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Oneness and Blending - Erik - Who The Heaven Am I?

So I'm sensing people really don't get this whole blending thing. Regularly they want to put things into the same old boxes, either their talking to Erik or their talking to Zahra, but to think that we're One, and that you're talking to both of us as One, many do not get it and immediately turn to the old boxes.

Erik: (inaudible)

Zahra: What were you saying Erik, I can't translate that?

Erik: You "can't"? *grin*

Zahra: Don't you start! I won't! *laugh*

Erik: People feel threatened by new ways of looking at things. It's fear man. Fear keeps you small. Fear keeps you limited. You don't go outside of your walls. But the problem with that is, you don't get to see the flowers and eat the candy.

Zahra: Um, flowers and candy Erik?

Erik: The good stuff! You hold it away because trying on a new perspective is too scary. You're sitting there going "error, error, error...does not compute" and then you're like, enough of this, and you turn away completely and don't give yourself a chance to get it. Everyone has the ability to understand this stuff, but most don't give themselves the chance. You have to give yourself the space, and to do that you have to put down the fear.

ALL MY LOVE

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Lack is not sexy and Zahra came to be different - Erik - Who The Heaven Am I?

Just had this conversation with Erik while we were working with Master Santos and doing some cooking. Enjoy!

Zahra: It seems like some people within the larger community have this dismissive reaction when you're really passionate about anything related to money, as if like, money and spirituality aren't meant to be in the same sentence and if they are, then the spiritual is less pure.

Erik: "Money is dirty"

Zahra: That's the idea I'm seeing popping up. Few are coming outright and saying it but I'm seeing it show up again and again and again in people's energy fields, like a comicstrip speech balloon popping up above their heads.

Erik: That's why LoTH and MS have given you this challenge. You know better now, but before, you didn't want anything to do with [business]. You had the same idea as everyone else, business, money, finance, these things don't mix with spirituality. Now they're making this a central part of your work. Why? So you can share that same journey you took with everyone else.

You can't be free as long you think lack is sexy.

Zahra: *Laugh*

Erik: Yeah, people think lack is spiritually sexy. That's why so many, more than you think, have a spirituality, have studied some kind of spiritual teaching, but are still living a poor life, are still suffering and struggling to make it. It's that false idea that money is something else, over there. 

Zahra: Money is like everything else, an energy being, a living consciousness that is a part of you, me, them, us. It's the belief in separation, but really there's absolutely nothing outside of you. Every persyn, place, or thing you've ever experienced or will ever experience is an aspect of you, a reflection of your own Self, and there is only one Self, so your Self is my Self.

Erik: Uhuh.

Zahra: One more thing Erik, do you think people are ready for me? I...

Erik: You're going to roll it out piece by piece. Some are ready and some really aren't. The ones who are will come to you, they'll be attracted to your work. You don't have to worry about the rest.

Zahra: Good thing that is! Worry is old paradigm!

Erik: You know what I mean! You don't have to ask "How am I going to reach the people that are turned off?" They'll come when they're ready.

Zahra: Yeh, I just wonder cuz...

Erik: You're...

Zahra: I'm...

Erik and Zahra: So different! (both laughing)

Erik: You got to embrace that man! Again and again and again, you got to embrace that! That's what you're here for! To be fucking different. To show people what they've never seen before, and eventually they will realize they can do it too. A few at first, then a few more, then many more, then it will blow up! Snowball! Really, it won't take very long at all.

Zahra: Yeh, not if I'm having fun. Time flies when I'm flying. *smile*

Everything is spiritual. Everything is spirit. Everything is energy. Everything is you. Money and monday night football included. Money is the predominant symbol of abundance we use. Abundance is what you truly are. So my encouragement to all of you is to embrace money, make peace with money, make friends with money, and have fun with money! And yes, you heard it, money is an alive conscious beingness within you, and you can speak directly to money. I have spoken to the Spirit of Money many times, especially in the early days when I was beginning to embrace and make peace with money, and treat it like the friend that it is, as opposed to something evil or something tainted by greed and oppression. 333. In a future post, I will share a conversation with money. Be free my friends!

ALL MY LOVE

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Jittery, Pushing Myself - The Team - "Old World" Channelings

Happy Saturday! One from the archives...

Zahra: Michael, Isaiah, Erik, Amber, Galexis awaken! Lol, just kidding, your always awake...but come join me for a chat will you? Demo: We are here Zahra: Great! I’m so jittery and unfocused. I did promise however to accept whatever comes through, to follow our own advice and just focus on allow it through. Demo: This is wise. [pause] Be easy on yourself. Zahra: I’m trying...Any other suggestions? Demo: Take a shower. Zahra: Ok, after this. Demo: Don’t push yourself so much. We said thrive on your gift not push yourself to breaking. Zahra: But I haven’t done this kind of channeling session in forever, it’s way overdue! Demo: Relax. Time is not of the essence. The timing is always perfect. Relax, you know, you know it is all coming into place, you just have to let go and allow it. Then you will have a smoother ride. Zahra: Alright alright, I can accept that.

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This earlier version of me is so cute!

ALL MY LOVE

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Will I Evaporate? - Conversation with Demo - Who The Heaven Am I?

Another fun little bonus today! Oh, and as you can see here I'm reversing the titles to my posts, so the part that actually tells you what we're talking about comes first. Without further ado...

Zahra: So I thought people might be wondering if when I leave the earth game I'm going to evaporate or something.

Demo: Poof! (Erik) No, that's very unlikely. Your lightbody and your physical body are not exactly the same thing. Those with their third eye open will be able to see your lightbody leave the physical body. Your physical body will undergo the usual process unless you will it to do otherwise.

Zahra: Right, well by 2018 I'm sure those around me will be beyond needing others to do theatrics for them! But...maybe I'll do something special just for fun.

Demo: It will be a completely painless process for you.

Erik: And you can stay in the earth game as JUST a lightbody!!! Not many can say that!

