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[napkindiary]

"escaping a darker city" She looked out of place; and, like she belonged there, comfortable in the awkwardness of simultaneously being rendered completely incapable of accomplishing any of what she was perfectly capable of under other circumstances which was considerable, practically unlimited if she had even a fraction of her former resources instead, resourceless, tragic in the irony centered in the knowledge that this made her infinitely more capable just by being available for anything infinitely available to Krishna you might miss that miracle depending on your angle. She was more or less like the rest of the room: relocating, regrouping, Escaping a Darker City; some heavy Circumstance; but, inside, not quite willing to throw the life away; the tools cross the bridge to shore. Safety felt like giving in. just in case she was right about the deception, the misattribution to "God" so they could live another day on the excess in their coffers paid for by innocent victims they never even considered as they led them to slaughter laughing at the lemmings who knew of the cliffs, who somehow managed to survive Proud of her scars, she knows they saved lives, the future is so dark morbid, the loss of opportunity the epic loss of potential, they think they've dazzled her with their tiny awakenings it's nothing compared to Krishna still, she wants to watch sometimes, she sadly laments the loss while they ooh and ahhh in absence of light, each little single spark, like an exploding sun. www.jazzentertainer.com/napkindiaries #ontherun #escapism #freshstart #recovery #runningfromyourpast #nowheretorun #recovery #burlesque #showgirl #ladywiththefan #featherfan #cs201 #meshcorset #loveyourcurves #temptress #blindpig #travelingshowgirl #speakeasy #prohibitionera #tightlacing #steelboned #corset #liveband #hollywood #nightlife #corsetry #backstage #liveperformance #napkindiaries (at Starlight Park) https://www.instagram.com/p/B4paU_9hTy9/?igshid=yk1991zpmuvy