#oh to have someone look at me the way olli looks at aleksi 😭

[theflyingfeeling]

I tried to find some clips/pics of Allu doing the nose scrunch to find out is it really just an Olli thing (because what else would I do past midnight) and this is the only one I found 🤧

I know there are more but this (and the one he did in his stream) are enough for me to decide that yes, it is an Olli thing 😌 (and they are boyfriends and in love and and and)

now I’ll go back to my thoughts to make up some stupid scenarios about these two, good night 🥰 (or actually I think you’ll read this in the morning so good morning 🥰)

I did read this in the morning and aaaaaaa 🥺💕💗💞💗💕💗💞💗💕

I agree, this is plenty enough evidence to show it's Allu's Olli nose crunch, you can't change my mind 🥰 Also, look at Olli's heart-eyes 🥺💕

This is from UMK 2022, right? So right before they left for the US tour on which they got together for the first time, according to my legitimate and extremely accurate Olli/Allu timeline? Just saying... 😌 nevermind 🙈

[ifidiedinadream]

I dreamt that I was friends with BC and they had a game night over at mine and Joonas place. I came home from work late and found them all spread out on the couch or sitting on the floor. Expect for our dear alpha bear who was cooking dinner. I went to greet him first, asking if I could help but he only ruffled my hair and told me that he’s fine and I should go relax a bit.

So, I walked back into the living room ready to sit down on the couch and chat with the boys, but there was wasn’t any space left for me. I kept eyeing the boys on the couch, Joonas, Ale and Olli hoping someone would make room for me. Olli and Joonas both were too consumed by the game to notice. But Aleksi sat up straight and gestured me to go sit down between his legs. The way he smiled at me gave me butterflies 🥺 And of course I couldn’t say no to that and sat down. A bit shyly and awkward, not to touch him even though I wanted to and his thighs were right there.

And he just pulled an arm around me and pushed me right into his chest. Telling me in the lowest hottest voice ever that I should relax and that he knows I’m touch starved and he’ll take care of it.

SIR!? My crush on you was almost gone and now I got this dream and woke up to his new picture where he looks incredibly handsome 😳

A DREAM LIKE THIS WOULD FIX ME what do i have to do to have one 😭😭😭 ive been thinking about it since i read this ask this morning

he's so handsome indeed oh my god

[theflyingfeeling]

hiiiii, here's a special olli/allu fwb headcanon delivery for you because I too am making poor time management decisions ✨💖

I've been playing with an idea where they become fwb early in 2022 and this situationship lasts for pretty much the whole year, until they confess that they caught feelings around the LA songwriting tour 😌💖

2022 US tour: it starts one night while they're the only ones awake in the tour bus, drinking mountain dew and chatting about life and music and pretty much anything that crosses their mind. One of them (maybe Aleksi) says that it's been a while since he last got laid but that his hand doesn't feel as good as the real deal, so the other (maybe Olli in one of those brain-to-mouth-not-connected moments) says that he could give a... helping hand. It's awkward at first, with both of them trying not to make so much noise as to avoid waking up their bandmates, but they get each other off and it feels better than anything they had since the tour started. They come to a sort of agreement and once in a while, when they're bored late at night or when the adrenaline from the show hasn't worn out yet, their hands would find their way around each other's cock. Not a single kiss is shared because that would be weird, right??? They're friends and they only "kiss" (as in a little peck, nothing more) when they're drunk or wasted.

2022 first EU tour: since the bus they used for this tour had a private area, their bandmates asked them to move their late night talks there, unaware of their other activities. Encouraged by the privacy, someone (most likely Aleksi) proposes the idea of exchanging blowjobs as well, to which the other agrees in a heartbeat. They swap places quite often, until Aleksi cuts his hair shorter and Olli feels betrayed (he just liked pulling on Allu's hair, can you blame him?). They experiment with other things during this time, like frotting and they only talk about the idea of fingering, but it's there to try some other time. The next night after that talk the tour is over and they have to go back home. Oh and still no kisses because its just sex, there's no need to complicate things, right?