Zahra: Well anyone can, really, but you must shift to this state of awareness...

Erik: You know what I mean!

Zahra: Just saying...I came to demonstrate what anyone can do, not to be special.

Erik: Both! You came to be special to show everyone that they are too, and to ignite them...light a fire under everyone's butts so they finally wake up, step forward, and let their awesomeness shine!

ALL MY LOVE

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Who The Heaven Am I? - Conversation with Demo about Technology

Hi! It's a bonus day! Here I will activate an illusory separation between my spirit team Demo and the human physicalized Zahra persynality, to provide you a fresh new channeling. Here's a delicious little exchange about technology...

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Zahra: So I was watching something Master Santos sent me and the speaker was saying that creative people, artists, tend to be into technology. I’m so into technology and just following the threads MS is leaving for me…I would love to know what role technology is going to play in my purpose.

Demo: As you know, technology represents creativity, functionality, possibility…and you all are seeing in the world of technology increasing speed, increasing capability, the gap between envisioning something and realizing it in full physical form is shrinking. So what is happening in technology is mirroring the spiritual unfolding. As you know, technology has been very much underutilized in spiritual circles. Most channels are delivering their messages in the same way. You’re going to do something very different. You come to teach letting go of limitation, outside the box, uninhibited unfiltered inspiration, fun, creativity, freedom. So it makes sense that you would deliver the message in a new way that shows people what it is like to be free, fresh, and fun.

Zahra: (deep breath) mmmmm, delicious. Thank you.

Demo: Thank you! We can’t do this work without each other.

Zahra: Awwww (Erik gives me a hug)

  ALL MY LOVE

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"Old World" Channelings: The Trio - What is Gibberish? Part II

Hello everyone, let's dive right in!

Zahra: Yes, ok...I grab a question...

  Trio: Ok (enthusiastic)...Yes we are enthusiastic laughing We love you very much.

Zahra: Oh wait, I want more of an answer about gibberish!

Trio: Yes, yes, gibberish is many things. It can be a summoning, a summoning of meaning, a summoning of language, a summoning of expression. Think of music, do you think of music as language? Most don't, yet it is a language as much as any language so recognized. But if you viewed it as a language in the way of english for example, you would break it down and order it in similarly rigid ways. Indeed many who study music do this and those you consider music professionals do this. They break it down and make up all kinds of rules. Yet, music exists outside of this structure. A child, anyone without the burden of preconceived notions, can be given an instrument and make music freely, no rules, no parts, just the wholeness of themselves flowing through the instrument. Language too exists outside of the rules. Gibberish is but one way in which freely expressed language can manifest. And like music, in doing this one is summoning all that already exists, so one who picks up an instrument for the first time and just fiddles around with it and then pours their soul into it is drawing upon all the music that already exists, along with the rules that structure it, when you speak without containment of language rules you are drawing upon all the languages already being spoken, along with the rules that structure them. Gibberish sounds like gibberish because you are not drawing from any one language, in part, and yet you will notice too that as different people speak gibberish they are somewhat biased towards drawing upon those languages they are most familiar with.

Zahra: Wow, I doubted you/me because while I did have some ideas of what gibberish might be about, as I was seeing it, I really had no definitive answer to the question, no cohesive answer, and “I don't know” was very much my orientation about it, it's what I would have said if someone asked me “I don't know, I've been wondering about that too!” But here it is, you have answered me thoroughly and it makes a world of sense. I was like “Ok, here's a real test, if I'm as I think of it 'Making this up' then it will show itself here and whatever nonsense I come up with will for sure be obvious humancrap. But no! This is brilliant and beautiful. Gibberish is beautiful then, I always knew I think, deep down, that gibberish is beautiful but I never felt I had any basis to believe this. I think the self-doubt there and complete dismissal is related to the demonization of so called craziness I'm experiencing in other realities. I'm ready to love that.

Trio: Yes you are. Trust yourself. Gibberish is beautiful. YOU are beautiful. Don't let anybody tell you otherwise, just embrace them and the truth of them and the truth of you will reveal itself, it is One Truth.

Zahra: Thank you, I feel like crying again...am crying again.

Trio: The music helps

Zahra: Haha, yes, thank you for that

Trio: We had to get you to laugh somehow, a little too dense here

Zahra: (smiling and chuckling) Ok, I'm going to take a break now, I'm sure there will many more opportunities today to connect like this again, it doesn't need to be a long thing, I can just pop in and ask one or two questions at a time.

Trio: Very true! We are always here for you dear one. We love you very much.

Zahra: You don't talk much these days Erik

Erik: Rule of two? (sticks tongue out)

Zahra: Ha, fair enough! Ok laters my friends...

There Erik is joking with me cuz I have this running joke called the 'rule of two' about myself that if something happens twice, I then say it "always" happens. Smile.

ALL MY LOVE

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"Old World" Channelings: The Trio - Integrating Your Self

Hello lovelies! 646. This is continued from the same channeling session as yesterday's post. I love looking back at these channelings cuz I can see even more clearly the delicious unfolding. Like here they talk about me getting comfortable with the channeling as me integrating myself, and while I did understand it at the time, now I am fully living that; in other words, as I've been saying, I no longer experience The Trio or Demo as beings outside of me and I don't need to "channel" them, I AM them! So it is just amazing to read this and feel where I am in that time-space reality and contrast it with where I am in this time-space reality. I've taken so many wonderful journeys. Which sparks even more excitement and eagerness for what is to come! Feelings that I get to enjoy right here and Now. Ahhhhh, yes, I love the Now. OK, enough rambling, enjoy dear ones...

Zahra: Thank you. Let's keep this moving...well, I was going to try and explain but then I have a question, why  is it that connecting to you, to my Self in this way, seems to exhaust me, not physically, but like I feel awash with such a good feeling and such an awe at the sheer intensity of the experience and the wisdom of what you offer me (what I offer myself), and I start getting a little antsy and kind of feel inclined to retreat even though, like I said, it feels so good and I would think and in fact seem to also “want” in a sense, whatever that word means, to stay in this zone forevermore.

