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[rkharuto]

watanabe haruto’s KT private audition dancing to 2018 girl group chorus medley (0:35-0:51, 1:26-1:53, 2:09-2:41, 4:11-4:26) peek-a-boo, bad boy, bboom bboom, starry night, ddu-du ddu-du

what the hell was he doing?

tw: anxiety

a bit of a rhetorical question, he did know what he was doing. but why was he putting himself through this? haruto wasn’t a performer, not unless he had a pair of skates strapped to his feet, then sure, he would skate and perform his heart out. but this was a completely different ball game, this was an entertainment company which produced idols. singing and rapping and dancing idols which were adored the world over. and here he was auditioning for that very same company like he thought he ever had a chance of being an idol. or even a trainee. 

he was just kidding himself, he wasn’t cut out for this sort of thing. he was still just a kid not even old enough for high school yet. not to mention the almost crippling stage fright and the unwillingness to learn korean properly and the undying need to get back on a plane and fly all the way back to japan. so, really, this whole thing was just an incredibly bad idea and he shouldn’t have ever bothered to call and schedule an audition. and, technically, he hadn’t. it was his mother, more or less going behind his back and sorting everything out for him because she knew her son would never grow the balls to do it himself. 

haruto had been freaking out about it since the moment he had been handed that business card. because it was just crazy, wasn’t it? no one should have ever taken an interest in him in the first place. and no doubt even showing up to the audition would prove that. they would take one look at him standing there shaking like a leaf and decide ‘oh no, sorry, we made a mistake’. and haruto couldn’t blame them for that, because he would do the same thing. 

of course, hohyeon had been told first out of his friends, and haruto was quite surprised to hear support from the boy. since his own denial from sphere, haruto would have thought his older friend would still be bitter about it. and part of haru did know that it was most likely fake empathy and he hadn’t really meant it when he had congratulated him. but in true hohyeon fashion, the boy had taken to trying to get haruto out of his nervous shell and had incredibly helped when it came to working out what he was going to do. a part of haruto knew that the older boy was probably just living through him, but haru was alright with that. so long as hohyeon was there that was simply good enough and he didn’t need to do any more than that. 

they had worked hard when it came to picking what he was going to do to impress for ninety seconds. almost instantly singing and rapping had both been ruled out. not because he wasn’t a confident singer or rapper, but simply because, at the time, he would probably be too nervous to even say anything longer than a couple of words long. which left dancing. then came the task of listening through songs, watching choreography videos and making a list of what he might like to dance to. but, the real problem was realizing that he was completely indecisive and couldn’t pick just one song even if it came and slapped him around the face. 

which was when hohyeon came up with the idea, “hey, why don’t you do a medley?”

that idea had been thrown around for a little while longer, but, in the end, it had sort of stuck. which now meant haruto was stuck learning five different choreography at once to full up the whole time slot he had been given. in the end he had decided just to stick to choruses, they worked better together than mixing and mashing any other parts of the song. and, funnily enough, he ended up only doing girl group songs. not really what he had been planning on doing when he had first sat down to work through this, but he supposed it would work for him. he could do girl group songs just as confidently as he could do boy group ones. 

hohyeon continued to be there every step of the way, acting as a separate pair of eyes, watching him dance and picking up on his mistakes. so, it was a good thing that the boy wasn’t afraid to say when haruto was doing something wrong and that he needed to change something. and while haruto was constantly struggling, talking himself and his dancing skill down, hyeon was right there to try and bring him up again. and, for that, haruto was incredibly thankful towards the boy. 

and his mother was more than happy to lend her own opinion, pulling him to the side the night before his audition and asking to see what he had come up with. and it was that proud look in her eye which reminded him why he was really doing all of this and working so hard. she had always been there for him, even after his father had died she hadn’t broken, had always tried to look positive for him and promise that nothing was going to hurt him, kissing his forehead every night and singing him off to sleep. while he didn’t have any great desires to be an idol, he wanted to make his mother smile, make her proud of him and proud to announce that he was her son. so, he would continue to work, continue to push himself and really try and get through this audition in one piece without flaking. 

while he had gone to bed at a decent time, haruto had spent the whole night simply tossing and turning. he couldn’t really do this. he was going to end up embarrassing himself. he was going to be in such a state that they would simply turn him away at the door. every time he closed his eyes all he could see was the laughter which would no doubt erupt when he froze on the spot and couldn’t even speak. it was like it was a video stuck on repeat in his head, so vivid that he could see it even when he opened his eyes. 

when the sun started to rise he felt the panic really starting to seep through him. he almost felt like he couldn’t breathe, a cold sweat on his brow, hands shaking no matter how much he tried to make them stop. somehow he was more nervous than he had been for the mgas. maybe it was because he knew he was alone, that he couldn’t hide behind hohyeon. that he would only have to do one performance to get a contract instead of multiple of them. and while there was no live audience to be worrying about for a private audition, somehow, that was far more nerve-wracking than the knowledge he would be performing on a big stage. 

when his alarm finally went off, in total, haruto had only really managed to get about one hour maximum of sleep. he could barely find it in himself to pull himself out of bed, it was only when he checked his phone and saw a couple of messages from his friends, hohyeon included, cheering him on and wishing him luck for that morning did he decide he wasn’t going to back down now. not now he had put all that effort into learning the choreography and wasting hohyeon’s time in helping him practice (even though the boy had been quite adamant that he was happy to help). 

he spent even longer in the bathroom, constantly splashing water on his face, trying to control his breathing as he stared at what a state he was in the bathroom mirror. gods he was a mess, he really wouldn’t be surprised if they turned him away simply because of how awful he currently looked. but no, he was going to do this, he was going to go there and put on the best performance he could manage. and if he didn’t get signed, then he was fine with that, it was probably for the best. but if they liked what they saw? well, that depended on how much of a mess he was once they had finally arrived. 

by the time he finally slunk into the passenger's seat of his mother’s car he was back to being a shaking mess. all he could really do was stare out of the window as his mother drove him to the company building, his headphones planted deep in his ears and full concentration on the music. it was helping to distract him, helping him not think about every little thing which could go wrong if he started panicking too much. no, he was going to be completely fine, it wasn’t that big of a deal. it wasn’t was it? it was not like this one audition was going to define his whole future or anything, right? 

the teenager was more or less thrown out of his head when the car suddenly pulled up. he hadn’t even noticed, blinking wildly as his mother had to pat him on the arm to try and get his attention. haruto swallowed uncomfortably, hands starting to shake again as he tried to take deep breaths to calm himself down as much as possible. but he could barely keep himself together as he climbed out of the car, just standing there staring up at the building in front of him as he felt tears sting the corners of his eyes. he was about to turn around, to claim that he had changed his mind, to ask his mum to drive him home again to wallow in his own self-pity and shame. but something stopped him just as he was about to turn, digging his nails into his palms as he clenched his fists. 

no, he was going to do this and make his mother proud. but he wasn’t going to do it just for her, he was going to do it for himself, just to prove that he could. 

with his head held high, sucking in one last lungful of breath, haruto marched towards the building without even looking back. as he approached the door he finally pulled his headphones from his ears, tucking them into his pocket for safekeeping as he shouldered open the door. while he knew he could still turn and make a run for it if he really wanted, that would just be embarrassing now that there were people who could see him. so, he wasn’t going to do that, keeping his head held high as he moved towards the front desk to announce himself. 

the wait to be called for his audition was honestly the worst wait of his life. he couldn’t sit still and just wait like a normal person. no, he was constantly fidgeting around, wringing his hands, swinging his legs, eyes darting from side to side at every sudden noise and movement. at least he was holding himself together better than he thought he would. a couple of days ago he was certain that at this point he would be nothing but a shaking mess and his heart was simply going to give out from all the nerves. and while it was partly true and he couldn’t stop himself from shaking, he was somehow managing to hold it together. 

but, no saying how long that was going to last for. 

eventually, he was called and haruto practically jumped up from his seat from surprise. but he didn’t quite know why he was surprised, he shouldn’t have been expecting just to be stuck in that seat waiting for the rest of his life. but he did take a moment to compose himself. “calm. confident. you have this.” it was only softly muttered under his breath, a simple promise to himself. and then, with his eyes locked on the door, he walked forwards, entering the room as confidently as he could manage. which was actually not very confident at all, but he liked to pretend he was sure he was going to get through this and not have a mental breakdown in the middle of his audition. 

he really did try to press down the nerves as he stood there, hands flat on his stomach and eyes locked forward. if he looked literally anywhere else in the room he was pretty confident that he was about to completely lose it and start freaking out. and that was the last thing he wanted, trying his best smile as he bowed forward a full ninety degrees. his introduction had been practiced as much as his performance had, making sure that he knew exactly what he was going to say. it was one of his many flaws that if he didn’t have a script to follow that he was just going to forget all knowledge of the korean language and just stand there completely dumbstruck. and that really was not a very good look for anyone trying to impress people as important as this. 

