonderful game/s, without which these works would not exist.

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