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Calling all couch critics!
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March 14, Day 1 | The minor fall
Minor characters: Who is your favorite minor character? Which one do you think could serve the story better if they were a major player? Why? Is there one from previous seasons you’d like to see again? What’s your favorite scene or line featuring a minor character? Is there a moment with a minor character that made you realize or rethink something about the main story? What was it?
March 15, Day 2 | The main event
Main characters: Who is your favorite main character? Best antagonist? Protagonist? Anti-hero or morally grey character? Why? Which character has had the most development? The best development? In what ways? Is there a scene or a line you think best represents a character or their development? What does a character’s choice of profession tell us about them?
March 16, Day 3 | Dy-no-mite
Dynamics: What is your favorite overall character dynamic? Romantic? Platonic? Familial? Adversarial? Comedic? Why? What’s a scene or line you feel best represents that dynamic? What’s a dynamic that’s changed? A dynamic you would like to see more of? Two (or more) characters that we haven’t seen together but should? Why?
March 17, Day 4 | Set dressing
Costumes/Props/Sets: What does a character’s costume say about them? What does their living space? Their car? Is there an accessory they wear that means something? What is it? What is the space they spend the most time in, what does it look like, and what does that tell us?
March 18, Day 5 | I've connected two dots
Free day/pet crack theory: Explain a plot hole; connect (existing?) dots; invent a conspiracy; justify a headcanon; predict the future; break the fourth wall and talk about shots, angles, lighting, music, locations, or references to other media; explore the road not traveled with scrapped scenes/lines from behind-the-scenes sources; let loose!
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March for Meta - My favorite Malex songs
No surprise my favorite dynamic is Malex. One of my favorite ways to think about Malex is through music. Music and Malex are completely linked for me. I can find a Malex connection to almost any of my favorite songs- sometimes it’s the actual lyric, sometimes it’s the way the words are sung, and sometimes it is just the mood the song puts me in. I listen to music all day at work and often catch myself thinking about how the songs relate to Malex. One of my favorite bands is Nothing But Thieves, and many of their songs relate to Malex for me. The three I am writing about are unique in that they remind me of both Alex and Michael. I think of most songs as relating primarily to either Alex or Michael, but these songs really reflect both characters. Even though I hate odd numbers, everyone loves a trilogy so here are three Nothing But Thieves songs that take me through Alex and Michael’s relationships.
It starts with Your Blood in the lost decade:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IpaiUWOMc5M
Real Love Song has all the angst of Seasons 1 and 2:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7McghScYu-I
And for something more hopeful, we end with Impossible
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1PdwDB7zHwQ
Just listening to these songs (including my favorite versions under the cut) should put you in a Malex mood, but if you want my thoughts on why these are some of my favorite Malex songs, keep reading.
I first heard Your Blood a few weeks ago, and as soon as I heard the line “No, I don’t think I will ever get over you,” I was thinking about the lost decade.
You know it's your blood that I bleed
Tell me that there's some way that I'll get through the night
I carry your moral disease
I don't wanna be something I'm not to stay alive
But I don't know what you expected of me
I've never seen you cry
Yeah, you don't know what it is to be sorry
So I'll carry the lie, we're real men 'til we die
But I don't think I will ever get over you
No, I don't think I will ever get over you
I'm powerless to do anything
Drain away my light like a leaking battеry
Still I don't know what you expected of mе
I've never seen you cry
Yeah, you don't know what it is to be sorry
So I'll carry the lie, we're real men 'til we die
But I don't think I will ever get over you
No, I don't think I will ever get over you
Oh no, there's no escape
No matter how I try
Now I'm stuck on one day
For the rest of my life
You know it's your blood that I bleed
Tell me that there's some way that I'll get through the night
The first few verses and chorus really make me think about Micheal. The push and pull he says he felt during the time, feeling like he didn’t know where he stood with Alex. Also, “Still, I don’t know what you expected of me,” shows his pain and frustration at Alex pulling away and not understanding why Michael made the choices he did. And then he also watched Alex change, going from the boy he fell in love with, open and loving with his jewelry and painted nails, not caring what people thought to joining the air force. Not only would he look drastically different when Michael saw him, but he would carry himself differently, possibly becoming more closed off emotionally every time they met. This part of the song is very raw and painful.
Then music changes, and the whole mood of the song shifts. This is when I hear Alex in the song. This whole verse is him:
Oh no, there's no escape
No matter how I try
Now I'm stuck on one day
For the rest of my life
Michael carries the physical scars from the tool shed, but I think Alex is the one who can’t move on. He’s trapped there by his guilt and fear and anger, desperately trying to fix what happened even though he can’t. No matter how far he runs or how strong he becomes he can’t change what happened. And I think that may be part of that push and pull, he tries to move forward, but when he sees Michael, it all comes back to him. So he loves Michael and wants to be with him, but when they are together he’s reminded of what happened and how he hasn’t been able to fix it.
So they are apart, bleeding for each other and not knowing how to make it right.
Real Love Song is hands down my favorite Malex song. It captures all the angst, the longing and most heartbreakingly, the self inflicted pain of S1 and S2.
This is a love song, real love
Dirty rip out the whole of your soul love
I'll hate myself for days love
Sitting all alone and listening to Nick Cave love
This is a dark song, real dark
Feral tear off your skin to the bone dark
I'll drink myself to death dark
Do anything to feel your breath on my neck dark
Can I sing this to you?
Got a thing about you
And it won't go away, no
It won't go away
It won't go away
This is a sad song, so sad
Aching like it's more that I can take sad
I cried so hard I died sad
Losing all that's making me human inside sad
Can I sing this to you?
Got a thing about you
And it won't go away, no
It won't go away
It won't go away
This is a love song, so what?
Did it slide into your heart?