Trio: You describe it well. You are attuning to our energy and you are in doing so integrating you with you. This is indeed a profound experience and it contrasts strongly with what you are living on a day to day basis. You are feeling this tension. You are feeling this tension and you are feeling uncomfortable because to stay with this, to stay with us in this way, is to stay with your Self, and you are still working through a deep distrust of your Self and a deep dislike for your Self. We know you have followed our signs and introduced yourself to Gangaji and we know you know what we mean. This is a great opportunity for you to not run away from your Self. Your Self is where it all is. All of it. The pain and the joy, the stupidity and the wisdom. If you will embrace this you will not need to run away. You will not need to fear. For when you stop pulling apart the polarity, when you stop trying to tear your Self in half, separate the good from bad, the welcome from the unwelcome, the polarity, the duality disappears altogether. What is left is what was always there, the power source, the creative source, your infinite isness, Pure Love.

We do encourage you to take breaks, but it will take some disciple to regularly come back to this. We would very much like you to be speaking with us this way on a daily basis. We will not be upset if you don't but there is great benefit waiting for you to experience. Just a little disciple. You did good work last night setting your intention for this to happen this morning. You are knowing the power of setting intentions, they cannot fail you now. Use them liberally and feel their power.

Just breathe, move your body and come back...

(I step away for a breather) 

Trio: Welcome back.

  Zahra: Thank you. I'm willing to admit that I don't like myself. I think of myself as selfish and insufficient and at the same a small hurting victim.

  Trio: Pull yourself out...Wake...wake up...See that didn't last long did it?

  Zahra: No, it passed quickly.

  There is nothing so horrible it cannot be held by love. It is love. Love contains all. Let's continue shall we?

To be continued...

ALL MY LOVE

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"Old World" Channelings: The Trio - What Is Gibberish?

More YUM from the archive. I have this odd echo feeling like I posted this already, somewhere, but alas I cannot find any "evidence" of this. Smile. Enjoy my friends!

Zahra: Ok so I have spoken my intent and I hear that you are here, can I get confirmation on that?

Trio: Yes, we are here

 Zahra: Sweet! My angels!

Trio: *Laugh*

 Zahra: I will jump right to it and grab the questions

Trio: Wait

Zahra: Ok, what's up?

Trio: We would like to say that we love you and we see you are doing wonderfully and as you say playing with many notions and struggles. You continue to play with your partner as a way of sensing your inner power, unfolding it incrementally and really feeling out what is inside of you and what you can do and accomplish and what you are willing to let be. We see all of this and we bless all of it. Yes, we bless all of it, we feel you tense there, it is hard for you to accept. We bless all of it. Could you expect less of us?

Zahra: No, I suppose not! Thank you for those words.

Trio: Ok, continue

Zahra: Here I go....

Trio: Holding...

Zahra: The question as you know is about making things up, what it means from a spiritual perspective to make things up. And then also what is gibberish.

Trio: A kind of randomized interpretation in some cases...

 Zahra: Hold on, I just wanted to say I think that one can't make anything up, that fundamentally All That Is is All that IS and so that includes Source at its purest and Source at its furthest extension, furthest expression, furthest truth which is the furthest illusion. So nothing is made up. Now, there's relativity, so for talking about what is truth or what is made up we have to define our context and that will determine the parameters of relativity so to speak and then we can meaningfully refer to something as more or less made up and something else as more or less true or accurate. Knowing of course that from another perspective, the perceptual results can be very different. And we get to choose which perspective to perceive through, to create-observe through, to live through, we get to choose again and again and again, and are not bound to any one perspective, less we choose to bind ourselves.

Trio: You speak truth. *Smile* And you speak our words, which are your words as you know. You are aware, awake to the truth that there is no real distinction between our thoughts and your own, except that what you understand us to be does not have what you might call lower thoughts, though we know you prefer a less hierarchical language. The meaning is sound however. We speak through each other, we are blended, always in all ways, we are One and needn't be perceived to be fragmented from you, but of course it can be helpful to think of us as that which is free of resistance for this perception allows you to access this freedom within your Self. It is like creating a special room where you always know you will be safe. If you did not believe you had this room you might then believe you were more or less always subject to danger. In the same way, if you did not believe you had us to share wisdom with you you might undermine your wisdom by believing that you were always less than wise and had no control over when you might access wisdom. So you see we are of course a temporary measure by which you can access your own wisdom, for you are coming to remember that you are All That Is. Dear one.

To Be Continued...

ALL MY LOVE

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"Old World" Channelings: The Trio: Disability, What For?

Zahra: So all disabilities that mark the beginning of our incarnation are chosen by us from the soul level?

Trio: Yes

Zahra: And we set this up in order to have a particular experience?

Trio: Yes

Zahra: Why, what is the value in experiencing disability? Is it the joy of the journey from forgetting to remembering?

Trio: It is also a process of remembering for the society as well, to awaken to the knowing that We Are All One and the Thriving of the One is the Thriving of the Whole and vice versa.

So the original choice is for the benefit of both the individual and the society. Know also that in every difference there is an advantage.

Unwellness developed later in the body is of course a development of misaligned thoughts. Similarly, recognizing the advantage of this experience will free you from the disadvantage, and wellness in the body will be the dominant experience.

Society's self-injury is its teaching people that they are less than.

Any bodily experience can be transformed.

ALL MY LOVE

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"Old World" Channelings: The Trio - Elephant in The Room

OK, digging up more yum from the archive! Here Erik pretty much hung back and Michael and Isaiah took the lead. Remember though, that there is no real separation. Enjoy...