“hello,” he greeted them first in his native tongue as he stood up form his bow, feeling just a little calmer about speaking japanese than he did in korean. though he knew he couldn’t do this whole thing in japanese, breathing in as he switched over to korean again, “hello, my name is watanabe haruto and thank you very much for this opportunity.” 

he was actually slightly amazed he had managed to get through that without fumbling over the language or getting all confused about something. haruto just really hoped they didn’t start asking him any questions because he had not prepared for questions and would no doubt end up looking like a right fool with no idea what anyone was saying. sure, that might be a natural state for him when he refused to learn the language properly, but he would rather they not know about that part of him. 

“today i am going to be dancing to a girl group medley for you,” though he did feel rather stupid once he had actually admitted that out loud. why had he decided to go with girl groups again? last time he checked, he wasn’t a girl. he probably should have just stuck with doing boy groups, stay in his comfort zone instead of pushing out and trying something different. because simply put, he was not a boy who did very well in trying different things and was more than happy to stay in his cocoon of safety. but he didn’t suppose for a moment he would be able to dredge through his own mind for a different performance on the fly, so he supposed he was just going to have to live with his decision. though he was quite sure he would end up regretting it later on. 

“please, watch me well,” it was the last thing he had planned to say, bowing forward one more time before mentally preparing himself for what was going to come next. there was nothing else he could say, nothing else he could do to put this off for any longer. though he would die for a confident pep talk right about now, there was no one else in the room. it was just him and he was going to have to get over it and face the music. 

peak-a-boo was the first song to start playing and instantly haruto found himself dancing along with the music. he started with the arm and leg movement, turning to the side as he moved his hands upwards in front of his body. and he did have to admit, while he was still a little unsure about dancing to girl groups, he could admit that they were fun to dance to. and he supposed it showed he was not afraid of doing girl group songs. not that he supposed for a second anyone had any intentions of throwing him into a girl group, but he had watched tv, he knew male idols like to show off sometimes and dance to girl group songs. he supposed he was just preparing himself for that. 

peek-peek-a-peek-a-boo

god he was getting ahead of himself there, already thinking that far into the future? no, he needed to pull himself back to the current moment and stop thinking about what might happen after this. all of his energy was going to go into the next couple of seconds of his life. then he could worry about the future and how he was going to manage to get over his embarrassment about what he was actually doing. 

so, he threw his concentration back into what his body was doing, full focus as the song changed into another song from the same group. bad boy, something a little slower, and little sexier this time as he focused quite a bit of his hip action. maybe a bit inappropriate for a boy of his age, and of his gender, but if he was going to do this he was going to damn well do it properly and not half-ass something simply because he was embarrassed about it. and don’t get him wrong, he was incredibly embarrassed about his song selection and what he was currently doing. so, he tried to act like he was having some fun, mouthing along to the words somewhat as he walked backward, moving his shoulders with a small smirk on his face

ooh ooh (oh-eh-oh-eh-oh)

yeah while he was still trying very hard not to have a complete freak out session in the middle of this, he was having fun with it. even as he stood with his legs shoulder-width apart, legs bent as it was back to the hip action, hands starting crossed in front of him before they started to move up as he kept the continue action with his hips. at least his hips were loose and he could do this kind of thing, and it did take an awful lot of control to keep it in time and try to act a little sexy as well without going too red in the face about it. good thing, he supposed, that he did have an awful lot of control of his body thanks to his skating. but if his father could see what he was doing with that control now, he probably wouldn’t approve very much. 

지금부터 bad boy down

he was almost in the perfect position to move straight into the next song. actually mixing it up with some different artists this time. but he really was starting to appreciate how much hip action girl groups actually had in their routines. and he supposed it made sense why. that was going to draw all the male fans in. so, it did feel ever so slightly awkward that he was swaying them so much himself, but at least this was a fun song and one he was sure many people could rather effortlessly dance along to if they wanted to. it was not very hard, and because he didn’t have to think about it so much, he was going to let himself have some fun with this one. 

using all the boyish charm of a nervous fifteen year old, he smiled easily as he hips moved from side to side, one hand still out in front of him as the other rose to his ear like he was trying to hold a headphone in. and then waved his hands upwards in a snake sort of action before moving, crossing one leg over the other as he barely touched his own shoulders with his hands.

쏟아지는 My 터터터터터터 터치

then it was back to the same action as before in time with the music, but this time, instead of moving a hand to his ear, the same hand rose up with a small finger heart. and he decided that he was really going to sell this performance, winking as he did it before moving into the slightly more energetic roof pumping choreography. but that was only for a moment before he went right into the motions for the next chorus which started playing. 

별이 빛나는 밤

hands crossed above his head and moving them in a half-circle above his head, keeping them crossed as he danced, moving slightly sideways and, once again, it went back to using his hips. maybe he should have picked some different songs, once which didn’t use so much hip and actually showcased something different. though, he supposed he was still showing off his dancing skill and that, apparently, he was good with moving his hips around. maybe not the image these people thought they were going to get from him, but it was still better than him standing there completely terrified with no idea what he supposed to be doing. 

별이 빛나는 밤 

so far this was actually going quite well, he hadn’t managed to put a foot wrong and would even go as far as saying he was enjoying himself. but it was a bit of a challenge to keep with different personas of each song, but he supposed it was showing that he was versatile when he wanted to be and could fit different concepts. something he was sure they would appreciate, but, again, that was getting ahead of himself again. he just tried to keep himself centered and completely focused on the choreography he was performing, making sure not to keep a foot wrong as he kept his body loose and trying to keep his moves precise and perfectly executed.

and it was moments like this which reminded him that he did actually like performing and dancing. for a long time, he thought he would only ever enjoy skating. he hated having to be enrolled in dance and performance lessons at first, but after a while, he realized he had come to enjoy each lesson and was actually looking forward to the next one. it was certainly a bit of a surprise, and while nothing would ever overtake his pure love and joy for rollerskating, dancing was a close second. just so long as he could actually get past his stage fright and nerves for more than five seconds to actually dance. 

which was why he was thankful that he only had to worry about performing for ninety seconds instead of having to worry about a whole song length. and that time was almost gone now, just one more short chorus to worry about before there was nothing else he could do. he was just going to have to hope he had done enough and hadn’t managed to embarrass himself, because if he had, then he knew he was never going to live it down and would never be able to accept an audition invitation from this company and these people again. if they would even want to offer him a second go. 

hit you with that  ddu-du ddu-du du

he was down to his last song again, the smile back of his face as he swayed in time with his hand motions. this was his last shot and he was going to make the most of it to impress them with some powerful emotions and strong movements. it really was quite a fun song to dance to, and something else he was sure a lot of people could get up there with him and dance just as well as he could. but the whole point of this audition for him was simply to prove to himself that he could do it. he really wasn’t that bothered about getting a contract at the end of this. all he wanted was to dance well and be proud of what he had accomplished. 

