#not tagging this bc im self-conches

[maskspurpose]

omg whoa crazy... known poly wtei ambassador maskspurpose just happened to rb a ship ask meme....... guess i have no choice...

22 - wataei, 19 - watayuzu, 16 - eiyuzu, 13 - wataeiyuzu 😳

youre so fucking cute and i dont even think you know it. what the fuck.

wataei: 22 - How do they apologize after arguments?

kidnapping each other with helicopters. this shits easy, next question. UM no okay i think to some extent they do have the general balance of it down-- both of them are good ("good", maybe even okay or fine) at recognizing when they've done something thats upset the other but neither one of them is good at saying "im sorry" and they instead rely on other means to try and make it up to the other. eichi is really good at long-winded explanations in which he can get kinda self-flaggelaty that wataru isnt a huge fan of and wataru likes to rely on like big gestures of reconciliation and while both of those do help i think the biggest element of them making up is then like... in them spending time together?

i think wataru at one point must have told eichi to stop apologizing for stuff because eichi gets SO down about it to a point where it doesnt help either of them

watayuzu: 19 - How do they silently/subtly express their love for each other?

god you know that one homescreen line where yuzuru asks wataru to make a mess so he can clean it up because he needs that right now? i think it's partially stuff like that. fine have all become really good at watching out for each other and i think wataru is one of the people who watches out the most for yuzuru. it's like the whole thing about masks, imo? like as the people most accustomed to wearing a kind of mask, they find it easiest to let it down around the person who understands it.

like i think there's a lot contained in the simple act of like having someone who you feel you can ask for stuff without really having to hold back even if it's something as simple as "i'm feeling down or frustrated or just generally On Edge and need a distraction, youre a good distraction, please help" and i think wataru would approach yuzuru for similar reasons... i just almost used the phrase "when he needs to be grounded" which is ig a fun double-meaning here... hehe

eiyuzu: 16 - What’s their favorite “domestic bliss” moment? Do they cook/clean together? Do they like to go out shopping together?

The image of yuzuru being forced to do any domestic task in the company of eichi would perhaps drive both of them crazy. can "schemeing corporate warfare" be a domestic activity? can "tormenting ibara" be one?

I like the thought of them actually doing more work together after Yuzuru graduates-- he already helps out a lot at the office but I like the idea of Eichi involving him more in this type of work when school is no longer a factor. it's the opposite of domestic though, I guess... I think Yuzuru is more appreciative of a tea break than even Wataru (who tends to be restless if it goes on for too long, which can be a lot for Eichi on stressful days) especially if Eichi actually forces him to engage. I think he has to start out using like weird underhanded tactics to actually get Yuzuru to go along with whatever he's doing (you know the story where he's doing breakroom drink alchemy? yeah) until he's successfully tricked him into a regular (semi-peaceful, it's still yuzuru and eichi whos main bonding activity imo involves discussing war strategies or something) one on one mid-workday date

wataeiyuzu: 13 - What’s their opinions on PDA?

SPLIT. i think its something yuzuru isn't comfortable with to the same extent as wataei. i think he'd enjoy like. casual terms of endearment and potentially even just like the odd subtle casual like. touch or brush of hands (i think wataru and eichi are both ABSOLUTELY on board w shit like this. its about the Tension.), but he won't let himself be roped into making out in the starpro office or anywhere where someone who isn't any of the three of them might be able to see it. tori is a complicating factor and i think yuzuru really struggles ESPECIALLY when tori is around because it's so ingrained to him that he cannot really let himself be human around tori and that takes a while to unlearn? i think he does eventually but ig the like timeline i'm thinking about is canon-adjacent and. yeah not yet LOL. this is the real reason we don't know about wataeiyuzu being canon, perhaps.

another complicating factor is of course all of them being public figures and ESPECIALLY idols. i think wataru and eichi are both people who wouldn't have an issue with pda in theory but they are both ABSOLUTELY aware of stuff like public image etc and put huge importance on that so they're absolutely extremely careful about what they actually do when observed by more than just. fellow idols.

