#painful bliss

[youngchronicpain]

Grateful for my body. Crying for my body. Laughing for my body. Happy for my body. Mad for my body. Glad for body. Sad for my body. Fuck!

[testojunkie-online]

Absolutely fucking desperate for an older butch dom to beat the everloving fuck out of me, throw me around, kisses of pain all over my body, slapping and stroking my always-too-sensitive cock until I’m sobbing and begging for it to be over, forcing a shitty half orgasm out of me before working me over a couple more times, watching me twitch and scream and beg for more please god- through gritted teeth and tears… holding me after as my whole body throbs with the delicious heat of skin and muscle after impact… dazed out of my mind with the absolutely intoxicating level of pain I’m in that they inflicted on me… barely coherent enough to say thank you sir… thank you sir… thank you sir…

[ofekma]

I never planned to end up like this.

I signed into this website for cool art and fandom posts. I learned English and spent years on this platform because I just wanted to vibe here, as one of the millions of users who get to just live their lives and talk about things they like.

I just want to pet cats and post memes.

But unfortunately, as an Israeli person, my mere existance is political and the sentence "I want to keep living here" is radical.

Unfortunately I have to be ready to either block or defend myself against the hundred thousands of people here who don't know the first thing about what's going on here but think that they get to determinate my future.

Because the website that can come up with pages upon pages of nuanced takes on fictional characters and cartoons can't fathom the concept that maybe the real world isn't black and white either.

The people who encourage for tolerance for every gender identity and sexual orientation under the sun because people's expiriance are different and complicated and diversed, think that Israeli people are a monolith.

They think that we are all the same as our dumbest politicians but would be shocked and horrified if anyone dared to compare them to Trump.

Those people who believe that if you are lgbt+ supporter or are anti racism or anti sexism or pro human rights you are automatically anti zionist.

Because you can't be a good person and a zionist, apparently.

As if any of you even know what zionism is! As if any of you know the first thing about this conflict and don't just parrot words you hear on instegram!

And then you pat yourselves on the shoulder and go to sleep self satisfied that you are Good People and then move on with your lives, leaving us to deal with the fallout. Because THIS is our lives. This is MY life. Long after you will all move on I'll stay here, trying to pick back the pieces once you find a shiny new thing to get into.

And if I can't get any care or support or nuance or empathy, at least I can get escapism right?

But I can't even have that, because every single cute and funny blog who talks and draws my blorbos suddenly has to get into the hot new trend of having an uninformed opinion on a conflict that started before they were even born.

You guys get to reblog a "from the river to the sea" post then go back to talking about fashion and crafts and anime. You get to spread misinformation and encourage hate you yourself are blind to, and not going to face the consequences of.

I don't. We don't.

So yeah, I hope you're fucking proud of yourselves, tumblr, because you are not human rights activists or progressive leftists or whatever.

You are just bullies.

[tending-the-hearth]

i am both mentally preparing myself for next week but also vehemently denying the signs of what's to come

[carpethedamndiemdejavu]

Spiritual alchemy is the art of turning suffering into bliss.

[artigas]

Years ago, when an abuser we knew survived a pretty terrible bout of cancer, my grandma told me “yerba mala nunca muere” — bad weeds never die or, to use an English adage, ‘only the good die young.’ I love my grandma with all my heart, but goddamn it why do abuelitas have to be right all the time, that fascist motherfucker should have died!

[electricpurrs]

my gender is cartoon cat. i'm a cat but not like a real life cat, or really a "furry" cat, i'd like to be a cat character in a cartoon or anime or children's book illustration, or a 2009 deviantart oc. not a cat but an artistic representation of a cat, an abstraction. cute and small, friendly and kind, cat-like but with endless possibilities of looking any way and doing anything, living in an abstraction of reality where my existence is as fluid as art is. i'm also a boy

[tiredsoundsofagnes]

BLISS BLOOD WITH PAIN TEENS

[scorndotexe]

period pain so bad you start praying to god as an atheist

[nicollekidman]

the way once more with feeling HAD to be a musical because the revelations in it are too dark for them to have put into one single traditional episode el oh el

[reverieaudios]

watching today’s audio (watching? listening to?) is so funny because other people are freaking the fuck out but it’s not a situation I’d even get into in the first place bc I’m dogshit at lying so I feel like I’m just watching this fight go down with popcorn from afar

Same lol

[sukugo]

Thoughts on gojo cock and ball torture

does his dick getting bitten off count?

djdshhgjfd anyways besides that. oh man. he is PERFECT for it. he LOVES IT. satoru gets off on pain and being subduded, overwhelmed and put in his place. satisfaction for him comes in the form of someone putting themselves above him and stripping him of his control and pushing him down from the position of strongest.

and so. ofc cbt is so his thing. i think for him u could do pretty much anything and he'd love it. and it'd go even futher to things that would completely destroy his dick, as he can just use rct to heal himself

smack it. step on it. put it in a cage. burn it. cut it open. sub or superincision. chop it off. explode it.

and he'd just sit there, bound and quaking with glee. eyes blown wide into discs, giggles that turn into manic laughter, entire body flushed and twitching, pleasure coursing through his veins and the room shaking as he clutches around the loosening grip on his own powers.

and he revels in the sting, desperately holds on to the feeling, as he does his powers, so his body doesn't automatically fix itself, letting himself bask in the pain as much as he's allowed. until he's finally completely overwhelmed and meets orgasm, with a stream of cum that mixes with the blood that gushes out along it from the mutilated part

[truegoist]

Freezing isn’t romanticized enough

[unaturalhistory]

[gotankgo]

«Courtesy of Bliss Blood (aka the amazing Lisa Peterson) of the mighty Pain Teens. Here's Bliss circa 1992? with the C$C lads (including guitarist Steve McMillen) ... and Natz in overalls!»

[dykementality]

today in my fake substack i will publish a fake essay on the mystique of being sick