#pwark jisung | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

pwarkluv · 4 years

Text

❝ bubbly ❞ - pjs

park jisung x reader | fluff | 3.3k words

WARNINGS | lowercase is intended, idol au, established relationship au, ngl this is really really fluffy, slight angst if you squint hard enough, idol!jisung x normal!reader, jisung and reader just miss each other :(, annoying dreamies who always tease poor jisung

SUMMARY | when you wait for him to come home from tour but accidentally falls asleep on the couch.

AUTHOR’S NOTE | this is my first fanfic on my blog oh my! mark isn’t here just cause he isn’t with the dreamies rn! i still love him though :) this is inspired by the song “bubbly” by colbie caillat! also this is not really your usual shy!jisung. he’s still shy but still kinda bold if that makes sense? idk idk this might really suck-

one month.

one month of lonely nights, calls at random times depending on the difference in time zones, kisses through the phone, and just overall missing jisung.

park jisung. your boyfriend.

even saying that in your head brings millions and millions of butterflies to your tummy. the maknae of nct and the main dancer of the dreamies was yours. and you were just as much his.

but being away from him is one of the scariest things for you. jisung was like your rock and not having him there meant more frequently bad days for you. it’s as if you can’t function properly knowing he won’t be waiting for you once you come home.

however, after a long four weeks he was finally coming home. the moment you heard his voice on the phone reassuring you that he’d be home tonight, you secretly bursted out crying, not wanting to make the older boy worry.

the night he came home, you did some light eyeliner and wore simple clothing, not wanting to go all out since it would probably be late at night until he got home and to be honest all you wanted was to just be in his loving embrace. after putting on the gray hoodie jisung left for you and black leggings, you put your up in a messy bun. your stray baby hairs were peaking out.

you then drove to the dreamies dorm where you agreed to meet up, being able to see not only your boyfriend but your best friends as well. the managers let you in with a smile. they have always had a soft spot for you and lowkey loved you more than the boys.

sitting on the couch you waited. hours passed and still nothing. no notifications on your phone. no text. no call. the last form of communication you had with jisung was his phone call letting you know he was on the plane, about to take off.

you were a little worried, wondering if he’s still on his flight or if he’s okay. but you didn’t really know the distance between where he was flying from and korea, so the flight could just be really really long.

you tried staying up, you really did. the movie you played to keep you entertained was slowly lulling you to sleep. it was already one am and from the long day you had, you just couldn’t fight off the heaviness of your eyes.

a few hours passed and you were knocked out on the couch, your soft snores filled the silence of the room as the movie was long over.

too deep in your sleep to notice you didn’t wake up to hear your phone ringing and buzzing, blowing up with texts and calls from your very own boyfriend.

jisung was worried. you weren’t answering and the last form of contact he had with you was when he called you right before they took off. your excited voice made his heart swell and he couldn’t wish for anything more than the plane to hurry up so he can scoop his baby in his arms and shower you with kisses.

it was a little weird to have those thoughts though. jisung? the shy baby of nct wanting to give kisses? if you told him that a year ago he would’ve laughed and asked if you were mentally sane. being an idol at thirteen meant knowing at such a young age the things accepted and shamed in the kpop industry. having a girlfriend or any intimate relationship like that meant hate and shame for both parties. but his reasoning to not have a significant other yet all washed away the moment he laid his eyes on you.

one year later and you’re the light of his life. sure his hyungs loved teasing him about you but to be honest, he’ll take any sort of teasing if it meant being with you. you were and still are his everything. although he is still really shy showing affection in front of them, he’d still pull you in for a kiss if he really wanted to. however once you two were alone, this man was the biggest bully ever. since you were younger than him by a year, he loves babying you and teasing you about your height.

he’s still growing his confidence being like that with his members so there’s an occasional time where he’ll speak to you cutely, cause the other members to gape in shock, mouths opening and closing like goldfish in a tank.

during the ride back to their dorm, jisung couldn’t help but voice out his worries to his hyungs, wondering if you were okay.

“do you think y/n is okay?” jisung would ask every ten seconds, lowkey annoying the others. his leg was bouncing nervously as he stared at his phone screen, seeing all the unread messages.

“jisung don’t be dumb.” renjun sighed as he laid down, reclining the seat as far as it could go. “it’s three am for god's sake! she probably just fell asleep.” he reasoned with the younger, just wanting him to shut up.

donghyuck laughed a bit with his eyes closed, feeling the fatigue get to him too.

jisung pouted a bit before sighing back. “i mean i guess you’re right.”

the pink haired boy reclined his chair back too before quickly sitting up in terror.

“jisung what’s—”

“what if she’s being kidnapped and—“

chenle threw a pillow at him to shut up.

jisung flew out of the car, not caring if his luggage was still in the trunk of the car or if the others were still behind. the only thing he cared about was you.

fumbling with the keys to the dorm he managed to open the lock in record time before face planting on the floor, tripping on the random shoe on the floor. the boy was ready to throw hands with the footwear until he realized who it belonged to.

y/n, he thought.

quietly walking through the dark dorm he sees a light coming from the living room and hears the snores he’s been wishing to hear in person for a whole month.