I have an "idea" for what comes after that (finnish tour and the EU headline tour) and in the song camps 💕 jsyk they catch feelings so fucking fast but are in sweet denial about it, because they cannot accept that the other could love them back when it seems all they want is sex 😔 (even if pretty much everyone else in the band is like 'dude....... have you seen the way he looks at you?')

okay bye, gonna go back to work 😭

Noooooo come baaaaaaack I wanna hear more about them catching feelings!! 😭😭😭😭😭

Oh my god?? I mean oh my god????? I love this so much my heart is about to burst?!? 😭💞 First of all, they do seem close and comfortable enough to casually talk about sex among other topics, so it would be an easy arrangement for them to make without it feeling too weird or "wrong" but ohhhnnnoooooo maybe they didn't expect it to feel so much better than their own hand? 😌 And secondly waaaaaaaahhhhhh I can imagine them both looking forward to the "benefits" part of their nightly talks more and more every passing day, so obviously the other would be absolutely down (pun intented) for blowjobs as well 🥵 Now tell me, for I need to know because of reasons: since they're not sharing any kisses during the handjobs (or the other activities whatsoever), where are their eyes directed? 👀 Are they looking at each other's cocks (hot), admiring the other's hand stroking their own cock (also hot), or perhaps just staring into each other's eyes in a strangely intimate way with the occasional glance at their mouth maybe (devastating)?

The thought of them blowing each other and frotting in the tourbus with the added thrill of both "doing more than just handjobs" and being walked in is so hot I'm gonna pass out if I think about it too much 😳 And since they didn't get the chance to try out fingering before the tour ended, please tell me they did some experiments... solo? You know, when they were home and apart? And perhaps reported back to each other about how they liked it? 👀🥴 (leaving out the part what they were thinking about when they did that, of course, because denialllllll 😩)

I will continue headcanoning this until you spill the deets about the 'catching feelings' part, because that's very important to me personally, totally cool if you're too busy tonight though no worries at all I love you btw 🥺👉👈💗

[theflyingfeeling]

when I felt happy and carefree again for a while

(= a concert report of a kind from BC @ Särkänniemi 11.8.2023 🖤)

- First things first, the weather report: partly cloudy most of the time, not too warm but not too cold either (until maybe after the gig; I knew I didn't pack my super sexy gloves in vain 😌)

- The atmosphere was rather chill at the amusent park where the concert was held, so we had a chance to hang about and even go to exactly one ride lol (which was quite enough for us and we actually had a fun time and really put the amusement in amusement park tyvm, unlike the other (10-ish) people in the ride who looked like they'd rather be literally anywhere else)

- Also @wearenosaints and I were asked to give our extremely coherent and otherwise correct opinions about the Back To School event to the press like the very important people we are so yeah if you see our faces on the paper tomorrow that's us hiiiii 👋

- I was pleasantly surprised to get MUCH better spots than what I had last time BC played at Särkänniemi (=couldn't see shit from the stage being so low and all the phones and fucking CARDBOARD SIGNS blocking our view), our spots were rather excellent tbh, at least in comparison to what I was expecting

- ...aaaaaaand then the cardboard signs appeared 🙂

- So yeah if anyone was filming a video at that time (just before BC came on stage), the collective voi vittu! that can probably be heard in the background when the signs first appeared that was definitely us hiiiii 👋

- I know the five months between my previous BC show and this one is a short time in the grand scheme of things I guess but I assure you it's felt like half a lifetime at least, so it was an exciting moment to see all the guys run on stage one by one, I was so thrilled about seeing them with my bare eyeballs again that I was surprised everytime any of them showed up lol, for example I think Joonas was the last one I saw and it took a while for him to come to our side of the stage too, so I was like "oh yay Porko's here too!" as if I had forgotten he's in the band as well 😂

- We saw a LOT of Olli and 😩😩😩😩 he's such a sexy motherfucker that I'm actually mad about it. I love how he really puts his whole goddamn pussy into the show, and the way he's so flirty sjfjfjkfkfkffk for a while I thought he had, you know, someone special watching him from the side of the stage because he kept flirting and making faces towards someone on his left side the whole fucking time, but then I figured Santeri was filming there so I guess he was just flirting with the camera like the common slut he is <3

- (and this totally did not give me any fic ideas about flirty!Olli and jealous!Allu 👀)

- Speaking of Aleksi: 😩😩😩😩😩

- He's nice-looking alright although I've never really been that attracted to him, but literally the first time I saw him tonight I was like 'well damn, Aleksi looks fine as hell?' 😩😩😩😩 the hair he has now looks sooooooo good on him, the shirt he was wearing really brought out his tits made him look rather desirable in my eyes, I may have an itsy-bitsy crush on him now byeeeee 💀

