#season of the witch spoilers

[thelvadams]

DESTINY 2: SEASON OF THE WITCH

I am your ruin.

[dreamingriven]

— SEASON OF THE WITCH

[erismornsgf]

that's it. this is the last straw, Immaru

[paracawsal]

perpetual mood tbh

[fearlessguard]

Inevitable. Inimitable. Who else but her? What else but this? I started this weeks ago and finally got around to finishing it tonight. Having a very good time with the new season. obligatory aiat aiat aiat

[silvershadow1271]

not allowed context

[avatarofwar]

She wishes for a world without grief or pity or doubt.

[rklf001]

immaru after calling the guardian ‘glitter bomb’ and ‘neon nerd’

[telestoapologist]

OSSEOUS LITTLE TOAD ASKDFGHA get his ass eris

[thefirstknife]

The thing about the final lore tab is that, besides the fact that I'm devastated in ways I can't put into words, the way Saint was affected by this whole thing is unique.

This is obviously primarily Osiris' trauma that we can't really properly comprehend, but Osiris wasn't fully conscious for most of it. It fell to Saint to wait, and hope, that Osiris would be brought back and that he would wake up. There was no certainty for him there. And even before that, he watched "Osiris" being strange and distant and acting weird but obviously nobody could even begin to speculate that the person he interacted with wasn't Osiris at all, so the trauma went from there, from learning that he lost Sagira, then to the shock of Osiris being kidnapped and then the quest to bring him back and then him being brought back in a coma and then the 9 long months of waiting until he woke up.

The state of constant anxiety he experienced for almost 2 years total is nervewracking and gutwrenching. I don't think we can fully understand the impact of that on someone. And the best, or worst, thing is that Saint is infinitely patient. He is infinitely emotional and merciful and opts to be the better person and to wait and wait and wait. And hope that it can be fixed.

Except it can't. It can't be fixed. And not only can it not be fixed, but there will never be justice for it. It's impossible. There isn't a way to truly punish Savathun for what she's done. There is no relief or catharsis for Saint. While Osiris can mostly move on, Osiris did not really have to go through what Saint had to go through. Their traumas are different and Saint's is the type that no one can really understand and there is nothing he can do about it.

A younger Saint would've killed Immaru and then Savathun, 100%. But now he can't, because he isn't that person anymore. And yet, the grief and trauma remain and he has no outlet for them and nothing that can be done to enact any sort of justice. So he settles for pure rage, letting himself essentially vent that anger out, but still leave everyone alive. And there's really no true release here. He got a brief satisfaction of killing Savathun over and over, but at the end of the day, she will walk away and nothing will change and there will be no fix.

Which is why he comes back and just cries. As he said, this wasn't for Osiris, it was for him. It was his outlet for anger and nothing else. After that, there's nothing else left to do but cry. No one can really help him carry the burden of what he's gone through and besides: he's a Titan. He's the one carrying other people's burdens. Which just added to the trauma because for so long he's only cared for others, mostly for Osiris, and never really let himself fully grieve or talk about it. Saint never really processed the horrifying ordeal of constant concern for his loved one, then the realisation that his loved one isn't even with him, then the desperate search and then waiting for months and months for the hope that his loved one might wake up. Then Osiris is awake and we're forced to play allies with the person who traumatised both of them in an incomprehensibly terrifying way. Saint had no other way of attempting to make his peace with the situation.

Year of processing grief. I'm in shambles.

[maggototh]

Tried to upload a video, but Tumblr was being difficult...

Anyway, got some pretty glorious dialogue from Immaru when I was running a spire.

[missmirakell]

Love is stored in the Ghost

[dreamingriven]

losing my mind over the fact that immaru; even tho working with us for only a few days; already found out that guardians have a praise kink.

[synnthamonsugar]

Passing the time til the servers stabilize. i guess.

[flowers-of-io]

No one is normal in this house (the Hive fandom)

[erismornsgf]

I... HHFFHJS