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lovelyrockstar · 4 months

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i love to draw ocs during school while having a shit ass day. makes me feel good. but???? im still having a shit ass day and i still feel bad????? jot like. "oh i did something now i feel bad" like "oh i feel terrible physically and mentally and im scared whats gonna happen next"

venting in tags a little bit kind of ihhuuh

#kinda vent #oscar vents??????#oscar draws something #oscar says shit #i sure just did that!#woo!#school is RUUIIINNGGIJNG me #ive had more bad days at school than usual #like its happening daily now #and im overthinking too much #aandd idk hwat to do #i have not seen my therapist in over a month and i dont wanna get a new one and i wanna cry and everythign is going BASdddlyyyy #BUT DRAWING helps #i kinda feel a little bettwr i guess #but uhhhh #yeaaahhhh im having a shit ass day.#my house isnt my comfort place #i dont HAVR a comfort place dude #i am too scared to go home bc i feel like my moms gonna yell at me and stuff and im gonna end up crying and im SO ANXIOUS #i dont like venting really #because i feel like it will trigger and scare peop.le #so i dont vent to people often when i need to #yk?#venting makes me feel guilty #but it makes me feel something else #i dont know what elsee #but i hope i didnt like.#scare any of u #or trigger anybody #im done venting BYE!

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