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bluewhitehues ยท 8 days
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I hate you not โ™ก
Choi Seungchol ร— f. reader
|Arranged marriage/ forced marriage |
Genre: Angst,fluff,sort of enemies to lovers.
Summary:Married against their will, seungcheol and y/n end up hating each other.
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After your shower, you wear your sweatshirt and shorts and go out towards the dining table where he's waiting for you. He was standing there leaning back on the counter. He comes forward when he sees you,giving you a little smile. He comes forward to pull the chair for you..you stop in your track looking at his smile cause this is the first time he's smiling at you.
"You're scaring me seungcheol." You say with eyes wide and round.
"Huh? Why? Because I pulled the chair for you?" He asks raising his eyebrows.
"That too but because you just smiled" you say looking & blinking up at him, eyes still round in surprise.
He narrows his eyes at you,"You are not gonna stop teasing me, are you?" He asks you notice his ears turning Red.
"I was dead serious, i got chills. You've never smiled at me ,last time I saw you smile was at the wedding,when you were forcefully smiling at the guests" You say finally sitting down.
He moves to arrange the dishes infront of you serving you, "Well yeah ..but I'm a human, I do smile ...I don't mean to scare you but you'll see it more often from now on " He says smiling again.
"Did you add anything in the food ?" You're half teasing him now but you're also half serious. You watch his eyes go comically wide "Oh my god, nooo ..why would you-" He shakes his head ,grabbing the chopsticks taking the food from each bowls and tasting it "see-" "nothings in there you can eat it." He says sitting down on his chair infront of you. You're trying to stifle your smile "okay okay sorry"
Well technically it isn't your fault. It's a very reasonable doubt. First he smiled at you, now he's giving you food to eat.
The idea of him being nice to you was too far fetched but him wanting to get rid of you, may be murder you, seems kind of right. Because let's be honest, he has always looked like he has a stick up his ass and whenever he talked it was venom. So your doubt is kind of reasonable.
There's spaghetti, spicy noodles, rice and chicken.
"What food do you like? "He asks you, trying to be casual "I wasn't sure so I just- got this" He says gesturing towards the food.
"This is fine I like rice in my meals , I like chicken too, seafood too, what about you ?" You ask back, glancing at him while eating the spaghetti.
"I like pretty much everything I love food..meat, rice, ramyeon everything.."
He says chewing on his food.
He initiates most of the conversations, it was quite awkward because you were not used to this.
"I always wanted to ask this but..did you have any girlfriend when our marriage was fixed? " You ask wiping your mouth with the napkin, looking at him for the answer.
"No I didn't..though I did think about bringing a fake one so I could break our marriage.."his lips twitch .."but I knew it wouldn't work, my father knows too much about me." He says shaking his head to the side.
"Ohh..I thought you had one that's why you hated me so much."
"Again I don't hate you..I never did,it's just I, i was angry i still am but I've got it now you shouldn't be the one on the receiving end of it ..i wasn't in the right mindset since our marriage was decided. You would know, you didn't like me too you were angry just as much, we almost didn't talk in the first month of our marriage..we avoided each other like plague" He chuckles.
"Well yeah I was in bad state too..it took so much for me to actually build some courage or even hope to actually talk to you , I didn't think you'd react so badly" You chuckle.."I just thought I'm trying so you'd open up to me too. But you were an asshole about it." You shrug.
"Okay say that as many times as you want until you feel better." He says in all seriousness nodding at you
"Daily..for two months atleast..i think I'll feel so much better" You say nodding back at him.
He closes his eyes with a sigh and opens them again "okay you can totally do that. I'm ok with it"
"Great then! Good night." You say getting up from the chair.
"Uhm ya good night ..sleep well." He says awkwardly smiling at you.
It's been a month since seungcheol is being nice to you. You're not as doubtful of him now. You've seen him, observed him enough to know that may be he really has changed, he really is showing his real side to you now, he has started to open up to you and he is making you feel comfortable around him now. You eat breakfast and dinner together these days ..sometimes he even texts you to ask if he could come and pick you up from the work. You wouldn't say you became friends totally but you're getting there with baby steps.
That weird look you saw in his eyes is still there when he smiles at you awfully softly when you say something funny or when you talk in general. You haven't been able to figure out what it is but you will confront him about it. The butterflies you feel whenever he gives you that smile are another topic you haven't been able to understand..don't you despise him? Why does he have those stupidly attractive and adorable dimples? why would you like his smile? You're weird seriously.
It's his brother's anniversary party today and you are supposed to go together. As a couple.
"Y/n" He knocks at your door "Are you ready?"
"Yeah coming just 2 minutes!!" You shout from inside.
When you come out and he sees you, his breath gets stuck..heart skips a beat or two and he's just standing there looking at you. You were fixing your hair, when you look up at him, he's just standing there like a statue his ears are somewhat red. And you would be lying if you say you didn't blush looking at him standing there all handsome and just staring at you. You never denied it, you know you've got a fine as hell husband.
