#roundedtable

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[estrel]

will be rebranding soon probably :p expect new url/theme/etc <3 love u mwah

[deansawthetvglow]

the best dean drawing of all time @roundedtable

[redleavesinthewind]

i was tagged by @tesghosterone to answer the following questions

favourite colour: orange (as long as it’s not neon)

currently reading: the song of achilles by madeline miller (yes i have been reading this book since september no i won’t finish it soon i’m scared to read the ending) and from lukov with love by mariana zapata (my sister is making me read it, i’ve only started so i have no idea what it’s gonna be like)

last series: abbott elementary

last movie: the amazing spiderman (doing a spiderman rewatch) (i’m actually lying the last movie i watched was barbie as rapunzel don’t ask me why)

currently working on: so many fun things! the mamma mia fic! finishing up my fic for pinefest! the ramble on rewrite! research for a 20s fic! also a friend and i decided to start a podcast!

i am tagging @yourfinalbow @roundedtable and @apathetichristmascracker (no pressure) and anyone else who wants to

[queen-rowenas]

writing tag list pt. 2 (ask to be added or removed)

@witchdean @finalgirlstiel @misha-moose-dean-burger-lover @myaimistrue @ne8ula @one-more-offbeat-anthem @roundedtable @shelikestv @sinnabonka @softackles @willowcoded @starrynightdeancas @spookyshrimpemotions @subbydean @subtledean @tearsofgrace @theedorksinlove @thisisapaige @dykestandean @wormstacheangel  @writtenmemxries @you-cant-spell-subtext-without

a softer fate - 534 words, destiel, happy birthday dean winchester!

Castiel is in the kitchen making breakfast. It’s the first he’s actually used it since they moved into the new house, the kitchen usually being Dean’s domain.

He doesn’t dare put on Dean’s Kiss the Cook apron. That would be blasphemy in this house. The worst offense. He instead wears his own Hot Cakes apron that Dean got him. Even though it’s never been worn for practical use, with Cas only sitting and observing Dean’s cooking. And offering the occasional taste test or kiss.

He’s only just plating the lopsided pancakes that make up the extent of his cooking skills when Dean comes sliding into the kitchen on socked feet. It’s a pair Cas gifted him this morning with the words This is my birthday suit printed in bright letters with confetti.

“Dude, check it out!” Dean grins, shaving cream streaked across one cheek, eyes dazzling.

He turns on the light and hops up on the kitchen island. Angling his head to the side, he points at the stubble on his cheek.

“I’m going gray!”

Cas steps closer and takes Dean’s face in his hands, turning his head to examine it from every angle. It’s purely for show and the excuse to touch him. Castiel has made note of every gray hair on Dean’s head. In the beginning, after hearing Dean talk about how going gray and getting old makes you slow and that’s how you get dead, Cas, he would have taken a few private seconds to cherish the sight before turning them to their normal color. Protecting Dean in his own selfish way.

But here and now, Cas looks at the gray catching the sunlight, and he smiles. He runs a thumb across the stubbled cheek.

“It suits you.”

“Yeah, I guess.” Dean bites back a smile, eyes going down.

Cas angles his face back up to look at him. “But?”

Dean shrugs, trying to duck his head again and failing. His cheeks flush, a look that Cas always finds appealing and only makes the gray of his facial hair stand out more.

“I dunno, I just…” His voice goes quiet. “I never thought I’d get to this.”

Cas presses a kiss to his warm cheek. “You deserve it.”

“Yeah, I know. It’s just…the odds weren’t really in my favor. With the life we’ve lived.” Dean meets his eyes with a smile. “You definitely helped me out some.”

“Of course. I consider your survival one of my greatest accomplishments.”

Dean scoffs, but the darkening of his cheeks give him away. “Well, it’s a pretty big win for me, too. Getting to grow old with you.”

Castiel’s smile grows as he loosens his grace’s hold on his vessel. He feels the hair at his temples turn to gray. It’s a strange concept for an angel, aging. But looking at the human before him, the lines around green eyes and gray hairs catching the sunlight. All proof of a long life.

And there are only more years to come. Castiel will ensure it. It’s not a bad fate, a softer one even, growing old with Dean Winchester.