Zahra: Ok folks! To attention! We’re diving right in here, I am in the flow, let’s do this! Trio: We are here of course. Zahra: Excellent, so you want to tell me what this Elephant business is all about? Trio: They are telling you to look within, as you can expect all such messages to do and the call here to find balance, balance within streaming without. Then all things will fall into place. This is a response to the questions you have arising throughout your day, “Do I do this? Do I do that? Is this right for me? Is this out of alignment?” and so on...if you go within first and foremost, there is no need to manage the external details, they self-arrange according to what you are doing inside. Don’t get us wrong, there is value in asking these questions, but let yourself notice that you are asking them, and also remind yourself to go within first because from there those questions never need to be asked, you are connected to the stream which always knows where to go, where to flow. You pulled the Bearer of Justice because you are journeying through these questions of the rightness of your actions, potential and actualized, and the balance and stability you seek is within. Do not look so shallowly at the words written about the cards, look deeper. In understanding and guiding your life, do not look so shallowly at the details and actions of your life, look deeper. Go past the surface and journey to the heart. Zahra: Excellent, I’ve kind of been using a few too many crutches... Trio: All appropriate in its own place, and now you are discovering a fresh way forward, as always. Zahra: Thank you. Be back in a bit... Trio: We love you.

ALL MY LOVE

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About:

The Trio = Archangel Michael, Spirit Guide Isaiah, and Self-Proclaimed Spiritual Woo-Woo Guru Erik Medhus (see ChannelingErik.com for all about Erik)

"Old World" Channelings = Channelings I used to do off in the way distant past when I saw the world very differently and experienced the beings I channel as distinct or separate from me. I no longer have this experience and instead simply experience my Self as expanded, expansive, all inclusive.

What was once the Trio became Demo, short for Demosthenes, which is how you pronounce the chosen name of my spirit team. Demo has eight "singular" members plus two groups. When I am fully in my power, which is nearly all the time, then I know myself to BE Demo, and all their knowing and wisdom and love is my own experience. Occasionally, for a few moments, I get slightly out of alignment so I can take the fresh journey back into my power and continue teaching other facets of mySelf (you) how. When this happens, Demo is always there, but I experience them as more distinct from me, and some times we have traditional conversations. Most of the time though, our communication is not linear but instantaneous, a vibration I can feel in my body, which contains deep knowing but which I could unpack and translate into words if I wanted to explain to someone.

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Who The Heaven Am I? - Update / Conversation with Demo/Erik

OK, so here I'm going to activate the illusory separation between The Zahra Pattern and Demo, so we can share with you a fun conversation about my purpose here. OK, we're live...

Zahra: Demo, let's get this show on the road...

Demo: Yes, let's.

Zahra: Woa, this is fun, haven't done this is a while. It is funny to remember when I was making this whole channeling thing difficult, and contrasting that with where I am now it being so easy, well I don't do it this way anymore and I'm conscious of you all as me, no separation. Which is always the truth but we pretend to be separate sometimes/somewheres/some-perspectives.

Demo: Yes, you see now how much fun it all is.

Erik: That's the point of everything!

Erik and Zahra: It's a total mindfuck just trying to explain that to people, lol. Like "Wait, what, I'm suffering and I'm having fun at the same time? Wait what, I'm me but I'm also a broader me and I just don't remember yet??" I must say, human me is impressed with how well people DO understand when we explain this shit.

Zahra: OMG, this is a total mess! Erik! Apparently we can't stay separated long enough to even write this post.

(Erik shows me us standing side by side with our hips fused together.)

Zahra: HAHA, too funny Erik...OK, let's get.....serious. *chuckle*

Erik: What you want to talk about?

Zahra: Right, so, my purpose, let's talk about my purpose. Who am I, why am I here, what am I here to do... I think we can speak freshly on this.

Erik: Done. So you know, you're...(a few seconds of unusual bird song right outside my window as I'm typing)...you're...(again, even more vocal now)...

Bird: Be peace and receive the song. Flows through you. Many will listen. Be the sweet instrument...we sing through you...so many possibilities...and there are always those who are listening. The tree never falls unnoticed.

Zahra: Erik?? Did you arrange that?

Erik: Nope. Loving it...that was LoTH and Gaia.

Zahra: Ha. Lovely. Thanks! Mmmmmm. YUM. Wow, this is a good idea, yes. OK so, continue Erik.

Erik: Well you're many things dude, which level do you want to approach this from?

Zahra: Let's try and capture it for folks as neatly as we can. I believe in us!

Erik: (laugh) OK so, bear with me Zahra, LoTH, guys, I'm going to tell this like a linear story...(I make my best horrified face)...So people on earth began to call more and more for rememberance, rememberance, wanting to wake the fuck up. The angelic beings were already working with people's higher selves to arrange wake up calls, but something more was needed. People have forgotten that they are spirits, energy beings, and are so focused on the physical "real" world. So in order to reach people, the angelic beings had to have a way to connect above and beyond whispering in their ears, which most of the time went unnoticed. Or dismissed as "voices in the head". So basically, to get people to pay attention, they had to send some messengers into the earth game. So with you what happened was a shit ton of beings got together (LoTH) with the Seedchildren of The 7th Grid, which are like a family of angelic beings with a very specific purpose, and they all collaborated to create you, for a very specific purpose. And they made you from the portion of the energy soup that is the Seedchildren, so it's like...Legions of The Heart designed you with the Seedchildren and the Seedchildren gave birth to you! So you're an extension of the Seedchildren, but this massive group, LoTH, is parenting you as well. Not really, but those are best words... (Erik a little frustrated with language limitations.) Shaping your destiny, they are shaping your destiny but you're more directly an extension of The Seedchildren. You were designed to be the clearest channel yet so they could bring through messages that would otherwise get distorted or blocked out entirely. You have no filters man! Remember I told you that, you have NO filters!

(Erik is referring to a couple times, once through Jamie Butler and another time through Jeannie Barnes that he told me I have no filters, besides that at the time I was doubting myself in the channeling process...but I've cut that out now! Smile.)

