#peniel and minhyuk with those bars!!!!!!!

[suuho]

when you debut actual singers.

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BTOB “S/O sits in their lap”

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Ask:  May I request something about how BTOB would react when their girlfriend sits on their lap? Thank you!

A/N: Changed the request and made it gender neutral! For the rest 

Eunkwang: 

The sound of the piano being played completely filled your apartment when you entered your house. You adored it when Eunkwang played piano, he always looked so happy and it always filled your home with the sound of joy. 

Seeing him sitting on the bench, you allowed your fingertips to danc eover the back of his neck, making him slam his fingertips down on the keys in surprise. “Oh you’re home.” He laughed, turning his head to look at you and you nodded. You dropped your things and placed yourself in his lap, something you didn’t often do, but you just wanted to feel a little closer to him. You had a hard day.

“Oh, what’s this?” Eunkwang asked, wrapping his arms around you tightly to make sure you didn’t fall. “Just a rough day.” You mumbled, nestling your face in his neck and your breath tickled his neck. Starting to laugh, he pulled his neck away from your face and kissed you quickly.

“It must’ve been a really hard day, you never sit in my lap like this. Not that I mind.” 

Minhyuk: 

The bar had grown quite packed over the last few minutes, any empty seat that was left over was now full and that included yours. You didn’t think your seat would get taken as you simply got up to go to the bathroom. But you were proved wrong when you returned, seeing all the seats in Minhyuk’s vicinity in use.

“You’re back.” He said, not having noticed how busy the place had got himself because of the conversation with your friends. He looked around and then simply patted his lap to tell you to sit there. “Are you sure about that?” You asked and he looked up at you with a dopey smile. “Yeah I’m sure.” He said again, patting his lap once more. 

You sunk down onto his lap, your arm naturally wrapping around the back of his neck. Minhyuk’s arm wrapped around your waist, the other passing you your drink and the nestling his face into your neck. 

“You always have a seat here.” 

Changsub: 

Changsub was just absolutely exhausted, feeling drained from a lot of hard work and schedules. He was completely beat, he just wanted a few hours at home with you. Some uninterupted time to relax and recharge because he was absolutely empty. 

You could tell this when you came home, he looked so tired just sitting there on the couch. He was absolutely beat. You didn’t have to think twice before crawling into his lap and wrapping your arms around him. Changsub simply sunk into your touch, his arms slowly wrapping around you. 

“I am absolutely empty.” He said softly, feeling your fingers card through his hair. “It’s okay. Just relax.” Your forehead pressed to his as you spoke and his fingers started tracing on your skin. 

“I’m just glad I’m home, I’m glad you’re home. I just don’t want to function today anymore.” 

Hyunsik:

You hadn’t seen him physically in a long time. But the military had given him a break and well he was waiting for you at home to surprise you. But during the wait he decided to work on some music, not quite having had the opportunity in a while. 

So imagine your surprise when you come home and hear guitar being played. You knew it could only mean 1 thing, Hyunsik was home. You practially threw your things down and ran to the back room, where he always sat when he worked on music. He barely had the time to put his guitar down before you jumped into his arms and onto his lap. “You’re home!” 

Hyunsik was a laughing mess, adjusting the way you sat in his lap before kissing your cheek, forehead, nose and anywhere else he could reach. “Surprise?” He said softly and you laughed, hugging him even tighter. 

“I might have to take some more days off, you nearly injured me.” 

Peniel/Donggeun: 

Peniel either got quite confident around you, or shy, there was hardly an inbetween. He was just so hopelessly in love with you, his moods shifted and well now was one of those times. You had decided to visit him while they recorded the new album and the only seat that was free, was his lap. 

Greeting the other’s, you made a b-line for him and sat down on his lap almost instantly. The action made him incredibly flustered, stuttering for a moment as you said hello. “Hi, what are you doing?” He stuttered out and you were taken aback. 

“I assumed this seat was free.” You said, moving to get up because you thought he didn’t like it. Except his arms kept you in place, cuddling you into his chest a bit and ignoring the giggles from the other members. You smiled to yourself, finding it cute that you flustered him in front of the others. 

