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son boy raccoon trash can man suffering in a dnd au as a cleric bc his warlock will not stop committing murders and he has to keep coming up with reasons murder is valid to convince the gm its fine and under control
#my characters#oops i fell in love#right is trying his best in the au to think about all the logic behind killing someone despite being a cleric SPECIFICALLY#bc he refuses to hurt anyone irl or in dnd and ok fine their warlock can have a little murder as a treat#and the body count is adding up and hes like ... so tired..... please can you not kill for five minutes im running out of excuses#fwiw he has the weird logic of the group in the base plot and the guy who is the gm here#is v open about ok but if we ask right then hell give an unhinged answer completely thought out and rationalized#and in fact asks him hey i know you refuse to hurt people but im having a debate with these two coworkers#if you had to commit a crime for aaaaaanyone on the planet who would you commit a crime for#and he doesnt even hesitate to say luca obviously to which the asker is like WHAT ABOUT MY DAUGHTER#YOU WANNA MARRY HER AND WONT COMMIT A CRIME FOR HER? but LUCA? of all people???? not even brent?#and right is just so confused because first off brent would probably be the one committing a crime for him without being forced#(brent agrees with this statement with a shrug) and second off luca has really weird coworkers and thought he was getting stalked for a bit#due to a misunderstanding with said one weird coworker so yeah obviously right would threaten the guy with a gun which is illegal and#third and final how could he face his beloved angel (the daughter mentioned above) if he was a criminal#he cant tarnish a sweet little innocent girls opinion by committing a crime IN HER NAME gosh fuck off with that attitude#he has STANDARDS thank you very much#and the three at the table are all like okay yeah that was really thought out on the fly youre right#also brent do not commit any crimes for him please and brent just nods in agreement bc ok he wont commit a crime unprompted#also hi animal crossing emotes are so fun to doodle for bye#once again i am baffled by how different the colors look on my laptop in the art program vs posting to tumblr#im going to go insane at how different they look#IM COLOR PICKING FOR MY OWN OCS AND ITS SO WRONG LOOKING IDK MAN
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The interesting experience of being pro Sasuke, anti konoha, pro tobirama, anti Naruto ending, pro Sasusaku, anti Itachi, pro Sakura, anti SasuNaru, pro Tobirama×Izuna, anti Madara, pro karin, anti Orochimaru, pro Uchiha and anti Hashirama. And also as much as I hate the guy danzo was kind of hot when he was younger...
#I FEEL ITS VERY IMPORTANT TO SAY THAT I COMPLETELY RESPECT SNS TO THE ULTIMATE DEGREE AND I AGREE WITH THEIR SHIPPERS ON MOST THINGS#BUT THE SHIP STILL KINDA PISSES ME OFF IDK WHY IM SORRY IT JUST RUBS ME THE WRONG WAY I HAVE TRIED TO LOVE IT I REALLY HAVE BUT I CANT#AND MADARA HAD SOME GOOD POINTS BUT I THINK ITS SHITTY THAT HE ABANDONED HIS CLAN AND THEN PLOTTED THE END OF THE FUCKING WORLD#ALSO ITACHI HAD LIKE OTHER OPTIONS!???? WHY THE FUCK DID HE TORTURE SASUKE TWICE LIKE 😭😭😭#WHAT WAS THE POINT MY G WHY ARE YOU TORTURING HIM I THINK THE MENTAL IMAGE OF THEM DYING WAS ENOUGH DIDNT NEED TO GIVE HIM 500000 EXAMPLES#WE AS A SOCIETY DO NOT TALK ENOUGH ABOUT THE FACT THAT WHEN MADARA ASKED HASHIRAMA TO EITHER KHS OR KILL TOBIRAMA#TOBIRAMA GENUINELY THOUGHT FOR A MOMENT THAT HASHIRAMA WOULD GO AFTER HIS THROAT FOR LIKE- THIS GUY WHO HE USED TO THROW STONES WITH!???#ITS SO DIFFICULT TO FIND PEOPLE WHO UNDERSTAND SASUKES TRAUMA AND WHO LIKES SASUSAKU 😭😭#COS LIKE ILL 100% ADMIT THAT THE RELATIONSHIP WAS WRITTEN SHITILY AND SUCKED AND DESPITE THE FACT THAT THEYRE SUPPOSED TO BE LIKE BROTHERS#SNS HAS BETTER WRITING THAN SSK OR NRHN SOMEHOW???? ITS WRITTEN SO WELL PEOPLE GENUINELY BELIEVE THE ORIGINAL PLOT HAD SNS PLANNED#BUT ALSO SAKURA IS SO SILLY AND STRONG AND DID ANY OF YOU READ SASUKE RETSUDEN “Trapped by a body he knew perfectly”#OKAY SASUKE YOURE ON A MISSION??? CALM THE FUCK DOWN 😭😭#NO AND IN LIKE SSK FICS SASUKE IS SOME BAD BOY WHO JUST SMIRKS AND IS EMOTIONLESS AND SAKURA IS SOOOOO EMOTIONAL FUCK OFF YOU TWATS!!!!