He smiles, the creases at the corner of his eyes deepening. “I look forward to it.”

writing tag list pt. 1 (ask to be added or removed)

@10x02 @alivedean @alexdoesntknow @bixlasagna @blue-eyed-cutiepatootie @blue-moon-elf @brokenyouth @butchnatural @casblackfeathers @castiel-for-lunch @castiel-is-a-cat @castielevermore @deanskitchen @castielsbeeslippers @glowstickcas @chrome--horse @starlight-cas @darthbecky726 @deanwinchestergf @destieldisaster @destielfactory @destielinimpala @donestiel @donvex @dstiel @ensignabby @expectingtofly @feraladoration @folklorecas @fireghost-x @galaxies-of-the-heart @galaxycastiel @good-things-do-happen-dean @heller-swift @himitsutsubasa @how-the-feathers-have-fallen @ialwaysordericedcoffee @immortalcas @im-sam-fucking-winchester @itsshadowdancer23 @jackles-acting-choices @lalisfandoms @lateral-org @littlewolf2703 @llamasdumpsterfire @lookforanewangle @martymar1963 @miniaturereviewmaker @mishha @mrswatermelon

[estrel]

idk how long this will last but!! url change!

rambleoncas → roundedtable

signal boosts appreciated!

[clairewolf]

good morning i cannot believe i still have this url wtf. okay hi tagging some mutuals under the cut to spread this if u want / let you know in case you miss it / etc

@buglovescas @marxandangels @jimmygirl @jimmynovac @deanbutagirl @dykes4dean @slashermary @sodiumfreak @castantine @castaell @roundedtable

clairewolf -> castieldean

[estrel]

url change (again) (my apologies)

roundedtable -> luftstar

signal boosts appreciated (,:

[kellyscabin]

tagging some mutuals!! (Imk if you want to be added or removed!!) 💕🏠

@buglovescas @cookietacular @pinkinthenightdean @emeraldcas @roundedtable @billiewena @youre-only-gay-once @jackallendean @roublardise @knifelesbianjo @thenightwemetnatural @dojacas

dean & cas || lake house epilogue [yt]

“joy is not made to be a crumb” Mary Oliver

[hallowed-by-thy-name]

i'm sorry if this is coming up in your tags twice, i'm just kinda proud of this one and i think it got lost somewhere so please and thank you🥺; i'm just mentioning all the people i normally tag, please tell me if you want to be removed. love and light <3

@roundedtable @dadstiel @seraphcastiel @castiellesbian @billiewena @willowcoded @becauseofthebowties

oh and by some miracle if you do want to be tagged, feel free to send a message <3

cas in hell. (he falls the same way he will for dean; falling, yet flying, spilling grace as he goes)

for @justcastiel 's follower celebration for the prompts falling/flying/angel/trueform. this was super fun!! click for that good resolution hey :)

also happy birthday elliot!!!

(line art and enochian translation below the cut)

the translations (in no particular order)

freedom is a length of rope. God wants you to hang yourself with it.

there is no righteous path.

happiness isn't in the having, it's in just being.

it's just people trying to do their best in a world where it's far too easy to do your worst.

peace or freedom?

art, hope, love, dreams

-leaving nothing but freedom and choice.

agents of fate; warriors of god

castiel; seraph; thursday

DW; SW and JK because fambily <3

[one-more-offbeat-anthem]

well it’s now 2day, or yesterday’s 2morrow, so here we are. destiel first kisses that melt my brain! 

this fic by @chapeldean​ 

one flash of light (but no smoking pistol) by spiderglass (also it has a sequel if you want your brain to be melted more)

there is rest for the wicked by @tasteslikevelvet​ (the one and only fleeceframe)

it’s not everest by @deansleftshoulder​

hummed low by microcomets (and honorable mention to @thenightwemetnatural​ for introducing this fic to me!)

pale sweet healing by @ersatzangel​

what is is, is something true by @cadenceimperfect​

love languages by tiamatv

foundations by @deanspurpleflannel​

green jasmine by cosmiczombie

the closer the star, the greater the parallax by @roundedtable​ (and technically this one has two first kisses, hello!)

maybe 2morrow when i wake up i will make a first kiss rec list

[heller-castiel]

I'm tagging some mutuals under the cut

@andthisyourlivingkissnatural @roundedtable @pissbabydean @deanedgirl @suncaptor @metallicanatural @angrygaydean @castinkywinky @supertransural @toppinghughdancy @yeesaac @deantiddies

new fic uploaded :)

[kellyscabin]

tagging some mutuals!! 💛 (lmk if you want to be added or removed!!)

@buglovescas @cookietacular @pinkinthenightdean @emeraldcas @justcastiel @roundedtable @billiewena @youre-only-gay-once @jackallendean @treegender @roublardise @knifelesbianjo @thenightwemetnatural @risencas @dojacas

dean winchester // ‘mowing’ by ada límon

“it’s hard not to always want something else…”

poem / music / yt