#raikirisblog

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Okay i know that's not about lovestruck but i have to ramble so im sorry i guess a year ago i moved to another city because my gf life's here and she didnt want to move , started a new job cause my old job just wasn't what i wanted anymore i felt stuck, so now my new job is great and everything great opportunitys but im in a new city, i only know my gf's friend's around not the people i grew up with, now there is talk about kids and everbodys just saying how good it is that im so responsible and level headed blabla im taking care of

Things i can take charge and stuff i don't want this i feel so tired but nobody is listening i dont want children

I don't want all the responsibilities everyone should get there own da** stuff done

But nobody is listening as soon i say i can't do this its like what do you have to do you cant be thst stressed etc. Like what the people are just so ugh..

And as soon as i cant do something there like how hard can it be bla bla bla im a quite person i would rather sit at home read and olay video games nkt be social with all this people sometimes i just listen i dont always have to talk now my gf's mother told me how respectsless that is made a giant scene and ny gf agreed like seriously.. Few days later everything's forgotten and now we have to help renovate

I don't know i feel helpless 😣

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First of all dear, I am sorry you're feeling so helpless 😣 And never apologize for needing to vent or reach out to people ♥️

Secondly, when I say I felt this on so many levels. Like holy- I moved to Texas a few years ago because my gf at the time was from here. I also left behind all of my friends and basically my entire support system (until I moved my Mom and brother down here), and only had her friends and family to talk to or hang out with. I am also a quiet, nerdy introvert, who also happens to have no filter. All things that are severely frowned upon and misunderstood here. I spent years putting in an effort and trying to be this version of myself that was acceptable. I was called rude or disrespectful if I didn't keep up with conversation or act a certain way socially (I also have really bad social anxiety, so yay) After awhile tho, all it did was make me lose myself. I forgot who I even was. I felt depressed and misunderstood everywhere I went. And my ex also always sided with her friends and family. There were days here where I felt (feel) completely alone. It hurts, I know it does, dear. And I'm so sorry you're being put through all of that. You have every right to be the shining light that you are, and not be judged for it. Best advice I can give you is maybe talk to your gf about it (if you haven't already - and if you have, maybe try again) and hopefully she will be receptive to how this is all making you feel. You have every right to not want children, to need time for yourself, to not want to engage in every social activity that happens in your gfs life, and just to be yourself. It's OKAY to just be you. That should be enough. Always. I wish I had better advice to give you, and I truly hope that everything gets better for you. I do feel as though maybe taking a stand on how it's making you feel might be needed at some point, tho. Just remember, dear.. you are amazing.. you are incredible.. you are enough, just the way you are. Don't allow anyone to make you feel like being introverted or a quiet person is a bad or disrespectful thing. I allowed that to happen in my life for way too long, and now here I am... Single, alone, and trying my hardest to find myself again. Be kind to yourself, and know that we are always here for you ♥️ - Mod Runa

[wlw-lovestruck-fiction]

Anybody read Lioras route? Saw some posts in between but i always want to start here route but then i just start somebody else i don't know why but she's been on my want to read list

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Oooo Liora's route is sooo fucking good! She's so incredibly sexy, but also really soft and warm. (Not to mention, her thighs are like.. damnnnn 🤤🤤🤤) Would highly recommend! 100/10! - Mod Runa

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Did everbody see that zhora and yvette are coming back? 👀 I totally have to catch up the last few episodes of zhora till Sunday

Ohh.. yesssss... I have to admit, I am very, very behind on Zhora's route, but I AM SO FUCKING HAPPY TO BE GETTING SOME MUCH NEEDED YVETTE CONTENT! AAAHHHH 😍😍😍😍😍 - Mod Runa

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Okay im venting got nothing to do with lovestruck but seriously storytime.. So im at home today my girlfriend and me doing laundry together suddenly the doorbell rings some girl shows up shows an envolp in my hand and says hi that's for you two and leavs.. Im like the fu..? Turns out that's my girlfriends ex who invited us to here weeding but turns out that ex had the nasty habbit to kiss my girlfriend when she is drunk.. I mean that was befor we were dating but seems that girl got no morals.. And now im aksijg myself is it okay to punch a bride on here weeding day when she tries something.? I mean i wouldn't cause violence not my thing but i mean i can think about it right? 😂 So would that be okay?

Well.. one would hope that if this ex of hers, is at a point in her life where she's ready to marry someone, that getting drunk and making out with your girlfriend, would be the last thing on her mind 🤔 But no - there are no rules about punching a bride on her wedding day, if she truly deserves it 😅 (altho, I think her partner would probably be just as disgruntled as you, in that situation 😉 ) - Mod Runa

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For the label topic just asling i Really dont want to offend anybody so if i do im sorry but what about pansexual? I mean that "labels" people who fall in love or like somebody for there character not gender or is that not actually anymore? 🙈

Yes, it does mean that, but thing is, it includes attraction to people regardless of gender - so that means, when you’re not into one specific gender, like, for example, not into men, you ain’t pan. - Mod JD

[wlw-lovestruck-fiction]

Afternoon just a little question are there any request for nahara? :)

Hey darling! We don't have any Nahara requests yet 😊 - Mod Runa

[wlw-lovestruck-fiction]

Afternoon just asking when ever i click on your masterlist and want to click om Emeril from sweet enchantments i come back to the feomt page? Is that a bug? Happens all the time with her tried on different times and even restartet my cellphone.

Hmmm.. it does seem to be doing that 🤔 I have no clue as to why, though 🤔 Thank you for bringing this to our attention, Anon! Hopefully it's an easy fix! - Mod Runa