#really wanna write smth like that rn

[lashysdomain]

Stray Dogs Prayer

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Archive Warning: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Relationship: NiriolXReader

Characters: Niriol, wingedStitching, Reader

Additional Tags: Werewolf, Cosplay, Grubtuber, Height Difference, Transformed Niriol, Power of Love, Transformation, Fluff, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Niriol is a pathetic wet dog and you can't change my mind, Moirail vibes,Maybe like a hint of red, But it's meant to be be a pale fic :p

Summary: Y/N, best friend of popular cosplay Grubtuber wingedStitching, was watching one of Niriol's streams when her wolf transformation happened. Being a good friend, they rush over to help.

Feet slamming into the pavement beneath them you finally find yourself at Niriol's door, sifting through all the keys on your ring to find the one that will let you in. Bursting through the door the high pitched almost chirping bark of a painted wolf meets your ears, quickly rushing to find your friend pathetically flopped over onto her dog side with ears and tail pathetically drooped onto the floor.

"I came over as fast as I could Riri... Come on, get up, lets get you changed back."

Your words are met with a whining chirp, pawed legs stretching before her nails click on the hardwood floor of her studio. Offering your arms she walks over, flopping over against you with her full weight. It's easy after so many times to scoop her up in your arms and off into her room.

The walls are adorned with various awards and prizes Niri has won over the sweeps litter the walls only slightly broken up by cosplay accessories. Sitting down on the pale violet blanket of her bed you cradle the mid-sized dog woman in your arms, pressing a gentle kiss to her forehead.

Almost like a movie paws slowly shift into arms wrapping around your neck, soft fur returning to clothing and spotted skin. Your grip has to tighten around her waist to keep from dropping her, the pair of you shifting into a more comfortable position with her leaning into your shoulder.

"You don't have to keep rescuing me like this Y/N.... I know I'm nothing but trouble..."

"What else am I meant to do? Let you wait the transformation out all pathetic and depressed on your floor?"

Niriol lets out a heavy sigh against your neck before stretching her back and legs, moving to leave your lap.

When your arms tighten, not allowing her leave her gaze turns up to you, her big puppy like eyes looking to you in confusion.

"What's wrong, Y/N?"

"Just... Stay here... I know you well enough that you're not happy about this happening on stream again...."

It takes a moment but she relents, arms sliding back around your neck to hold herself chest to chest with you. It's not surprising when tears hit your skin, your arm reaching up to rub Riri's back when she starts sobbing against your shoulder.

"Shhh," you coo to her, "I'm here, it's alright. It's nothing to worry about, I'll protect you." Her frame is so small in your arms, the violets lithe limbs almost feeling unwieldy as you shift her to straddle your lap. She's too short to reach your shoulder in this position, but it's far easier for you to envelop her in your arms.

Your face rests atop her head, breathing in the scent of your best friend your mind swirls with her scent. She always smells faintly of lavender and vanilla from the moisturizer she uses, but tonight it's slightly different, something spiced and fiery meeting your senses as her crying begins to quiet down.

"All done now?" You ask, pulling back from her and lifting her face with a finger to look at you. She nods in response, hand sliding down your arm to hold it.

"Thank you... For caring so much for me. You're the only one who does, I owe you a lot...."

"What about Orellia and Alicia?"

"They're friends... You're... Something more than that. You're my best friend Y/N, I couldn't live without you in my life."

Quickly averting your gaze from her the heat now in your cheeks burns, a faint laugh coming from Riri. Turning your head away doesn't hide a blush anyhow.

"Don't hide, silly.... I'm only saying things that are true. You've known me forever... Don't ever leave me, okay?"

You give her a nod, face still burning when you feel her hands touch your cheeks. Pulling you to her your foreheads meet; with how close you are now her long lashes feather over your cheeks when her eyes close.

"Please, Y/N, don't you ever leave my side...."

