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karda · 2 months
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dont have energy to draw but i want to let u know im thinking about benry right now. ok? ok thanks.
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flamboyant-king · 2 years
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Happy New Years!
I hope to show up more often on here with art to share!
Maybe just posting dumb stuff, but I also hope to see y’all more often too. 
\(^o^) Cheers!
#i want to be more disciplined this year and actually work towards something artistically#maybe making more comics or work on a game or improve my art even#maybe sell merch or consistently do commissions. Its so inconsistent because of all my doubt ya know#I gotta be my first fan and love eveything i do#i need to have something to show for my passions before my parents die#or they are gonna die knowing i have not achieved anything. In things they wanted orwhat i wanted#and i want to show them that i believe in myself for once#ive done nothing worth talking about. I have nothing to bring to the dinner table#i have n o t h i n g because no one let me choose what i wanted#My parents will not have anything to be proud of and its theirs and my fault#so i just need to do something. S o m e t h i n g#i could have been something. I could have had anything#but alas. My hands are empty. My legacy is blank. And my future is clouded.#but i need to have love for myself and what i do#i see folks who arent popular who arent that skilled doing things i wish i could do#and they have confidence. They love themselves. They are passionate.#i had passion but i dont have love and i dont have confidence#i tried. I did. I had a year i didnt self depreciate at all. But you know when you get crushed to bits you kind of fall back#for over a decade i wanted to table at an artist alley. For years i wanted to sell merch#for yearsi wanted to make a business card just to be like haha look at me im a professional#i have no confidence in myself. I have no love for myself. I have no faith in myself. Because no one had those for me.#my brothers had some faith in me. But when my wrist just died it just disappeared#they still send me art job openings opportunities contests internships etc#and i never go for it#because i have so little faith in myself that i just dont even try#i just want someone to be there right next to me and help me through it#I want my brother to be there next to me helping me apply. I want my parents with me helping me try#i want my friends with me to guide my hand to that submit button. That apply button.#i think yeah all of my faith died when i couldnt go to art college. They really wanted me i was ready and i applied there all on my own#but no. But no. But nonononono. I need a high paying job like engineering and comouter science
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cryptidfuckery · 2 years
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Fingers been fine today other than when I touch or knock it, just took second round of advil bc pain was starting to come back stronger
Now what I need is for the joint in my thumb on my OTHER HAND to stop aching! Please!
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kakanno · 2 years
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so many mutuals refollowing me hello gamers i missed u dearly
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tarotwithavi · 1 year
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North node and what you're here for
North node represents your destiny, what your here for and your spiritual purpose.
For entertainment purpose only.
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North node in 1st house : you're here to find yourself. You might have a hard time understanding yourself and might not know basic things about yourself. Like when you were born etc. You're here to serve a spiritual purpose and help other find themselves as well as yourself.
North node in 2nd house : you're here to find wealth and prosperity and this doesn't always mean material wealth or material abundance. You're here to find the true meaning behind wealth and here to make your own meaning of wealth orwhat you think real wealth is.
North node in 3rd house : you are here to learn how to communicate your thoughts and feelings. You might have neglected your thoughts and didn't communicate well in your past life or even in your younger days. You're also here to help other express themselves too.
North node in 4th house : You're here to find your soul family too and to clear the debt you guys have together. Most females with this placement became house wife and males look after their family most of the time. It can also mean that your main focus is going to be family. Or creating a home environment is important for you.
North node in 5th house : you are here to express authentic self. You might have had to life under constant pressure of what you should be Or you should do in your past life. You might have been a royal in your past life. So to say you are here to be what you want to be .
North node in 6th house : you are here to provide service and be helpful to people . You might have been to secretive or might have been seriously ill in your past life. So as a result of that you're here to provide help to people. You might work as a social worker too.
North node in 7th house : you are here to learn about relationships and partnership. You might been too much independent or you didn't have much relations with people or simply didn't care to carry them. So as a result you are here to learn about relationship with others.
North node in 8th house : in your past life you might abused your power or you were abused by someone powerful, so to balance that out , you are here to learn about power and transform yourself. You are here to learn how powerful you are and learn to use that power.
North node in 9th house : you are here to find beauty of life and your own philosophy of life. You might like to write poems or songs yourself. You might even question what's real and what's not. This placement can also make you not believe in God.
North node in 10th house : you are here for fame and to make name for yourself! In your past lives you might have been too much involved with your family that you didn't have a name yourself or no identity so to say. You might even be know for your family and not yourself.
North node in 11th house : you are here to be a part of the community that makes changes for the best of humanity. In you past lives you might have neglected you responsibilities as a member of society. So to balance things out, in this life you will help humanity/society to became better.
North node in 12th house : you are here to be humble and let go of your ego. One of the main lessons of your life would be to not let your ego get to you. In your past life you might have been egoistic. And we all know we gotta balance things. You are also here to reconnect with spirituality.