#SASUKE IS THE KITTEN!! SAKURA SO OBVIOUSLY RADIATES DADDY ENERGY YALL ARE FUCKING INSANE!!!#WHY DO WE GET KITTEN SASUKE IN EVERY OTHER SHIP BUT THE FUCKING CANON ONE!! AT MY FUCKING!!!! LIMIT!!!#FIND SOMEONE WHO UNDERSTANDS THE COMPLEXITYS OF SASUKES CHARACTER AND UNDERSTANDS WHAT TRAUMA DOES TO A PERSON YET DOESNT HATE SSK CHALLENG#Uh oh I went a bit mad there hahaha#I REGRET NOTHING SASUKE DID NOTHING WRONG SAKURA IS GIRL BOSS AND THE NARUTO WORLD IS EITHER UNEXPLAINABLY VIOLENT OR FAR TOO FORGIVING#naruto#naruto shippuden#itachi uchiha#pro sasuke#haruno sakura#Pro Sakura#Sasuke Uchiha#sasuke did nothing wrong#It looks awkward to just go from all those long tags to the iddy bitty ones#Moldy-flowers#Kitten and daddy? Tf am i on about I've been watching too much game grumps shi 😭😭
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what if drumbot brian was magnetic. what if every mech's mechanism was magnetic. WHAT IF.
#the mechanisms#drumbot brian#idc how unrealistic this idea is i just... it popped into my head during class today and its clinging on#JUST IMAGINE IT. IMAGINE AN OCTOKITTEN EATING A MAGNET AND THEN FLYING ACROSS THE ROOM AND BEING MAGNETED TO BRIAN'S FACE#like okay obviously it would be very unpleasant as a full-time thing so what if...#for instance there was some planet the mechs landed on that had a weird effect on metal and made everyone magnetic for a little while#just think of the chaos.#OR. SINCE RAPH RLLY LIKES MAGNETS SHE JUST DID AN EXPERIMENT WITH THEM AND ACCIDENTLY MADE THE CREW'S MECHANISMS MAGNETIC AS A SIDE EFFECT#its such a stupid idea idk why im even thinking about it#I CANT THOUGH IT'S JUST..... JUST IMAGINE#im going insane
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bf says ive been going thru it and doing really well at that. bursts into tears.
#im like a toddler that needs a nap except ive badly needed a nap every minute of every day for a week because covid#and im trying really hard#im actually really okay. i don't have my first math test for another week and two days and if i did terrible on#the bio test today my lowest test grade gets dropped and it's okay. it's okay. it's okay.#i am recovering and working and in a class that is very hard for me and i miss simon so bad. i was too tired to drive last weekend#and couldn't go the one prior to that bc covid obviously#it's okay it's okay it's okay#also im getting the depo provera shot in november. i'm fully over it#also the fatigue is getting better by the day. it's okay. it's okay#getting the shot. seeing si on friday. my math prof is very kind and understands that i'm struggling and wants to help. fatigue is getting#better. turns out i don't have work tomorrow. im gonna play valo w seity sometime soon that will be SO fun.#new comfy desk chair. im gonna put something on and work thru my math hw and submit questions without feeling bad about it#it's okay it's okay it's okay it's okay. im being sooo brave.#he also said it's insane that i've had to work this week because i'm very much still symptomatic. it got me really good this time#the initial sickness wasn't nearly as severe as the last time i had covid but this one is more drawn out#im still having sinus symptoms/pain on top of the fatigue. cried in my car both days that i worked 👍 it's okay. it's okay
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i kind of. hate being such a chronic worrier
#its just so. draining. like obviously id rather worry about my friends than have nobody worry at all but god i feel insane sometimes#like im always the one thats concerned i go to their houses i call relatives i MAKE SURE theyre okay#and 9 times out of 10 they ARE okay#but that sliver of a chance that theyre not keeps me up and night and makes me want to puke and drives me insane#i feel so fucking crazy like if i didnt check up on my friend id have a two day long anxiety attack just waiting for him to send a message#but then i did check on him in case something is ACTUALLY wrong bc i have reason to be anxious i THINK and it turns out to be nothing and i#im just so. tired. of feeling like the insane overprotective chronic worrier that overthinks everything#like obviously i dont want to be RIGHT about my fears#but i feel so crazy#someone tell me im not fucking crazy#god wkseidughtwksdjghsdg#ryan's screaming