I guess not
I still want your love a whole lot
Have you heard a better song?
I hope not
Can I sing this to you?
Got a thing about you
And it won't go away
It won't go away
And I just come to say
That it won't go away
It won't go away
“This is a love song, so what?” is such a Michael line. Michael knows he loves Alex, but as far as he’s concerned nothing good comes of it, love feels like a crash landing after all. This is Michael, feeling like he can’t say no to Alex and hating himself every time it ends with Alex walking away:
This is a love song, real love
Dirty rip out the whole of your soul love
I'll hate myself for days love
Sitting all alone and listening to Nick Cave love
This is a dark song, real dark
Feral tear off your skin to the bone dark
I'll drink myself to death dark
Do anything to feel your breath on my neck dark
This part of the song has the defiant, angry energy of S1 Michael. The Michael who told Alex that from where he stood nothing changed, the Michael who asked Alex if this was how it really ended even when he knew he wasn’t going to get the answer he wanted, and later threw up his hands and asked “And what do you want to say, Alex?”
I could hear Michael so clearly in this song, that I didn’t realize Alex was there too until CosmicClownboy gifted me an amazing video for Malex Secret Santa (I’ll link to it at the end). Because Michael is angry, angry that ever believed he could have something good because that’s not his life. He’s the one left behind, the one no one loves, the one left waiting. But Alex is devastated. He looks at Michael and sees all that he lost and blames himself for it. He sees not what he lost, but what he cost Michael.
This is a sad song, so sad
Aching like it's more that I can take sad
I cried so hard I died sad
Losing all that's making me human inside sad
Alex tells Michael he makes him forget the last ten years ever happened and when he remembers, “it almost kills me every time.” Because Alex spent those ten years “Losing all that's making me human inside,” because he had to and as punishment. Seeing Michael, specifically seeing Michael still in Roswell, still near Jesse, reopens those wounds he’s tried to ignore in different ways over and over again.
They keep hurting themselves and each other, but they can’t break away completely:
Can I sing this to you?
Got a thing about you
And it won't go away
Until the middle of S2, when they decide to walk away, to give up on what might have been and look for better songs.
This is a love song, so what
Impossible - I don’t know if I can even explain how much I love this song. I read that it was written as the flip side to Real Love Song to show loving working out, and I have feelings about that.
Took a breath, let it go
Felt the moment settle so
I couldn't wait to tell you why
I'm standin' here with this awkward smile
And that's because
I could drown myself in someone like you
I could dive so deep I never come out
I thought it was impossible
But you make it possible
Love, it stings and then it laughs
At every beat of my battered heart
A sudden jolt, a tender kiss
I know I'm gonna die of this
And that's because
I could drown myself in someone like you
I could dive so deep I never come out
I thought it was impossible
But you make it possible
I'll take the smooth with the rough
Feels so fucked up to be in love
Another day, another night
Stuck in my own head but you pull me out
You pull me out
I could drown myself in someone like you
I could dive so deep I never come out
I thought it was impossible
But you make it possible
Somebody told me and I think they're right
There is a change on its way tonight
And I feel it's so
But I fear it though
Somebody told me and I think they're right
There is a change on its way tonight
And I feel it's so
And I feel it so
I could drown myself in someone like you
I could dive so deep I never come out
I thought it was impossible
But you make it possible
This is my 3x08 song, and I think the song works for both of them.
Took a breath, let it go
Felt the moment settle so
I feel like this is the thesis of 3x08, how we get from sniping at each other at the radio tower to the kiss. It takes each of them taking a breath and making a choice of how to go forward.
For Alex, it’s opening up about Deep Sky and the fact that he still is trying to build something for him and Michael, it’s telling Michael why he needs Michael to follow the plan. He takes a breath and starts saying what he wants to say finally getting back on the path he tried to follow back in S1.
For Michael, it’s crossing that line I don’t think Alex was ever going to cross on his own. It’s showing Alex the best way he knows how, through touch, how he feels and what he wants. It’s a kiss of choice not desperation, it’s wanting Alex not needing him. It’s a promise that there will be more.
It hasn’t been easy for them. We’ve seen them hurt and hurt each other, but we’ve also seen how deep that love runs. How their connection is deep and overwhelming in both beautiful and painful ways.
Love, it stings and then it laughs
At every beat of my battered heart
A sudden jolt, a tender kiss
I know I'm gonna die of this
And that's because
I could drown myself in someone like you
I could dive so deep I never come out
I thought it was impossible
But you make it possible
I'll take the smooth with the rough
Feels so fucked up to be in love
Another day, another night
Stuck in my own head but you pull me out
You pull me out
I think we all imagined a million ways Alex and Michael would find their way back to each other. The idea of it being a dramatic love confession during a fight or when one of them was in danger was always a good bet. But I love that it was quiet and intimate. That we saw joy and disbelief and how they just melt into each other. I love that it was a choice because they know how deeply they love, and that’s part of what they have been running from. A love that makes you stay in collapsing building and build a bomb that can wipe out your species is a lot to take on.
I could drown myself in someone like you
I could dive so deep I never come out
They can drown in each other but they are learning how to do it together and make it to the surface in each other’s arms.
**I choose the least obnoxious lyric videos I could find for each song, but there are a few other versions I think are worth checking out.
Real Love Song:
This is the amazing video I mentioned earlier:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pzjl8zL9m2Q
Alternate Version. Slower, sader and haunting:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mzj8uGnXsIs
I have no idea why this happened, but I am obsessed with it. A virtual collaboration with the Bucharest Symphony Orchestra:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F_nR3IYdv7k
Impossible:
My absolute favorite version of this song. The Orchestral version recorded at Abbey Road:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8irM5QFkr6Q
If you just want to cry, this piano version is for you:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cUR4LFl_UME
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