so he focused completely on what he was doing, going through the motions in his head as he poured his whole heart into his body movements, keeping in time with the music and being careful not to go too fast or get out of time. he was going to finish this off strong and then he could worry about what people might think of him for what he had just done. or maybe, it was probably better to try not to think about that or he would most likely end up curled up in the corner crying. 

there were only a couple of movements left and he made them count, finally, his hand resting on his shoulder as he slightly moved the top half of his body in time with the final lyrics of the song. 

ddu-du ddu-du du

and that was it. there was absolutely nothing else he could do to change what had just happened. honestly, the whole thing had passed a lot faster than he thought it was, and for that he was thankful. haruto didn’t know if he would have been able to get through the whole thing if it simply seemed to drag on for an incredibly long time. the longer he had to think about what he was doing the more and more nervous he was going to get about doing it perfectly. because while he might never admit it, he was just a little bit of a perfectionist. 

but he was still smiling, finally dropping from his final position as he turned to face the front again, hands back to rest against his stomach as he bowed forward. and he stayed there for just a moment longer, completely composing himself and working out what he wanted to say now as he straightened himself up properly. “thank you very much for watching,” he didn’t really know what else he could say, “and thank you once again for this opportunity. i enjoyed it.” and that really was rather strange for him because he had been completely sure he was going to hate every second of this. 

“i hope to hear from you soon,” maybe he could have done without adding in that last line, but he at least wanted to know what they thought. a rejection was still totally okay, in fact, he was more or less counting on it. because after thinking back on what he had just done he couldn’t help but wonder what on earth he had been thinking. maybe he shouldn’t have been talked so easily into doing this. but hey, he supposed it was all over and done with now and the only thing he could really do was try and calm himself down and wait to see what happened. 

[rktingyan-blog]

                            𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐲𝐚𝐧 & 𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐯𝐢𝐞𝐰𝐬 !

the hard part was over with, thank god. all that was left were the interviews, and to tingyan, that was the most fun part. while she intended on showing her personality, she was fairly certain the interview would have some sort of impact on her success throughout the show, so she was careful with her words. so after a few minutes rather impatiently waiting on the interviewer, she's asked if she's ready to begin. smiling at the woman, she nodded, encouraging her to begin asking the series of questions. "sure! let's get to it." 

"alright, welcome to the interview! could you introduce yourself, please?"

tingyan was immensely grateful for a much friendlier interviewer than she'd been provided with last time, smiling in agreement as she began. "of course. my name is chong tingyan and i'm a university student and model from shanghai, china! i'm not a princess - but i'm this season's queen!" putting her hands in the form of a crown over her head, she can't help but laugh. the statement is a little silly and boastful at best, but it's her way of getting her name stuck in the judges' head.

"how did you feel when you received the news of the callback?"

"ah..." she doesn't want to mention the fact that she laughed, although being true it didn't sound good from an outside perspective. "i was in shock! there were...so many people at the first auditions? ah, it was crazy..." her eyes become faraway, returning to the hectic day she'd first came in to show her talents. it seemed like it was just a few hours ago - and now here she was, at the second round. even though there were still many contestants, more had been cut already, and it hadn't even passed the first interview. tingyan couldn't help but wonder what that meant for her, and how many of the people she'd grown to like would be leaving soon. if she would be leaving soon. but there was no time for such negativity. so she concludes with a "i'm so ecstatic to be here! i can't wait to show even more of myself to you all."

"how was it seeing the set for the first time?"

"it was so beautiful! really, i got excited before anything had even started," she confesses, covering her mouth as she lets out a laugh. did they expect anyone to say anything but good things? "really, i used to watch the show all the time when i lived in shanghai. i always was fangirling over the contestants - i was quite a big fan of season 2!" she figures bringing it back to her childhood sounds a little humbling, not so focused on her confidence now and more on the teen she once was. "when i walked on set, i felt like i was really a teenager again, living out my dream! i was so nervous, i could barely speak!"

"what did you think when the judges were revealed?"

i expected it? she almost says, the mga fanatic aware of the judge's appearance. however, her casual bluntness she's used to displaying won't work this time, so she decides to focus on the excitement she got from it. "i thought i was nervous before they walked in?" exhaling, she looks to the sky, hands pressed to her cheeks. "oh my gosh, it got so much more intense! i know everyone else felt it too. that's when it got really quiet, like we were all fighting for our lives." in a way they were, but instead of their lives, each was battling for the most screentime and a chance to win a contract. "i noticed hyun bin-ssi looked really handsome," she notes, immediately regretting the statement as her cheeks turn red and she covered her face. didn't everyone, though? the statement was a result of both her flirty tendencies and hope to get nova's attention, but it wasn't exactly supposed to say it out loud. falling over into a fit of giggles, the girl waves her hands, as if to ask the other to forget she said anything. "unnie...could we cut that part out, please?"

"how do you think you did?"

truthfully? she doesn't know. the audience seemed fairly please, but, as always the judges had kept their poker face up for the majority of the time there. it was hard to read them, especially when she was so reluctant to look them in their eyes, but one thing was for certain . "i had a lot of fun," she says truthfully, thinking back on the fun song shift. "i think i did very well! i tried my best to show my confidence, enthusiasm, and skill!" she lists each, counting them off with her hand. "it was different, and my goal was to gain their attention by switching things up. it worked well to me!" her subconscious tells her to die down the boasting, so she flips the script by lessening her praise on herself. "but of course, there were a lot of great competitors. i'm looking forward to seeing what the judges thought and how they can help me in the future!" she's sure to put the thought of her remaining in the competition at the front of her mind, knowing better than to seem pessimistic on camera. if she wanted something, she had to speak it into existence.

"did anyone stand out to you?"

"mm, of course! there was moonbok ( @moonbokrk​ ) ," she says, the name sticking with her. many others did as well, as she'd tried her very best to retain them in case an interview such as this was initiated. she wanted to be a queen, but not careless, after all. she's sure other mentioned him as well, if not for anything for his desirable hair. "i remember seeing him at the first auditions! i mean, of course his hair is beautiful - i want it so bad!" she laughed, twirling her own curled strands. "but aside from that, i didn't expect him to rap! it was really nice." she sits silent for a moment, thinking over other performers that she felt were nice. "to be so young, hohyeon ( @rkhyeon​ ) seemed very confident in himself and his skills. i think he'll have no trouble getting used to the competitive atmosphere."

"were there any performances you liked?"

"oh, a lot!" really, she hadn't been paying attention the first half due to crazy nerves, but she won't let that slip out. of course, being a very opinionated person, sharing her thoughts is in her veins, and it shows in the way she sits up with excitement. after all, they're asking a girl who used to have a mga opinions blog - what did they expect? "well....yoorim's ( @rkaisha​ ) performance was really good! or was her name aisha...? i think she goes by both. anyways, she was such a bada-" she stops herself before the curse can properly exit her mouth, her claim of a graceful queen ringing at the back of her mind. "she was very cool, i genuinely enjoyed watching her perfomance." tapping her fake nails on each other, she tries her best t think of the others she watched. a certain face popped in her head, the younger so eager to support everyone during performances she can't help but support him. "there was also youngjae ( @ericxrk )! he had a lot of enthusiasm, and i have to say, i was really surprised his performance was that good." it's not intentionally a diss, but for such a childish personality it was hard for her to take him seriously as a performer. he'd obviously proved her wrong.

"were there any performances you didn’t like?"

