#ripgrammar

[pyschoticbitch]

I felt so sad when I realized that Nestlé is not producing my favorite ice cream anymore. I cried really hard when Sirius, Dumbledore, Dobby and Hedwig died. I felt so empty when my dog died (2014), and I still miss her to this day. I feel so maudlin right now because we're coming to an end. I'm finally tired of chasing pavements. It's going to kill me, but like a phoenix that I am, I will be reborn in the ashes.

[outstandingcat]

Why do I have this feeling that this game is making fun of my life . . . . . . . . Ps: sorry for my bad grammar #runefactoryfrontier #ripgrammar

[enriqutierrez]

Batch '81- A Movie Review

Fraternity is known for every university especially today because of the brotherhood and friendship that it offers. Many students belong in fraternities because when they have a problem, it’ll become the problem of whole frat. Together as one, as they say.

That is the image of every fraternity that they show when they are looking for recruits. Recruits, to be part of their group or others may go walk in wholeheartedly if they really wanted to become one. As we all know again, in recent years there were many students die when entering a fraternity. Why? The hidden image behind every ‘together as one-motto’ of every frat is trust and committment. Initiation, process of initiating the potential member to be officially part of the frat. This initiation composes of smashing bums with paddle, hurting with the ash of cigarette, running out naked and many more. It is done, for the existing member of frat, to know if the committment and loyalness of the member is real and worthy. If the person doesnt really wanted to become a part then he will gave up easily, he will easily dont do things that the frat ask him to do. He can quit easily if he wanted. But for the people who wanted to have a frat and wanted a brotherhood that can call. Will going to be strong as he can to endure the pain and the pride that he is doing because in the end he believes that what he is doing right know will benefit later. He will going to have a so called brotherhood, he will going to have friends, he will feel not alone because he belong to someone. Batch 81, a 1982 film made by Mr. Mike Deleon this film became a part of Directors Forthnight at 1982 Cannes Film Festival because it reflects the society and batch '81 shows the horror of every fraternity that also depicts the society because that time it was done with the relationship of Marcos’ regime.

I personally saw a brotherhood element in this movie i still saw precautions when doing initiation, i still saw the freedom of the members or the batch. Theres still a freedom when ur in a fraternity. I never think that it was a depiction of horror society because (not pro marcos nor anti marcos) being a person not yet lived in the time of Martial Law i didnt know anything. I am not became part of it so I dont have the right to say whether he, marcos, is right or wrong. But all i just know is that marcos and other former presidents of the philippines became part of the history and they are all people, they still dedicate their life, even theres full of threats when ur in position. They endure the pain especially on what the other people say to them. But i do know that we cannot change their wrong doings, i just always leave it up to the Lord. Let him do the judgement on every person whether he’s president or not, marcos or not. At the end, only the Lord will judge who you are and where will you be staying.

Going back to the movie, batch 81 is a story of a medical student, that dont like his course, so he enter a fraternity to have a good college experience. At the first level many students wanted to be part of the frat, considering the fact that this frat is well known all over the campus. This medical Student named, Sid Lucero become part of stage 2. Many students tried but only few proceed to the next level. The initiation, so basically the whole movie is about the initiation process of the Alpha Kapha Omega frat. Various way of initiation was made in order to test the loyalness of the batch. The batch is composea of 9 until many things happened, there were member quit, and there were also died because of the war between other frat. In the end, the whole initiation of this frat measures the loyalness that you can offer to become part of the group. Sid lucero, made it up to the end until the next batch that he is now the master that became part of the initiation.

What i liked in this movie is the story, i love how they (for me) show tha story of friendship in the form of fraternity or group. Because aside from the issue on martial law that time, all i can see is the story of friendship wanted to become part of the group and inorder to be part of it you must give, committ and you’ll be part of it. The camera movement and phasing is kinda off to me, because the phasing of scene is so fast like sopas. Its always in the momentum, especially in the phasing of the first part. This scene is stiched to this scene whithout any pre movement then 1 sec to cue for the next scene. Another thing i liked is the screenplay, i realized that the writers and actor before are well trauned than today. They act and deliver the precious line naturally in character which makes the movie more interesting.

On the other hand, giving the things i didnt like, like what ive said before, the movement and phasing. I understand that it was a retro or film before so they dont have much technology and equipement used today especializing in the camera movement, to achieve soft movement. Other than that there’s nothing i didnt like. In addition for my expectations, i am expecting for the change of way the frat gets a member, i expect that sid, when he become a Member, he will change or alter the initiation process. But if its like by the director and if he wanted to add meaning to it that until now theres still a process, that process - initiation that is using to be part of a certain group, to be part of fraternity.

[yesterdayafternoon]

A Moment to be a Teacher

When i triggered with many topics that extremelly good about mental health issues or another kind like self improvement, mindfullness, ect, I was so ambisious to share with my students. I've felt so thankfull to this chance.

But the worry thing is sometimes i haven't known to covering things up in a class hour a.k.a my live performance and spontanous speech. (it has always homework to opened or closed the class). Perhaps i've really good confident enough to encouraged the topics into discuss in an eye to eye(?) such a counselling group or individual. But in the class, not always that good. I've comfortable in a class if just given them a paper work. hagshagshags

#ripgrammar #imnotanenglishteacher

[tweentietoow]

2017, goodbye.