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itslilacokay · 2 months
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gonna admit uhh vicagent is the only ava ship so far that i feel ""safe"" posting on this blog.............. do any of you looking at this want me to post other ava ship stuff orwhat please PLEASE LET ME KNOW PLEAAAAAAAASE
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kittybricks · 6 months
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me, white-knuckled grasping my shovel: hey wgas john watson a bear orwhat
arthur conan doyle, sitting bolt upright in his coffin: tell me boy do they still use my fingerprinting techniques . Sorry What Did You Say
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bigsquirtingass · 2 months
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imagine me by your side tonight and tell me how you feel with me orwhat are you going to do with me ?
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domesticabuser · 7 months
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the username 😭 you’re so unserious
am i cute here orwhat
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aurasisle · 9 months
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what if your ocs were real would that be cool orwhat. if your ocs were real i woul dprobably ummmmm. . videogames with them
admit it, u would make out sloppy style with chris. so would I
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sawbf · 6 months
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okay west. rant about your #1 archival / historical pet peeve.
Can of worms my friend.
Historical pet peeve is complete ignorance of class and economic factors when it comes to studying cultural groups. Especially when the group isn't exclusively rural, or when talking about intra-continental migration. Acknowledging that Something Im learning in historical practice now that Im an academic by Trade, is that massive amounts of research are put into why people may have moved, or their interactions with certain events, but that their wealth isn't considered important... how could people afford to move, leave, make roots? The middle class and the upper class are focused on as indicative of an entire group. Especially when it comes to the States and Western countries (makes up basically all of online information...) you bring up that "this is how x country's laws or landscape impacted the impoverished specifically, so how would they impact a member of x group that was ALSO poor. And how did being middle class impact the people YOURE talking about" and you get looked at like it'd never ever ever occured to them. Multiple occurances so far. I know it's because Academia is a predominantly middle class endavour, but it genuinely baffles me how little attention is afforded to class outside of people whore studying Communism or something. Most of which are also middle class.
Archival pet peeves are a mix of the above and some organizational stuff. The effects of the poor are badly documented and poorly taken care of. A lot of documents and items weren't saved, obviously, because they weren't considered important at the time - but more have been lost or had who they belonged to lost orwhat they meant lost because they're just not as important to people. Goes hand in hand with race a lot of the time. "We dont know what this meant to those crazy poor Racial Others" but sometimes it's just they havent put in the effort. Have dedicated a lot of my time to focusing on giving the deserved amount of attention to materials from the rural and impoverished and both. Cant fix the historical pet peeve without that.
The more petty but infuriating one is people who don't have a consistent "type" categorization for documents. People who label things pamphlets and brochures and handouts interchangably when it comes to, say, historical promotional material. Pick a term and stick with it, or be consistent about what each term means if you're going to use them all. Makes it impossible to search by document type. What different people think is a kind of document changes by staff and replacement of staff so you need to have a set list of that shit. Ill blow my brains out
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asklotlcrew · 5 months
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[PELIPPER MAIL!]
> It's a spade. It's used for digging and gardening.
> Like a shovel but smaller.
🔥... I feelthreatenedhahadiditsuddenlybecomecoldhere orwhat hahaa... ha...
♀️ Calm down-
🔥 DON'T TELL ME TO CALM DOWN.
♀️ Forgive him. He's had nightmares about shovels. Specifically being killed with one.
🔥 They. Felt. REAL. I can still feel the impact on my head...
☀️ ...I heard a commotion. Something wrong?
🔥 ...
♀️ ...
🔥 [clears his throat] We'll talk later, ok?
☀️ Sure, just don't hit me with that thing.
🔥 I would not do that.
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sidweezer · 1 year
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AMI ALLOWED TO SAY EAT GLASS ON HERE ORWHAT
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kuruk · 1 year
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What are your female characters pet peeves?
forgive me idont understand the questjon sory like what I don't like about female characters orwhat sorry sorry *stupid* but if it's that umm for some reason when I read romance stuff the writers like to do this thing where the girl's best friend or enemy has an obvious crush on her or well not obvious when it's the enemy because it looks like to the readers that the enemy girl is like just super jealous that she's closer to the male love interest but really it's her that she's jealous over... and I can literally always tell when they're going in that route like I always guess it before it is revealed because my mind has just been made aware of these things like no one else and imsk special and such. it pisses me off because it's just not fair. I also hate yuri characters who are femmes who don't realize they're gay yet and are homophobic and hate masc women until they start to fall in love with their new butch friend like whatever what about the rest of us who have liked masc girls our whole lives and don't have a butch girlboyfriend at all just get the hell out of here 🖕
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wormchaser · 8 months
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guy richie save men orwhat or etc
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bugging-around-town · 11 months
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does Jax from the amzing digital circus taste like play dough.
What would the texture of him be if I bit in to him
Does he havea jelly center orwhat
More questions and more ar 12am
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