"ah....that's a little rude to answer, right?" scratching her ear, she feigns remorse, but on the inside she's living for this. there'd been a few performances which had been a little underwhelming and she was never afraid to say so....unless it may affect her results. so she spoke carefully, saying her opinion but gentler than she may have otherwise. "i think yewon ( @rkumji ) could have performed a little more confidently. of course, everyone makes mistakes but...what matters is recovering from them. i don't think she did that as well as she could have." to be fair, tingyan's skills weren't top tier, but the way the interviewer looks expectantly proves they were looking for more than a few words to spice up this seasons drama. alright, alright. whatever gets more screentime. "i'd also say vernon ( @rkchwev )?" she says hesitantly. "he was good, don't get me wrong, but the performance was lacking something...maybe fun?" it sounds bad, but it was really the only way she could put it. "i like fun, excitement, all that. it seemed to lack those, which sometimes can be more important than talent."

"what did you think of kyulkyung's performance?"

"jieqiong ( @rkkyul )?" she asks, the second name being the one she remembered in her mind. "it was...good?" she asks, confusion etching her features as she wonders why they'd center the attention on her. she wonders if it's because of their shared hometown, both hailing from shanghai. "she was good! that performance was totally something i'd do," she says, wondering if they were trying to start some sort of rivalry. if anything, foreign muses needed to stick together, so she decided against slandering her. "when she took of the pointe shoes? ah, i was really shocked! i'd be excited to see what she has prepared in the future."

"is there anyone you are certain will move onto the next phase of the mgas?"

"for sure! there's chan ( @rkchris ) - even if i saw some who were better skill wise, he's very creative and shows a lot of promise! i'd imagine they'd want to keep him around. and maybe....haruto ( @rkharuto )?" more than anything, he crosses her mind because he'd looked a little pitiful to her, like a lost puppy as he wandered around the auditions. he was still so little, but more than anything tingyan hoped he'd win the judges favor. “and yuzu ( @yuzurk )? who could forget about her! she has enough confidence to last a lifetime, she may even be able to compete with me! idol material for sure.” when the interviewer coughs to say tingyan’s said more than enough, she blushes and nods in understanding. “alright, that’s all for me! don’t forget about your mga queen - miss chong tingyan!”

[rkdoyoung]

♕ ✦ —  sunset.

@rkhyeon

it’s dark, and the music is loud. the bass drops and shakes him right down to his heart. in the distance, he can see a figure, features indiscernible, but there’s an inexplicable pull that’s bringing his footsteps closer, as if the figure is wordlessly beckoning. the closer he gets, the faster his heart beats, and by the time he’s close enough to reach out, his heart is beating in his head. his raises his hand to tap the figure on the shoulder, and time to seems to slow down, but before he can actually maintain contact, an invasive voice booms overhead. slowly, the world around him begins to dissolve, and confusion overtakes him. within seconds, he’s awake, and back to reality.

he shakes his head, trying to shake off the dream he just had; it seemed so vivid. rubbing his eyes, he opens them to find a kid standing above him, and the view of the park and river behind, sun setting in the distance. he must have fallen asleep after his run. “oh, uh, hey,” he says, voice still thick with sleep, laced with embarrassment. “thanks for waking me.”

[rkkyungsoo]

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#5007 episode 2: interview

Kyungsoo begun his preparation for the interview as soon as he stepped off of the stage. Being one of the first to perform, Kyungsoo had plenty of time to think about what he wanted to say. The interview questions were likely similar to the ones in the first episode and from what he saw in the episode, people’s interviews were more likely aired if they gave negative reactions. This meant, at least in his mind, if he wanted more screen time, he had to give interesting responses, possibly the sort that could start controversies.

He fixed his eyes on the stage, keeping note of interesting performances while also thinking about who he could potentially take a dump on. The safest option was likely Suwoong since the guy would never be able to truly hate him after all the free rides he got over the years. However, from what was shown of the first episode, there was already a strong rival thing between two family members. Perhaps a loving cousin relationship would suit the camera’s taste better. That, was literally the only reason why he actually got up and clapped during dear Susu’s performance when he ran around the stage like an idiot asking for more cheers. When he realized not many other people were standing up, Kyungsoo awkwardly sat back down again - it was such an embarrassing moment.

What? You think he should just be honest and answer however he want? Don’t be a fool. If this didn’t work out, Kyungsoo had to go back on his path to future CEO and any misbehaviour on this show could come back to hunt him. There was no way in hell he was going to let a televised survival show he entered on whim affect his public image, even if it was aired years before his potential success. An intelligent man must think ahead and Kyungsoo knew from a brief once over of the crowd of kids that there were quite a few who thought things through like he did, despite their young age.

Perhaps he shouldn’t risk railing on people yet. Maybe later, when he has more information.

What did you think of the results last week?

“There were quite a lot of contestants eliminated. I’ll be honest, I lost a lot of familiar faces and now have to figure out who to sit with.” He smiled, giving his head a light shake. He didn’t like sitting with strangers but the idea of making new friends also felt exhausting. Kyungsoo will admit, he wasn’t the extroverted type like his cousin and most of his close friendships involved a persistent person who didn’t mind his silence, judgment and occasionally smacks to the shoulder. Just sit with Suwoong? Oh hell no. He’d rather get shot than sit with his loudass cousin and his pack of howling wolf friends. “You guys have to admit, I may not be a good dancer but I know a solid choreo when I see it. All of the dancers I really enjoyed made it through to this round.” Hoseok, Yena and Taeyang.

How do you think you did?

“Everyone certainly looked shocked when I threw my glasses on the ground. I hope I didn’t scare anyone but I was trying really hard to get in character. I think when you channel a certain persona, your voice naturally changes to fit it. I like telling stories with my performance.”

Do you still have those glasses?

He nodded, pulling them out of his pocket with an awkward smile. “In case I become an idol one day, these will be on sale as Do Kyungsoo’s smashed glasses during MGAS 5 performance. I was thinking about charging an insane amount of money.” His expression showed that he wasn’t serious. “Just joking, interviewer noona. I am planning on keeping them as a souvenir. A reminder that I was on the stage and I did a performance I am proud of.”

Who do you think is the best under each skill?

“I don’t listen to enough rap songs to be able to determine what is considered a skilled rap performance. Hyeon did catch my attention because of his song choice because it wasn’t fast all the way through and had slow parts. In addition, I liked the little movements he did with his hands while rapping. Those movements were small but they were quite on beat, I think.” Perhaps the kid was secretly an all star and can dance too. Kyungsoo wouldn’t be surprised. If he could move well with his hands already absent minded, then who’s to say what he could do with his feet.

Dance wise...hmmm. “Yeji chose a very passionate song and I definitely felt it in her expressions. Taeyang was good as always but of course, I still like Hoseok the most. Oh, Eric did a girl group song, didn’t he? I remember laughing during that because it was fun. Hyunggu did a mash up and I thought that was creative.”

Singers he shouldn’t talk about too much because of direct competition, but bringing up one or two should be fine. “Yuri was good. The song she chose was one of my favourites from the movie.”

@rksuwoong​, @hobirk​, @rktaeyang​, @rkhyeon​, @rkkhg​, @yuzurk​, @rkyeji​ & @rkyuri​

[bexmatt]

what do you want to do

@rkhyeon

To be honest, it was weird, it was amusing to be with Hyeon, but it was also weird. Normally Sungjae would have an act on, he would do whatever others told him to do, because that was polite, and Sungjae’s parents had taught him that in this world there was nothing more important than being polite and respectful. He has never really been himself with anyone, not even himself, when he’s with himself he has that act on too, the nice-guy act, by now he almost doesn’t mind it, he has accustomed himself to it. Almost. He still wonders how it would be how to just do what he likes, to not always say yes and to not always do what people tells him to do, and with Hyeon he can do that. Hyeon doesn’t make Sungjae do things, he doesn’t ask Sungjae an uncountable amount of favors and he doesn’t judge Sungjae when Sungjae eats with his hands or act rude towards others.

There is the communication problem, Sungjae can speak Korean, he’s just not very good at it, but that isn’t the biggest problem when the two are together, it’s more what they want to do together. They’ve hung out before, and even if Sungjae likes to think he has no friends, he still sees Hyeon as a friend, he enjoys his time with Hyeon.

