#ramblesss

[satoruoo]

IT'S MY BOYFRIENDS BIRTHDAY GUYS EVERYONE SAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY NOW.

[thecookieshop]

Anyone else remember this au or did I hallucinate it

[butteryheart]

Why can't I wake up in a foreign bed with a pretty, perfect worshipper kneeling in front of me?

[beautyisinkonpaper]

i love and hate how toxic sauron and galadriel are

on one hand: i want wholesome only in fiction real life is bad enough no angsty only happy

on the other: they manipulated each other? the crux of their relationship is "i used you as i pawn in my ambition" vs "i became obsessed with claiming you to prove my power and destroy your goodness and nobility"

like HELLO and yet at the same time they change each other for the better/worse: like sauron actually participates in SAVING people, which if he wanted to simply kill the orcs to "heal" the world that's fine but he fucking saves Elendil (the IRONY) which is like something he never would have done previously cause he's an eternal spirit being that existed before morals were created and he has no qualms about right and wrong (shown by how many orcs were implied to have been sacrificed in sauron's quest for dark power)

and i can't remember but i think halbrand subltly encourages galadriel to be like not a good person? like she's full on genocidal she wants all the orcs dead just because they're orcs (galadriel racist arc???) and halbrand by saying he wanted to stay in numenor baited her into convincing him to come? i fully believe sauron was intentionally "wanting to settle down" knowing galadriel would take it as a challenge

[cotton-candy-918]

Happy October 1st guys!!! We love October so,, we'll be trying to get some spooky art out maybe!!! I'll definitely be drawing myself, maybe in some costumes or something something >:3

[thecluelessdoctor]

Alr ik this is random and I should be asleep but like can we talk about Ganondorf like

Never thought

I would end up

Low-key

Simping

For a what? 10,000 year old person? That is literally the embodiment of evil?

Fuck me and the shit I'm into

[captainviperfish]

I’m gonna delete all my art posts if d/ngan accounts keep following me.

Please stop following me. I’m not active on this blog anymore and I don’t post, nor affiliate with that fandom anymore. All art posted on this blog is over a year old. Liking it is one thing (although I’m not sure how people are finding it and I honestly wish they’d stop with that as well, but of course I have no control over it.), but following me is completely useless, and I’m trying really hard to dissociate from ever being apart of that god awful fandom.

[oscill4te]

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I look too much into movies and bad at interpretting things soooooooo forgive me if im yknow. Way off the mark

but that scene where scarlett and red were fighting and he tries to get her drunk and i think its even implied he sa'd her... bc she was pregnant after that scene where he forcefully carried her up to her room and he said "i wanted to hurt you the way you hurt me". That scene before she fell down the stairs yknow. Thats the vibe i got. I already hated him but thats where my brain went "Okay. I keep teetering back and forth but now I fucking hate this guy."

He constantly others Scarlet by saying "you're not like (insert stereotype of how women should be here) and demeans her character, saying she is "just like him". And when their child Bonnie died, he wouldn't even let Scarlet come in to grieve for her daughter. Hes always violent and throwing things in the movie. Hes controlling as hell.

Im supposed to sympathize with a man like that? Maybe its bc his behavior reminded me so much of a person who hurt me and that made me criticize too harshly but idk. I asked my aunt abt it and she didnt really see my take, but listened anyways. She thinks he was meant to be a sympathetic rogue character yknow

Im all about shitty characters and I understand its possible to like flawed characters but I dont understand how people can sympathize and see Red as "humorous" character "Who is good deep down and truly loves Scarlett" after all he did imo. Idk. I really hate him. He was posessive and obsessive. Thats not love. Don't get me wrong, I am a sucker for toxic and abusive relationships in fiction but to imply hes "the one" for scarlett? Idk.... she deserves better

Anywayzzz. The bond between scarlet and melanie.... deeper and truer than anything red coulda offered Scarlett.. js......... i loved every scene with Melanie and scarlet. I love how at first she resented Melanie and later came to see how true of a friend she was.

Writing all this bc my memory sucks and i know im gonna forget a lot within a few days but yeah... i love scarlet maybe its bc i dont watch many movies and dont see many strong headed female protagonists (partially due to the fact that!! I never expand my bubble and watch movies or read books) but yeah idc i love her a lot as a character. Shes brusque and a bit impish, manipulative at times but I love her for her free spirit. and the outfits she wore were so pretty

I have an OC named Scarlet who is vry fem and i wanna draw her in some of the dresses scarlett from the movie wore

well. I still liked it bc scarlet as a character (and many others), the cinematography, the beautiful outfits n scenery and will throw my modern, irrelevant, maybe not well-informed or messy opinion at it.

And yeah i know this movie is from the 1940s and of course has its many flaws such as racist depictions of black characters (considering the time... yeah.), sympathizing w the confederates, showing the plantation owners as treating slaves "kindly" and "as family". (you and I very well know... that just was not the truth) & ofc the manyy issues I said about Red Butler.....

I should watch more movies and take adderal bc wow. Adderal helped me focus deeply and made me realize movies aren't boring at all, not even the old ones! its just my attention span lol... maybe I wanna do more than just watch cartoons... maybe its time to explore more films from all time periods and all around the world

[foxys-fantasy-tales]

Just had to explain knotting in one of my friend discord servers because someone didn't know what it was.

Here I was going off in the 18+ horny chat channel about a werewolf fic thing and had no clue I'd be hit with someone saying. "What is knotting?" I feel like I'm ruining innocence lmao.

[satoruoo]

GUYS WHAT IS GOJO RACIST??? ISA THIS REAL IM CREUINF RN UR JOKING HES NOT RACIST PLS

[thecookieshop]

there was also this fanart from the homestuck fic which shall not be named but like if you know you know

[butteryheart]

I need gentle manhandling to be a thing cause I kinda crave it

[roteitbad]

gonna be rewritting the sagau fic cus i made that out of my ass

[saenora]

MY TINY JELLY JAM

[queen-scribbles]

I love getting these "someone found one specific ship I write" kudos emails anyway, but the timing for this one is, shall we say, apropos. :3

[subkitter]

i love them so much. look at their pretty phace. look at them. oh my god. they're amazing in every way. they could rip out my remaining eye and i'd apologize. i love them so phucking much.