[idesireelysian]

discovering their gun kink

how i think you would discover tokrev men’s gun kinks

characters: sanzu, naoto, mikey

wordcount: 0.6k

cw/tw: gn!reader, guns, gun kink, pet names (once; baby), slight talk of kink, suggestive but not nsfw, you can interpret this as a romantic relationship qpr fwbs etc tried to keep it ambigous but what’s established is that you’re fucking

☆—`sanzu

he’s known about his gun kink for a while now

has even lived out the fantasy with someone before you two started fucking

so he’s wanted to tell you for a while

he’s not insecure or embarassed about it at all but communication is kind of hard for him, which is why he thought he could maybe just hint at it. which didn’t work at all

one day, the two of you are on a party hosted by the haitani brothers

somehow, you end up playing truth or dare, and sanzu gets asked what one of his biggest kinks is

he admits that he has a gun kink

later, when you’re in private, you tell him that you’re surprised but certainly open to try it out sometime

he grabs your face and hungrily kisses you right then & there.

☆—`naoto

he hasn’t discovered his gun kink yet.

as a detective, he has his own gun. he decides to show it to you one day because you seemed interested

he lets you hold it and all that, but he unloaded it beforehand for safety

so you jokingly point it at him, slowly drawing closer

naoto doesn’t react at all, which is why you decide to only stop walking right in front of him. you lay a hand on his nape and hold the gun to his temple

so close to him, you can see a blush spread from his cheeks all the way up to his ears

he stays still, no signs of moving away. ,,y/n, can you put the gun down, please?’’, he asks, voice raspy

you do as you’re told, lowering your hand with the gun. ,,why’s that, though? i can see that you’re enjoying it, you know...’’

,,i just- i didn’t expect to get turned on by being held at gunpoint’’, he admits, not looking into your eyes

,,oh? if you want to, we can explore your newly discovered kink’’, you offer and smile

his blush gets even darker, and he nods. ,,please put it back on my temple’’, he asks shyly

,,of course, baby.’’ you shove him against the nearest wall and comply.

☆—`mikey

i feel like he straight up tells you tbh

you’re coming home after work, and see him standing in the kitchen, reaching for his beloved taiyaki

obviously, you decide to sneak up on him and hug him from behind. it earns you a surprised yelp

,,y/n! now you made me drop my food..’’, he complains, but doesn’t make any attempts to leave your grasp and pick it up again

,,yeah, yeah, love you too.’’ you roll your eyes, though can’t help to smile

mikey leans back into your touch, tilting his head back to look at your face

you gently kiss his forehead

,,more..?’’, he asks, and grins

you like kissing him anyway, so you comply, spinning him around to face you first

he immediately leans in to kiss your lips, trying not to smile too much to ruin it

after a few kisses, it starts to get more and more heated, and mikey’s clinging to your body, trying to find naked skin

you shove him against the counter, taiyaki long forgotten

,,y/n? could we.. try something a little more extreme today, maybe?’’, he asks against your lips

,,like what, exactly?’’

,,well, you know. i have a sort of gun kink..’’, he admits, looking right into your eyes. he isn’t ashamed of it

,,hm... sure, if you’d like that!’’ you smile, and cup his cheeks, pulling him into another passionate kiss.

[archorcist]

thinking about adam's heaven takeover verse ...

[miiukkaa]

Are you an official animator or something? You animate and draw so precisely that I think what you do is official art!

ohhh, thank you, i'm just a humble fan :)

rottmnt simply filled me with ridiculous amounts of inspiration and motivation to better my skills!! i've studied the show and digged around for behind-the-scenes content and aughhh i wanna learn everything there is to learn and soak it all up like a sponge

[collectivecloseness]

Ok I’ve been working on some fics/blurbs rn, but Spotify wrapped day is here and I am LIVING for it. So if you send me a number between 1-100 and either a fandom (ST/Spree) or a character I’ll write a blurb about them x reader with whatever number it corresponds to hahaha

[byanyan]

ㅤseated alone at a table with a cup of coffee that has yet to be touched, byan's gaze is unfocused, staring off into the distance without really seeing anything. they look rather unlike themeself today — their face is bare, their hair down, and they're lacking in their usual excess of accessories. it's hard, keeping up appearances when you simply haven't got the energy. even their clothes are more simplistic than usual: a large and comfortable hoodie — bright pink, as most everything they own is — and the first pair of pants they'd lain eyes on this morning.

in truth, they're almost surprised that they even managed to will themself out of bed this morning. —glad for it, of course, because they'd hate to feel more pathetic and powerless than they already do, but surprised nonetheless. the weight of the world, of everything, has been crushing as of late, and really... the only reason they've managed to overcome it today is so they can get their hands on something to help numb themself to it all. (they've run out. used everything in excess and spent the last handful of nights too drunk or high to do anything, least of all think.)

