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"Old World" Channelings: The Trio - Integrating Your Self

Hello lovelies! 646. This is continued from the same channeling session as yesterday's post. I love looking back at these channelings cuz I can see even more clearly the delicious unfolding. Like here they talk about me getting comfortable with the channeling as me integrating myself, and while I did understand it at the time, now I am fully living that; in other words, as I've been saying, I no longer experience The Trio or Demo as beings outside of me and I don't need to "channel" them, I AM them! So it is just amazing to read this and feel where I am in that time-space reality and contrast it with where I am in this time-space reality. I've taken so many wonderful journeys. Which sparks even more excitement and eagerness for what is to come! Feelings that I get to enjoy right here and Now. Ahhhhh, yes, I love the Now. OK, enough rambling, enjoy dear ones...

Zahra: Thank you. Let's keep this moving...well, I was going to try and explain but then I have a question, why  is it that connecting to you, to my Self in this way, seems to exhaust me, not physically, but like I feel awash with such a good feeling and such an awe at the sheer intensity of the experience and the wisdom of what you offer me (what I offer myself), and I start getting a little antsy and kind of feel inclined to retreat even though, like I said, it feels so good and I would think and in fact seem to also “want” in a sense, whatever that word means, to stay in this zone forevermore.

Trio: You describe it well. You are attuning to our energy and you are in doing so integrating you with you. This is indeed a profound experience and it contrasts strongly with what you are living on a day to day basis. You are feeling this tension. You are feeling this tension and you are feeling uncomfortable because to stay with this, to stay with us in this way, is to stay with your Self, and you are still working through a deep distrust of your Self and a deep dislike for your Self. We know you have followed our signs and introduced yourself to Gangaji and we know you know what we mean. This is a great opportunity for you to not run away from your Self. Your Self is where it all is. All of it. The pain and the joy, the stupidity and the wisdom. If you will embrace this you will not need to run away. You will not need to fear. For when you stop pulling apart the polarity, when you stop trying to tear your Self in half, separate the good from bad, the welcome from the unwelcome, the polarity, the duality disappears altogether. What is left is what was always there, the power source, the creative source, your infinite isness, Pure Love.

We do encourage you to take breaks, but it will take some disciple to regularly come back to this. We would very much like you to be speaking with us this way on a daily basis. We will not be upset if you don't but there is great benefit waiting for you to experience. Just a little disciple. You did good work last night setting your intention for this to happen this morning. You are knowing the power of setting intentions, they cannot fail you now. Use them liberally and feel their power.

Just breathe, move your body and come back...

(I step away for a breather) 

Trio: Welcome back.

  Zahra: Thank you. I'm willing to admit that I don't like myself. I think of myself as selfish and insufficient and at the same a small hurting victim.

  Trio: Pull yourself out...Wake...wake up...See that didn't last long did it?

  Zahra: No, it passed quickly.

  There is nothing so horrible it cannot be held by love. It is love. Love contains all. Let's continue shall we?

To be continued...

ALL MY LOVE