#painkillers barely work and it builds up throughtout the day so it's prob not gonna be a nice evening today
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Gosh, Im turning 25 today not 65 so why does it feel like my body feel is gonna fall apart at any moment? 😩
#personal#vent#Im in So much pain today#got my period for my birthday of course#so there's cramps one hand#but the worse is the way my knees aching#it's like that bone-deep dull ache thats spread out into the calf and thighs kind#and its so intense at its worst it makes me want to sob and chew my own limbs off with my teets#god it sound dramatic but yestersay evening I did cry quite a lot from the pain#Ive had the joint pains for a long time but it was usualy one at a time and with weather changes#but like 1-2 years ago my knees synced up with periods and wheneve that happens it's--#hellish#painkillers barely work and it builds up throughtout the day so it's prob not gonna be a nice evening today#distracting myself from it only works so far too#the moment the distraction ends Im crying 😣#it goes from these 'can sort of manage' ache to 'full on out sob' in cicles that I can’t even feel coming#and I still have some time before I can take another dose of the strong meds that sort of helped today#(like 4 hours after I took them and only for a couple hours too)#I know I just gotta get through this but it Sucks#and I gotta do my taxes tomorrow at the latest fucking heeeeell I can’t focus for shit#hopefully it lessens enough I can do the needed adulting and then hide away until I feel human again 😣#I might also be severaly overstimulated from work I think#ughhhh anyway I just needed to vent some#in hopes it maybe helps a little#might delete this post later#hope y'all are having a much better day!
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