it's almost their birthday. the thought earns a wry quirk at the corner of their mouth and a humourless breath is pushed through their nose. maybe that's why they want to stay so perpetually fucked up. the anniversary of the day they were brought into a world that never wanted them. a day full of reminders of past disappointments and how much nothing they're worth. joy.

expression souring, a hand swipes for the backpack which rests at their feet and begins a hurried search for their last remaining joint. gotta turn the brain off again. gotta dull the throbbing ache that's buried somewhere deep inside their chest. gotta do something since they can't just rip it all out.

maybe it's not the smartest thing, to light up in such a public space, but that certainly doesn't stop them from raising a lighter to the end of the joint once they find it. at least it's only something as mild as weed this time, right?

[meat-pvppet]

im gonna fucking explode dude how do you write compelling monster species bullshit

[selfspinninglies]

should I post my wips more often . idk

[maaarshieee]

hellooo im very conflicted rn so if you wanna listen to me ramble about my life then uhh read the tags LOL this is a 1 time thing dw sorry for the new followers <3

[moogghost]

hi so. remember the aa and pmtok au doodle i did a while ago. okay yeah this au is the main thing in my mind atm. help

this time ft. holt and gay bitch jp too. robin is also in this au i just 1) forgot about celes oops </3 and 2) i have stuff figured out for celes i just. need to get around to it,,

[madeimpact]

Kinda tempted to drop all my threads and start over

[b0mblover]

Hate, in Every Sense of the Word.

By: J

major tws for; suicide mention, domestic abuse, abuse, sexual assult mention, murder mention, (really just alot of violence tbh) self harm mention

uh, sorry? that theres so many tws, ig also minor tw for mention of sex too.

uh haha i uh, can you tell what happened tonight? it wasnt even the worst one, just, im tired of it.

talk abt living out of spite bc mannnn, thats all i been going off of for a good while now!

i uh, i really wanna make a certain food bc um. (LOOK I WANNA MAKW A LESS OILY FUCKER OKAY) but my father is awake meaning my mother will be too soon but im scared to even go out of my room bc theyre prob gonna fighttt.

hhhrbd okok ill shut up for now, go ahead and read the angry jirou bullshit ig 😭

(oh yea, if it wasn’t obvious. im talking about my mother in this.)

——————————

yknow,

you havent been a great person

or a good one even.

yet you still question as to why i dont love you

or like you,

maybe you have an idea of how much i hate you.

maybe not

i dont really care about your feelings.

at all.

not now.

i put up with this for fucking 14 years.

my entire fucking life.

ive put up with your shit.

but now?

now im done.

you have no idea how badly you fucked up.

when he said that “im sorry im a fuck up” 

yknow.

he mightve not been right for what he did.

but,

it was just a mistake.

it was a goddamn mistake.

you have any idea how many times ive uttered those words too?

how many times ive repeated them?

how many times i fucking meant it?

just because you “had it bad” doesnt mean shit to me.

you have no goddamn right to treat others the same way.

dont give me that “i dont know how else to act!”

bullshit.

bullshit you dont.

you treated your damn boyfriend just fine!

you had a goddamn kid

you had two goddamn children.

with this man that you fucking DESPISE.

you knew it back then too.

you told me you did.

you fucking told me.

almost nothing can compare to the anger i feel to you right now.

nothing.

you have no right to act like that.

no.

you have no goddamn right to hit another fucking living being.

for such a simple mistake.

i dont care if he talked about it since friday.

i dont give a fuck if he talked about it for months.

you.

you as a goddamn human.

have no right.

none.

in the slighest.

to hit another living being.

for talking about something in your eyes “too much”

or making a mistake.

youre a hypocrite.

need i remind you?

you said that after you broke up with the man you were having an affair with.

that youd be a better person.

stop the fights.

stop the beatings.

stop all of it.

and everything would be okay!

.

i didn’t believe you for a goddamn millisecond.

youre a liar.

just how you said i was.

you didnt quit.

you didnt stop.

hell two months after you hit him again!

you threatened to kill him and yourself!

cmon.

dont you get it yet?

i fucking despise you.

maybe to a degree i feel shocked.

but.

i really dont think thats it.

youre the root of my problems.

every single last fucking one.