❝ it starts in my toes, makes me crinkle my nose ❞

his feet suddenly felt like jelly looking at your peaceful form. you were gorgeous.

his nose scrunched up in happiness after noticing you were wearing his hoodie, the one he specifically wore for a week straight after knowing he’d be away for you for a month.

with shaky hands, jisung slowly swats the stray hairs from your hair, a smile on his lips. as carefully as he could, he removed the blanket covering you sleeping form to slip in beside you on the couch.

❝ wherever it goes, i always know❞

the feeling of your warmth snuggled up against him still makes his heart hammer and at some point jisung was afraid you’d wake up to the sound of his thumping heart. instead however, you just nuzle your head into his neck instinctively making his face heat up. you really had an effect on this boy.

❝ you make me smile, please stay for a while now ❞

in moments like these, jisung really takes the time to appreciate how beautiful you are. don’t get him wrong, you’re gorgeous all the time. but when you’re unconscious, eyeliner slightly smudged, hair up in a messy bun and in his clothes, these are the most beautiful moments for him.

the smile on his lips evident as he thinks how nice it would be to come home to you like this for the rest of his life.

❝ just take your time whoever you go❞

rubbing soft circles into your back, jisung was ready to fight donghyuck when he came into the dorms like a mad man. the moment hyuck opened his mouth, your boyfriend was already shushing him with a glare, being careful to not lose the rhythm his hands had on your back.

hyuck’s eyes widened a bit before smiling softly at the two.

“jisungie is in loveee~” he teased the younger as the rest of the members came walking through the door, their eyes landing at the soft sight in front of them.

jaemin looked at you two so happily. he knew how much you made their maknae happy and how much their maknae made you happy. you guys were a match made from heaven and he loved you for always bringing a smile to jisung’s face.

jeno’s eye smile was out, snickering a bit at how disgustingly fluffy jisung looked. the shy boy he grew up with was so confident (or well, more confident than usual) when it came to you. you brought out the best in the boy and jeno couldn’t thank you enough for that.

chenle just rolled his eyes with a small smile, walking towards his room. he loves you two, don’t get him wrong. but sleep is calling him. lowkey though chenle loves to see you two together just cause the room gets brighter. your happiness and content being in each other’s arms makes everyone in the room happy too.

renjun bit back a smile, wanting to tease the younger.

“i told youuu~!” he poked at jisung’s cheeks, bending down to look at your sleeping form fondly. looking at jisung’s red cheeks he laughed, causing the boy to glare again.

“shush you’re gonna wake her up.” he whispered.

renjun narrowed his eyes a bit before scoffing. “you’re lucky i like her and want her to sleep, unlike you.” he rolled his eyes but his smile showed he wasn’t really mad.

after everyone left, jisung turned his attention back to you immediately cooing at the drool falling down your mouth. it was a little disgusting, he wasn’t gonna lie, but you’re cute so he let it slide. jisung was about to go for a kiss until he heard an annoying voice whisper in the back :

“jisungie is in loveee~”

the pillow that jisung threw at hyuck is what woke you up.

#park jisung #park jisung x reader #park jisung x y/n #nct dream #nct dream x reader #nct dream x y/n #nct dream imagines #park jisung imagines #nct #nct x reader #nct x y/n #nct imagines #soft jisung #kpop #kpop imagine #kpop imagines #pwark jisung #jisung park #jisung pwark

260 notes · View notes

neo-culture-mafia · 4 years

Text

No Fun - Joji

Fu*k my friends they’re gone, They all left one by one, And now that summer’s done, They don’t need no more fun

“So what are you going to do now that we graduated?” You and Jisung walked along the streets of Seoul, both taking in the moment of freedom before you both have to find jobs or go to university.

“Well, my guess would be...to be adults? And do whatever adults do?” Jisung questioned as he sipped on his coffee once again. “True.” You could only answer with one word, all others escaping your mind.

You didn’t know about Jisung and his other life an he wanted to keep it hidden for as long as he could. For all you knew, he was the quiet and cold, yet, lovable and caring tall boy you called your best friend.

The group you both hung out with just vanished into thin air. You both think that they were just focusing on their new lives...but you both had each other so it was okay.

“Did you figure out what University you’re going to?” Jisung asked and you had no concrete answer yet. “Honestly, I was hoping you knew where you were going. Then. I could just go there.” Jisung didn’t know how to tell you that he wasn’t going to University. His fate of career had already been sealed. He would be a soldier till death.

“Oh. Uh. Haven’t really thought about it yet.” He laughed.

“Darn. Guess we’re like the same people.” You chuckled as you hooked your arm around his.

“Yep. The same.”

And I don't have no more dreams (Ask me please) I drive around on my own I feel dead, but I feel my bones

“What do you mean, ‘I’m not going to school.’?” You asked standing up from Jisung’s bed to confront him head on. “Just calm down, y/n.” He said pulling you back down to try and make you quiet down.

“No. I have a right to know why you’re breaking a promise you’ve kept since we were kids! You promised we would go to elementary school together, high school together, and university together and now you're just backing out?!” You were so upset with this sudden change of plans.