“I didn’t mean that I didn’t like you sitting here.” 

Ilhoon: 

(i miss him okay, like a lot)

“It’s cold outside.” Ilhoon mumbled, pulling the blanket you had hanging over your couch. “It is.” You said, shooting him a look because of the tone he said his words in. They were suggesting something. 

“It’s really cold outside...you should come over here and keep me warm.” He said, revealing his intentions and you started laughing. But who were you to say no? He lifted the blanket to let you snuggle up with him. You sat down in his lap and he pulled you close. 

Snuggling his face into your neck, he kissed the skin gently and with a smile. You pulled the blankets up more and he moved his hands to hold your waist. “You weren’t kidding when you said you needed to be kept warm. Your hands are freezing.” You winced feeling his cold hands through your shirt. He started laughing, pulling his face away from your neck and kissing you quickly. 

“Hold my hands then too, keep me warm.” 

Sungjae: 

(a toast to the boy i love most)

He had managed to fall asleep on the couch, with his head thrown back and his hands by his side. A true image of pure bliss as he slept, you were amazed that he wasn’t drooling. However seeing that his lap was free real estate, you couldn’t help yourself. 

Seating yourself in his lap sideways, he didn’t wake up at the sudden pressure. “Sungjae, honey wake up.” You said, carefully lifting his head because you knew it must’ve been straining his neck. You were greated with a dopey smile and half closed eyes. 

“When did you get here?” He asked, gesturing to his lap and making you laugh. Blinking, Sungjae tried waking himself up. His face still being cupped by your hands and he pouted his lips. It was a lazy attempt in asking for a kiss, but you were more than happy to oblige. 

“I like waking up to you like this.” 

A/N: I missed them and luckily got this done in time for their comeback today.

[pechelune]

kingdom ep 7 thoughts

i’m writing these notes as i watch so y’all are getting my immediate stream of consciousness thoughts 🤪 this is gonna be long bc i talk a lot so strap in homies

i could’ve told you these overall results so far before the show even started. skz, atz, btob, ikon, sf9, tbz like these are the least surprising rankings ever

mnet wants tbz to look so pitiful what’s their fucking deal man

sf9 getting FIRST i’m holding onto this forever

they’re getting rid of the experts and having these judges (industry people + 4 hoobae groups) judge instead? mmmm

the industry people makes 100% sense. the hoobae groups...idk. it’s not to say that they can’t critically evaluate the kingdom groups but the question is will they? y’all know how fucking awful kpop stans are, i don’t want these groups getting SLANDERED bc they didn’t like somebody’s performance 😭

i’ve been having this thought often but i wish we could see how the kingdom groups REALLY felt about each other’s performances. when they do their group evaluations i genuinely wanna know what they have to say bc all we as viewers get to see is praise and while thats great ! we love positivity ! mnet decided this was a competition so let’s compete. say what you really mean and tell me why you voted the way you did. same goes for these new judges and i hope we get to see that

SUNWOO’S SO CUUUUTE with bobby pls

HWI BOUGHT THEM AIR FORCE ONES???

i’m sorry but i adore the three of them so much. bobby and sunwoo just giggly all of the time and hwiyoung being the more chill, silent one watching the boys have fun i die

thank god sunwoo finally realized this show doesn’t fucking matter and now he and tbz can just enjoy themselves and do whatever they want. bobby bless you

SANGYEON ACTING LIKE THE DAD HE IS THATS RIGHT HYPE UP OUR BOY !!!!

i love this performance so much more than when i watched yesterday bitch i’m hyped

finally some fucking FUN on this show

them using a vid of chan with his cornrows, do y’all want me to root against this unit ???

i already talked about how i don’t think the numbers are fair. having more people in a unit doesn’t mean the performance will be better but like . you can physically do more things with more people and as we’ve seen so far, this show favors flashier performances

WAIT did both groups do something with paint?? 😭😭😭 what are the odds

minhyuk the oldest and he moves like it pls it’s so funny

now why hongjoong look so good in those glasses

i’m not gonna act like this shit don’t bang, i’m not !

minhyuk final boss that’s HOT

BOBBY IS SO FUNNY?? “andwaaaeee andwaeee” he does not care !! i love to see it

COME ON SUNWOO THIS GROWTH !!! “someone wins and someone loses” im so happy we’ve reached this moment

donghyuk is hot i forgot how good looking he is oh wow

this energy is so 😭😭😭

the way juyeon dk and taeyang all did elegant like dances for their individual videos and ended up doing that for their actual dance stage together is amazing

taeyang FINE ASS

they look so good in their king attire my god

i’m sorry but that was incredible. the drama the elegance the MUSIC the lighting the outfits oh my god !!!