——————

need i remind you as how i had to learn to cook, because you were too busy with your damn boyfriend to help me?

.

need i remind you how when i tried to show you that i was fucking cutting myself when i was 9 you only talked about how it looked ugly?

.

need i remind you about how many times you said that you didnt care if i hurt myself as long as no one can see it?

.

need i remind you about how you ignored the rope burn on my neck god knows how many times?

.

need i remind you how you denied fucking multiple peoples sexual assault because “it couldntve been like that”?

.

need i remind you of how many times i almost had to be hospitalized because of your neglect?

.

need i remind you of how many nights i spent alone, in the cold, in the dead of winter, just because you wanted to fuck your boyfriend?

.

need i remind you of what you yelled at me so many times?

.

need i remind you of what i seen?

.

need i remind you of how many times you blamed your abusive behaviors on medication?

.

need i fucking remind you of my entire purpose?

.

i dont care about your feelings anymore.

i gave up years ago.

but now.

i dont feel just numb for you.

i hate you.

in every sense of the word.

.

i dont care of what you or anyone else thinks of me.

.

i dont care about what you think of my appearance.

.

i dont care if you think im too thin or fat or whatever word youll use next.

.

i dont care about what you think because you’ll hate me no matter what.

.

you thought id stop being xxxx when you broke up with him.

you yelled at me.

no.

you fucking screamed at me for weeks.

im tired of even putting in the slighest effort of acting as if i fucking care.

i dont give a fuck about you.

and yknow?

if.

no.

if it would work.

if it was possible.

id fucking kill you.

id stab you.

right here.

right now.

to end my suffering.

to end his suffering.

all of it.

id end it all.

i dont care if its wrong.

because i know no one else knows about whats going on.

yknow.

only one person around here knows what youve done to him and me.

and i havent even met her in person.

yknow.

the people i used to be close with from school.

only just learned you had an affair.

i know that.

the police are do-less.

since you know them.

and hes a man.

not a woman.

it wouldnt be taken seriously.

that he should just fight back.

yknow.

youve ruined what life he has left.

his parents beat him.

his ex wife beat him, and cheated on him.

and here.

youve done the exact same thing.

yknow.

he’ll never get to see how love truely is.

because of you.

because of what youve done.

i cant say i really like him either.

but.

that doesnt give you the right to ruin his life.

.

yknow whats worse?

how i know the only reason that so far youve never dared to lay a finger on me.

is because ive proved that i won’t hesitate to beat the fuck out of you right back.

i know i joke about that night.

but.

really.

hitting you for doing that was the best decision i couldve made.

its kept me safer than i wouldve been for years. 

and even now.

if you were to as so much to touch me.

while in a fight.

id do it all over again.

you maybe 100 pounds heavier than me.

but you dont know how to fight against someone who wont just sit there and take it.

i wont forgive you for what youve done.

even if he will.

.

i want nothing to do with you.

get out of my life for good.

[zincbot]

i can't focus on any of the stuff i'm trying to do I NEED TO DO SMTH ACTIVE GRRRR

[pinkpuffballdude]

LIKE as yet unnamed voice/friend is just.... he's a fragment of a god, who used to be a shepherd god, one who protected and loved humanity, but over the millenia of watching them kill and fight and harm one another, of watching them disobey him and get hurt over and over and over, leaned more towards the controlling aspect of a shepherd, the manipulation, the lies. and then, a small piece of this god, who's more shepherd than liar, is banished to the real world, to the dark world, to live within an amulet all alone, to truly interact with his precious humanity

and Jackie is here, scrambling for any sense of control over her life that she threw it all away, has become so detached from her fellow man that she can't even muster up the energy to mourn when they die. she'll cut the nose to spite the face, hand in unlovable hand, just so no one else has a chance to

parallels.......

sent as discord messages, I just love them sm

[zwei-rhunen]

-crawling thru the Thanalan deserts like a parched creature -

I've finally done it.. I've finished Hildibrand 2.0 (and leveled MCH to 50) ....

Now I can work on the rest of Heavensward (and try out BLU) 😋

[straykits]

my inactivity here is making me. like. very 😃👍 but in an insane kind of way