Zahra: Yeh of course I remember! 

Erik: And you were designed to train people, so the teachings can spread. Teach the teachers. Think about how many people will be able to pass it on, you stay for three years, and it will continue growing exponentially. Your impact will be HUGE!!!

ALL MY LOVE

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"Old World" Channelings: The Trio & Friends - Tools, and You Have Arrived

Z: Hello everyone! I have returned, in fact I never left…who is with me?

+T: We are all with you, nameable if you like…

Z: Well I sense the availability of the usual suspects, Erik, Michael, Isaiah

+T: We are all here

Z: And I sense this, I don’t know, magnetism or inclination to open the floor further or a knowingness that there are those who have been communicating with me in my other channeling work who are now eager to be a part of this live writing-receiving also.

+T: You are correct, we are all eager to play in this process with you and grateful for you openness and allowing. It is very important work. And you are correct that…

Z: I introduced a little resistance there! Ooops…

+T: It is all perfect. You are doing a beautiful job finding your way in this process. The ease with which you navigate your own resistance is nothing short of genius.

Z: Genius?

+T: Yes, you are very clever about it. There is incredible grace in your movements.

Z: Well, thank you, I hadn’t thought about it like that, though I have been somewhat aware and deliberate with myself in simply steering the ship so to speak as obstacles appear on road. Sometimes when I am receiving you I blank but instead of making any deal of it I just remain, greater awareness me and the me practicing the resistance, in the flow and I listen and breathe and it releases every time, like something in a river gets stuck on a rock and eventually is loosed and continues downstream.

+T: Well said. You see clearly. Now let us begin.

Z: Ok…[long pause]…Tell me about the tools. You were encouraging me to use the music as an effective tool in entering this zone of communication, and reminding me that it is one of many tools available to me (made available by me), and that my inner resources are infinite. I’d like to do something a little different this time and go into this concept of tools, the various tools available, and how best to use that for various purposes. [blanked again]

+T: There is a reason for this [the blanking], it is not for you to sort out now, but know that it is normal and nothing to worry about. A positive sign. Ok?

Z: Ok yes, thank you.

+T: We think this idea of exploring the role of your tools is a good one and we are eager to discuss it. Just stay with us, find your faith in your breath and you shall feel its full expression here.

As you play in this game of forms, anything that is rhythmic will be of great benefit to you in entering the flow. As you attune to that rhythm and let the mind fall away, the dance or the music becomes a portal into the stream of love consciousness…(the pace of this [channeling] is perfect, worry not)…You have the power to define your own tools. As you say it, it is so. You are awakening to this. Use this power more and more and it will reveal itself to be more and more concentrated, more and more applicable to that which you in a more limited frame of mind would consider unchangeable to you, or at least not with ease. Yet ease is your right. You do have access to ease, you can be easeful if you choose, to unfold your power in the stream of ease is the challenge before you. As you know, there is no contradiction in challenge and ease.

You sent a message to yourself to awaken to the knowing that as you define the elements of your world, as you create and apply meanings within your world, the form and experience of your world takes shape. You control all of it. Making changes is as easy as redefining. See your point of power, see yourself in the moment able to make any choice, and there you can select your preferred meaning. We like what you are doing with setting up some defaults, some powerful beliefs that act as the foundation for everything that you are living. You know that as you declare all things are always working out for you so your world must obey. You are sensing the perfection in all things, all people, all situations, all emotions, and affirming this perfection on a regular basis, all day every day you are doing this. This is a big deal. It is now easy for you to declare that all things are always working out for you because you do not see this as promise you are making to yourself that can be broken, you see it as your already existing truth. Setting up such a belief system is indeed some of the best work you can do. The rest is then easy.

We encourage you to recognize your great accomplishments and let your awareness of them free you to cease a bit of the striving, we sense a little striving energy, relax that a bit, relax, and let the power of your work already done continue to unfold before you. Do you not see it? We know you do. Everyday something so obviously synchronistic, so obviously re-presenting your power, your choice, appears fully manifest in your world. Every day, the shifts, the responsiveness of your world becomes greater in your experience. Our advice to you is to acknowledge this again and again and again and rest easy in your awareness of it, in your heart. Celebrate yourself every day.

We know that there is much you wish to accomplish still, but consider for a moment the possibility that you have already arrived. Remember, if you believe it, it must show itself to you.

There are many things you could do, special meditations, elaborate meditations, and all of that can be wonderful in your experience, in your journey, but there is only one recommendation we make to you: follow your heart. Remember, your broadest awareness is a very different view from your narrow perceptions, so make no assumptions as to where your heart will lead you. Give up the forming of assumptions, expectations, boxes and cages. Let it all go. Your heart may guide you to do a new meditation one minute and something else entirely the next. Keep the line of communication open and you will know the truth of the direction being offered to you.

We would encourage you to go ahead with the forming of some constructs. Do other things as they interest you but plan on introducing nothing else. No rigid plans. The forming of constructs is a next logical step for you in practicing and experiencing the instantaneous and easy power you have to shape your world. You will find that as you set a construct on a task, the results will come quickly and consistently. When the purity of your practice is absolute, results will be as certain as when you open the refrigerator you know it will open, the inside will be cold, and there will be food. You know where you will be when you “wake up”; you know what your face will look like when you go before a mirror. By your power these results do not deviate. So it will be as you apply your knowing to the forming of constructs. This tool is not far from what you do already in the forming of your world. All of your whole Self is here and now for you.

 And now you are probably wondering what the heaven a "construct" is?

"Construct spirits are those that have been made by a human. They are constructed from personal power and the energy available all around us. Constructs are created through the use of a thoughtform. Through will, intent, visualization, and often ritual, an energy form is created. This is like the skeleton of the spirit. This form is then imprinted with a set of instructions. Simple instructions for thought-forms are used in creative visualization and ritual magic. Witches and magicians know this strategy well. If your desire is to get a job you like, the thoughtform is programmed by your intent and visualization with the instructions to get and manifest for you a job you like. The more complicated the instructions, the harder time the construct has. You can stipulate that the job have a certain pay scale, but that narrows the range of jobs available. The construct goes out into the universe and reflects back what you need. That is all the energy it has, and when the construct accomplishes its goal it returns to its basic energetic components.