He scratches his eyebrow, yawns and then looks at Hyeon again, he tries thinking first, ideas about what they can do, but there is none, his head is empty. “So uh—you got any ideas about what we can do?”

[ryujinrk]

-.✦･｡ﾟMGA season 5: episode 4, outfit             performing ed sheeran “cross me” ft Chance The Rapper + PNB Rock             with @rksihyeon (lyrics + line distribution)           mentioned briefly: @rkxsnh​, @rkhyeon​, @rkyeji​             @rkxbin​, @rkheejin​, @rkjaemin​, @rkkyungsoo

Surviving to the next episode again and again has always been expected by the teen but the further into the competition she comes, the more anxious she honestly becomes. Working as pairs proves to be difficult for her even if her partners are the sweetest things, having had the experience of being betrayed before she can’t help but wonder if she will be once again. Last week she was paired with Sakura who she already know and are close friends with, which in honesty did make things a little easier, but when doubled with a stranger Ryujin was sceptical. The trust that she ultimately need to have in others has been so swindled to the point where it sincerely is difficult even trusting in her friends and aquaintances 

She learned rather quickly that her worries were unjust though, when she started working with Sia she noticed right away that the two of them get along well and that they do have each other’s success at best interest. Ryujin is a team player, she know that it is how they will make progress and it is simply who she is as a person-- she will do whatever she can to make sure that not only does she pass to the next phase, but that her partner does as well. And that has nothing to do with the fact that they are eliminated in pairs this season. They practice mostly at 1MILLION dance studio, which is practically where Ryujin has grown up-- having started dancing there at nine years old she is familiar there, and was the one to suggest it.

With the summer heat Ryujin made sure that they kept cool and relaxed by bringing the pair a chilled drink each, fruity smoothies for Sia and iced mocha lattes for herself. In return, the elder saw to it that the teen was well and sufficiently rested throughout their time together as a pair. In one way they behaved like friends who genuinely cared about each other’s well being-- which ultimately is their stage concept as well, best friends who don’t let anyone in the way of their friendship. Both of them came with song suggestions, Ryujin proposing Ariana Grande’s song “Side to Side” but felt more inclined towards Sia’s option of Ed Sheeran’s “Cross Me” with Chance The Rapper + PNB Rock though both would be good alternatives.

-.✦･｡ﾟ

Seated next to Sia in their assigned seats Ryujin think that they look so darn cute in their matching outfits, the elder wearing the darker outfit while the teen wearing the lighter. Reason behind that obvious to them but likely slipping the audience; as a rap and vocal duo people do often see the rapper as the thug one and the singer as the innocent one, so they decided that today they are switching it up. Ryujin, the rapper, prepared the white and endearing look while Sia, the vocalist, preparing the more dark and mysterious vibe. “I’m so excited,” she note towards the other in a whisper while waiting for the performances to start already. Ryujin can’t wait until it all begin, and she’s so eager to watch Olivia with Hohyeon.

As well as Yeji and Changbin, and Heejin and Jaemin. Those are the ones that are interesting this week, in her personal opinion, along with the question-- will Kyungsoo dance, again? 

Ryujin sure hopes that he will because she want to see a lot more of him and see what he has to offer. Compared to their blind date set up by their parents he definitely show other sides, all the while she can spot the same man that she already met before. Pairs after pairs perform on stage and soon enough, sooner than Ryujin has grown used to actually, it’s her turn to step up and she is confident as ever walking next to her partner who has such an amazing voice; their stage is different from what she has done so far, much different from it really, which makes it a little scary. Although they have both practiced hard, alone and together, and have come down to a satisfying stage, Ryujin can’t help but worry. What if the judges don’t like it after all? What if they expected something else, or perhaps even more of her already?

“5040 Shin Ryujin and 5026 Kim Sia.” They are finally called to the stage.

Glancing over to the elder with a little smirk she reveal how much she crave to be on stage, if she can say so herself she believe that the two of them have prepared a strong performance-- Ryujin has faith in them, and in in their stage. Once reaching up to the center she bow down in front of the judges, introduce herself and step into position. Ryujin begin the moment she get a cue from Sia, her verse starting off before the music come in. As she deliver her part she rap with perfect English as a result of having English speaking family members, she has spent so many summers in America with her grandparents she barely has an accent. They walk ahead together, oozing of attidude as Ryujin effortlessly pass her opening verses, and execute a little secret handshake of sorts that they prepared to show their close friendship during the second part of Ryujin’s verse making sure to hit it with the beat of the song.

Anything she need, she can call me Don't worry 'bout her, that's my seed, yup, that's all me Just know, if you cross her, then you cross me Cross me, cross me, if you, if you, if you, if you (Ryujin)

Anything she need, she can call me Don't worry 'bout her, that's my seed, yup, that's all me Just know, if you cross her, then you cross me Cross me, cross me, if you, if-

While it’s originally a supposed love song Ryujin enjoy that they have attempted to switch it up like they did with their outfits, that rather bringing a romantic love song they turn it into about a friendship instead. Her verse came to a seemingly abrupt end but that is on purpose, just as in the original song. She doesn’t make too much out of herself when Sia  sing her part as it’s the elder’s time to shine, but she moves her body gently to the beat of the music. Sometimes encouraging the other with ad libs of ‘yeahs’ and ‘mhms’, nothing too extra. The music stops at Sia’s “ayy” but before anyone has the time to wonder if they are done Ryujin comes back around with a beatless rap consisting of the same verse that she opened with. This time, instead of ending it abruptly the two of them merge their parts into a smooth transision.

Anything she need, she can call me Don't worry 'bout her, that's my seed, yup, that's all me Just know, if you cross her, then you cross me Cross me, cross me, if you, if you, if you

Sia sing the refrain with her beautiful voice and Ryujin can’t help but feel a little envious, having yet to gain any confidence in her own singing. The teen has given up that dream, and she has settled with the fact that she is a dancing rapper instead. Having two lines in this refrain she make sure that she understand what the lyrics are about, so when she deliver the words of ‘anything she need she can call me’ she look over at the elder with a smile and an endearing look in her eyes, as though the two are actually friends who will do anything for one another. She is surprised how well they work together on stage, considering the fact that they met as strangers. The part come to an end as all things do and finally, Ryujin is coming in with the actual rap. Due to her age, they decided that she would rewrite some of the lyrics.

And she ain't messing with no other man Now what you not gon' do Is stand there 'cross from me like you got Kung Fu Death stare, crossed arms, running your mouth like a faucet But you don't know that my girl been doing CrossFit Pew! Kung Pow! Knock you out with a cross kick Blowing air out, wear you out, you exhausted Know she gonna slide anytime you girlies gossip Keep a lil' blade in her smashin lip gloss kit, ayy No one say hi to me without her Better pay your respect to the queen Better do that ish without a flirt Gotta respect the HBIC Couple of things that you need to know If you still wanna be friends with me 

During her verse she use the technique that she always does during her raps, her mind doing that automatically by now; always think one sentence ahead, prepare the next sentence while delivering so that the words won’t stumble. The flow is a little strange to her but she manage it well, having practiced from dusk till dawn to perfect her part. That’s what she enjoy about these performances, that she don’t necessarily need a specific place to practice. When she near the second part of her verse she step closer towards Sia, and while she express the words ‘better pay your respect to the queen’ she motion with her fingers as though she’s crowning the other female. She grin broadly after that and finish her verse strongly, then gesture towards the elder who is assigned to end their performance with the song’s signature phrase. Happy with their stage she bow down again as a kind of ‘thank you’ for allowing her to perform again. 