9 members vs 3 members like HONESTLY how is that allowed

peniel don’t know WHAT to do with these kids i’m screaming

why would they do him like that 😭 he hasn’t danced in TWO YEARS and they put him with atz and skz??? a set up

wooyoung looks so cute in his hat wtf

listen. i always say nobody covers exo bc they can’t. well..

the performance is cool! exo is just SUCH a high bar to set for yourself even if it is chogiwa

CHOGIWA STILL TOP TIER EXO THO LETS NOT LIE FOLKS !!!

and the way they arranged it so.... niggas in paris??? WITH WOLF??? hell nah 😭

PENIEL WITH THE LEASH !!

the howling jdjdjsjd i love it

i definitely like it’s one’s more tho. as fun as wolf is, it’s what you expect skz and atz would do and it’s the kind of dance style they (and kpop boy groups in general) always do. it’s one gave us something different and executed it beautifully

and we did Not get to see the judging/voting process with these 33 new people. i’m hoping they’ll show us that after all 3 unit teams have performed bc otherwise 🙄

[kpoptextsandscenarios]

Eunkwang-Cruise. He wants to see the world with you, or at least part of it, so I think he’d struggle to pick one country to visit with you. Plus the extra benefit of having your every whim taken care of? He thinks you deserve to be treated like royalty and on a cruise he can make sure this happens everyday. Gets over excited when you dock in a new country, always takes the guided excursions even if they’re not in Korean because he like to be taken around and shown the best parts of a city, doesn’t want either of you to miss out on your short stops there. Will make sure you guys eat at a different place each night, and always pick up something, even if it’s just a quick snack when you’re on land, just to say you’ve tried the local cuisine. On board he loves it, and feels a sense of security that he’s not going to lose you, or put you in any danger that can befall a tourist because the boat is a limited size and everyone is accounted for at all times.

Minhyuk- City Break. Probably some obscure European city he heard someone mention ten years ago. Expect to do everything. You’re going to be taken to museums, galleries, parks, sites of historical importance, cafes, bars, restaurants, excursions, the whole shebang. You’re not going on a relaxing holiday, not a chance, you’re going on a culture adventure. This boy has probably even scouted out the nearest gym and goes there in the morning before you wake up so his workouts don’t interrupt your day. He’ll hold your hand the whole time, take so many cute couple selfies, hold you close on busy transport, and just enjoy soaking in your company. It’s the longest time you two have had on you own before without being interrupted by your working schedules or one of the boys. He likes to think it’s a practice for when you two will live together.

Changsub- Chill. He’s taking you somewhere you can snooze all day, by a pool or in a spa, or a hammock. Will probably take you to Fiji or Bora Bora in one of those huts halfway out in the ocean. His idea of paradise is isolation with you where you can sleep away your exhaustion, leave the working world behind and just destress. As long as there’s coffee, he’s happy. You guys will float in the sea with the brightly coloured fish, eat fresh fruit and feel a million miles away from your life back home. You can go island hopping, snorkelling with the marine life, visit the local cafes and bars, but really Chansgub is happiest when you guys are doing nothing, lazing on the desk, hands and feet trailing in the warm sea, half asleep.

Hyunsik-Adventure holiday. I think Hyunsik would want to take you somewhere really unique and special, somewhere you will never forget, like Iceland. He wants to watch the Northern Lights with you, wants to chill in a hot spring, see the geysers and volcanoes and area of natural beauty with you. He’ll take you dog sledding, snowmobiling, snorkelling through the silfra fissure, whale watching, hiking through the mountains, the ice caves. He can’t wait to make these amazing memories with you to a snowy, beautiful backdrop. Prepare for endless photographs, but not many of them will end up on social media, he wants to keep these for just you and him. He’ll also arrange a night in the ice hotel for you guys, so you can sleep under the stars. Expect nothing short of a magical, memorable experience.