So as I start my 2018 let me tell you something about my 2017. It was a roller coaster ride that taught me how to be strong and determined to conquer all of my fears and trials in life. Fear of being left behind, to cry that no one else won't listen, and has a broken heart that shattered everytime my friends met a new set of friends. (okay, I hate it everytime i saw them with another human potato) it tested me to be the best version of my self, which were I acquired to be the better me this year. I met different people, people who has a strong heart and a beautiful soul that needs to be cared and loved. Those people teaches me a lot of lessons, that it's okay to be alone, it's okay to cry without depending on someone, it's okay to go to the mall without companions, it's okay to love your self and it's okay to be difference from others. And the best part of this year I have lot of time to spend with my family the family that always there no matter what happened, the family that will hold my hands when I fall, and the family that make every seasons happy and beautiful because of their undying supports and love. It taught me to be my self. To be who I am without the judgement of other people. It taught me to love my self more, to appreciate every little imperfections that I have. and it taught me that it's okay that I dont have boyfriend or being inrelationship just to be happy. Because happiness comes within and it will led you to the right soul that God is reserving just for you and a right chapter of a year, God's creating your story, your new chapter of story, and despite of all the circumstances that happened last year it brought you to the place where your safe haven is there and this year was a brand new year that needs to be cherish and appreciates. Kudos 2017! A lot more years are coming but now i'm busy thinking bout what will happen this year! Yes! I'm ready to be happy and sad and love again coz that is what I deserve and everyones deserve's to be loved! Godbye, 2017. Hello, 2018!💓 #prsnl #natablog #ripgrammar

[karmaes]

want to draw them together, but just can’t.. cuz my mom and dad always watching at me :”) #ripgrammar

[elchengkay]

I don't mind if I don’t understand it. I don't mind if it doesn’t make sense. It may be painful. It's so painful and it lasts so long... I am thinking day and night about my problem for many years now. I don't know what to do because I really don't know what is my problem except of money.

It's a nonsense post! Okay, bye! 😏

#workmode

#RIPgrammar 😂

Myself

[pyschoticbitch]

I'm born pathetically hopelessly romantic. I put meaning into everything. That's why I always get hurt.

[definitelyawallflower-blog]

It hurts to actually notice the people around you that they're only talking or speaking to you when they need you, when they need something from you. It hurts to know that the people who you thought cared and will always be there for you are all lies: They will not be there when you need them. They will ignore you like you don't even exist. They will never suspected that you need someone to hold your hands before you fall into a black hole. They won't get the hint that you are choking and badly needed an air when you're freaking shoving it in front of thier faces because they don't care, they never cared. It hurts that the people surrounding you don't love and care about you the way you do to them. It hurts to notice, but, hey, it's okay at least now you know to whom you will cut your ties with. Right? . . . . ------ g.lq #writings #poetry #poetryph #vsco #vscoph #RIPgrammar

[taekookjes-blog]

{warning for bad grammar and nonsense rants} ok first of all we do know that namjoon was joking but that didn't change the fact that he was wrong. I've seen many tweets that are coming into bts_twt and what I saw really disappoints me. Some people still defend namjoon and said things like "he wasn't wrong", "ignore the hate", even "y'all stupid to think that he was wrong he was just joking" To think that some people got blinded by the fact that racist jokes are offensive just because it was their idol who said it... And no, those who said that he should applogize wasn't hating on him. It was clearly the opposite. Geez, supporting someone doesn't mean you have to defend all of their actions even if you know that they was wrong. ESPECIALLY when you know that they was wrong. Instead, why won't you support them by showing them that they were wrong so they could do better in the future? Educate them, people. Idols make mistakes. They're human. And they should learn from their mistakes. And to do that they have to know what their mistakes are. Koreans may be not aware of how offensive those jokes are, and that's why we should let them, him, know. Support them. Guide them so they can do better. Don't spoil them. We all know where hip hop came from. Respect. And to our beloved namjoon, please reflect on your mistake. Apologize asap.

[obnoxiousbard]

Maybe I'm not yet the perfect person you have, but I am the best that you could ever had.

[xsoundofbreakinghearts]

The feeling of being left out? Have you ever felt that way? While others are busy having conversation with everyone in the crowd. While you, sitting in the corner thinking how miserable your life is. How alone are you in a room full of people who knows you but doesn't understand what you really feel or should I say never tries to understand you. Never understands where are you coming from. All the hurts that suffocates you to death. Your heart trembles. The situation makes all things complicated. That feeling that you want to approach someone, someone who can sweep all the tears and fears that’s inside you but then you realized they don't care about you.

[pyschoticbitch]

Torn between "I'll cross the bridge when I get there" and "I don't want to cross the bridge because I can never go back to how things are used to be".

[definitelyawallflower-blog]

Death is what I see In your eyes that has the color of the sea. Your skin so frail and pale Like a porcelain. Your lips cracks and bleed Every time you try to smile and Make them believe. Your wrists are full of scars Prints of a war. And no one dared to hold Your heart that's so cold. You are a wreck. You are a living catastrophe. And no one wants to be with you. But hold on, dear You forgot... You have me. Silently watching and hoping For you to give me a glance Or at least remember me. I want you to fight, so bad But I know you're tired and All you wanted is for it to end. That's why you came up with a plot Of how to make your death Looked like an accident. And now, as you defy the inevitable, Before you closed your blue orbs, You held my hand (As we go to neverland). Finally... you remembered me, Your imaginary friend. . . . ------- glq #writings #poetry #RIPgrammar #Filipino #lightroom #vsco #vscoxlightroom #phonephotography