- idk man being there just felt a bit like coming home? 😭 there weren't any surprises in the setlist but honestly I didn't expect there to be, it was sort of comforting actually to know exactly how it was going to go and the guys seemed happy about playing in Finland again as well (Niko: "Everyone here knows our songs!!" 😂🥰)

- They also teased us about the Nokia Arena show that's apparently happening at some point in (near?) future 👀 I mean, don’t quote me on this lol they didn't spill any actual deets but it's gotta be Nokia Arena right? I mean, what else could it be lol

- But yeah. Lately there's been so much stuff in my life that's been stressing me out and making me feel uneasy and worried and some of it even a little sad (just earlier today I had to fight back tears in the bus because I was upset about something that had happened I know I shouldn't be upset about and yet...), but during the show? None of that shit mattered. For those 60 minutes, I was so completely happy and carefree again 🖤

- Many thanks to the peeps who tolerated my bad jokes today and only made little fun of my cool and sexy gloves, you know who you are and I love you <3

- See you next week 🤝

[theflyingfeeling]

You know, the way you describe them actually got me into Aleksi/Olli ship, they're just so cute 🥺 I've been looking into fics about them lately, may I please ask for some recommendations?

Oh 🥺 There are certainly not enough Olli/Allu fics on AO3, but here are some of the ones I've loved the best 💖

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To start with a recent one, I just read Waiting for a train by curious_crocodile the other day and it was adorable 😭

ΩΩ by @pastlink is so sweet too if you're into some good ol' omega/omega loving 💕

make me into anything, but just love me by @ao3userxnowimnothing did an outstanding job with my silly fake dating plot idea and y'all should read this one immediately if you haven't already ✨

Waiting for your letter by @milirii is full of the sweet sweet pining 💞

Puppy Love by @askeataiho is as adroable as the title suggests, but I'll have you know that while the pairing is Aleksi/Olli, you shouldn't be fooled into thinking they are the main characters... 🤭🐶

Standing under a snowfall by @rosalba-robi is also as magical as one might conclude from the title ❄️

Hope this helps!! 🥰

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and I also just added the tag olli/allu to all the related stories I've written and posted here on tumblr, in case someone wants easy access to them &lt;3

[theflyingfeeling]

Hiiii (again)! I’m gonna warn you this is probably gonna be a long ask (sorry) because I watched yesterday’s streams again and I have a lot of thoughts and things and I just wanna let them all out 🤧 you said you try not to hyper-analyse the whole thing but guess who did that already 😇

First of all: the way Aleksi leans into his mic 👀

I mean we know you like dick but can you make it any more obvious 🙄

And I noticed that when he was talking about Olli ghosting him he did the nose scrunch thingy we haven’t seen in a long time (I might be wrong but I don’t remember seeing it) 🥺 for some reason it’s so cute and to be honest wouldn’t be surprised if this was some kind of Olli thing too 😭💕

Also this is such a small (and probably meaningless) thing but when Olli asked him what kind of stories does he have in mind Allu was like ”oh Olli’s asking more questions” and I might’ve missed something but wasn’t that the only question he asked 🤨 or did Allu not tell us something 👀

that’s it thank you byeeeee

Good morning!! Love seeing hyper-analytical Olli/Allu posts in my askbox 🥰 (don't worry, I do it too regardless of what I say 😌)

I thought him leaning on the mic was the cutest thing ever 😭 omg I did NOT need the brainworms of late-night (mildly wine drunk) Olli/Allu video calls and Aleksi fondling the mic and telling Olli he wishes it was him instead...😳

The nose crunch!! 🥺🤲 I'm telling you, he did NOT act like this when Joonas didn’t reply to his message 👀 So yes, we can conclude it's his special Olli nose crunch 🥰 Just imagine them scrunching at each other like that when they pretend to be annoyed with each other 💕

Yessssss Allu spill the questions (in plural!) pls thank it's what we deserve for having to put up with you two 🤲 In any case I refuse to believe their texts are strictly limited to what Aleksi decides to share with the stream 👀

(Also, irrelevant but can someone screencap the whole 1st stream from Monday for me lol he looked so adorable and queer in that flannel 💗)