#send help im going insane frfr

[ch-essss]

someone's been forcefeeding me mgs content so i'm slowly getting into it, have my low effort doodles :]

[decolonize-the-everything]

Im so serious there needs to be a way we can get these fuckers to pay u money before asking stupid questions because i dunno how you put up with the idiocy on a daily basis without going insane.

All my bills are paid because of solidarity right now. All of them. All of them were paid because people support me.

That's not to say my gf and I still didn't pay them in part but like. I can tell you right now that we'd be 3 bills behind with rent due and scared of not paying it again if not for the people who like my posts so much. We're on time and only need $30 to pay rent. I could fucking cry right now.

Allies absolutely pay me to put up with these people. To roast and clown on them even. I'm very grateful for that as a disabled native 🙏💗💗

Knowing that is what helps keep me sane; that yeah a lot of these people are annoying and racist, but allies legitimately keep my lights on and not just a couple, you know? Strangers who maybe just saw a post and liked it or figured "why not" when they saw my dp or people who regularly follow me that just do what they can when they can or people who send large sums every now and then when I Really need it.

Knowing Palestinian campaigns must be getting even more than that when I boost them?

It's all worth it under the chaos and ugliness. I radicalize people, fight racists, and change minds while they make sure I can keep doing all that. It's a good system and proof mutual aid can work imo. I don't think I'm wrong in saying it's an exchange in which we are grateful for each other's service.

How are you gonna gaslight someone that mutual aid and solidarity and won't work when it's literally what keeps my lights on.

I'm not forcing anyone, you know?

People will help and support each other if given the chance and I help others by putting up with liberal nonsense on a daily basis I guess 🤠

You don't choose your role in the commune, it chooses you frfr lol

[moonjxsung]

my bf understands the type of insane that i am😭 he sometimes enables it too much tho, i literally just got paid and saw the aniteez plushies and i was like 👀👀 and he was like “yeah get one”😪 much obliged to my plushie collection. (which i just finished organizing at my apartment so i’ll send a pic soon so yk what im talking about)

and also, i love your pc pics!! you should post them more often! they’re always so cute! and the holders!! (also, the bunny!! she looked to my melody coded that i had to try to look her up and she’s this kinda obscure sanrio bunny named “wish me mell”) and she’s super cute and totes lino coded too!

and also, look at this baby😭 https://x.com/uniceflaos/status/1769998216878322010?s=46&t=-PVQ6sHI18cunHWQ1pCVbw

i love him so much, i love the fact that despite his fame and whatever that might sometimes make people oblivious about social problems and injustice, he actually even takes his time off to advocate for volunteer work😭 felix is a sunshine fr. i love how he talks about being there was an amazing experience and that he would love to go back. and it makes me so emotional to have a person with such a platform advocating for this🥲 i love him so much.

and i love you so much!!! thank you for being so sweet to me/us!!! 😘😘

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Your boyfriend is SOOOOO REAL FOR THAT 😭 honestly that’s me bc my sister will be trying to save money and I have a special TALENT for encouraging her to buy things 🫠 she’s been trying to save money and somehow convinced her to buy like 3 Channie pcs within the past week AND the social path bag charm and she got so mad at me for not telling her to save her money instead 😭 and we need to be saving for Lolla now !! Someone kill me if I buy another pc between now and then frfr

ALSO WISH ME MELL???? THAT’S SO CUTE? I didn’t know she was a Sanrio character I thought it was just a random bunny! And I almost have her to a friend because I don’t use it as much LMAO not anymore that thing is staying with me forever (and because we match hehehe)

THE FELIX STUFF AAAAAAA I COULD CRYYY HE IS THE SWEETEST???? 😭 I watched his live recently and hearing the way he talks about his time in Laos is just so heartwarming, like he not only makes an effort to help out where he can but he genuinely enjoys it 🥹 I’m so proud of him for using his platform and being such a good advocate, that’s our sunshine 🫶💞

Also I will absolutely post more of my pc pics ahhh I’m glad you like them! I have a really exciting one I’m bringing to a cupsleeve this weekend so I’ll keep you guys posted with lots of cute pics 👼 I love you my angel I hope you’re having the best week!!! 💖🩷💓✨

[starjxsung]

oh no!! remember to bring sunscreen to lolla bc that’s going to be criminal. i’m lit taking my sunscreen everywhere along with a bucket hat (that won’t match any of my outfits) bc im so pasty and pale that i burn sooooo bad and that’s the worst thing 😭😭😭

breaking in boots at a concert is crazy and not for the weak. you’re the ultimate girl boss i aspire to be.

let me know about your other pulls!!! i’m manifesting at least one lee know and hanji or i’ll die (i pull them a fair amount but not always😪).

im glad your sis is going with you! and hell yeah, let’s get together for skz if u want. bc i desire to be as close to barricade as possible without ✨dying✨so i heard that sticking to the sides is better than the middle. but also, i need one of them to fall in love with me, my future is really depending on this.

this week’s going to b stressful af bc lolla but also my brother in law’s gf is having contractions and they said that the baby will be born any day now (he was due in like two weeks). so im really happy but nervous af.

sending you the biggest hug b4 lolla!! i love u so muchhh🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

(i’ve been lurking on your kinktober requests and im so ready for it)

(this is me btw)

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It’s insane bc I am an AVID sunscreen wearer like my family gets annoyed of how much I remind them to wear sunscreen. and then ofc I don’t wear it when I need to 😭😭 but YES I will absolutely bring hordes of it to lolla 🙏 I don’t actually burn too badly bc I’m naturally pretty olive-toned so I usually just get a tan but I HATEEEE having tan lines and I have such a bad fear of heavy sun exposure in general so it feels so shitty when I do get sunburnt 💔

I will never be breaking in boots at another concert. 0/10 do not recommend

I’ve purchased several albums since my first ones and still no kitty lix but I did pull the Jilix unit from the B&N exclusive and the Hanji I wanted !!! I’m about to be bringing that Hanji one everywhere with me frfr

ALSO LITERALLY…… if I’m not signing an NDA for Hanji by the end of lolla I def did something wrong. I actually think I’m going to pass out seeing him again

ALSO OH MY GODDD that’s so exciting !!!! Keep me posted when she goes into labor! Wishing for a safe and healthy delivery that is soooo cute 🥹 do they know if it’s a boy or girl yet?

I love you so so much baby I can’t believe how close we are to Lolla!!!!!! 💕💖💓💓🫶

Also I DID cave and purchase 2 hanji pobs on ebay today I couldn’t help it 💔 he put crack in those pobs this era fr like why is every single one of his to DIE FOR…….. kms I need all of them NOWWWW but these are the 2 I have otw !!! 🙂‍↕️🫶