#note ! Bear and Seraphim do not have a name yet which is why im calling them by their species

[glass-mural-of-a-lone-tree]

I'm fakinganon and no it wasn't bait. I've just been so discouraged from the whole fake it till you make it process that I don't rlly understand how to make it happen

Oh ok , sorry then !

We understand being discouraged fully ! Its not fun to not really have any progress appear

We for one never externalized any of our alters , we fully exist as " role played " plural

Our transplural side account is @shattered-tree-mural if you want to check it out , we dont know what else to say honestly , for us " act like it until you internalize it " has been the game plan

Notably we havent actually split yet , like we are SO early in our transition

What I ( host ) asked myself was " who do i want to see with me , who feels natural at my side ? " this applies to beings with a source and those without

Rotwang is a representation of our CisGerman identity , Billy is a representation of anxiety and stimming / fidgeting for us

We have a few this far unnamed parts that also represent us in some way or form or that jsut felt Right , there isnt really a way to do trigger those " feeling right " moments , once i was just sitting at my PC and playing something and suddenly got REALLY aware of missing wings and eyes , thats how Seraphim was formed , once i was smoking and felt the presence of a bear ( Like the animal ) behind me , thats how Bear was formed , etc !

Just listen to yourself and lean into anything that feels like an extention of you or " not you but still like You " if that makes sense