[rksakura]

kt flyer to @rkhyeon ! ( 3 / ? ) 

somewhere in the heart of seoul, the australian gal had to make time to get her favourite cup of tea to start off her day. this is on her daily to-do’s, get tea to secure her health is at its finest. once she’s done sipping the liquids, she makes her way out of the cafe and realises that she has to tend to her duties as being a new trainee: passing out flyers to the public. it isn’t a huge problem for her at all since she’s extremely outgoing but the matter lies in the heart whether people want to accept it from her or not. she stops the next person in the politest way she can, “hi there! this is a kt flyer, i am miyawaki sakura! could you pretty please take this?” she smiles warmly, releasing the piece of paper out of her hand and giving it out to the other.

[rkyeji]

⟨  - ̗̀  customer service 101   ̖́-  ⟩

a new employee, yeji had told her mother to give the male a chance-- he is younger than her and he reminded her of her own younger brother. she had a soft spot for males that were similar to her brother-- they were just as serious, so she had asked her mother to give him a shot and said she would help him. however right now-- looking at him yeji truly wondered if there was hope for the male.

“hyeon ah,” she spoke to him as they wrapped utensils in napkins, she observed him as he wrapped them-- just like she had just taught him, “why do you always glare at customers?”

she lifted her brows watching him for his reaction, this was something she had noticed-- it was somewhat amusing in the start but yeji knew that if it continued the customers... and the boy would be uncomfortable, “you always look like you are overthinking a situation... or that you really have to do a number two.”

                                         - ̗̀— a starter for @rkhyeon — ̖́-

[rkdaehwi]

Eric Sohn [손영재] - Oh!GG Lil’ Touch(몰랐니) dance cover ft. Rocky, Hyojeong, Yugyeom & Hohyeon

Eric Sohn Dance Studio Published on Feb 9, 2019

It’s been a while since I posted anything, hasn’t it? Between school ending and this lil’ project there hasn’t been any time to film any other covers haha! But I’m glad I can finally present this to everyone! When it comes to dance it’s gotta be Park Minhyuk. I hope y’all go check him out after watching this video because he’s so talented! First time trying to dance in a group of people for a cover so it might be a bit messy, but fortunately this gang is very good hehehe! I have to be careful or I’ll fall behind! Anyhow, ya boy over and out. Please keep supporting me and my friends! Links below!

Park Minhyuk: rockybeats Noh Hyojeong: @phantomhyo Kim Yugyeom: @kyg98 Lee Hohyeon: lhhcovers

Also be sure to check out my brother’s newest video! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l6Y...

When Minhyuk had first approached him about this idea, frankly Eric had been surprised. Although the other was one of the most talented dancers he knew, but as far as he knew Minhyuk’s forte wasn’t exactly girl group dances. Heck, he had even questioned Eric about it once upon a time so it felt peculiar that his friend was the one to suggest covering a dance by female artists. Not that he minded in the slightest. He absolutely loved the song and the opportunity to get to do a cover with someone else too was really interesting. Even more so when Minhyuk had said that he had friends who could help out with it.

And well, it was most certainly an experience. Hohyeon was cool, Eric had to admit that. He was a great dancer and Eric was almost embarrassed that he had never seen him around the internet before, especially with how he liked to keep track of other youtube dancers. But he had to admit that even he couldn’t get around to everyone -- he had simply promised that from now on he was going to keep an eye out for him and had even subscribed to the guy’s channel right there on the spot.

In a sense he supposed that Hyojeong and that Yugyeom fella were also pretty neat. Hyojeong could add the feminine touch to their movements that they were lacking, and Yugyeom’s dancing style was really inspiring and interesting. From a professional viewpoints he didn’t have any issues with working together with them. There was just the small fact that it seemed like the two of them actually couldn’t stand each other. Most of the time they could set aside their differences long enough to actually be able to practice and film properly, but the moment the music stopped they were at each other’s throats again, and so many times had Eric lingered around Minhyuk and Hohyeon to seek comfort in them in the midst of the storm.

“Minhyuk hyung,” he had called out to the older dancer in a silent moment in between practice. “I love you, but don’t ever make me work together with those two at the same time again.” Once was more than enough. It wasn’t that he would mind working together with them again, it just had to be individually next time or he feared that he might lose his mind, which was saying a lot when it came to Eric. He just didn’t deal well with people fighting around him at all.

Somehow they had all made it through alive -- the footage was shot and their ways were parted, and all that was left was to edit the footage and put it up. Him and Minhyuk had agreed to doing it separately as they had different ways of placing their focus and after all needed the videos on their respective channels dedicated to their respective audiences used to their way of doing things. Not that too much would be changed in the end, just a bit of touching up on the light and audio, but it was a point that still stood.

With a press of the upload button his first collaboration experience had come to an end.

[rkfanfic]

— ◉ — @rkhyeon

[memoirsofrkxjiyeon]

did you hear that?

@rkhyeon  

it was early hours of the morning and the fresh face trainee was on her own way towards the sphere training among all the early birds who were heading towards their workplace or school. in truth, minhee can be quite irritable in the morning depends on what happens in the morning like most people. the female felt like she’s on auto-pilot as she headed towards sphere building until her phone starts to buzz with the caller id ‘the idiotic brother’ what was he doing up this early? he's usually sleeping in until afternoons like the lazy bum he is.  “what do you want oppa?” she stated bluntly down the phone, it turns out he hasn’t sleep yet and he’s stuck somewhere as he’s ‘lost’ all his money at some club. now, he’s asking baby sister to go get him and give some money so he can get home. this wasn’t the first time, she had bail him out. 

“yah! seriously, when are you going grow up dongwook!? you suppose to be big brother, I can’t be saving your ass every time you are in trouble! you should spend your money wisely and get a proper job while at it! I’m not gonna to send you money, you can walk your hungover ass home!” she ranted down into the phone yet due to being busy focusing on her phone call, she accidentally bumps into some student as she wasn’t watching where she was going. the phone tumbles to the concentrate pavement below, she could hear the faint yelling of her brother on the other end complaining about how unfair she was being and honestly she didn’t care. 

she let out loud huff brushing her hair back, “It’s too early to deal with idiots...mhm? oh, I’m sorry for bumping into you kid. are you okay?” she questioned as he seems to unfortunate enough to bump into minhee when she wasn’t in the greatest moods, thanks to her dear brother. 

[rkharuto]

❛ switching sides

attending zombie night with @rkhyeon

haruto still didn’t like this, scowling the whole time he awkwardly walked besides hohyeon. it felt weird to be wearing a sopa uniform, especially one which didn’t have his name on it, wrinkling his nose as he glanced down at the name badge, reading the korean writing of ‘lee hohyeon’ upside down. because it was hyeon’s uniform, just as how the older boy was currently wearing haruto’s own school uniform. and that was their costumes. they had decided to go as each other and haruto still felt the whole idea was incredibly stupid. at least they were around the same height so the uniform fit. 

“this is dumb, we should have come as something else,” he was huffed in japanese, side eyeing the boy striding a lot more casually beside him, “people think we haven’t dressed up or anything.” they simply looked like two school kids coming after a late night study session or something. and he didn’t like people thinking that, the whole point of this was to dress up, it was halloween, and there he was looking like he hadn’t even bothered. this was all hohyeon’s fault, haruto should really stop letting the other boy talk him into stuff like this. at least wearing this uniform he looked like the older one out of the two, but that was really the only benefit. 

