cemre demireli sevmedigime karar verdim amin evladi yani BOYLE BIR LOSER OC OLAMAZ YA loser ya tamam abi hastasin ama hasta olmaya karsi da bir sempatin var ayrica saygisizsin
❤️ what's your favorite line that you've written in a fic?
Gosh. I tend to remember favorite stories because I was proud of the overall writing in them, rather than individual lines.
Looking back on recent stories, here some lines I'm happy with:
"He sits in the garden and punishes insects, to make them feel like he feels.
He feels like pulled wings."
Here what I was really happy about is finding a way to suggest how a child might feel when they don't have words for it. And sort of explaining something that looks like senseless cruelty as something more comprehensible and sad.
"Sokka’s face came closer, like a comet skirting the earth, and Zuko scuttled back on his hands, so sure he would be destroyed."
The image here I thought was powerful, something you admire and dread coming towards you, and I'm really happy with the verbs. Skirting the earth...
✨️ out of the comments you've received on fics, what are two or three of your favorites?
Ahhhh I take screenshots of really special comments; they're close to my heart <3 Some are just hilarious. Some, especially on stories about mental illness, disability, and addiction, are about feeling seen and less alone, or understanding how someone they love feels. God that means the world to me.
🎁 have a piece of a WIP you want to share?
“Do you know what a waterbender is?”
Zuko sniffs.
“I'm not stupid.”
“I never said you were,” Iroh says, and waits.
“Yeah,” Zuko says. “They live at the North Pole.”
“They do,” he says. “But not just at the North Pole.”
Zuko has a bad feeling, cold and sharp in his chest.
“I don't want to be a waterbender,” he whispers.
📗 do you want to write something outside of fanfic? what is it about?
Yeah! I can't go into details or my smut will be linked to my professional life, but I'm working on a book <3
📚 is there a fanfic or fanfic writer you recommend?
There's so much! I mean, lovelyelbowleech and WitchofEndor updates get my heart racing—I basically stop whatever I'm doing and read. They have a real gift.
Okuz's "painted powder keg" isn't for everyone (omegaverse, about an abusive relationship) but it's really beautiful and moving, if you ever want to dive into something novel-length and just drown there.
🤔 would you ever want to write something canon if you got the opportunity?
Lord yes. We must Zukka the canon...
🤩 what led to your interest in the fandom?
I watched ATLA completely for the first time in 2020 and I was so desperate to know what happened next, especially with Zuko. And fortunately ao3 was absolutely full of post-canon stories.
🎨 if someone were to make fan art of your work, what fic or scene would you hope to see?
In "black eyes always watch the clock," the scene where Sokka leans over in the car and cleans the makeup off Zuko's face. I think that could be so beautiful and tender.
There are actually a handful of images in the "broken lines" (middle-aged Zukka) series that I think about, but I would love to see the scene where Zuko reads his poetry to Sokka in the garden. There's so much going on but it's a very simple image.
PUAHQUQHAHAYAWHWJSBSS bunun aynisini babam kardesime yapmisti normal erkek arkadasiyla bulusmus telefonda arayip yanindaki okuz kim demis HQHWDHEJENDBSHWXHEBEBDBD her duydugumda haykiriyorum
165'ten kisa insanlari goremiyorum. demin yolda birine carptim "buraya duba mi koymuslar aq ya" diye icimden gecirdim. ta ki o cirtlak sesiyle bir hanimefendinin "YA ONUNE BAKSANA OKUZ" demesini duyana kadar.
ozur diledim gectim ama bence kiz haksiz. birincisi ben bu kadar kisa bir insani fark etmeyebilirim, fiziki dezavantajlari olan insana carpmam gayet olagan.
ayrica direkt carpar carpmaz "okuz" denmesi sinirimi bozdu. aslinda ozur dileyecektim, oyle deyince "yuru git lan yerden bitme" diyesim geldi.
keske kadin ve erkegin tamamen esit oldugu bir dunyada yasasaydik da bu terbiyesizliginden oturu bir temiz dovseydim. bazen erkekleri dovup kadinlari dovemiyor olusumuz canimi sikiyo. neyse ozur dilemeyle dil asinmaz, efendilik bizde kalsin..