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HI GUYS!!! I give you all: the fanfic of a lifetime!! This is an art trade with @saxxuki . I can’t draw but oh boy, I can try my best to write~ This is my first fanfiction I’ve posted, ever. So… Be nice QwQ Seriously the last time I did this, I was like, 13 XD 

Word Count: 2.1k 

The Scent of Submission 

The sweet smell of saccharine and fresh baked goods filled my nose, enticing me to walk forward, a vampire by my side. 

I was so excited. It had been almost two weeks since I had left the mansion, not counting the long, draining trips to school around the brothers. There were only so many bickering voices I could hear before I started to lose my composure. And the school was monitored by familiars, and… I was filled with anxiety every time I turned the corner. Who would try to drink from me? How would I escape? How would I call him to save me? 

And here I was, with nobody other than my sweet Kanato. There was a fancy Bakery that had opened downtown, said to only take reservations. It was, supposedly, extremely expensive. Everyone was talking about it at school. It was fancy, and I saw posts about it online. People went inside with extremely fancy dresses, well-done hair, and the most fancy makeup. I never thought I would get to go. It seemed like a dream. Fancy, fancy, fancy.

It was a treat, he said, telling me I had been ‘Such a good Doll’ for him since he took an interest in me. It was so surprising.

Even though he asked me to go with him with a sickeningly sweet smile, his hands running up and down my throat,  I couldn’t help but feel as if I was being pulled into some sort of trap. Knowing him, I probably was. Who knows what he truly had planned for tonight? 

I was lost in thought until I felt the hand I was holding onto pull me back sharply. I stopped walking forward, and turned towards him… My Kanato Sakamaki. 

I turned and saw his amethyst eyes bore into mine, his under eyes dripping with darkness... I didn’t know how deep it ran. Who knew when he last slept? 

His lavender veins were anything but human-like. And yet, it was so undeniably attractive. His smile was small and cute, his hair fluffy and disheveled. His childlike appearance hid the monster that truly lied underneath. My monster. 

I was no idiot. I knew it when I first saw him he could break me within an instant, snapping my neck with no remorse. But I played the game along with him, learning how to live with him. I couldn’t help but think of him as mine though. 

“Aww, is my little Dolly so excited to go inside~?” He purred, reaching the hand that was holding mine into my hair, tucking my loose strands back into place. He had done my hair before we left, curling my hair in a way that I never could myself. He did it with such ease too, tying ribbons and hair bows into a gorgeous look that reminded me of Victorian times. I reached and put my hand on his own, slowly intertwining my fingers into his, intentionally attempting to avoid his long, sharp nails. I smiled. 

“Very much so!” I insisted, “It’s been too long since I’ve been alone with you outside of the household and school. Your ignorant brothers make such bad company. They don’t know how to have a good time.” I scoffed, rolling my eyes. 

“If I had to listen to Reji bickering with Shuu, Reji telling me what to do… Ayato calling me Titless… Or have any of them try to put their hands on me..” I shivered. I looked up at him with puppy eyes. 

“It’s too much to bear, Kanato.. I missed you, I needed to see you alone.. Just the two of us..” 

Too much. I was talking too much, I could get in trouble for that. I bit my lip, looking down. I had to be so careful, you see. Anything could set him off if I wasn’t careful enough. I had started to learn his patterns, his desires, his sense of self. But I still had to tread carefully. 

I was lucky enough to be important to him.  At least, that’s what I told myself. I couldn’t help but yearn for him, in a way I never had before. Not for any man, or any woman. 

“I know, you poor dear, missing me so much… It’s pathetic. Hahaha, you’re so weak to be scared of such men like my brothers as well, you know?~” He took his hand and pulled me in by my waist, pushing me against him, chest to chest. I gasped at the sudden contact. He hummed. 

“It’s very human of you,” He tilted my head up and kissed me on the forehead.

 “Please, behave yourself while we’re inside. Be a good Doll for me, would you? I think she can be good, right, Teddy?” He turned to Teddy, who was wrapped in his left hand. Teddy did not respond. 

I nodded my head, closing my eyes. I felt the ghost of a kiss on my forehead. It hurt and was heavy, sticky like syrup. 

