#now i need to decide if i should post rn or tmr :[

[b1mbodoll]

one of u little lovelies sent me a motorcycle tiktok link n i may have written some lil thoughts regarding enhypen members like u asked ໒꒰ྀི ∩ ⸝⸝ ∩ ꒱ྀིა i was only gna do a couple members but i was like we ball!!!! n wrote for hee thru won so.. yeah… umm. ૮꒰ྀི ⸝⸝․․⸝⸝ ྀི꒱ა

[andiwriteordie]

Andi I'm not supposed to read the NWH byler fic rn bc I have a headache and I said I'd do it TMR but I read a little bit of it bc I can't help myself and now I'm shaking (just a bit) but part of me was gaslighting myself into thinking it wasn't. Well. NWH plot. Andi I'm so upset already like. Like I KNOW how the movie ends and I'm still convincing myself it's an au so the ending will be. Um. Different. This is the same shit that happens with I know better (which. Um. I'll finish soon I swear I WILL I've just been busy. Also procrastinating bc I do Not want to cry) and I know it didn't work out for me (*shakes fist angrily*) so. So yk.

Anyways congrats on 1 million words (you're crazy and I'm afraid I can't go crazy with you bc I write slow. Also my dad low-key broke my laptop (it's fine I got a new one ey) so I couldn't have even if I wanted to vaguely try idk) you are so impressive and I adore you so much I love you okay bye 👋👋 CONGRATS tho you're so cool and awesome and amazing 🥰🥰🥰 gn I need to stop looking at my phone my head hurts oof

(also ps. I'm so like. Happy? That you like stonathan (+stoncy) like it's so funny to me bc ive never seen many ppl who shipped it elsewhere until. Well. Recently. it is SO funny ily okay goodnight)

TOY

omg no i'm sorry you have a headache 😭🫂 those are the worst, but i hope you're feeling better today!

oh my god i know, i know, i keep writing established byler in this nwh fic, and i'm like lying on the floor and crying thinking about them getting separated at the end of it (which is part of what made me enjoy nwh so much too, like that was some good angst). i'm not promising anything, but i have considered what it would look like to end this a little differently than nwh but still maintain the overall plot that would remove will from the public eye essentially... idk. work in progress. maybe i should do another poll (i'm joking. mostly.) and let the people decide we'll see.

(GO FINISH I KNOW BETTER TOY. IT WILL BE OK I PROMISE YOU. DO I NEED TO WRITE A FLUFFY FIC TO GIFT TO YOU AS COMFORT FOR FINISHING IT? BECAUSE I WILL. SEND ME A PROMPT AND I'LL DO IT)

ok i lowkey want to hear the "dad broke my laptop" story because wow??? that literally sucks? my laptop broke this year and i was a Very Grumpy person for a solid few days. and thank you!!! i'm pretty sure some of the 1 million was written in 2021 technically, but i'm counting it because i know there are things i haven't posted or finished that i wrote this year 😂

STONATHAN/STONCY FOR THE WIN. look. down with the love triangle, jonathan byers has two hands, and they are for his two favorite bisexuals. i love the fact that so many bylers also ship stonathan/stoncy. like. this is why you're my people.

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Yknow ive been saying “omg so much has happened i need to document it all soon before i forget, ill be back!” for so long, pretty much since first year LOOOOL and now i’m graduating, feels wildddddd. 

Today i had a dentist appt and i apparently had an internal cavity so like the top of the tooth was healthy but the inside wasn’t and ive been complaining about that tooth for like 3 years but like 5 different dentists all said it looked fine and then today when she drilled past the top layer she was like oh dip there’s a cavity down here and so it’s now fixed but she said it’s cause of my jaw clenching which i do cause of my anxiety which i have cause of my adhd LOOOOOOOOOOL so pretty much tldr is that there are hella hidden costs associated with mental illness/disability that our healthcare system should really be addressing !!!!!! infuriating stuff like imagine if i wasn’t on university insurance rn ???? horrible. 

Other than that i’m dropping project management cause im lazy and ik it’s a useful course but im just feeling lazy so yaaah

uuuuuh so now i only have 4 courses ! and i think it’s 5 projects across 4 courses and 1 like group game thing. it’s semester long and we have to pretend to be different parts of the supply chain for covid vaccines and do forecasting calculations every week to decide how many units to put on order/produce. 

the capstone group project is also covid related, it’s to do a design of a covid max vaccination clinic somewhere in toronto

the project for information systems is gonna be assigned tmr

then we obvs have our industry partner capstone project

uuuuuh and i think there’s a project for inventory systems as well but it hasn’t been posted yet? not sure tbh im losing track of everything