getting misgendered by adults but universally correctly gendered by children makes me feel like some sort of fairy creature thats true form is only perceptible to children
Listen, I don’t know who needs to hear this but like L Lawliet absolutely fucks.
He’s incredibly autistic coded and I’m not saying he’s a sex god but like he’s 23-25, with tons of money. He gets needs met I’m sure.
Like obviously you can be autistic and a virgin (we exist lol) but I’m so tired of seeing the narrative of like he’s a virgin because he’s a weird dude.
Like please, he’s not a sex god but he is a fucking human, with insane amounts of money. You can’t tell me he hasn’t used that to his advantage.
the thing I like about elliott stardew is that he’s SO pathetic. a weird little man who has the angst of a 14 year old girl. why is he wearing the most horrendous outfit known to man. im in love with him
Hey guys, Quinn here. Tsumsted wonderland has rolled around yet again, and it seems like Finn's tsum has stolen his phone. It's happy to answer any questions you have. Just please don't tell Finn where it is (it's hiding under Azul's bed). I'll be happy to translate since somehow I can't speak my second language, but I'm fluent in sentient squismallow squeak.
making a display of LGBTQ-themed YA books at work and feeling some kind of way about it
I remember back before I was out, going to the public library with my parents and feeling so, so hopeful and safe and happy, even in the midst of that shitty shitty time, because my local library put out a little pride display for the month of June. I couldn't take anything off it. Couldn't have anything obviously gay in the house. But just seeing it, existing in public in a little corner of my library, meant that other people cared about me, other queer people like me were out there, living their best lives and there was hope for me to escape the environment I grew up in.
The area where I work now is a lot more liberal than where I grew up, and I hope that the queer kids who visit my library aren't in the same position that I was in growing up. But if they are, or if they're in a much better place, either way, now I get to be the librarian putting out a pride display for them :)
does anyone else have that problem when you look up a specific tag and you get other works that aren’t related to it?? It’s so annoying tbh.. like I looked up #final fantasy 16 x male reader and as I scrolled farther it gave me #gojo x female reader fics, and EVEN a geto one. Like.. I asked for final fantasy not jjk 🤨
when i was younger, there was a window of time where i would always say my favorite color was yellow. it wasn't, my favorite colors are pink and red, but i really wanted yellow to be my favorite color. i had made up a few reasons for it, i guess? it seemed significant to van gogh, and since he was (or is) my favorite artist, i wanted to have some extra connection to him, somehow. my childhood blankets were mostly yellow, and i had yellow walls and yellow furniture and yellow bedsheets and yellow sketchbooks - i really liked yellow! but i didn't love yellow. or i did, in some way, but it wasn't my favorite. at some point, i got really frustrated, because i kept saying yellow was my favorite color and it wasn't! it never was! i don't know why i got so angry, since it was my fault, but i did. "my favorite color is red! why have i been lying about something so stupid!? what's the point of all this yellow stuff!? why does it even matter!?" i don't really have answers to those things, but they were on my mind for months, on and off, as i sought out as much red clothing as i could bury myself in.
growing up, almost all the cleaning supplies in my house was either lemon or orange scented. the soap, the sanitizer, the disinfecting wipes, the furniture polish, sometimes even the febreeze was lemon scented. i still can't eat anything lemon or orange flavored because it just tastes like cleaner to me. i don't mind the smell much, but the taste is awful, and pretty much any citrus tastes gross really fast. i do think its funny that eating citrus is now like filling my mouth with soap. i also think its funny that my cat, my best friend since i was 13, is named after a citrus. "Tango" is a basic orange cat name, so i've heard, but that's still kind of a shortened version of "tangerine" - at least that's what my dad intended. (i also, as an artist, keep making citrus-themed characters, because i like the look of an orange or lemon cross-section. it's ''iconic'', as i said one late night in april last year.)
yellow is not my favorite color, but it is something i can rely on. red is my favorite color, but i can't use it for everything. somehow, orange still reminds me of home and of safety. there's another whole tangent about that, but i feel like this is already disjointed. i don't know what the point was.
If I posted some short video diaries documenting my transition and changes from T...is that something people would be interested in? Do people still do that?
My desire to be a resource for other trans folks in our community is warring with my desire to not put my face on the internet