“Good Doll.” He reached and grabbed my hand once more, his nails digging into my flesh. I shivered at the content, but I knew better than to cry out. This was a test, to prove I could handle whatever he threw at me inside. 

“I love the way my dress looks on you..” He whispered in my ear. I flushed lightly. 

Kanato insisted he made a dress especially for me for such a special occasion. The dress fit me snugly at the waist and went all the way down my legs. It looked like black flowers and vines wound their way up my shoulders, holding the dress in place. It was unlike anything I have ever worn before. It was dark and black.

 “Its dark. Just like your soul,” He had whispered earlier as he put it on, licking the back on my neck as he tightened my corset roughly, smiling as I struggled to breathe 

“And as soon as I’m done with you, it’ll be even darker~”  

We entered the establishment. The scent of sweets got even heavier, deeper. There was a quiet chatter of people in the establishment, and the whole place screamed “rich people.” I felt out of place, even though I was next to a child of one of the richest vampire’s in the area. 

The host immediately perked us as he saw us enter. He rushed to grab two menus, babbling incoherently as he took us through the establishment. I felt the stares etch into my back as I walked forward, hand in Kanato’s, back straight. Kanato’s hand briefly left my own as he put his hand behind my neck and squeezed. I bit back a sigh.   

A waiter took us to our seats, in a corner. It was a very private table, far into the establishment, with only one other table in view. There were two men there, and I felt their eyes on me, even as we sat down. Tea was brought to us, before we could even place an order. “For you, Sakamaki Kanato.” The waiter had said, placing two teacups down. He left quickly. 

Kanato turned to me and smiled. It seemed fake, as I could feel the aura around him get darker.  “It’s my absolute favorite tea, you see. It pairs perfectly with the Macaroons.” 

“Have you been here before, Kanato?” I asked as I reached for my cup on the table. 

“Of course I have,” Kanato snapped, reaching to take his own cup for tea, “I’ve been here several times you know. Hold your tongue, would you? Our treats will be here soon. They better not make me wait more than 5 minutes.” 

“Okay,” I said quietly, “I’m sorry, I..” my words died down as I saw his eyes glare at me. What did I do wrong? Why was he so upset?

Kanato grabbed the cup out of my hand, poured the tea, and gave it back to me.

"Drink it." I quietly sipped my tea. It tasted a bit strange, unlike anything I had tasted before,, but good nonetheless. I nodded my head with a smile. "It's good!"

The waiter came back and placed treats on our table, along with a card. He left without saying a thing, sweat dripping down his chin. 

Kanato reached over and put some treats on a plate. “The card tells you the type of sweets on the tray. I ordered only the best sweets in this establishment. They know what I like here, you see.” He bit into a cake, smiling wickedly. 

I nodded quietly, keeping my head down. I reached for a treat at the top of the tray, my mouth watering. They looked so, so good. I could imagine feeling the sweet frosting of the cake on my tongue- 

I felt a sharp pain in my hand. I gasped and launched my hand back, a fork embedded into my skin. My eyes watered, and my heart raced with the adrenalin flowing through my veins. As I pulled my hand back, the fork dislodged from my hand, blood running down my hand.  

“K-Kanato, what the-?!” 

“You didn’t ask permission, Dollie!” He scowled, his anger imminent, “And not to mention that the men here are staring at you, I know you’re doing it on purpose. Shut your mouth, please. You’re ruining the atmosphere. ” 

“D-doing..? Purpose?” I glanced around. Men were staring at me, two of them, in fact. Both at the same table, whispering. 

I could tell when I looked them in the eyes they were not ashamed of looking at me. One of them smirked. I saw a pointy tooth sticking out of his mouth. The other grinned maniacally. His teeth were also sharp, like daggers. 

Vampires. 

And now, they were smelling my blood. Oh fuck. 

Looking at them was a mistake. Kanato’s lips started to tremble, holding Teddy closer in his lap. “Y-you dare have the gought to stare at other men in my presence?! What is wrong with you, you Idiot little girl!!” He started to cry softly. His hair started to puff up a bit, and it slowed around him,, like seaweed at the bottom of of ocean.. and I flinched. My breathing quickened.. This only happed when he was very, very upset. (Credit to @papuru666main this is their headcannon)

“I went out of my way to come here, bring you with me, for you to hurt me in this way. You pathetic human, fucking bitch!” He slammed his hand on the table, smashing a macaroon into pieces.