Peniel- Beach. You are beaching it with this boy. He thought about taking you to Chicago to see his parents or LA to see his sister and her family, but in the end he wants to spend the time with you sunning, and sleeping, and chilling. He’ll pick a hotel on the edge of its own private beach with sun loungers and bright white umbrellas, white sands and turquoise seas. He’ll actually do lots of research on the perfect place, checking weather predictions, Trip Advisor reviews, spending hours on the internet making sure that it’s flawless for you. Once you’re there you guys will take it easy, chilling in the sun, reading or listening to music, take a dip every now and then, maybe play some volleyball or beach tennis. You might venture into the town or go to the markets on some of the days. He’ll have packed a different swimsuit for each day for both of you, they may even be matching if he’s feeling especially cute.

Ilhoon- London. Yeongo-style is taking you to London, whether you want to or not. You will sightsee the shit out of the city. You guys will get on one of those open top buses that you can hop on and off whenever you feel like it. Go to Buckingham palace, tower bridge, Camden Markets the whole shebang. You guys will also combine his love of shopping and visit Harrods, Fortnum and Mason, all the good places. Will try and be your tour guide, taking you round places he’s visited before, making up histories about battles that have been won there and lives that have been changed. He’s all about that perfect insta pic, so you might become designated photographer for a while. But once he’s got that winning shot he’ll become very attentive, taking couple selfies with you, taking you out for afternoon tea, fish and chips, a drink at Weatherspoons, all the things he thinks are typically British. It will probably rain, or be overcast but that just adds to the whole London atmosphere, and really trekking through the city in the blazing sun is no fun anyways!

Sungjae- Theme park. This kid will take your ass to Florida and you guys will absolutely destroy the theme parks. You’re both hoarse after your vacay from screaming and laughing. He’ll think it’s a great idea until he gets there and realises he’s never actually asked your opinion on rollercoasters. Has a mini panic that you’ll hate it and isn’t sure if you’re scared of heights or not. Feels a little better when he sees there are other things to do than the big scary rides. Sungjae actually really likes meeting all the characters at Disneyland and has picture taken with them all. You stay at a different theme park every couple of nights, gorging on all the unhealthy but delicious theme park food, churros, dunkin donuts, hot dogs, and burgers in the day. And try not the throw up at night. Very like Minhyuk, your holiday with Sungjae is anything but relaxing. Daily adrenaline rushes and trekking through the parks has the both of you coming home exhausted, you’ll both definitely fall asleep on the flight home, and maybe a couple of days after that.

