I just want to say that the way you write ftm is a godsend. I've never actually seen the way classic "male" anatomical language is applied the way you do it. this has honestly changed the way I perceive myself and my body. thank you so much.
T-T im so glad my writing was able to help you embrace your body, anon. since i discovered other ftm anatomical terminology from reading up on ftm nsft posts, ive tried to expand my smut vocab to words that also helped me feel comfortable as a guy. it's my goal with the mtf/ftm segments to use terms more commonly found in t4t circles - words made by the people, used for the people - as a way to further enhance my writing style.
ive always wanted to add more variation to my descriptions of the reader in the ftm section - especially bc the writing ive seen for trans/nb readers tends to stick to the generic terms (not that there's anything wrong with that!) - and it's so good to see that the additions to my writing are paying off.
im super glad that my fics were affirming to you!! :3
(this is probably a mess of a response im so sorry but im literally tearing up rn/pos)
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I'm stupid fo do this in anon but it's the only way for me to ask you this or else I'll combust out of embarrassment, but would you mind being tagged in posts, like a recommendation to read, it'll be jjk posts ofcourse, qnd I'll make to check if you've not already liked or reblogged it,.
Only cuz sometimes i feel the need to share the post and reblog just doenst seem enough...and i loovee reading your stuff (obsessed with wolf!toji too😭) so i thought to ask if it'd be okay
hi nonnie !! no omg pls don't be embarrassed you can ask me anything :33
to answer your question i do not mind being tagged in posts at all !! i'm always looking for good fics to read so feel free to share any that you enjoyed !! i will say that my tbr list is already very long and i'm very slow at getting to them but if you tag me in any fics i will add them to my list and get to them asap :33
i love that you want to share the fics it's so sweet of you and fanfic authors deserve extra appreciation for their work !! so of course, feel free to share them with me <33
also tysm i'm so glad you're enjoying wolf!toji hehe !!!
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i’ll keep this short because i feel like you might be getting tired of my really really long long asks and also because my heart still aches from yesterday so im not feeling v talkative so
- you made a type in pepe’s name and you made him pee and idk i found it funny okay 😭😭 and its ironic because as i was typing this i made the same typo too
- def trust your intuition!! i’m literally just a teenage girl but there’s been instances where trusting my gut feeling has lead me out and away from really danger or at least warned me enough about it so i could mentally prepare for it
- and i also agree that there doesn’t have to be many coincidences for it to mean something!! sometimes just one coincidence is enough because of the timing and nature of the way it even came about yk?
- i was kinda raised with the beliefs of two religions…? if that makes sense, of course. but even when one religion contrasted the idea of fate and destiny i think it’s something younger me could never shake off and no amount of lessons could ever change that belief in me, and idk but pepe’s season so far kinda made me religious again (this sounds so stupid i’m so sorry 😭😭) but like i do believe in fate and destiny but also in manifestation (which basically means we choose and create our path in life) but rn i’m believing in fate and that there is a reason why his luck (and i say luck and not season, because he is a very talented driver, and the only thing that has been messing him up is his luck) is so awful rn, and that he will shine on the top step of the podium again. he won in barcelona last year, and did the so so good in all barcelona testing’s this year, so even if monaco messes up his race again (which i pray does not happen), barcelona will take good care of her golden child, pepe.
- i realise ive rambled too much again 😕😕
- but yeah omg one of my biggest questions when i was child was why i was put on this world at this exact time and this location because like?? i was always a very emotional child but i was always grateful to be surrounded by so many lovely people, even when i was being bullied in school or whatever. but i also used to feel guilty because why me? when there are others in the world suffering, why did i get the better life, but i think that’s a bit too much for rn.
- also i think paul’s cockiness isn’t too surprising, i think in circumstances where he’s doing really well after two very important teams didn’t stick by him, it’s understandable that he would be acting that way but some of the things he says just makes me go a bit 😦😦 like the wonder kid comment and yesterday’s comment
- but yes i tried to keep it short but i really hope pepe gets his chance to do well again, and i hope its a win, because you mentioned patterns with maiden wins and yesterday my feed decided to just fill itself with pepe posts and i saw one from you from last year: https://www.tumblr.com/httpiastri/732051888669917184 and in the tags you said he had such a good start to the season but then got unlucky and i just looked back at last year’s race results and his dnfs at the end of season were so horrible too BUT he also did end up with 3 wins that season so maybe its like a sandwich pattern thing… where he did well at the start last year, got unlucky at the end of season, got unlucky again (minus his first race podium) and then becomes supremely lucky again at the middle to end of this season
idk im so tired and upset rn and another word i don’t know in english but i hope your week gets better as it goes by!! monaco is just this week so in a few days time, this won’t be the most recent pepe race that we remember, and hopefully by then his luck has changed so the most recent pepe week we remember is an amazing one (i hope that sentence made sense because my brain’s been lagging a bit recently) but yes, thank you for taking the time to reply to my v long asks, and i hope i haven’t been stressing you out with these asks because i really don’t want you to feel pressured to always type out a really long reply to mine— but anyway, have a lovely day ahead, and an even better tomorrow!!💗💗
p.s. thank you for writing about pepe snapping at you and giving you the silent treatment and accidentally making you cry because i imagined the exact same thing yesterday and now it’s in written form so i’m def not going crazy 😵💫😵💫 but i think id feel guilty if i cried and he had to comfort me because he’s been the one with the horrible luck these past few months?? not me?? but i think it could lead to some really sweet bonding where i give him one of my good luck charms which lead him to win or at least score a podium finish in his next race so
oops i rambled again im so sorry 😭😭😭
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?!?! i would NEVER get tired of your messages wth???????? theyre the highlights of my day honestly 😭 im so sorry for being late to answer sometimes but ive been so extremely tired these last few weeks…. i promise to get better 💔 but please never feel like you have to make a message short or like you can't send this or that!!!!!!!!