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this part genuinely makes me feel like eating dry wall like i can't explain how i feel about it without making some of you finally tire of me and block me about it i think
#.txt#reservoir dogs -#sorry for just randomly posting clips . i was actually working on my vid i swear but then i started Thinking. and here we are.#anyways going genuinely insane in the tags . i'm so sorry. ->#(im only sorry for the sheer amount of tags or if u disagree w/ my interpretations / headcanons. if ur just annoyed lmfao sucks to be you!)#anyways. you guys ever think abt the way orange HAS TO know white's lying to him abt his odds of survival.#bc i think abt that genuinely constantly. all the time thinking about it.#also the ''joe's gonna get you 100% again'' -> first of all . lol. second of all -> ''he was the only one i wasn't 100% on'' hello? HELLO!!#also freddy's voice here makes me feel like punching walls . like it makes me wail in anguish.#no but yeah i think abt the theme of lying & the fact some of the first lies we hear are in this scene in a way#also this part is leaning wayyy harder on headcanon but i always think. like if orange WASNT lying abt who he is. then it'd be reasonable#forhim to not know how likely he is to die and/or how blatantly larry's lying (''i'm talking days!'') but as a cop he SOOO knows he's fcked#but like . what's he gonna do. ''hey i know that's bullshit'' like obviously not and partly bc of How he knows but also bc like#you just don't argue with the only guy who's caring for you while you're seemingly on the brink of death!! LMAO#and certainly not when he's the only one telling you you'll be fine!! even if he's just bullshitting you so you don't freak out!!#I DON'T KNOW i go kinda insane about this scene . as . you can tell.#if you too are insane about this and the implications . don't worry. in several months. my fic will feed you. you will see.#idk . larry lying to and/or for him <33333333 kinda makes me go insane. kinda makes me go wild.#idk. i should be getting ready for bed rn. WHATEVER. bye. logging off. if you read all these i'm in love with you okay#i've just been turngin them around in my head like a microwave for hours so i needed to infodump or else i would explode i think
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I love the show too and usually I can watch it, but some episodes. There's a firefighter on tiktok who has talked about how the emergencies would actually be handled. My favorite is when they do the whole poking the ceiling with a sharp stick to try and find the brother stuck in the attic, lol.
that scene literally made me froth with rage
#PICK N POKE????????????#they really said ehhh im too lazy to go up a ladder in my bunkers. fetch me a pike pole!#absolutely insane I cannot believe they did that. IT DOESN'T EVEN MAKE SENSE???? LIKE#usually when they do outrageous stuff its like#okay obviously these writers dont know how firefighting works but at least they're SOMEWHAT applying reason and logic#as they fumble their way through guessing at shit#but then other times its like..............WHO ALLOWED THIS. WHO LOOKED AT THAT SCRIPT AND SAID YEP THAT SOUNDS NORMAL#asks#anonymous
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her: they're probably thinking abt other women
me: at the end of episode 52 of nv when everyone's saying goodbye, helios and drago talk abt hopefully the next time they meet they'll still be friends and be on the same side. when spectra shows up again in ms he tells them that yes they're still friends and on the same side, however when he comes back the brawlers are falling apart and dan has a link to magmel and is also generally being a Huge Jerk™, which might be an understatement. bringing back spectra during this arc was a brilliant idea bc other than being the writers' clear favourite, nv already set up parallels between dan and spectra and the contrast between how dan's acting and how even spectra of all people is actually disturbed and concerned by it shows how bad the situation has actually gotten.
