#ooc; (kav) talks

[dutybcrne]

@strdstd replied to your post:

{You've heard of Kaveh and Scar potential... now get ready for... Kaveh and Blade potential-}

👀

[bestiatexere]

now imagine Chesh trying to hold hands with Kav and kiss his cheek

[askkav-archived]

Ok. I have things sort of  ‘ settled there ‘ - so if you want the url, TELL ME!

[kavtari]

It has been some time and I've come to realize that Kav has retired from my head. Though I created her to be easy to transfer between worlds and played in any setting, I just can't. I don't feel like putting in the effort to establish her and all her relationships elsewhere and I'm certainly not returning to WoW no matter how much I miss the events.

As such, this character blog will slowly transition to be exclusively ooc information. The name will change to something so to reflect that.

In-character, Kav is a wandering musician once more. She's not tied to any place, has dropped all responsibilities, and is simply barding it to make her way through life. Anyone who wants to contact her can still do so via communicator, when her comm is actually on and working.

If you want to continue to interact with Kav ICly, let's talk over Discord. We can set something up.

[dutybcrne]

It’s always so fun to explore genderbends for how the story gets affected

[dutybcrne]

TWO DAYS TIL KAVEH BIRF

[askkav-archived]

*shrugs*

[askkav-archived]

But honestly though, I never talk about it but being referred to a girl/woman or strictly fem things MAKES ME dysphoric - I don't talk about it because it’s my own issue and it’s personal (?)

Like if that alone makes me feel gross - what does it do to me, when people call my OC those things? Weird and a little squeamish.

Like, RP wise and for plot, I’m well and okay with characters like Akainu, Doflamingo and etc calling them woman/girl and fem things because it’s part of their character? At least in my own headcanons? One Piece is still in a time like gender is ‘ archaic ’ and defined by your physical body

But it needs to be discussed beforehand or I’m caught off guard, and that’s ‘ nope ’

[askkav-archived]

Salt post.

When people tell me to be more considerate of them and of their OC?

And I’m like, ‘ you are the one that came to me, saying you love my character ‘ That’s doesn’t mean I’m obligated to do the same thing in return.

Look, I’m highly picky with OCs.

Canon characters, it’s easy to like and appreciate them more because there’s already information about them that you want to know about them - and what you don’t have about them are based on hcs.

With someone else’s original character, there’s not enough info out in the open and liking a character based on appearances alone - Not really my thing.

I’m shallow as heck, I like to think - You have about 4-5 minutes to impress me before I’m like ‘ welp ‘ and I move along. Because like I said, I don’t fuck around and go halvsies - I’m either ‘wholeheartedly interested in a thing’ or ‘ I don’t care’

Full commitment or not, it’s how I do things and will always do things and it’s really easy to turn me away because my emotions are a fickle bitch (I hate it, I try to suck it up if I’m rejected but oops - Nah I can be bitter.)

[askkav-archived]

But let Kav be real with you for a second.

Like, honestly, I might be a little brat and a piece of shit but at least you got everything at face value? I didn’t fucking tell you shit behind your back and pretend I liked you.

I don’t like you, I don’t. I blocked you to save us trouble??

I haven’t blocked you? Wow, amazing, you’re okay in my book and things are going to be just fine.

If I follow you NOW! Hmm, interesting, INTERESTING. I don’t hate you, I just feel weird and unsure because one; I have issues of getting close to people because I fuck things up.

Anyways, you know how many people tell me they love KAV AND ME and yet today, I don’t see them? God, wow. I’m feeling petty right now and just, this is why I don’t believe anyone right away.

I STILL KNOW A FEW WHO still follow me and I’m like ‘ nice i lowkey love you - please don’t hate me ‘ 

[askkav-archived]

OP Kav: HURT THEM HS KAV: DO whatever, you can’t kill ‘em anyways. OFF Kav: TRY IT BITCH! Again, no death but it’s fun to see blood spill, right?

Pokemon Kav: Fight them! Kav: Um. Don’t. Interact.

BNHA KAV: “YOU FUCKING TOUCH A HAIR ON THEM AND I WILL END YOU!”

[askkav-archived]

There’s a trait I love in Kavandria, and that trait is how they don’t judge others’ based on their appearance. They are able to think and feel others’ are attractive but to think someone is ugly, stupid or negative - they don’t care, in a way/

You’re not ugly - they lack attraction to you. That’s what they’ve come to know.

You’re not stupid - you either don’t understand or don’t have the knowledge of the subject. (Just like them.)

But calls you stupid or an idiot because you frustrate them or they like you, and you’re not getting that tidbit.

Majority of the time, Kav is incredibly neutral - they don’t know you, you don’t exist unless YOU come to them. Sometimes, certain traits attract them and if she goes to you themselves (first), they like something about you.

They just have difficulty relaying that to others’.

[askkav-archived]

Let me remind y’all - That there’s always people who are going to try and belittle you or make you feel bad for what they THINK or imagine what sort of person you are, based on the little interactions you had. Don’t listen to those fuckers!

They haven’t been there for long and they probably not the supportive fucks you even want around so... fuck ‘em, fuck their words and whatever they have in mind. They don’t inspire you and you don’t inspire them so what is the point of keeping that around?

There’s none. Be with people who you will genuinely support and that support you in the same manner and respect.

Don’t allow people to, like, make you feel lesser for your emotions and feelings! Or your ideas/thoughts, even your OC. If it makes you happy, do it.

[askkav-archived]

Where hundreds of years of taking abuse taken from this bunch of upper class idiots and pin it ALL on Kavandria because of how they hold them up as a means to justify their actions and ‘ holiness ‘ 

[askkav-archived]

Sometimes I worry I’m not good enough and then it takes me a bit of time to realize that, ‘ I am enough ‘ as it is. And you are too, don’t forget that.

[askkav-archived]

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