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"Broken"— BTOB Minhyuk

I watched as she held her head in her hands. She was on her computer, working on something for college. I stood on the side, leaning against the doorway. She doesn't know i'm here yet. She hasn't seen me. She threw things against the wall, now crying. I walked over, hugging her from behind. "Minhyuk… Get off of me. Now. Can't you see that I'm busy?" I hugged her tighter, kissing her cheek. She pushed me off yet again, but this time I let go. I stood back. "You can't just come here after months of being gone and just hug and kiss me! You didn't even remember my birthday, It's simple! You just don't love me!" She was burning with anger. "You don't love me, so just leave. Keep being with those other girls, see how much I care." "You want me to leave?" "You want to! So just go!" I stormed out of the room, grabbing my jacket and the gift I had gotten her. I looked around her house one last time. The place I spent so many nights doing movie dates, cuddle sessions, makeout sessions, everything. Now it's over, because one da I messed up. Against my own will, I had to go away on tour for months. Texts every day, they clearly meant nothing. I slammed the door as I walked out. I got my phone, calling Ilhoon. "Wassup? Are you on your way back with her?" "N-No. Take everything down, I'm coming back. Just not with her." "Why, what happened?" "We broke up. She called it off." I tried my best not to cry. I shouldn't cry. "What the hell? Tell me everything, now." Ilhoon ordered. I told him everything. How I went to her house and saw her working on her schoolwork, crying and throwing things around because of stress. How I went to comfort her and she pushed me away. How she told me to leave, and I did. "Wait there. I'll pick you up. We'll go get dinner." Ilhoon said, hanging up the phone. I leaned against the wall, waiting for his car. I started crying. I've been dating Jia for almost three years now. And now we broke up. I saw Ilhoon's car, standing up straight. I got into the passengers side. I looked out of the window as Ilhoon drove in silence. He went to a Chinese restaurant. "I know you would want to get Chinese food, so here we are. There's also a bar, but I'll stop you from drinking too much. So don't think about doing anything." I nodded at Ilhoon. We ordered food, and Ilhoon ordered wine for himself and me. We ate and drank, and he told bad jokes. I guess it was to take my mind off of Jia. We finished eating, about three plates of food and a ton of drinks later. Ilhoon dragged me out. I guess he paid. He brought me back to the car, putting me in the backseat. I felt the tears on my face. I shouldn't cry. I shouldn't cry. I can't cry. But I want to. When we arrived at the dorms, I dragged myself out of the car and into the building. I can smell the alcohol in my own breath, but my head isn't fuzzy— on the contrary; my head is completely clear, and I'm aware of everything that is going on. I need to go shower. Probably get the small of alcohol away. I walked into the bathroom, taking my clothes off and getting into the shower. I started crying again. Her gift is in the pocket of my jacket. It was a necklace that she told me she wanted. I'd throw it away, but it's so beautiful. Just like her. Maybe one day, I can give it to Jia. But for today, for however long, she doesn't want to see me. Maybe for forever, she'll never want to see me. And I'll remain broken-hearted forever. I washed up, stepping out of the shower and then turning off the water. I wrapped the towel around my waist, brushing my teeth. I went to the room I shared with Ilhoon. I laid on my bed after I put on a pair of shorts. My eyes closed, and I tried not to cry again. I need to stay composed. I need to forget she even exists. I guess I fell asleep, because when I opened my eyes again it was bright outside. My head hurts. I must have a hangover. That would explain why my head hurts and my throats is so dry. And why the light is so irritating. "Wake up, Minhyuk." Peniel pushed me off of my bed. I groaned. If anything, I'll just stay here all day. The floor feels more comfortable anyway. I don't have to look at the light. "Minhyukkie, wake up. You have to eat something." Ilhoon said, pulling me up. He wrapped my arm around his shoulders. "Was… yesterday a dream?" I asked. I already know the answer. I just want to it to be a dream so badly. I want Ilhoon to laugh and say that everything will be fine. That I just had a bad dream, that he was going to set up the scene for me to propose to Jia. But it doesn't matter, because I'm single now. "Minhyuk, we know it's hard. But you have to be strong. You can go live later, talk to the fans. Tonight, we have a date set up for you." I looked at Ilhoon. "With who?" "Remember Sohyun? The girl from 4Minute?" Ilhoon said, grabbing his phone. "Her. We were talking last night. She offered to go out with you so that you could forget about Jia. But she was pretty clear that she doesn't want it to be a serious thing. Just the two of you, she's already planned the whole thing." I nodded. Ilhoon let me go, and I walked by myself to get food. Sohyun… I'm going out with her to forget Jia. It won't be easy. Once I got my breakfast, I sat on the couch. I looked through my phone. I looked through my photos, going through every picture of me and Jia. I should delete them, but I don't have nearly enough heart to do that. I want to believe that she's going to come and say she wants me back. Say that she misses me. But away from the hopes and dreams, the hard truth remains; that she will never want me back. That she doesn't care anymore. I put my phone to the side and went to shower. I bit my lip, turning the water on. I walked in, letting the water hit my skin. I washed my body again, then just stood in the water. I want to stay in here forever. "Minhyuk, Ilhoon left to