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25/01/2022

I feel good today. It wasn’t necessarily a very productive day. None of them are at this point, but I feel good today.

It is because I feel good today that I want to write something. And it is because I feel good today I have no idea where to begin or what to talk about.

I have known for a very long time that emotions trigger creativity. Isn’t it natural to assume all emotions, at least all the strong emotions do? So, why is it that I find it so much easier to write when I’m down than I do when I am “completely, and perfectly, and incandescently happy”? This has to change. I should make records of when I feel amazing as much as I do and as well as I do, when I’m not. 

I spoke with a lot of my friends today. I spoke with five of my friends today. I had wanted to talk to them for a very long time by now. I just couldn’t get myself to begin a conversation that would not end in me questioning my stance in life, probably because most of them are at a much better place than I. Don’t get me wrong though. I LOVE MY FRIENDS. They are the most amazing group of people in the world. A group that is so diverse that you can never find a conversation monotonous. I get half a dozen different answers to every question I ask and they are so good at proving their points and challenging my own, it gives my brain some much needed exercise. I owe so much my wit and sarcasm to them and I don’t give them nearly enough credit for it. I don’t think any of them would read this, mostly because they have busy lives, but if by an off chance they are, know that I’m extremely grateful.

I went through my journal today. I’ve been using the same one since 2019, and honestly, I hate that I haven’t been able to fill all the pages till now. I would blame it on my erratic writing patterns, but that started a lot later. Okay, I don’t think it’s a journal, it’s more of a diary maybe? Tell me what the difference is? I’d really like to know. Anyway, as I was saying I would blame the lack of ink in my diary on the fact that I have sudden spurts of literary enthusiasm, but it would be wrong. I think it was because I was afraid. When I started writing regularly, I found myself confiding in those blank pages. I accepted feelings I had been ignoring for years. I fed it with secrets I had never imagined sharing. It was great! A much needed release, and I could see that it helped. It also made me realize that I have privacy issues. Is that a real thing? Or is it just something I made up? I don’t understand why people have this unending desire to poke their noses in others’ business! I bared my soul in those pages because I didn’t think it right to turn to a fellow sapien. Is that so hard to understand? If I wanted you to know something, I’ll tell you. I’m not one of those people who’d keep their thoughts to themselves. I can be awfully blunt about things, insensitive even. But, I’ll tell you if something concerning you is bothering me. You don’t have to go around running in circles, beating around the bush just to extract information from me. I feel used. It’s irksome. If you haven’t guessed yet, someone read something from the journal and I went ballistic. I didn’t confront them or anything. I just lost faith in them. I know it sounds like an exaggerated reaction. It probably is too, but, it’s been two years and if I’m still repulsed at the thought of it, it is a big deal to me. 

Damn! I didn’t mean to turn this into a rant but it’s not like you care. Skip through, I don’t mind.

Funny huh? I start with telling you how happy I am and then proceed to vent about something that pissed me off out of my mind. I’ve said this earlier, but I think I’ll repeat. I marvel at the randomness of all that I write. 

Oh, there’s more! I am beginning to think that instead of putting reading on an indefinite hold, I should just reread what I’ve read already. The good books, I mean, not the trashy (term used subjectively) ones. I’ll even write reviews on them. I learnt that at school and haven’t put it to use yet.  It’s about time I do stuff that helps me. I want to put the little knowledge that I have to good use and acquire much more of it on the way. This isn’t some short term resolution. I mean to continue with it for as long as I can, in multiple ways. I hope it’s worth it. 

It should be, right? 

How hard do you think it’ll be? Committing to an idea, that is.

I guess we’ll find out. Wait with me?

Love,

Her.

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