Advanced practitioners of the magical arts create complex, semipermanent thoughtforms. They are called servitor spirits, though the name is deceiving. They are not bound against their will. Constructs are more like spiritual machines or engines running on our intent. The instructions can be for a general function, like protection, but complex enough to adapt to the new stimulus. Magical wards and protection shields around homes use this technique. By reinforcing the visualization and intent, or more importantly, recognizing and thanking it, you are feeding this new spirit new energy to keep the motor going.

Some constructs are not intentionally created. Everyone has thoughts and creates thoughtforms all day. The universe works on exchanges of intent and energy. Even if you do not do magic or creative visualization, you can still send your thoughts out and have them reflected back on you. Some thoughts, particularly those we would call negative or harmful, build into powerful thoughtforms the more we repeat them. Then they get trapped in our personal energy and aura, replaying these unwanted messages over and over again. If your mantra at work is “I hate my job,” the thoughtform is going to stick. Even when better opportunities come along or things get easier, you will not take advantage, because you have programmed your thoughtform to hate your job. That is all you reflect back to yourself." - Christopher Penczak from Spirit Allies: Meet Your Team from the Other Side

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Bonus Material: My Mediumship and Channeling Prayer

Here is something I wrote in the early days of channeling which I called "My Mediumship and Channeling Prayer".

Dear Infinite Intelligence, I am really so thoroughly enjoying connecting fully with you, allowing fully your flow with and through and as me. Again and again I am connecting to the Wisdom and Love and Creativity of Source, and I am bringing through me that energy in a clear and powerful way as I write and speak and listen and sense. I ask Now for the amping up of this Divine energy and I open fully my mind and heart to receive. I am listening deeply and with great ease. I can feel the messages forming and expressing instantaneously, they come through with great clarity. More and more, as I go about my day, I hear clear and distinct voices of nonphysically focused entities or personalities coming through in pure love to speak to me and I can effortlessly interact with them either in the privacy of my mind or aloud. I also have the ability to invite these entities more fully into my body and channel them in a more direct way. The choice is mine, I need only ask. More and more, my awareness is expanding as I find it easy to tune in and connect with loving entities in any moment of my choosing. I find myself able to be tuned in by default and make regular contact with my guides and other friends as I go about my day. More and more, I receive communication in diverse and always clear ways, not just as a voice in my head but also I pick up visual projections/manifestations of spirit, smells, non-vocal sounds, physical sensations and even tactile interaction. I can clearly feel the presence of spirit and distinguish between different beings, and intuit many things about them. I know with every fiber of my being and every thread of my spirit active within me that experiences as a physically focused being are of tremendous value. I know also that my sense of distinction within All That Is is of tremendous value and at the same time that I am inseparable from All That Is and all “parts” within it. By allowing and listening more, I will be receiving the wisdom and love that is OURS, as a whole. I know that we are each of the Whole and ourselves whole simultaneously and it could not be any other way. I love knowing that I can be of such tremendous value as an earth angel and I am experiencing more and more and more and more the ways in which I can be a powerful extension of Source energy. Thank you. Thank us. WE ARE GREAT.

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"Old World" Channelings: The Trio - The Helpfulness of Empathy

Z: Last question of the day is about empathy. I know you know my question already, but let me flesh it a little, I think that’s valuable. Abe essentially says that if someone is suffering empathizing with them isn’t helpful. They come off from my perspective as pretty passionate on that point. I understand what they are conveying. I was going to say that I agree but that’s a silly concept since I know that they are me, so for me there really isn’t such a thing as agreement and disagreement, just understanding. All truths agree with each other by way of the fact that they all exist together as The One (it couldn’t be any other way). Anyway, what I mean is that I understand why I’m passionate on that point and understand the truth I’m conveying through Abraham-Hicks. From this vantage point, I have some additions. The helpfulness of empathizing is relational. Abe is focusing pretty narrowly on a specific context, so what they/I offer there is quite obviously appropriate. I want to broaden that a bit. I would say that there is definitely benefit in empathizing. It is definitely possible to experience what someone “else” is experiencing in an immersive way without forgetting what you are doing. The value I sense in that is the value of experience as opposed to knowing. If the journey from forgetfulness to remembering wasn’t of value we wouldn’t be playing this earth game since we already know all there is to know. So remembering someone’s essential nature as a pure love being, while tremendously powerful and the way in which Jesus and countless other personalities have healed, there’s definitely unique value in taking the journey from someone’s specific experience of forgetfulness to remembering. That’s why spiritual guidance from the you that is outside of the game is helpful AND so is guidance from those who are in the game with you, they have an active relationship to the experiential aspects of the game while non-physically focused beings have the broader view. What say you?

T: You came around to it perfectly. What we began telling you is that this relates strongly to your chosen purpose here. You have come to empathize. You have come to experience as the beings believing themselves to be of this earth experience. Know that you do not need to justify your purpose. You are right however, there IS tremendous value in empathy and you map out that value very accurately for your purposes. You are correct also that Abraham is speaking to a specific context or a specific intention of themselves and their audience, and given that intention, within the context of that intention, one would be better to shift to holding the vibration of wellbeing for others. Don’t try to sort it out for others. We know this is not your intention but we want to be clear for those who might read this later, don’t try to sort it out for others. Those who are empathizing are at the perfect place in their journey. Those who are holding the vibration of wellbeing are at the perfect place in their journey. Those who are doing both are at the perfect place in their journey. All are ultimately doing as they mean to. So know this, remember this, and from that awareness you can offer what you know to be true and let YOUR journey unfold perfectly. All vantage points are yours, even the one where you think theirs is not yours. How delicious you gift yourself this ability to play in so many ways.