go get Sohyun. Get ready for her, dress somewhat fancy. Please." Peniel called from the other side of the door. I turned the water off. I wrapped the towel around my waist and walked to my closet. I picked out a pair of ripped jeans and a black shirt, along with a leather jacket. I just want to distract myself from Jia. Ilhoon walked in with Sohyun. I looked her body up and down, noticing the short dress she wore. She linked arms with me and walked outside of our dorms. She rest her head on my shoulders. "Listen, this isn't supposed to be something serious. I'm just going on a date with you so that you that you can forget your ex. Nothing too big." "I understand, Sohyunnie. No strings attached." "Exactly." She said as I got into the car. She sat on the passenger side, and I started driving. Sohyun gave me directions, and then we arrived at her place. She probably has everything set up for our "date." "Ilhoon paid me to do this." She whispered into my ear as we walked inside. Her lips pressed against mine, and we were just… together. Just us. I woke up the next morning completely naked. Sohyun was still asleep, then the realization hit me. I just slept with her. I got up, starting to put my clothes back on. I left the room, typing a quick text to Sohyun. "Hey baby girl. I left, I should probably make sure the boys aren't freaking out about where I am. Love you!" I texted. I usually called her "babygirl" or "babe." It was just an inside joke. I drove back to the dorms. I'm getting over the heartbreak at least. That's a start. ~le holy time skip~ It's been a month since I've seen Jia. I hope I'm over her by now. We haven't been in contact, I haven't even seen her around. I was out shopping for food today, since it's my turn to go shopping. I backed into someone while I was paying. "Oh, sorry!" I said to the girl I had run into. But once I looked at her face, I wanted to throw up. Jia was the girl I ran into. "Minhyuk…?" She said. I got my stuff and stormed away. I don't want my month of sadness and recovery to be for nothing. I don't want to be sad because of my girlfriend. The Emmy ex girlfriend, since she called it off. I got back to the dorms with the food and I put the food away. Afterwards, the boys and I watched a movie together. I tried to pay attention, but it was difficult. Especially since I was only focusing on my encounter with Jia. It makes me mad that I even think about her. She doesn't deserve my attention any longer, not after breaking me like that. But for some reason, I keep thinking about her. I checked my phone, seeing that I received a lot of messages. All of them were from Jia. She was telling me to pick up the phone, that she wanted to talk. I excused myself, going to a different room and calling her." "Minhyuk?" I heard her say. It sounds like she was crying. A part of me wants to care, but the other part wants to laugh. "What do you want?" "Minhyuk… if you still love me, please… meet me where we had our first date." She said then hung up. I looked around, grabbing the boxed necklace. I still had the necklace that she wanted so badly, that I kept because… I wanted this to happen. I got my jacket and my shoes on. I grabbed the box, running out of our dorms. If I'm remembering correctly, she lives within walking distance. I stood at her doorstep. I rang the doorbell. Maybe she's still here and I can talk to her. But what if she was pranking me? What if she had a new boyfriend?" Our first date was at her house. We were watching Titanic. I remember It so clearly how she cried at the end, burying her face into my chest. How she called me Jack for about a week, just as a joke. Then, I was Jack to her, and she was Rose to me. She opened the door, wearing a blue dress. It was tight down to her waist and then flowed out. She had cut her hair, dying the tips of it purple. I looked at her for a long time. "You probably want answers." "Obviously." She sighed, telling me the whole story. How after I stormed out, she had been crying. That she desperately wanted to run after me, but only watched from her window. How she was always texting the other members, waiting for them to tell her that she could talk to me. How she knew she had to talk to me after we saw each other. She even knew about the date with Sohyun, but she didn't know I had sex with Sohyun as well. I listened to her the whole time. I just want to know everything about the past month. I still love Jia, I realize that now. But it was just difficult, since I thought she left me. "And… I just wanted to say that I'm sorry. You probably don't even love me anymore, you just wanted answers. So if you had any plans for tonight, I understand." I looked at the ground. She really thought I moved on? Well, I thought I had moved on. But here I am, falling back in love with Jia. I want to hold her, kiss her again. I want to be with Jia again. I want to feel her body against mine again. I want her to love me again. I reached into my pocket, pulling out the box with the necklace. I held it out to her, not daring to look into her eyes for fear that I would start crying. When she took the box, our fingers touched. I waited for her reaction. I bit my lip, praying that it would be a good one. "Minhyuk?" "Yes?" "How long have you had this?" She asked. I looked up at her. "On the night of our fight, I wanted to give it to you. I've been holding it this whole time. You don't know how badly I wanted this day to come." Jia bit her lip, leaning towards me. Our lips met, and after a few seconds I pulled her into my lap, deepening the kiss as I straddled my lap. I grabbed her thighs, massaging them. I've wanted to do this for a whole month, and now she's giving herself up. It's almost too good to be true. She unbuttoned my shirt, and I took my jacket and my shirt off. I kicked my shoes off as well, and my hands returned to her thighs; I was re-memorizing every curve of her body