i looooved reading the pee part of this message because i was like "😭😭 r u gonna realize why i wrote that maybe…." 😭😭😭😭😭😭 and then seeing these messages made me laugh out loud aaaa
i have decided to trust my intuition more bcs of you !!! it will be interesting where it takes me even if it's abt smaller things :)
don't say it's stupid, i think it makes sense!!! personally i feel like life is a good mix of all of those and while i do think you can choose a lot of what happens to you, i guess i believe that not everything can be changed because some things are more fate-y. but i do believe that everything will work out in the end and even if things don't go how you intend them to (/what you manifest), you'll get the right results in the end as long as you have the right mindset & so on? if that makes sense?? im also a believer in karma so like if you do good things then good things will definitely happen to you. so i 100% agree abt pepe and the fate thing, it doesn't matter if he has a few tough races because he's a good driver and deserves to do well, so if he just keeps fighting and doesn't give up then he will be rewarded in the end 🥺 oh i will be so so so happy if he gets that home race win again, it would truly be the highlight of my year 😭 but i have a good feeling about monaco again !!!!
yesss i feel the exact same way, i feel so insanely lucky to have grown up in this country, in this family, with all of these opportunities and all of the good stuff around me.... i think that a lot of stuff i do today also are very deeply connected to things i felt in my childhood? in a way that i feel like i've had like revelations abt stuff????? like i went through a rlly hard time with my family when i was like 10 and i really didn't wanna go to practice, but the second i met my friends and started playing i was just like "aH this sport has the ability of erasing all of my issues?? sign me the f up" and so 12 years later, ive dedicated my whole life to it..... idk if you get what i mean but i have so many other examples but 😭 but yes i totally get the guilty feeling, esp when im not doing what i should be or like using the opportunities ive been given. the fact that im allowed to go to school, which btw is for free (!!!!), and yet i don't find the energy to study? when people all over the world would kill to learn how to read?? and so on
oh yes 100%, i love the cockiness tbh, it's well-deserved. just like i love pepe's attitude too 🥰
yes yes yes it definitely could be!!!! fingers crossed for a good middle of the season 🥺 also so silly that i wrote abt spa because i was like sooo torn in spa 😭 because obvs i love him (wasn't as obsessed as i am rn tho) but i was so shocked at how he didn't get any kind of penalty (or did i forget abt that?...)...... yes it was probs the team's fault but still 😵
you put it very well, this weekend will be amazing and definitely one to remember <3333 thank you for taking the time to send me these long asks love!!! you definitely have not been stressing me out, i love love reading them and i do not feel pressured. i hope you're having a lovely week s far and that it gets better and better for the weekend !!!!!💗
awwww darling im definitely not going crazy too...... i love his soft side but i also like him showing a bit of emotion yk?? and yes pls like "no don't say you're sorry, im sorry that i haven't supported you enough for a win" 🥺 good luck charms thoooo....... my heart is melting 😭
yet again, shuuuush i don't wanna hear u saying u rambled too much!! you didn't ramble enough, i want twice this much next time!!!!!!! (pls don't feel pressured to write if you don't want to shdjfkhd i just love hearing from you 🥺 no matter if its short or long)(though i prefer long 🥰)
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OOOOOWOOWWWWWWOOOOOAH THE BAIZHU DRABBLE GOES INSANE!!! i love the plot first of all! very sweet of the reader to try and do him a favor... just to end up getting all soaked... oh man ari your type is really showing rn... motherly, check. doctor, check. tender scolding and babying, check. lemon tea and honey... the essentials are all here!
THE FLOWER LINE IS SO SJAHDKUASDUASJB it's so corny. but also very sweet. and him unapologetically melting your heart... he's sly and sneaky (and just wants the best for you)! the dialogue.. i'm sick!!! + i really love the way you wrote the slow moments, the hesitation between words, and the like... physical action of speaking if that makes sense? you've outdone yourself again!!
from 🌖 anon
🌖 ANONNNNNNN you are soso kind 🥺🥺🥺 tysm for reading!!!!! AND PLSSSS NOT YOU CALLING ME OUT 😭😭😭 it’s true … i am weak for doctors/mothers/caretakers…….. what does that say abt me ……… probably not good things….
AND YES LMAOO THE FLOWER LINE ….. i was worried it’d be a little Too corny but . i think that’s what love does to you 💔💔💔 he loves you soooo much he wants to see you blush he wants to see you pout ……. my lovely little snake man…….. he really is so sly and sneaky . AND WAHHH i’m so glad you liked the dialogue!!!! 🥺🥺 and the slow movements…. that means so much to me </3 i can’t thank you enough for always reading my stuff and taking the time to tell me your thoughts, it makes me soooo giddy every time <333333
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