#sometimes bakugan makes interesting writing decisions but bringing spectra back during ms? absolutely brilliant#like fanservice and obviously being the writers' favourite def played a part dont get me wrong#but its just so good it makes me feral#i decided itd be fun to watch the last few episodes of new vestroia and then move onto spectra's episodes in ms#and boy it was such a good fucking idea#i do find it funny how spectra keeps coming and going though like#the writers made him too op so he cant show up every episode lest the season end like 4 episodes after hes brought back#i genuinely dont think bringing back any other characters would have made as much of an impact#i love alice and ace but bringing back either of them as the darkus brawler wouldn't work as well#bc shun and marucho fill the roles that they would fill#ren maybe but like. he has far more to do with marucho compared to dan#spectra however is a former villain who did a lot of fucked up things and one of dan's strongest rivals#OH ID ALSO LIKE TO MENTION that after the brawl were spectra shows up. spectra immediately asks if dan is okay after that whole thing#it was only after dan plays it off and pretends its fine does he seem actually disappointed and leaves#idk i thought that was interesting#god bless when i get started i am incapable of shutting up i am. SO sorry#im just insane and having an autism moment dont mind me
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https://x.com/onlyfinelines/status/1785007836461744556 heres the screenshot since you dont believe me
https://x.com/twopecple/status/1785347428121493585 theres the 'apology' that she dmed a fan about it
and i have seen many zionists who dont support what israel is doing at the moment, but at the end of the day if you believe israel has the right to exist in its current state occupying palestine then you are a zionist that is the literal textbook definition of zionism, and clearly she does as she has been there many times and believes that palestinian people can one day live in peace with its oppressors
anyway idc about that girl and i really dont wanna argue with you about this especially over anon im just disappointed you're riding for her so hard considering youve always been someone who doesnt coddle celebs and calls them out on their shit.
it's actually like talking to a brick wall
#answered#anonymous#i literally said screenshots on twitter mean nothing and you go okay well here's screenshots on twitter to prove it!#that exact screenshot is the same exact one everyone uses#i find it odd that no one has a different screenshot then that exact one#with the timestamp and the cropping....everything... only 1 screenshot exists of this?#someone says something insanely out of line and no one else took a screenshot or called her out... just one person? thats odd#also the dm.... do you know how often people fake dms... like everyday#in that 'dm' she says she immediately addressed it.. okay where's that then? anyone get a screenshot of that?#also once again.... she has posted multiple things about palestine having the right to be free and posting about v pro palestine stuff#like she obviously learned? and you ignoring that is again... interesting....#also lets hypothetically say that dm is real.... she apologize? why are you saying she didnt?#im not 'riding for her hard' when im just noticing a bunch of holes in the story#i unsatnned her for months when she first made that israel post and then came back after she spoke up about palestine#it literally just sounds like you hate her and need to cling to a reason in order to justify your hatred like just move on
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do you like komahina
yes
#i like it because hajime is the least faggy danganronpa protagonist and hes cursed with the most braindead individual in the game of#braindead individuals#like with all danganronpa shit tho i like when komahima is done the way god intended (not fanon way obviously bc they get everything wrong)#because danganronpa is fundamentally fucking stupid thats what makes it good#so komahima is good because i dont think limbless hajime happens i think theyre just doing canon dr bullshit together#in fact i think itd be really funny if actually hajime were to draw limbless hajime and go well... this is what i imagine life would be like#if we got married realistically#and its the one time komaedas the one who goes#what?#**yotsuba flabberghasted sticker**#in all other times its classic komaeda being insane and hajime going 'leave the bitch to starve' or being flabberghasted#but limbless hajime is the One (1) time hajime is the crazy bitch and its delievered in classic hajime straight laced 'im normal' style#and komaeda is for once the one whos like 'i dont even know how to respond to that'#oughwhsjw guys i unironically like danganronpa bc the games r so good okay#theyre so fucking good everything is so genuinely stupid and bad and terribly done#its so fucking funny i love canon danganronpa i love how shitty it is i hate the fanon and fandom so much#when they all tied up komaeda and shoved him in a room and hajime is tasked to feed him#and he gets so annoyed at komaeda that he just leaves komaeda to starve#LOL#THE BEST KOMAHIMA MOMENT#(my fave game is dr1 tho and best ship is kokichi x kiibo and fave character is taka dont get it twisted guys)
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was scrolling on a taylor blog for fun taylor posts and saw the most heinous most factually incorrect most ‘all arabs are muslim terrorists’ pro israel take im seething with rage i have never ever seen anything so blatantly wrong and disgusting. i do it to myself by venturing outside my dash literally never again