all over again. From the amounts of times we've done this in our three years of dating, I could practically see through her dress. I know every place that I should touch to tease her, I know everything, down to how easy she was. She pulled away from the kiss, her breath faltering. I put my hands on her back, so that she wouldn't get away from me. After a month of tears because of Jia's absence, she's not getting away so easily. I'm not going to let her. "Here, the wall, the floor, or the bed." She asked softly. "Bed." I said as I let her get off of my lap. But instead of letting my walk to her room, I picked her up and carried her. She's under my controls now. I was always the dominant one, So now I'm going to fuck her so hard that she'll know how much I needed this— how much I needed her. I pushed her against the bed, now on top of her. I kissed her again, pulling her up slightly so that I could unzip her dress. My fingers grazed against her back, making her shiver. I smirked, pulling the dress off as I started to kiss her neck. She leaned her head back and I started to bite on the spot that I was kissing. I pulled away, kissing down her chest and stomach. I took her bra off in the process, then her panties. She grabbed the sheets. "Don't worry, babe. I needed this too much to punish you. I'll do it later, but not now." I reassured her as I kissed her inner thigh. I remember her saying how she insides of her thighs are ripped and bruised. I looked up at her. I moved from her thigh to her pussy, licking it. I sucked on her clit as well, the moans that were elicited from her mouth her only filling my desire for her. Her breaths became more labored and she came into my mouth. I licked her cum from her thighs, then put my hands on either side of her head, holding myself up. "Please, Minhyuk. Ive needed you so much, please fuck me." She moaned. I bit my lip, just now realizing how hard I had gotten. I stood up, letting her watch as I removed my pants and boxers. I sat on the bed next to her, leaning back slightly. She pushed herself up, her lips going around my cock. She sucked me, and I grabbed onto her hair. I thrust into her mouth, moaning. I pulled Jia away, pulling her by the arms. I laid her on the bed, getting on top of her. I grabbed her breasts, massaging them softly. She spread her legs, agonizingly slowly. I pushed myself into her at the same pace, hearing her moans. I pushed my dick into her all the way, waiting for her to tell me that she wanted me to speed up or fuck her harder. "You can go now." She whispered. I nodded, thrusting slowly. She moaned, nodding at me. I started to go faster and harder. I connected my lips with hers, pushing my tongue into her mouth. I started to roll my hips, making her moan. "Minhyuk!" She screamed, pulling away from me. I felt the buildup in my stomach, and I moaned. She came, which nearly made me release as well. With a lot of moaning, I came inside of her. I pulled out of her, sitting down on the bed and looking at her. She looks so sexy, with sweat dotting her tan skin. She was panting, and I sighed as I looked away from her. I felt her arms wrap around me. "Why did you tell me to go away?" I asked her softly. "I… I did what I always do. I needed you so much and I pushed you away." She whispered. I nodded, thinking about that day a month ago. The day I thought three years of loving was over. "I would have understoof if you told me to leave you be, you were focusing on schoolwork." "And I guess… during that moment, I was only mad at you. But I'm not mad now." Her arms tightened around me. "I kept a pair of your sweatpants of yours, they're under the bed." I stood up and found the sweatpants, putting them on. I went to her closet and got a shirt for her. She looked me in the eyes, and I almost felt tears coming to my eyes again. I don't want to cry in front of Jia, but I just kissed her so much. "During the past month, did you do anything? Like go to clubs and stuff?" She asked. I froze. "Along with going on a date with Sohyun… I may have also slept with her." I said softly, not daring to look into her eyes. "It was a one night stand. Nothing serious. I was just so sad, I thought you left me forever." I felt a tear roll down my cheek. I don't dare look at Jia. I can't look at her when I cry. Her hand went on my chin, making me look up. Into her eyes, the beautiful shade of hazel, the eyes I have loved so much for these three years. She kissed me softly, and then hugged me. I buried my face in her neck, my hands on her waist. I cried, and she just rubbed my back. She sang, I'm not sure what song, but she sang. Her voice always soothed me, it always calmed me down. "I know, Minhyuk. I know. I kissed you too. I love you." She kissed my forehead. I pushed her into the bed, using her chest as a pillow. She giggled, and we fell asleep. When we woke up, Jia and I took a shower together. I washed her hair, making sure nothing got into her eyes. I kissed every part of her body as I washed her, pleasuring her. She walked out of the shower, and I followed her. I watched as she dried her body. I plugged in the blow dryer, starting to dry her hair. Mine wasn't that wet, so I skipped it. I carried her to the room, setting her on the bed. "Do you want to go to the dorms?" I asked her, going through her closet. "The boys would love seeing you." "Sure. Not to mention that you and I should explain where you were all night." She giggled. I threw a pair of jeans and a sweater at her. "No shirt?" She laughed. "Two things. I don't know which you wanted to wear, and it would just make getting you naked again a lot more difficult." When she finished getting dressed, I was already waiting for her. I wrapped my arm around her shoulder, kissing her forehead. I love her so much, and she's mine again. She's mine, and she knows if. She'll always know it. "I love you, Jia." "I love you too, Minhyuk oppa."

