#over 50 pages of script written. and i just dropped it like a hot rock after i turned in my final draft
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i wonder if i will ever be able to write anything i think is good
#i'm thinking about my screenwriting II project from this last semester again#over 50 pages of script written. and i just dropped it like a hot rock after i turned in my final draft#i don't know whether it was actually good or bad. i just know that i can't look at it#everything i write just feels so cheap and trite and juvenile no matter what it is#when i try to write something emotional it's all too obvious and hamfisted#when i try to write comedy it's not funny#nothing is ever good enough for me to not feel ashamed of it#when i turned in my last draft i noted in my reflection that i probably wouldn't be finishing it#and my professor commented ''Please finish it!''#and i feel so bad. someone bothered to encourage me. but i just. i can't#actually#what makes me feel so bad is that i can but i don't want to face it#i don't want to keep writing something when i hate it so much. i don't want to deal with myself anymore#i hate dealing with myself so much. i have to do it constantly every day. don't make me do it more#um. i probably should have put all that under a readmore#sorry#text
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