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haunted-mlm · 8 months

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so called 'free thinker' Jay haunted-mlm remembering the twelfth night retelling play hosted at a college about two at ''war'' holiday hotels and I think I saw it in highschool? possibly late primary school? and the count orsino was the most prettiest boy ever with white floppy hair and the most puppy-dog attitude ever. I think about him a lot.

#I wonder how he's doing now that I'm in college tbh #he was really goofy as orsino and smiled a lot.#I think this was like my first realised crush on someone way older than me tbh.#because GOD i remember walking out of that theatre room blushing and avoiding eye contact as it was a small play #and they were saying bye to all the kids out of the door but I could NOT face him-#i wanted to be Viola SO bad in some scenes-.#everyone was booing him and stuff in the play (yknow- Orsino kinda bad? ig??? not really?? idk man but they made us boo him-)#made me feel really sad and i just didn't even when the teachers nudged me. because why did i want to boo the pretty man??#the retelling was wild though they had beachballs ; fake sand and everything.#The whole thing was like- the brother missed the flight so the sister had to keep his room until he got there i think #but GODDD he was so pretty and thinking about him still gets me warm in the face right now. he was so outgoing and goofy #even if it was a character #he was kinda like that saying bye too and ough #goddd he was so s #rauugughgh #thinking about him. A LOT even though I only knew the character he played.#Ngl seeing any Orsino adaptation makes me think of him. and i get all fuzzy inside.

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