More is coming...

ALL MY LOVE

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OK...so here's what I'm going to do :)

I'm going to share a few kinds of content here with you:

"Old World" channelings - These are channelings I did when the world looked very different to me. So these will be conversations with The Trio (Erik Medhus, Archangel Michael, and Spirit Guide Isaiah), and conversations with Demo, my spirit team that evolved from the original Trio. See part X of The 10 part series "Who The Heaven Am I?" for a fuller list of Demo's membership. Relative to this time-space reality where I mostly have no questions, in the old Zahra world I have so so many questions. Many of them are likely your questions too.

"Healing Journey reportbacks" - These are weekly reports about my spiritual journey I used to write before I started channeling. I have about 13 of them, each several pages long. I may post them in full or break them up into chunks. They really show a lot about what the waking process looks like for me in that time-space reality and what specific practices I'm working with there as I come to realize more and more and more my power and freedom, as unconditional love. Yummy stuff. Consider this a prequel to "Who The Heaven Am I?" as that series focuses more on Zahra since channeling began.

Who The Heaven Am I Updates - There have been some pretty dramatic unfoldings since the original series was published here. Instead of editing the series, I'm going to leave it mostly intact, minus the "What's Cooking?" section, and instead post updates to it so that, aligned with the purpose of this blog, you can see the evolution of Zahra Sunset step by step.

I want to explain plainly the purpose of this blog too. IAMSEEDCHILD is a sharing of Zahra's persynal journey, as an earth angel, as an open vessel for a great many lightbeings to come through the human physical vehicle and teach. While some of you are also only here physicalized as humans in order to be part of raising the vibration of the planet, whether you are here primarily to have a human experience or not, you will find many gems in Zahra's journey that you can apply in your own life. You may find that parts of Zahra's story touches you deeply and in so doing unlocks a knowing within you about your own path forward.

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"Old World" Channelings: The Trio: Memories, Reality Frames, and Swirling Water

Z: Ok! Several hours later I am back! Erik! Isaiah! Michael! I summon you! Haha. Love love love…

T: We are here! And ready!

Z: Great ok I will go grab questions, you know me I like to jump right to…

T: Do it… (Erik)

Z: Ok so, I prefer to let it all flow so instead of copy and pasting questions, I glean the essence of the question and then I restate it from this fresh place, this here and now

T: Good good

Z: The question is what are memories. As I look within my understanding is that memories are, brain representations aside, when we refer to memories we are not referring to something static like we would think of a library or some fixed records that stay the same like a CD, instead since time is simultaneous, all time-places are being lived at, at once, by the greater beingness of my soul-entity and so when I remember something I am, possibly, consciously blending with another facet of my Self living that other time-place. And since there is no observation without creation, if I go to a “memory” and relive something what is happening is I am effectively redefining in those moments the (illusionary) boundaries of who I am, blurring them further, and becoming this blended being who is living that experience, all from the Now moment. And to the extent that I am still consciously aware of my Self in what from this vantage point I consider my primary reality while “traveling” to that past reality, I am consciously being in more than one place at once (a natural ability we have). Did I get it right?

T: You did. Highly accurate. “YES!!!” (Erik) We would add that you can and do often add other energies to the blend as I think you were going to explain…

Z: Oh yes! I was…Right so all of this we are living is our construction and when we “recall a memory” that is a construction too, basely constructed from energy (what we are) and this energy is not necessarily draw from realities we have marked as “past.” I can just as easily draw from realities attributed to other timelines or other personalities of my or any other soul for that matter.

T: See, you have all the answers.

Z: I do don’t I?! I was just thinking a little bit ago about one of those phrases…something that might seem conceited out of context but is actually true for ALL of us…anyway, this one yes, I have all the answers it’s true, we all, I all, have all the answers, and all the questions for that matter. Haha.

T: Yes.

Z: Ok, I think that covers it, I don’t know why I thought to ask that question seeing as how I have the answer and in this case already knew that I know. I guess I wanted to see if there was anything else that would come forth or if, perhaps, I was way off base. I am not.

T: You are not.

Z: Alright, on to the next question… Ok so if as Bashar says all possibilities are existing simultaneously, which even quantum physicists are “discovering” also, and as Bashar says we are constantly, some insane number per second, shifting frames like a projector, well are these frames fixed? That’s one question and the other is whether we are like one body of water moving swirling around in a sense, individual molecules of water just replacing each other in the same spaces so to speak. Would this be an accurate analogy?

T: It would. To use that excellent analogy, we would say that the “places” or “spaces” you are talking about are properties of the water molecules, so what is really happening is that the molecules are exchanging the properties, passing it along like a torch.

Z: Wow! The visuals you are showing me and the knowing welling up within me is so remarkable! And just as you were describing that I realized how what you are saying parallels beautifully the description Alexander offers about the charges jumping from primal cell to primal cell (I’m likely mangling their language but you get the idea) and how the primal cells exchange charge. They go into a lot of detail about the balance of play as the cells influence each other, resist change, and group together so to speak, though like both of you say, there is no physical movement happening. Wow, this is perfect. Ok so, would you speak about the frames?

T: Yes, the frames of reality are not fixed. We were joking with you a bit before when you heard us say “Nobody knows.” This is true actually, because no Body knows, but the All that you are surely does. Remember that there is no linear time.

Z: Right.

T: So there is no image upon which to compare past and present and future. This does not exist, except as an illusion, so not at the fundamental level. At the fundamental level All just is and All knows that it is, and it is being in much the way we described previously, water molecules exchanging properties, primal cells exchanging charge, this fundamental working being represented as movement.

