teachers slowly puttingout my bad grades but like i actually cannot work during break lol idont fucntion like that
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Tw:using a source of split second pain as a way to calm their mind in the end. Childhood anxiety
Blue eyed kid with a blond bob hair cut having just gotten home with their father, their older brother at his friends house. The weather having been what would be called a pineapple express, this little kid knew exactly what it was because besides thunderstorms it was/is their favorite weather
The father decides that even though its raining he was going to barbecue dinner.
Little blue eyed kid tried to talk him out of it, the kid being infatuated with anything firetrucks, firefighters and fire safety accidentally mixed up putting out a gas fires outcome with puttingout a grease fire with water.
The father laughing and disregarding the kids anxious attempts to keep their home and family safe.
The kid in an attempt to make their emotional regulation more efficient and have a method play a game to help themself calm down they got their plastic firefighter hat, changed into overalls, connected a belt around their tiny metal breifcase (probably held poker chips at one point) and turned it into a pretend airtank, with the tiny case open they took a whirl tube and they were set, a little fire fighter in anxious action, self soothing, the tube reminding them to take deep breaths, a fire fighter needs good air the way a person let alone a five year old having a panic attack needs air.
Deep breath, shuttered exhale, deep breath, shutterd exhale, tear staind cheeks, terrified whimpers, deep breath, cut off the oxygen to a fire and it will eventually go out.
The food gets taken off the grill and the top to the oven was closed, the propane tank turned off and all was okay, but the fire in the kids lungs still raged.
Big brother wasn't home to put the yellow laddar against the maple tree, maybe thats why yellow was their favorite color, it was associated with their tree ,deep breath, choked sob.
Dropping all their pretend equipment except for the hat they run the the scary tall tree, the tallest tree in this kids world, trees are our friends, kid wedges their body between the shed and the tree, climbing up and up and up til they could get on top of the shed, this was their last thought to calm, sitting on the front peak of the shed, the highest point, ten feet off the ground felt like a million miles high, the kid jumps like all the may times before.
The point of the jump was to feel a physical sensation, split second shooting pain through their feet and shins, the wet grass causing them to slip and fall on their bum, pain helped for some reason,
calm
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.@law @law @laws @harvard_law @fisa .@fisa @ap @reuters @bbc_whys @france24 @snowden @haaretzcom @all @world good hints for fools is
how they chose to solveit rightthen after
or thesituationbefore asthe situation rightafter
or theequality of persons
or the realm theymessed in
all there became whatthey are through what
the reinterpretations of single dout incidents is a dirty lawyertrick
howthey solvedit backthen is agood hin t
////
dowe have toexplain the fools
the
ge rmans
try
to
steal
inventions
inventions they cant have
thegermans
try
to
save
money on their crimes
and their scums
thegermans
try
to
cha in
highpotential and chronsaeule s
ontheir realm as
controllable fools
and
struggle to dothis then with the eu realm
as them botched
there are many scums
who game for
killit
these
efforted
crimes
and
get
hit for it
these
are used
as
proxies
by the criminal govern ment
inthis the govts struggle for control in someof their realms
here they haveit ordered unless they must imply they lost control
inthis lowlevel clowns are used and hosted as
inteltypical smear cam paigns
where shuffled agendas of clowns on a quest for themmmmoney or whatever are useful fools inthis
reinterpretation is thelikely trick whenthe facts are obvious and clear
whihc is a dirtylawyer game where tehre is no morality
only saving them money and whocares victimblame
in simple inthis mess of criminalgovernmetns we rescue minors
and desperate mtohers too but prevention is the key
here he said homersimpsoy so we hadno other choicebut to breach barricades imminently and stuffhimdonuts and beer
now pay
replacedphone 1401 is
I am Christian KISS
BabyAWACS – Raw Independent Sophistication
#THINKTANK + #INTEL #HELLHOLE #BLOG
https://www.BabyAWACS.com/
[email protected]
PHONE / FAX +493212 611 34 64
Helpful? Pay. Support. Donnate.
paypal.me/ChristianKiss
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thenthe scums tries to reitnerpret their crimes as frivolous lifestyle and punmish you for their crimes
itis
germany
sgerman
sgermany
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or
thingslike wa rcoma
the
only
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n
l
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true
transparent
part of their criminalmess
was
m
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what a shi thole
daily murder tricks got standards
find the damage from acidic gasing sl imelungmaking
fidnthe gutslsubdue trick
findthe ca tpautls andfootaiemd tricks usually
fimndthe xraymurderbeams usualy
thisnow seems morelike
mischief kids and someone interpreting it as frivolous lifest yle efforting amurdertrick forit
mildsafety 330am
349am
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puttingout the petcat is the conf irmation
sgerman
sgermany
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they messedwithbarricades
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good hints for fools is
how they chose to solveit rightthen after
or thesituationbefore asthe situation rightafter
or theequality of persons
or the realm theymessed in
all there became whatthey are through what
the reinterpretations of singledout incidents is a dirty lawyertrick
howthey…
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Im just puttingout EVERYTHING (almost) just to get it over with LoL
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fidnthe gutsl subdue trick
findthe catpautls andfootaiemd tricks usually
fimndthe xraymurderbeams usualy
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mildsafety 330am
349am
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puttingout the petcat is the confirmation
sgerman
sgermany
///#lawyers n ooneletem noonebelonged near noone everwill theyhunted manyofem early on. theyare daytimecharged for intelcoma rapes and crimes. caused and covered bythesystem describingthe system. what acri minalsystem included as "dieses system ist verbrecherisch. dieses system ist kriminell und zumi ndest mitwissend. mit oder ohne duldung deren (!)verursachender sicherheitsorgange.
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thensee howthey can victimbl ame for charging them andtheirscums
thenthe scums tries to reitnerpret their crimes as frivolou s lifestyle and punmish you for their crimes
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germany
sger man
sgermany
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or
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the
only
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l
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true
transparent
part of their criminalmess
was
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what a shithole
dai ly murder tricks got standards
find the damage from acidic gasing slimelungmaking
fidnthe gutsl subdue trick
findthe catpautls andfootaiemd tricks usually
fimndthe xraymurderbeams usualy
thisnow seems morelike
mischief kids and someone interpreting it as frivolous lifestyle eff orting amurdertrick forit
mildsafety 330am
349am
inyourbed
puttingout the petcat is the confirmation
sgerman
sgermany
///#lawyers n ooneletem noonebelonged near noone everwill theyhunted manyofem early on. theyare daytimecharged for intelcoma rapes and crimes. caused and covered bythesystem describingthe system. what acri minalsystem included as “dieses system ist verbrecherisch. dieses system ist kriminell und zumi ndest mitwissend. mit oder ohne duldung deren (!)verursachender sicherheitsorgange.
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they messedwithbarricades
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thenthey effort quellit in thiscase
thenthey shuffle their scums
thensee howthey can victimblame for charging them andtheirscums
thenthe scums tries to reitnerpret their crimes as frivolous lifestyle and punmish you…
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