[mitcheechee]

small astarion doodle i made for good luck during finals (did not work)

[ghastigiggles]

a quick mashup of some sebaba voicelines to check your vibes. selected for. obvious reasons, i would hope. (here's the source for all these btw)

[razzafrazzle]

lord forgive me but i am about to kiss this bird

[outlier-roddy]

i want to make sure everyone knows that when i cautiously @ed jro on twitter to tell him that mtmte was really fucking formative for me and my sexuality he REPLIED to me and i’ve been thinking abt this for the whole day

[lusus]

I'm too nervous to come off anon, but I just wanted to let you know your art and designs are a huge inspiration for me! Whenever I'm low on motivation I like to look at your profiles for inspiration

o-oh ;_; that means a lot to me really & truly it does!!! tysm..... art n character design have been my passion all my life and it never stops Meaning A Lot To Me when ppl like what i do.. pls keep creating things yourself and having fun always :’))

[moonchopsticks]

had a dream about being held last night and ive lowkey been pining all day

[nerice]

(in)comprehensive guide 2 kaikai kitan gojocore emotions bc i am,, crying

speaker uses 僕 (boku) gojo is the only main character who talks that way :) (bc. yknow who scolded him for using ‘ore’,, crying commences) 

first verse is fairly chill n mostly abt faceless crowds, emptiness, unfair life & chasing memories but nothing specific until >>>

僕に居場所いないから (i don’t have a place where i belong) / 夢の狭間で泣いてないで (don’t cry in the blank spaces between your dreams)

どんな顔すれば良いか 分かってる だけどまだ応えてくれよ (i know what face to make but i’m waiting for you to respond) which gets changed in the 2nd verse to わかんないよ (i don’t know which face to make)

the entire song is so obviously sung at someone & ofc im choosing to believe it is getou. the fkicn pervasive loneliness n saying all of this into emptiness begging for a reply......... emo. it’s killing me

誰よりも聡く在る 街に生まれしこの正体を 今はただ呪い呪われた僕の未来を創造して (stronger than anyone / my true self was born in this city / now all i can do is imagine the future that was taken from me by curses) oh how tragic to find happiness young n watch it all crumble to dust despite your unspeakable power :,)

走って転んで 消えない痛み抱いては 世界が待ってる この一瞬を (run and crash / i wrap my arms around this never-ending pain / the world is waiting for this moment) unravel playing in a kfc post break-up,, memes aside the. feeling of the entire world watching, coming 2 a standstill as you nurse your terrible little hurt ;;___;;

傀��な誓いの 無き 百鬼夜行 (lit. puppet/puppeteer without an oath / night parade of a hundred demons) in which the last bit literally is the same expression that gets used fr getou’s terror attack a year prior so this is 100% abt him but 百鬼夜行 in a less literal sense also just means suspicious characters roaming and plotting evil so :^) works double duty just like the fact that 傀儡 can mean both puppet or puppeteer. take ur pick on what getou is / which getou he’s talking abt.. (cries in THEY) directly followed by 呪術無き奈落の果てまでも (powerless [lit. w/o jujutsu] all the way into the depths of hell) & after this is the change to ‘i dont know what face to make’ :))

ただ追いかけて 誰よりも強く在りたいと願う (just chase after it / this wish to be stronger than anyone) [...] 今はただ ほの 暗い夜の底に 深く深く落ち 込 んで (right now, just sinking deeper and deeper towards the obscure bottom of this night)

不格好に見えたかい (do i look awkward/unsightly) これが今の僕なんだ 何者にも成れないだけの屍だ (this is the current me, a corpse that cannot become anything) 笑 えよ (just laugh)........... ah yes this was the line that broke me :’) it’s the slow part just before the last chorus hits. i. hurt. 💔

odds n ends

a bunch of buddhist concepts which jjk is so fond of r in the song: 大乗 (mahayana) oldest sect of buddhism + 怨親平等 (onshinbyoudou) concept of “treat friend and foe the same” + 奈落 (naraku) buddhist hell + 極楽往生 (gokurakuonjou) rebirth in (buddh.) paradise / peaceful death + 五常 (gojou) five cardinal confucian virtues, homonym to gojo’s name but the 2nd kanji differs (not that gojo isn’t named after his bf’s clothes anyway which is way more extra homoromo, lol)

there is a clever visual pun w the train aes in the opening bc of 相対して廻る環状戦 (we face each other in circular battle that goes round and round) but the last syllable “sen” could be written with 戦 “battle” or 線 “line” which wld make it 環状線 instead, also known as the train loop line in cities !!