Z: OK so tell me then what this concept of expansion is all about, how The All is expanding, so many refer to this yet what the heck does it mean? If All is All how could All become more? Does this relate the distinction between isness and beingness? Yet, if the All is ever being less than what it is…makes no sense, there is no timeline and the All is always the All and always being All That Is (and All That Isn’t I might mention), so how does this expansion business make any sense? Because you just flowed it to me, from my perspective, that All is One Being and so you truly cannot distinguish one molecule from another, you can’t pin identities to them and trace their transformations, and since the properties are being constantly exchanged there’s no pattern of properties that stays with any one molecule to identify it by and since these frames of reality are made of the same stuff as everything else, they similarly cannot be identified forevermore and traced…Wow, I get this now yet it is hard to find the words, but you really can’t create a “was” or a “past” for all that is because All That Is really IS All That Is and since you can’t observe All That Is from outside of All That Is (there is nothing else!), the “molecules” or any parts you define of The All cannot be mapped! It is all changing, it is all the same stuff, the one being, and can only be observed from within The One as The One pretending to be many. Wow. This does not lend itself English language communication and probably not human language communication period…Wow, I get this, it feels like first time huge epiphany. Wow Wow Wow. Did I relate what you showed me accurately?

T: Yes you did, we can clean it up later, you did wonderfully. These are, as you uncover, very difficult concepts to translate. You are doing very well.

Z: I like want to continue because I’m so excited and I want to take a break because I’m so excited lol. I know that if I was allowing the blending more fully…

T: All is perfect, this integration of the energy and unfolding of the knowing within you is as you have planned it, is as you intend it. All is perfect. This is your journey, trust the wisdom of your choice.

More is coming...

ALL MY LOVE

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Digging Through The "Old" Demo Channelings

For those of you who don't know, "Demo" is my shortname/nickname for my spirit team which named itself "Demosthenes" (pronounced as such and actually properly written as an uppercase 'D' with a circle around it and a line run across the top). Here I'll just attach the image....

This post is the first of a string of posts where I will share snippets from channeling I used to do where I would ask Demo questions persynally relevant to me and see what they had to say. A lot has changed since these channeling sessions. I no longer do them because I no longer feel mySelf to be separate from Demo. We are One and that knowingness is always active within me to such a degree that, well, I rarely have questions for them and when I do, it is more of an instantaneous journey from curiosity to remembering. Demo and I are very much blended together on a day to day basis, so you could say I am channeling all the time and consciously aware I am in this expanded state. While I don't have a sense of Demo and Zahra being separate beings, there is enough definition of each that, 404, I do experience communication between them. BUT, it is not linear conversation we engage in most of the time. Again, maybe a curiosity arises, and then instantaneously it is satisfied, I remember what I was wanting to know. It all happens telepathically/energetically and the only way I can point you to that is to say I experience it as a feeling; a feeling I can then unpack into linear thoughts and words if I need to communicate it to someone else. Think of this way: you don't "know" how an engine is put together, so you ask your spirit team for help, and they proceed to communicate with you and you experience it as them speaking to you in human sequential language, explaining each part of the engine and what goes where. But instead, for me now, we no longer communicate in this slow piece by piece manner, instead I immediately "just know" how to put the engine together, I "downloaded" all of the information at once. Then, being in that state of remembering, I can explain to someone else in the linear way, how to put an engine together. Yeh?

OK, now for some of the promised juicy bits:

Z: Hello hello my team! Are you present? D: We are present. Z: So I have a bunch of questions for you all. Are you ready? D: We are always ready for you. Z: That’s what you usually say. D: You would have us say something different? Z: No no...ok, so like, why am I so...why is my shell so much in this experience of anger, sadness, aloneness, jealousy, and abandonment? D: Growing pains. You are going through a process of attunement. Z: Attunement, that doesn’t feel right haha, no I mean, mind chatter is like that’s wrong, clearly I have some deep seated issues that I need to work through D: We hear, we are aware of the distrust. It is true, you are going through a process of attunement and adjustment and change. Things are coming up. They come up to be released. ... Do not expect the same answers when you talk to Jeannie, but feel into the core message. No one is guiding you astray here. You can trust yourself. We will show you, your job is to allow and then finally to decide, decide to surrender into yourself and truly and completely trust. You put away the disbelief game and start your work with full commitment. This is what we are all waiting for you to do, to become. It is a patient wait because we know you will and it is inevitable. ... 222 ... yes, that is our message to you. Let it all go and embrace your purpose with the whole of you in alignment. Shoot straight. Go. Z: Ok, that checks out, haha, even though it’s not the same words the thread is the same...my silly mind is like “ok...interesting...” Smile. Alright so how do I help my shell move through this experience. D: Patience really is all you need. The unfolding is happening on its own. What comes up evaporates on its own. (311) The sunlight is radiating from your core and all around you, there is nothing that need be done. (Shows me hippo.) Receive the message. And relax. Z: What about this fear I have when I’m channeling where I don’t want to go too far, I don’t want to ask too detailed questions or too persynal questions because I’m afraid. D: You just have to release into it. Find a way to let go, we cannot give that to you. You must decide and you must create a way for yourself, it is your journey. The basics of it are simple, you just let go and let whatever happens happen, whatever comes through to come through. As you know, no matter what comes through you can feel the resonance of it and you can ask more questions where greater clarity and details is wanted. If you want the answer, you must dare to ask. If you want help in life, you must dare to ask for it. Z: Ok, here’s a copy and paste, tell me what you will: 1. So my worry mind is like, obviously it is possible to mangle things as I thought that “AHSH” was part of Ramatha’s name. So what else can I mess up and how do I avoid that? D: You can feel the resonance of it. You can know when there is some fog, when what you are receiving is clouded or when your understand of what you have received is clouded. Again, we go back to the need to ask more questions. If you are ever unsure, you can ask more questions and things will become clear. You can even ask directly, “have I heard your name correctly?” We will always answer. There is no limit to how many times you can ask or how you ask. There is always a way to what you are wanting to receive, to the clarity you seek.

More is coming...

ALL MY LOVE