#and the nasty victimization ‘u will never know what its like to have to bury your dead or have to hide from missiles’ so incredibly#deliberately tone deaf and ignorant. what do u think palestinians have been doing for the past 3 weeks. 70 years#(as well as other nearby countries but i digress) meanwhile this person also is safe and coddled at home watching tv lamenting closed theat#res bc of eras tour movie je jure this is batshit insane i genuinely didnt think ppl could be so. well whatever peace n love on planet earth#ok wait no im not done u get to bury your dead in dignified ways with funerals and traditional rites and MORE than enough sympathy to mourn#them meanwhile palestinians stick theirs in ice cream freezers (if they can find the whole body that is) AND they have to showcase it in#absolutely dehumanizing ways to prove that THEY deserve sympathy and humanity like this is morally depraved do you see the difference#(and god obviously any death is absolutely terrible im not contesting that. but one of them is dealt with much much more differently like th#difference between both ‘sides’ is so glaringly obvious and insane and inhumane its just appalling to see people still go OKAY WHAT ABOUT ME#AND MY TRAUMA. LOOK AT ME#anyway okay peace n love fr this time going to scroll on MY blog now🥳
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Feel free to ignore this!!! this is kinda like public journalling?? i dont wanna keep talking to my friends about it <3
#So obviously i dont want to “make this about myself” but im gonna push that aside to examine my own thoughts foe a bit#obviously 6 hours isnt a good time scale but i want to get this out of the way#so ive journaled some thoughts about how I WANT to let myself feel discomfort#-and gross and stuff so I can release it instead of pushing it aside and just prolonging the feeling#I want my brain to know i forgive myself for feeling like this in spite of not being the injured person because its normal#I am not worried for the guy that got hit because I know that other than a broken leg he is all around okay#although i did find out that my age estimate of 13-14 was wrong and hes actually 11 or 12#i feel bad for him obviously !!!#but this is for me to get out my own feelings#I am easily disturbed and his leg was VERY broken#ive not broken a bone before (or really been injured at all) and it made me very uncomfortable#I felt sick and/or like i was going to cry#I called my mum but she had to go in a rush because of Plans (totally fair!!!!)#The noise of the hit was insanely loud and definitely whats twisting me up the most#since i wasnt looking i dont know if it was just him getting hit OR if it was also the bone snapping#although the bone snap could 100% be something my mind made up#i think thats psrtly whats frustrating idk how much of this is real#like I thought i saw the inside of his leg but i almost definitely didnt#i dont know#im not like. DISTRESSED.#Im just feelinf kinda queasy i havent stopped thinking about the noise it made and how LIMP his leg was#I was so anxious crossing the roads on my way home#and getting off my bunkbed makes me think im gonna snap my ankle everytime#But its natural to feel that yknow?? like ill move forward and after that ill be able to move on too#I think feeling it is the easiest way to do this i dont want to push it down#i cant ask for a day off for reasons#oversharing on main#beverly says stuff#tw bones#tw car accident
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every time new pjo d*sney+ promo comes out i have to relive the disappointment of white blond percy over and over again
#like im SORRY im just old and a little bitter okay#im not going on a crusade for recasting im not INSANE#but i will just be silently brooding in the corner 🙏🏼#obviously very excited for the series#do not rb#the girls that get it… get it#kimi.txt
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finished reading the haunting of hill house and im so. ive been gritting my teeth reading through stuff about it so hard i feel nauseous. as u can see i am normal about this piece of media and can be trusted to be normal about pieces of media involving haunted houses and mothers and isolation. of course . of course (biting biting biting)
#🗯#i think i might actually have to go to bed to wear this off ive worked myself into a state#let me into hill house library. thatw ould fix me#i can be trusted to be a sane organism under absolute reality. promise! (lying)#okay. sorry. goijh to bed now ive downloaded two other shirley jackson books to read in the morning#which i will obviously be normal about. too. becaus im normal. of course.#IM INSANE IM CRAZZASEEEEYYYYY INSANE ASSYLUM NIMM GONNA KILL YOU IM GONNAKILL Y#hm. did anyone hear that. must've been the wind#okay im normal now. im normal. going to bed. normally. okay !
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maybe going into geology has made me paranoid maybe i was right to think my geology professors sounded wacked out and paranoid all those years ago but they were right actually im so scared all the time
#geology professors will belike hi welcome to geo 1 :D the earth is going to kill us 700000 ways RIGHT NOW#and you go 'okay obviously not' but then 6 years later you go hi :) welcome to geo the world is going to fucking explode on us immediatly#does not help that again my chosen field is natural hazards and disasters like im creating a special brain hell for myself#i wont go like insane about it rn but this storm is setting off every single alarm bell i have about mud slides#lots to say about this
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my cousin and her girlfriend told me today that they're considering coming out to our family next month and i feel like there's gonna be the biggest family drama in the last few years because of it
#im already stressed out for them#our family is. technically okay with gay people#but it's as long as those aren't people they know and are close to#im so damn scared i can't even predict how it might go#i just hope my mother won't get even more insane towards me after that#and obviously towards my cousin and her gf#the good part is that they're not living with them but together in the uni dorm
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