[daddybarnum]

❤

[possum-tooth]

gonna go way out of my comfort zone and wear an rt shirt without anything over it

[stressed-crow]

i didnt exactly get tagged, but @lieberts​ said the “whoever wants to do it” thing (like 4 moths ago but i just found it in my likes) so here i goooo

also i tag @krchov​ @cowardlylearningtobebrave​ @feathereddamsel​ @gruntie​ and @luwucifer-s​ but like, only very vaguely. feel free not to~

1. MUSIC TAG MEME 

Rules: Post your first twenty songs in a playlist on shuffle

Mama (My Chemical Romance)

Stigma (BTS)

Man Who Sold The World (Nirvana)

End of Spring (ONEWE)

Love Maze (BTS)

I’m so afraid (Holland)

Dear my friend (agustd)

O-O-H Child (The Five Stairsteps)

Go Go (BTS)

Time is Running out (The Muse)

Movement (Hozier)

Les Passants (Zaz)

The Witching Hour (ODJBOX)

Feelings (Hayley Kiyoko)

0X1=LOVESONG (txt)

YAYAYA (Stray Kids)

Empire (Of Mice and Men)

Problems (Mother Mother)

Question (Stray Kids)

Kill Your Heroes (AWOLNATION)

(i do not take any criticism on my music taste, least of all a costructive one)

2. Rules: MAKE A NEW POST, bold what applies to you and tag whoever you want to get to know better.

APPEARANCE 

I’m an I-need-to-pull-the-driver-seat-all-the-way-in kind of a person // i wear glasses or contacts // i have blonde hair // i prefer loose clothing to tight clothing  // i have one or more piercings // i have at least one tattoo  // i have blue eyes // i have dyed or highlighted my hair // i have gotten plastic surgery // i have or had braces // i sunburn easily // i have freckles // i paint my nails // i wear makeup // i don’t often smile // i am pleased with how I look // I prefer nike to adidas // i wear baseball hats backward

HOBBIES & TALENTS 

i play a sport // i can play an instrument  // i am artistic  // i know more than one language // i have won a trophy in some sort of competition // i can cook or bake without a recipe // i know how to swim // i enjoy writing // i can do origami // i prefer movies to tv shows // i can execute a perfect somersault // i enjoy singing // i could survive in the wild on my own (if it was like... chill wildreness. i mean i can get a fire going and shit like that i cant fistfight a bear or whatever) // i have read a new book series this year // i enjoy spending time with friends // i travel during school or work breaks // i can do a handstand

RELATIONSHIPS 

i am in a relationship // i have a crush // i have a best friend i have known for ten years // my parents are together // i have dated my best friend // i am adopted // my crush has confessed to me // i have a long-distance relationship // i am an only child // i give advice to my friends // i have made an online friend // i met up with someone i have met online

AESTHETIC 

i have heard the ocean in a conch shell // i have watched the sunrise // i enjoy rainy days // i have slept under the stars // i meditate outside // the sound of chirping calms me // i enjoy the smell of the beach // i know what snow tastes like // i listen to music to fall asleep // i enjoy thunderstorms // i enjoy cloud watching // i have attended a bonfire // i pay close attention to colors // i find mystery in the ocean (i dont like it tho the sea scares me) // i enjoy hiking on nature paths // autumn is my favourite season

MISC 

i can fall asleep in a moving vehicle // i am the mom friend // i live by a certain quote // i like the smell of sharpies // i am involved in extracurricular activities // i enjoy mexican food // i can drive a stick-shift  // i believe in true love // i make up scenarios to fall asleep // i sing in the shower // i wish i lived in a video game // i have a canopy above my bed // i am multiracial // i am a redhead // i own at least one dog // i have a cat ---------

3. THIS OR THAT TAG GAME (1)

sage green or baby blue | moon or stars | paperback or hardback | piercings or tattoos (i want a new one... both piercing and tattoo) | drawing or writing | saturn or jupiter | line without a hook or mr. loverman (what does this mean??) | ancient greece or ancient egypt | prague (yo i live here thats wild) or amsterdam | dark academia or light academia | indie aesthetic or cottagecore | stargazing or late night drives | strawberries or watermelons | rings or necklaces | extrovert or introvert | dragons or griffins | ocean or mountain | silver or gold | dawn or dusk | creative or free spirit | early bird or night owl | cook or bake | dagger or sword ---------

4. THIS OR THAT TAG GAME (2)

indoor plants or gardens // cloud-watching or star-gazing // water or fire // paperback or hardcover // running or hiking // sleeping with socks or without socks // fruit or vegetables // hanging plants or succulents // dark wood or light wood // handwritten or typed // instagram or pinterest (i dont do either) // braids or pigtails // books or movies // oceans or meadows // forests or fields // sweet or salty // ice cream or chocolate // hoodies or sweaters // long hair or short hair // piercings or tattoos (new!! both!!) // summer or winter (both suck) // boots or sneakers // cars or motorcycles // curls or straight hair // castles or cottages // sunny days or storms // reptiles or birds // disney or nickelodeon (am european) // strawberries or watermelon (im using this opportunity to pick the other one yes) // essays or posters // phones or laptops // glass or stone // dark or light // photos or paintings // circuses or theaters // reading or writing // dogs or cats // poetry or novels // monsters or ghosts // thrift shops or libraries // fiction or non-fiction