[siyeonrk]

psy ♡ #fondantfancy #oompaloompa @psiye00n

i did a thing that you should totally watch because the other performers are actually good!! go check it out!! have i improved since the mgas?? ㅋㅋ https://youtu.be/bK9h7hd-V20

⇄     ↻     ★

[rkjunhyuk]

guess who’s back, back again, vicky’s back, tell a friend. 

for those of you who happen to remember me, hello it’s vicky again, aka the old mun behind rkdonghyun and rkhyeon and i have decided to come back to rk. and this time i bring you the new baby of the rp (charlie stay mad), bang junhyuk. i have been watching a lot of mcnd videos and suddenly decided this child is my new son and i want to protecc him. so here we are. anyway moving on. he’s a 15 year old baby who really loves rapping, and also diving and loves throwing himself off a 10m platform into water because he’s weird or something idk. but yes, i have a profile and a background page for you to look through, no plots because i still suck, and please like this if you want to plot and i will come to you. 

as always, some facts and small wanted connections under the cut and i am very happy to be back. missed this place a lot and missed all of you as well. 

born and raised in seoul. father is a businessman and his mother owns her own cafe in a nice area of hongdae. 

has an older brother he does like but pretends he hates and they tend to always be messing with each other 

mother threw him into sports, but he ended up taking a real liking to diving and has weekly lessons. is quite a skilled diver and picks up more advanced dives pretty quickly, but never wants to make a career out of it. he can’t be bothered to work out and only does it for the fun

started rapping when he was 10 after watching a busker around hongdae and was completely hooked. 

opened up and soundcloud and started appearing in the underground rap scene when he was thirteen. quick to shut down anyone who laughs at him because of his age with a surprisingly mature and deep rap tone. (dudes 14 in this video be shooketh with me)

his goal is to be one of the greatest rappers. knows how hard that is to achieve but wants to do it anyway. 

a pretty chilled out dude, happy to hang around with his mates and laugh, very outgoing and chatty to everyone. 

also a right adrenaline junkie (if you couldn’t tell by the fact he loves flinging himself from high places into water for fun). 

isn’t bothered by horror films in the slightest, will sit there happily watching an R rated movie munching popcorn with an almost bored expression. dude doesn’t even jump at jump scares or in horror mazes and will walk the whole thing with his hands in his pockets. 

not the greatest in school and has never enjoyed it, but does his best and that’s all that matters, right? 

wanted connections maybe?

others in the underground rap scene

friends around the same age

big brother/sister figures to him

someone he watches horror movies with for support

rappers he considers ‘rivals’

regulars at his mother’s cafe

someone his father has hired as his tutor because his grades aren’t /great/

someone to really introduce him to dancing

[rkkyungsoo]

‹★›

episode three: interview

What did you think of the results last week?

“I was surprised, actually, to see Yena leave. I thought she was a good singer. Hoseok ended up leaving too and like I’ve mentioned before, I always enjoyed watching him dance.” While he agreed with most of the eliminations, there were a few that stood out. He didn’t question the results because, let’s be honest, he didn’t know enough about music to be overly critical of the judges’ choices.

How was it working with your duo?

“I will admit, I am a pretty shy person,” he smiled a little, even though he knew that was partially a lie. Kyungsoo wasn’t actually shy, he just didn’t enjoy social interactions as much as most other people. “So I was nervous about the fact we were going to work in pairs. The fact I knew Yugyeom made things easier, and he was a really good dance instructor. I am very glad to have his support during my first real dance performance.” The one in high school didn’t count for obvious reasons.

How do you think you did?

He paused for a second, trying to find the right words. “This was the most difficult performance for me to date. I haven’t danced much in the past and it was hard, trying to pick it up from the scratch. If my duo partner wasn’t a dance instructor, I am sure I would have had an even harder time. I am glad that I gave it a shot, though because I think it is important to keep challenging yourself. One does not grow by staying comfortable, and that’s how I’ve always viewed life.” He was young enough to experiment and gain new skills. Even though Kyungsoo experienced a lot of frustration, exhaustion and overall discomfort during this week, he thought it was fairly worth it. "Overall, I am proud of our performance. I think we complemented each other and made up for each other's weak spots."

“I am also grateful for my cousin Suwoong. He came over and helped me with my facial expressions. We were trying to be energetic, happy and boyish this week and when practice first started, I had trouble finding the character. What was it that Suwoong said...” He let his voice trail off, looking down at the table as if attempting to remember. When he raised his head again, Kyungsoo adopted an expression that was very much Suwoong-like. “No, Kyungsoo, not like that. You are trying to be boy with love, not boy with unresolved issues!” He even sounded like Suwoong. As much as they disliked each other, the close relationship between their mothers meant they met up nearly every week. Kyungsoo was great at imitating Suwoong’s voice and his insufferable presence.

“I think I pulled off being...happy pretty well after practice. I think...Smiling is a bit easier now.” He flashed the interviewer noona one on cue, the same bright one he showed on the stage. 

Were there any performances you liked?

“Yuri and Hohyeon did well, but that’s no surprise. I’ve already mentioned how much I enjoy Yuri as a singer and Hohyeon as a rapper last week, I think. This duo performance just hits it harder home.” Yeah, they were good, and the song was hype but they both showed exactly what they’ve been showing the entire time. Kyungsoo think they really lucked out because singer plus rapper duos are so easy. Neither had to push themselves out of their comfort zone and risk making a fool out of themselves.

“Yeji and Junhee performed Rewrite the Stars - it was beautiful. Yeji had a lot of confidence when she walked on that stage and I think that helped with her performance. Honest, I think she might win this whole thing.” He nodded seriously. “Most of the MGA winners had been males as far as I can remember, but don’t quote me on this.” His television knowledge was quite limited. “Wouldn’t it be nice to see a beautiful girl win this time?”

“Speaking of girls, I liked Yuqi’s performance with Minhyun. There was a moment during the song where she looked at Minhyun and it was as if they were trying to communicate with their eyes. They had very good...chemistry.” Was he allowed to say that?

“The boys who did Romanticism put on an interesting performance. I thought they interacted well with the audience and really...flirted.” Kyungsoo liked sexier songs, so that one caught his attention. “Jinyoung’s vocals are solid.” And his hip rolls were even better.

“Ryujin and Sakura were both cute. They did a lighter rap performance and were clearly having fun with it. I appreciated the change from regular hard rap songs.“ But who knows if the judges will like the playfulness of it.

Which duo do you think complemented each other the most? 

“ I think Suwoong and Xuxi had great energy together.” Yes, he put the emphasis on the word together. They spent most of the song sitting, but that didn’t mean it was a boring performance. “I’ll admit, when I was watching, I really thought they looked like a couple.” He knew Suwoong was the go hard or go home type of guy but didn’t know that Xuxi could match up to that level of...boldness.

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YOUTUBE - @LHHCOVERS UPLOADED A NEW VIDEO            UNDER COVER COVER - BY HOHYEON, HARUTO,                                       MARK, LILY & SIYEON

@rkhyeon as byeongkwan @rkharuto as jun @rkmxrk as wow @rklily as donghun @siyeonrk as chan line distribution

over a month of planning and practices and hard work and finally they were ready to record this cover. if the mgas hadn’t come about, this would have been posted over a month ago and hohyeon would have moved onto some other venture. but maybe the extra time was a good thing, gave them all more time to prepare and practice for longer than he usually would and that might hopefully mean the quality was better. because mark his words, he was not going to upload anything until it was perfect - if only because he wanted to prove those dumb ceos wrong with what they said about him. 

doing a vocal and a dance cover was not a new thing for him, having done one before, but doing it with a group was actually a new thing. and he wanted it to be perfect, so he had gone and bothered some of the theatre kids for some of the microphones they use during their performances. and while they were a little hesitant to lend them to him, eventually they had agreed so long as one of them could keep an eye on everything to make sure they didn’t get broken. 

which was why there was now a bored looking kid sitting in the corner of the room on his phone. hohyeon was just going to pay him no mind, instead turning his attention to the four others gathered in the room. 

haruto he had approached first, and honestly it had been a little hard to get the kid to agree, but he was thankful he finally had. mark was a familiar face and had featured in one of his videos before, so it wasn’t hard to get him to agree to do another. he had then asked lily after a debate with himself whether he really wanted her or not, and then lily had brought along siyeon. and that was how they were all standing there now ready to do this after all the hard work they had put into everything. 