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Voice

Ilhoon drove to Club 28’ right away after Hyunsik called him when he finished recording radio broadcast.

Club 28’ was a place where Hyunsik and he―as well as other members―usually had drink together. Ilhoon kinda missed the time when they used to be together 24/7. Eunkwang was always the one who got drunk first. He never made it after 4 shots. Drunk Sungjae-Changsub were always disgustingly funny. They would be clinging each other, doing loveshot level 2 and it made him want to throw a bottle to them and say “just get a room, you two.” Minhyuk probably flirted around with some girls. Peniel would act and bark like a puppy. And Hyunsik, well, he was a person who didn’t really drink actually. “I have to keep my eyes on them so they won’t trouble themselves.”

Ilhoon was the only one who stayed cool. At least that was what he thought. “It’s because I have class. Jung Ilhoon class.”

Sungjae felt like wanting to slap him on the face each time he heard the word ‘Class’. “Hyung, class my ass. Don’t you remember that you slept in the bar and snored so loud? It sounded like a freaking truck!”

Thinking about those good times made Ilhoon so happy yet so sad. He missed his fellow bestfriends. So much till it hurt. It was not that they weren’t close as they used to be. It was just because they were busy with their own lives now.

And Ilhoon with his tight schedules. Music promotion, upcoming concert preparation, countless performances in various shows and many other projects. He was busy like crazy.

But, it was a nice night, though, as Ilhoon could feel the cold night air, which was so relaxing. The sky was showered with dazzling stars and the full moon glowed splendidly bright. Ilhoon turned the radio on. He was driving along through the road with music being his company. “Just wait, I will fly high just like you… Higher than the countless twinkling stars above you…” A familiar song was played and Ilhoon felt he ever heard it somewhere and yes it was 'Star'―one of Hyunsik’s old song. “Wow, I’m gonna tell hyung about this.”

Ilhoon’s phone suddenly rang. He took a glance at his phone screen and it was an unknown number calling him. Ilhoon hesitated for a while whether to pick it up or ignore it.

But then he answered it.

“Hello?”

“Jung Ilhoon?”

“Ilhoon-a?”

This voice…

Ilhoon knew whose voice this was. Clearly. Undoubtedly. The voice he thought he would never hear anymore.

The one he thought would never come to his life anymore.

Ilhoon felt like there was something stuck in his throat that made him want to choke. It became difficult to speak. He couldn’t even make any single sound. He tried to breathe deeply but the air he haled only gave him pain in chest.

Okay, Jung Ilhoon just pull yourself together. Let’s just speak calmly, coolly and classy.

1…2…3

“Yes, noona?”