#roommates keep being like well u moved into a colocation you should have anticipated X situation

[seraphim-soulmate]

I think a big thing that pisses me off with the living room getting rearranged is that means people are going to be in it more (or have the potential to be). and that means less time for me to be in the kitchen, and more of me being pissed off because there are people in a space where I need to be cooking, more time of me being in pain bcs of my hunger bcs I'm afraid to have to interact and I'm overwhelmed by hearing sounds.

like when I first moved here, it was clear that the dining room was a glorified utility space. no one actually used it. and it looked ugly as hell, but at least it avoided some interactions. but now it looks nice. people are going to want to bring others over. and for some reason, when one of my roommates has friends over, they all stand around the kitchen instead of going into the dining room? I've had multiple occasions where I have to ask people to actually physically get up or move because I need to cook in my kitchen where they're sitting on the counter or blocking the fridge??

and I just fucking hate sound in general. i dont want to hear people talking i dont want to hear them walking i want it silent where I live!!! I want peace and to be left tf alone!!! i don't want to live here. I barely want to live in fucking general but I certainly don't want to live in a place where I continue feeling scared to leave my room. where I'm worried I'll be confronted and people will think I'm being a dick bcs I'm in extensive pain