5. Post one picture from my camera roll (no new downloads) to sum up my personality! u get two bcs they are v good

6. 30 QUESTIONS TAG GAME 

RULES: Answer 30 questions and tag others

Name/Nickname: lucy 

Gender: female 

Star Sign: leo

Height: 170 cm 

Time: 22:04 

Birthday: july 1  IS WHAT I WROTE INITIALLY bcs i cant fucking read and thought it just said “date” lol anyway its 11th of August

Favorite Bands: bts, stray kids :)

Favorite Solo Artists: sunmi, taemin :) and hozier i cant betray him 

Song stuck in my head: la la la la vie en rose

Last Movie: def some horror movie but i forget which lol

Last Show: probably the untamed lmaooo did not even finnish it 

When did I create this blog: december 2013 apparently 

What do I post: kpop babey 

Last thing googled: i gotta fact check lots of shit for work so probs smting sports related (but make no mistake i dont know a single thing abt sports) 

Other blogs: what for i dump everything here

Do I get asks: no

Why I chose my url: self-explanatory

Following: 100

Followers: ???

Average hours of sleep: about 8 hours 

Instruments: none 

What am I wearing: pink pajama shorts with kitties, black shirt torn beyond decent wearability and this dark green... jacket,,, hoodie...thing.

Dream job: village witch 

Dream trip: me @ japan: 

(i was supposed to go study there starting winter 2020 :) im abt to lose my fucking mind :) so yeah you get a dead meme for this) also new zealand, iceland, and going back to sweden sometime

Favorite food: pizza bithc its versatile, also cereal coz im a child

Nationality: czech (rip) 

Favorite song: black swan (bts), levanter (skz), take me to church (hozier), noir (sunmi) (those are from the top of my head current favs theres way more but here u go)

Last book read: MIMOZEMŠŤANÉ V ČECHÁCH (= aliens in czechia) by idk, some married couple thats probs wanted whatever xfiles had but low budget, its pure nonsense, best read of this year, dont regret a single second

 Top three fictional universes I’d like to live in: magnus archives bich i dont give a fuck; middle earth to blaze it with hobbits; i wanna be one of those lil shaky-head-tree-things in mononokehime

[jcmorgenstern]

QUARANTINE TAG GAME

not actually tagged by @wonderdoves but i got some shit to work out so:

ARE YOU STAYING HOME FROM WORK/SCHOOL?

yeah! I’m really lucky that my employer is taking this shit seriously and being pretty nice about the whole thing. im very grateful they haven’t moved to Fire or Lay Off anyone yet (yet) and will def be saving every fucking penny for when…..everyone is eventually fuck’t. cheerful.

IF YOU’RE STAYING HOME, WHO IS THERE WITH YOU?

roommate. we passed the flu back and forth a few times, so we’ve accepted if one of gets COVID, so does the other. im very grateful to have him, pretty sure we’re each other’s last ties to sanity atm

ARE YOU A HOMEBODY?

i’m a homebody, but i realize that without my Emotional Support Thrift shopping, I have to admit to myself my life is in a shambles and that i failed almost every single one of my goals in life. to cope, i am playing a lot of the witcher (i’ve actually gotten really good, love the Switch god bless), self-sabotaging by not texting my crush back, and writing a novel where everyone suffers a lot more than I do.

AN EVENT THAT YOU WERE LOOKING FORWARD TO THAT GOT CANCELLED?

i was gonna go to my first concert (nombe!!!! love u noah!!) and visit my friend, as well as get a conch piercing, maybe dye my hair for the first time. depending on how fucked my mental health gets, i might just go box ginger and live with the consequences like an animal

WHAT MOVIES HAVE YOU WATCHED RECENTLY?

tried to watch dr strange again but they took it off netflix in january. :/// they also didn’t have star trek beyond, which was my shitty go-to replacement. i think the last movie i saw may have been…..sex in the city? marie antoinette? lmao

WHAT SHOWS ARE YOU WATCHING?

at this point, the last thing i watched was probably sherlock. ive been stuck in a nasty ‘i watch sherlock to cope’ loop for about 6 months. i blame the evangelical bible belt. i also finished picard but was mostly underwhelmed and am trying not to think of much besides crisaldo rios, only valid man

WHAT MUSIC ARE YOU LISTENING TO?

uhhhhh……ive been working through this tik toker’s music rec playlist, which sounds cursed and absolutely is, but he actually has a great taste in music which i did NOT expect. other than that, nobme, tanerelle, echos, jeffree

