#put in the balance your flaws and your failures and your god; thats such a big thing; and when you have one final chance to change everythi
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/ I'm very passionate about this whole thing M.octezuma has going on
#i wouldnt say i'm a m.octezuma connaisseur but i am a m.octezuma enjoyer; a passionate amateur if i dare say so/j#i like to think about all the posibilities besides what the lb gave him bc it was kind of underwhelming (at best)#to me i.zcalli is his lb version; in my interpretation his original core will always be that of m.octezuma the emperor#(as it was in the end)#to me and aaaaaaaaaaaaall my portrayals; their lostbelt versions are precisely a version (in most cases)#if u summon them to ur chaldea; they come RAW#example my c.amazotz is the bat god;; o.dysseus is just o.dysseus thats it; s.herlock too; no alien stuff; so on so forth#but thats more of a preference when it comes to -my- muses and how i write them here#or well; that applies for the majority; this could change or there could be some exceptions of course#& sure some of themremember stuff that happened (bc f.ate can be quite inconsistent) but i like to focus more on them as raw and independen#their l.ostbelt versions are like verses to me in this sense#and even more so in his case that they really didn't get to cook much with his character? like I did like some concepts#such as the desperate wish to change the past; the betrayal of oneself all for a posibility to redeem oneself; to avenge oneself#i liked that he wasn't perfect and that he was so blind; that he was like a headless chicken following orders and denying his core values#because it was -this- one chance to change things; only one last try#not to mention that his core is that of an avenger so it just enhances even more that despair and guilt and shame and rage the impotence#those things i did really like; its just i feel like they really kind of dropped a lot on the potential of it all; really quickly#bc how can you trust your decisions when they proved to have not worked? would you deny the hand of your god? would you question him??#put in the balance your flaws and your failures and your god; thats such a big thing; and when you have one final chance to change everythi#would you truly risk it all and follow your voice? or would in your despair pick anything and everything in the hopes that the outcome#-will be different this time?#and i get it; its a game and they wanna focus on the main characters more#but even the middle arcs were boring to me like; all that part with e.resh and d.umuzid and b.eni and the big protea alter?#the friggin dinosaurs had more heartfelt stories i dont know#;ooc#ooc#but i do have to admit that in some cases; i DO like the character development/insight they gave to some characters#like they added more to the base; rather than give it a whole new story; which i get people like that; but i like to focus on their cores;#and then play around with the posibility of verses#and also bc i enjoy researching and reading stuff; so when u bring me stuff like s.herlock is an alien- I go like 'nonon. detective-'
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