Jisung’s door opened to Donghyuck. You knew Jisung’s current living situation. Or at least you thought you did. Jisung had said that he had moved in with his step brother and his friends after both of his parents died in an accident.

“What’s going on?” The older boy asked as he walked in and started playing around with all of the different gadgets on Jisung’s desk. “Jisung you haven’t dropped off the package yet.” He said as he flipped through a book lazily. Hyuck didn’t seem in a good mood as his moves were sharp yet slow and his voice stayed low.

“I’m sorry. I was hanging out Jisung. I should’ve told him to leave on time.” Yet, you had no idea that ‘the package’ was a code name. Jisung was supposed to tell you about his other side. Yet, he just couldn’t bring himself to do it. “I’ll do it later.” Jisung snapped and Donghyuck slowly turned around to stare down his younger counter-part.

“Excuse me?” He asked slowly and you wanted to jump out of your skin at the stares being exchanged. “I said. I would do it. Later.” Jisung stood up to tower over Donghyuck as you eyed the both of them carefully. Hyuck nodded slowly as he walked out of the room in a cold aura.

You looked to a now angry Jisung. “Ji. What was that?” You asked quietly and he grabbed your bag with one hand and the car keys with the other. “You need to leave.” He said grabbing your wrist and pulling you out of his room and down the hall.

The usual fun atmosphere of the apartment had turned cold and sinister. The usual smiling boys that greeted you as you left now stared at you like a predator stalking its prey. “Uh. Goodbye.” You sang quietly as you had one foot out the door. Yet a hand reached around you to grab Jisung and pull him back; pulling you back in was a mission you didn’t know Hyuck had.

“None of this ‘Later’ bullshit. Now. Or never.” Hyuck’s words visibly got to Jisung as he tried to push Hyuck away from you and him. “Stop fighting.” You said and they slowly ceased their attacks towards one another.

“y/n. Can you sit down on the couch for a little bit?” Jaemin asked in a such a way that made you too guilty to say, ‘no’.

You followed the blue haired boy to the couch and sat down. The living room had a cold presence too. The tension was high and it made your skin crawl. Jisung came back in a moment later looking visibly distraught.

He could only stand in front of you. Tears stained his cheeks as his fists were bunched at his sides. Hyuck stood in the entrance as he looked over the whole ordeal. “Are you oka-” “just be quiet please.” Jisung cut you off. Your mouth shut and your ears opened.

The boys were positioned all around the room. They all stared at the two of you like they were expecting you both to burst into flames.

Jisung’s mouth opened and closed like a fish out of water with tears coming down one after the other. “I don’t know how to do this.” He turned towards his friends with a breaking heart. They were unforgiving as their patience had already worn out. 7 years. They’ve given him 7 years. And he’s 1 year overdue. It’s either this...or cut you off. Yet, Jisung knows he has a great chance of losing you either way he goes.

Open up, now my cover's blown Yeah, now my covers blown Yeah, now my covers blown

“Just tell her. Or show her.” Chenle quietly guided his best friend. Jisung hesitated for a moment but then quickly ripped his hoodie off of his body. Tattoos lingered all over his arms and around the nape of his neck. You could see dark ink through the thin white fabric of his t-shirt.

Jisung’s hand covered his face in shame.

It didn’t take you long to figure out what he was saying. You weren’t made. You were more disappointed that he didn’t tell you earlier. Or maybe that he felt he couldn’t open up to you.

You were more pissed at yourself for not realizing the tattoos earlier. You always saw him in his school uniform... in a long-sleeve collared shirt. You saw him on the weekends...in a hoodie.

The boys looked down as they didn’t want to see their youngest break down in tears any longer.

Dragons and snakes looped across his forearms and you could only imagine what the rest of the artwork was. “I can't...I can’t go to school, y/n.” He rubbed his eyes and your heart broke even more. He had known this forever, yet, lied to keep you happy and holding on.

‘Shock’ was an understatement as everyone watched you get up and run. Hyuck was already moving out of the doorway to let you through, yet you ran straight to your hurting best friend to throw your arms around him. You held him the tightest you had ever held him as he slowly held you back.

“Finally. I can take this stuffy hoodie off.” You could hear Renjun say and some sighs of relief. as you could hear some shifting of fabrics.

“You’re amazing, Jisung. I’ll support you through whatever. I just want you to take care of yourself.” You whispered as you felt him nod.

“Well this went way better than what I expected.” You both broke the hug to see the boys lounging in a way more comfortable position than you had ever seen them in before. They freely wore shorts and t-shirts compared to the sweatpants and hoodies you thought they wore religiously.

They were all inked. Some from head to toe. Jisung looked empty compared to some of them still. They were still as beautiful and genuine human beings from when you first met them. So what they had a job that some people didn’t like? They were still good people.

“So...do you mind explaining your life to me. One more time?” You asked and he chuckled. “I would love to.” He smiled and pushed you towards his bedroom again.

#Park Jisung #nct jisung #jisung pwark #pwark jisung #nct dream jisung #jisung fluff #nct fluff #nct dream fluff #mafia nct #nct mafia #nct mafia au #nct mafia fluff

121 notes · View notes