the camera was set up in the usual position at the front of the room, hyeon just fiddling with it one last time before he nodded to the rest of the group, fixing the microphone taped to the side of the face just to check that everything was in order. “right, let’s get this bread then,” he grinned as he spoke the english words, moving towards the middle of the room and quickly turning around from the camera to take up his starting position in the middle of the group as the others moved around him. and only once everything was in order did he signal to the helpful theatre kid (who was actually called hanbyul, but theatre kid sounded better) to press play on the music. 

the choreo started with some sharp movements in time with the music, hohyeon tilting his head a little to the side before rolling it, looping his arms through haruto and siyeon’s arms. he has to basically rely on them not to drop him as he leaned back on them, though there was extra support from the other two has he finally tipped backwards. but he didn’t end up falling, which he was supposed was a good thing as they stood up again and hohyeon finally spun around to face the camera as he barrel straight into his first part. 

ay girl i see you on the low low ay so hot she banging like a bongo let it go, got me strung like santana

mark was next to follow up with his own strong vocals, hohyeon having to smile just a little as he danced. it was no wonder the boy was a trainee, though it still made hyeon incredibly jealous just to think of that. but he supposed mark was talented and deserved the position, and all he could really do was hope that one day he would get his own chance to join a company and be a trainee. he needed it to happen one of these days. 

it really was a high energy choreography with some very strong lyrics as they all participated in the chorus of the song, vocals blending in nicely with each other. as soon as the mv had dropped he had wanted to do a cover of the song, and now it was actually happening. and the boy was determined to do it all sorts of justice. he was used to rapping with a mic now after his short stint on the mgas, so it wasn’t as hard as he thought to keep his rap steady and powerful enough to be heard as he body moved in well practised and strong motions. and he trusted the others were doing the same, after the weeks of work they had put in he would hate to have to do this too many times because someone kept messing up.

step back, she toxic cock back and pop it 총에 맞은 가슴 쾅 뛰네 brat tat tat can't stop it 말 없이 다가가 널 멍하니 쳐다 봐 바보처럼, 버버버벅 니 앞에만 서면, dumb

mark followed him up again as hohyeon bent over, the choreo allowing the other rapper to control him and the others with his hand movements, standing him back up and turning him almost like a robot. but then he was bent over again, this time siyeon coming in with her own vocals as she leaned on him with an elbow. and he was pleased that the girl had eventually joined in with this project, he had been a little uncertain at first having never met the girl before, but she was clearly talented. and now he had absolutely no worries about the girl and her skill. 

finally it was haruto’s turn and hohyeon just smiled softly at the boy as he sung his couple of lines. it was quite clear from the beginning that he didn’t really like performing in front of a camera, or in public at all, really. so he was rather thankful that the boy had agreed to this, and hadn’t backed out even after hohyeon had dragged him on the mgas with him. the japanese boy had talent and hyeon just wanted the world to see that and maybe, one of these days, haruto would realise it as well and stop being so nervous about everything. performing and singing on a stage was a good thing, not something to be frightened of. 

the pace of the song and choreography was still slow as the moved towards the chorus, lily finally getting her own chance to shine. it was true that the two of them weren’t really friends at first, but now, the other girl had sort of grown on him over the time they knew each other. and while he still wouldn’t go as far as saying they were good friends, he could at least stand the girl a little better and didn’t incredibly mind hanging out with her. 

things suddenly picked up again as they jumped into the chorus, the five of them mixing their vocals for the first three lines, hohyeon staying as strong as possible with his movements as he basically bounced around the place. and then it was dropping onto his knees, one arm over his face as they body rolled as lily sung her line. then haruto was the only one standing as he sung, hohyeon dropping to the floor, managing to stand up again without using his hands. it was a move he had practised a lot and used a lot when he was breakdancing, so it wasn’t much of a bother for him to get it. though he could see how others could struggle with it, but they had practised this, so it shouldn’t be a problem. 

but after both mark and siyeon had a couple more lines to get through, hohyeon was in the middle of the group, bouncing on his feet as he started to rap his next part. 

okay, tension 높아 뜨겁게 타올라 느낌 so high 불꽃같이 pop pop pop pop

and, once again, he was quickly followed up by mark as they were the only two standing. this was their centre stage moment, and honestly, the bit he had been worrying about the most. there had been more than one mistake in the practice room when going through this bit, including accidentally kissing each other when their heads turned a little too close to each other. hohyeon was just praying that it wouldn’t happen this time as well as he stood a distance from the other boy, only their wrists touching as they both straightened out their arms. 

거부해야 해 지금 네 status 정신 차려야 해 기횐 단 한 번

he was close to mark now, standing just behind him, head almost resting on his shoulder as the other boy followed up with his own lyrics. and their heads were rolling towards each other, hohyeon’s hand almost brushing the boys cheek. thankfully there were no incidents this time, both of them stopping before they managed to make any lip contact. and there was no stupid laughing or pushing each other away this time, either. they actually managed to get through that but in one piece and hohyeon couldn’t be more thankful about it. 

as siyeon started singing again it was a bit of downtime in the choreography, just a moment for them to catch their breath as siyeon moved through them, parting them like the red sea. and hohyeon was taking as much time as possible, keeping his breathing under control. they were more than half way through this song now, only the last bits to go and that was the end of his solo singing. all he had to worry about now was the rest of the choreography and keeping in tune with the others for the longer bits to come. 

after lily’s lines they were back to the high energy chorus, the familiar and well practised choreography running in his head as his limbs moved in time with the music. he really did love dancing and really did love this song, it was a lot of fun to perform and he would do it again given the chance. maybe he would have to think a little more about doing more covers in groups instead of just focusing on himself. working with others, it wasn’t actually as bad as he thought it was going to be. no, it was fun, a bit of hard work, sure, but it was fun to be a team and actually produce something together. all the hard work paid off in the end. 

moving into one straight line one behind the other, hohyeon waited for siyeon to finish her line before they all jumped out at different angles, crouched on the floor before slowly moving up, taking a step back to be close again. he popped his chest a couple of times with the music, moving to roll over the back of siyeon before dropping to his knees, pounding at the floor before standing again. now came the fun part, the part which made you feel completely worn out with no energy left. but this was the sort of dancing he loved, he could never do really slow and methodical dances, not for very long, anyway. 

jumping forward again they were all dancing in a line, voices harmonizing together as they powered through the rest of the choreography. and he was sure this was going to look really cool when it came out on the video, the five of them dancing and working together to produce a great cover. it was the chance for people to realise that he did have talent, that he deserved to make it to the finals and get a contract just as much as everyone else did. they eliminated him too soon. and he was never going to stop believing that, not for as long as he lived. being a trainee was his only chance of making it out of the slum, for making a better life for him and his mother and he was not about to let that opportunity slip. 

and when they all made a circle in the middle, hands in the centre, one on top of the other as they raised their arms together, hohyeon could do nothing but smile at them. he was thankful for each and every one of them because without them this cover would have never really made it off the ground. 

there was only the last chorus left now and hohyeon was dancing just as strongly as he had in the beginning. though he was tired, chest heaving from the effort and sweat dripping from the brow, he felt satisfied, confident that he hadn’t put a foot wrong or said something incorrectly. this was probably going to be one of the best covers he had ever uploaded and he didn’t really know how he was supposed to surpass this next month. he would probably come up with something, he did have his eye on per_se and would quite like to cover their debut song simply because it was so good. but maybe he would think of something else. 

siyeon was the one who closed them out with her vocals, a last couple of moves, a kick forward before hohyeon was throwing his head back to the ceiling as the music finally died down. only then did he slowly lower his head back to the front, raising his arms as if he were holding a huge weapon. and that’s the position they held for just a moment longer. 

but that was the end of that, there was no more singing and no more dancing. it was over and he was sure they had all put in maximum effort. even theatre kid hanbyul had looked away from his phone and was now just sitting there and clapping at them. hohyeon just grinned. performing was everything to him and each time he did a cover it only solidified that dream in his head. one of these days he would get to stand on a stage and debut and let the whole world know his name. 

this was who he was and nothing was going to change that.