#now i’ve had 3 relationships where they’ve ended and i find myself grieving the platonic components of these relationships more | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

nctjpeg · 7 months

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starting to wonder if i’m using romantic relationships to fill the void in my heart that was once occupied by the many close friendships i used to have with men and amab ppl

#i miss having real meaningful friendships with men and amabs #as a child more of my friends were of opposite genders #after shit went down with my ex best friend from college i said ‘never again’#now i’ve had 3 relationships where they’ve ended and i find myself grieving the platonic components of these relationships more #like the jokes and banter and how our personalities worked together etc.#for exes 4 and 5 it’s hurt to meet someone and hit it off as friends and then watch it all go to shit because attraction got in the way #lizzy's personal posts

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