"I aught to fork or spoon your eyes out, punish you with everyone looking. You would like that, wouldn't you? Yo be fucked with and stared at for all men to see? You are only a DOLL after all. As if your voice matters. Why must you disobey me?" He whispered, crying more, his hands going to destroy more of our treats, ripping the tablecloth.

“Kanato, I..” I started to panic. This was going to end badly for me. “I didn’t mean to look at them like that! They’re creeping me out, I don’t know who they are!” My eyes were begging him to understand, to listen to me. 

He wouldn’t even look at me. His hair swayed more, along with his hands, destroying all the treats one by one. Like a child having a temper tantrum.

I decided to go the non-ladylike way. I had to make his pain stop. I needed to protect him. To protect me. 

 I did this. I hurt him. This was my fault. I needed to take responsibility.   

I turned to the men and flipped them off. They stared at me in shock, truly surprised I would react in such a way. The man on the right snarled at me, bearing his fangs. The man on the left held his friend back, glaring at Kanato. He mouthed the word “bitch” at me, trying to stop a fight from happening in such a place. 

Kanato snapped his body forward, and growled. He Growled at them. They growled back.

This had to stop, now. 

Without thought, I went over to Kanato’s chair and I sat in his lap, moving Teddy onto the table. If I wasn’t screwed already, I sure as hell was now. Kanato’s eyes widened, and he instinctively wrapped his arms around my waist. 

“Drink,” I whispered, pushing my hand to his mouth. “I don’t want anyone to smell my blood or drink it but you. Please,” I begged, “I want to please you. I didn't mean to hurt you. I'm sorry Sir, Master, please..."

He took my hand into his mouth and bit hard. I winced and made a low noise. His right hand pulled my leg tighter around his waist. I was now fucking stradling him, in a restarant, with the two men staring at us.

 He licked my wound and by god, the look he gave me was almost my downfall. 

He pulled me closer and licked my neck, burning his head into my skin. I felt light marks sprinkle onto my skin as I closed my eyes, head tilted up, back arching. His hand went into my hair as he forced me forward to him.  

Time felt slowed as he continued to bite and suck onto my skin. I knew he was sending a message to the two other vampire men. I couldn't even see them, hear them. There was only Kanato, with his hands covered in frosting and crumbs.

“This is mine” he’s saying, as he’s biting my skin. He’s forcing myself to focus only on him. He bit me again on the neck, once, then again, then a fifth time… I felt myself becoming faint. I was dizzy, in a weird high state. The only thing keeping me grounded was his hand around my waist, with the other running up and down my thighs, legs, breasts… 

He pulled back, tugging my chin down. 

“That’s a good Dollie. We can’t have you fainting here, now can we? Those idiot men are gone.” He slipped a piece of cake into my mouth with his fingers, getting frosting on my cheek. He leaned forward as I chewed, and licked my cheek and lips, catching me into a kiss. 

“My good Doll… You’re such a good girl for me. Now, eat. Say aaa,” He said, finally allowing me to eat. I chewed my sweets as he fed me, and drank tea when he put the cups to my lips. He never let me go back to my seat. I stayed seated, on his lap, as he fed me. Teddy, forgotten on the table, watched as Kanato fed me from his mouth, kissing me softly and claiming me as his own. 

Who knew? Maybe he would make my soul darker. Maybe I was already screwed. 

All I knew is that I needed him. 

Okay I edited this because it was a bit rough but yeah UwU @saxxuki I hope you like it 🥺🥺🥺

EDIT NUMBER TWO IM SORRY u need to add something else.... The ideas about Kanato-kun's long nails and some of his appearance is @pettyval 's headcannon, NOT my own idea. They made an AMAZING moodboard post and has an entire collection and thread of what Kanato would look like, bit by bit. Thank you Pettyval for making Kanato's description easier for me. Qnd go follow @pettyval if you like more visual-based analysis. Sorry, I didn't give you credit before 🥺 it slipped my mind and I forgot 😔