WHAT ARE YOU READING?

haven’t done a lot of reading sadly but ive been writing/outlining my novel?? which is exciting?? and terrifying? probably more terrifying bc i do intend to inflict this monstrosity on the world someday

WHAT ARE YOU DOING FOR SELF-CARE?

self care….uh, forcing myself to do work and text people back sometimes, and checking jeffree’s snapchat story obsessively (to the point my parents got pissed and quite memorably demanded if i paid more attention to “pomeranian man” than them.) i don’t know why the fuck his radioactive personality soothes me so damn much, but i swear to god: some people follow jeffree star to cope

as ann said, not tagging anyone since it's a sensitive subject but please tag me if you do it!

[million-pieces]

quarantine boredom tag game

tagged by @galactifies thanks :3 im gonna put it under the cut bc its long

Appearance :

i am over 5’5 // i wear glasses/contacts // i have blonde hair // i prefer loose clothing over tight clothing // i have one or more piercings // i have at least one tattoo // i have blue eyes // i have dyed or highlighted my hair // i have gotten plastic surgery // i have or had braces // i sunburn easily // i have freckles // i paint my nails // i typically wear makeup // i don’t often smile // i am pleased with how i look * // i prefer nike to adidas // i wear baseball caps backwards

*i’ve adopted jameela jamil’s perspective on self-image in that i simply don’t think about my appearance anymore. i still have insecurities but at the end of the day beauty is a social construct and idagf!!!!!

Hobbies & interests :

i play a sport // i can play an instrument // i am artistic // i know more than one language // i have won a trophy in some sort of competition // i can cook or bake without a recipe // i know how to swim // i enjoy writing // i can do origami // i prefer movies to tv shows // i can execute a perfect somersault // i enjoy singing // i could survive in the wild on my own // i have read a new book series this year // i enjoy spending time with my friends // i travel during school or work breaks // i can do a handstand

Relationships :

i am in a relationship // i have been single for over a year // i have a crush // i have a best friend i have known for ten years // my parents are together // i have hooked up with my best friend // i am adopted // my crush has confessed to me // i have had a long-distance relationship // i am an only child // i give advice to my friends // i have made an online friend // i met up with someone i have met online

Aesthetics :

i have heard the ocean in a conch shell // i have watched the sunrise // i enjoy rainy days // i have slept under the stars // i meditate outside // the sound of chirping calms me // i enjoy the smell of the beach // i know what snow tastes like // i listen to music to fall asleep // i enjoy thunderstorms // i enjoy cloud watching // i have attended a bonfire // i pay close attention to colors // i find mystery in the ocean // i enjoy hiking on nature paths // autumn is my favorite season

Miscellaneous :

i can fall asleep in moving vehicles // i am the mom friend // i live by certain quote(s) // i like the smell of sharpies // i am involved in extracurricular activities // i enjoy mexican food // i can drive a stick-shift // i believe in true love // i make up scenarios to fall asleep // i sing in the shower // i wish i lived in a video game // i have a canopy above my bed // i am multiracial // i am a redhead // i own at least 3 dogs

totally optional but im gonna tag: foreverthelonelytraveller​, @songsforthesky, @biazrosa :)

[mamoruanjou]

i feel so self conches every time i tag art but rrrrrrr oh well i guess

idk how ppl tag their scribbles n shit i tagged the sketch of that bc i wasnt sure if i was gonna finish it but im abt to go back and un tag the sketch im Anxiety

[ghostcrows]

have u posted a pic of u here? i feel like u have... if im remember correctly and u did i honestly did think u looked masculine cus u fit ur blog vibes which i already recognize as androgynous and mostly masculine

i have, i do have a /self tag but i dont post very often anymore since im self conches -_-

i feel like in the selfies ive put online i kind of just go between “worlds most common transmasc white boy face” and “androgynous through the power of baby-faced fat” and like. idk. “a grape but make it sexy”

its cool to know that my uh my Vibes match tho bc i feel like i radiate fem vibes which doesnt necessarily bother me, being as i am very f*g and genderfucked, but its just a weird ...thing all around! its weird. cant conceptualize my face body or vibe

[mattelodchikova]

not like related to an ask meme or anything but um??? noah fence but????? ur so good and i appreciate u so much and i live for the way u type it's so nice && refreshing & feels so lighthearted so i always read all of ur tags and i'm In Love™

noahs reference but um?????? im luv u????!!!!!!! jefknerjng also merci 4 likin the way i type that makes me so happi&alil less self conches lol also im Glad’t ppl read my tags bc smtimes i feel like im just screamin into the void anywhome luv u !💞