"Let's go?" You ask him taking him out of his trance.
"Uh? Yes let's go." He says smiling you walk behind him towards the door when he turns around and says "You look good."
"Thank you, you're looking good yourself." You say While avoiding his eyes, hoping he wouldn't notice your natural blush along with the make up.
"Thank you." He says smiling.
You're wearing a sparkly glitter off shoulder gown with a slit on the one side of thigh. Hair long and deep berry coloured lips. Seungcheol is wearing a white button down with black pants.
He opens the car door for you and closes it after you sit.
Few minutes pass,you are on your way. Seungcheol is sitting beside you,you're in his fancy car, and Ofcourse he has his own chauffeur.
Seungcheol sighs glancing at you"I didn't want to go. My parents will be there." He says with a frown.
"It's ok we can come back early may be" you say giving him a reassuring smile.
"Yeah" He nods.
"Also stick closer to me even if you don't want it. So many people will be there, the photos might even get out in the press. I already don't like this." You blow out a breath shaking your head.
"Who said I don't want to stick closer to you ?" He asks raising his eyebrows at you.
"You do?" You ask.
"Aren't you my friend? I'd rather stay with you than have to talk with them." He shrugs.
"When did I agree to be your friend? I clearly remember me saying I'll think about it."
"I- ok then." He says nodding and looking out of the window. He's clearly sulking. His hands crossed over his chest, a pout on his face.
You let out a surprised chuckle,"Wait are you really sulking right now?" You ask trying to look at him.
He huffs,"No I'm not."
"Yeah? Say that while looking at me" You poke his shoulder with your index finger and he shrugs it off. He's still looking out of the window.
"Ok ok I was kidding. We are friends, you've proved it by now." You say smiling and he turns to you.
He narrows his eyes at you,"Thank you. You're so mean."
You raise your eyebrows at him"More than you?"
"No" He says in a small voice "but it was in past. I haven't been mean to you since the last month,have I?"
"No you haven't and I hope you continue that cheol."
His head snaps towards you at the speed of light, "cheol? Wait did you call me cheol?" He asks eyes big and a happy smile on his face.
You get flustered for a second, you didn't realise you said that ..so you say "decide one thing do you or do you not want me to be your friend? Friends call each other by nicknames"
"No no I want you to call me that ,you just took me by surprise." He quickly explains.
You get out of the car and he holds out his hand for you. You look up at him,he smiles softly at you. You fight off the blooming blush on your cheeks and take his hand. He holds you so gently. His hand is so warm,it makes you adjust your hand properly in his and hold it by your fingers. He smiles at you again. Helps you on the stairs.
You go inside the venue and notice there really are so many people.
"Let's just go and wish hyung and his wife first then we can go early." He says in your ear. You nod at him, the blush won't leave your face.
"Hey hyung -Noona Happy Anniversary to you both." Seungcheol says smiling at them and hugging his brother. His brother gets so happy seeing seungcheol, that too he brought you with him. You also wish them.Seungcheol nudges you to hold the gift he has been holding in his hand,so you both could give it to them.
He again holds your hand. Guiding you towards an area where you could sit. Just then his old friends call him, they talk to him..you whisper in his ear,"I'll go sit there or else my heels would kill me" You say pointing at the drink and snacks counter where surpringly are very few people. "Ok stay there I'll be there in 5 minutes" He says nodding. stroking your hand with his thumb before letting it go. You go and sit there and order a mocktail. Cheol wants to go to you, he keeps glancing at you but his friends won't stop talking. Just when he was glancing at you he notices a man standing few feets away from you staring at you, cheol follows his eyes going to your exposed leg and instantly feels his blood boil. He clenched his jaw, excusing himself from his friends. He goes straight to you blocking you from the man's view. Putting one of his hand on the counter and the other behind you on your chair,he's standing so close to you.
"Sorry I took so long didn't I? They won't stop talking" He says looking down at you.
You knew it was him,you smelled his cologne as soon as he was behind you. So you don't get startled. You look up at him when he talks to you. You notice him standing so close to you and raise your eyebrows at him. "Well it's ok"
He ignores your silent question and keeps looking at you, "what are you drinking?" He asks.
"Oh ..just a mocktail, I'm lightweight I can't handle alcohol" You give him a toothy grin looking up at him. And god he finds you adorably adorableeee. How can you be so fine and cute at the same time. He has this urge to pinch your cheeks, so he does,very lightly. Chuckling showing his own teeth on full display. Looking at you with that weird look again. "That's ok, I know a few more you'd like ..wait." Then he shifts his attention from you to the bartender, telling him a few names.
As much as you liked him standing next to you, "Aren't you going to sit down?" You ask him tilting your head.
"Oh yeah" He says pulling a chair close towards you and sits down.
You enjoy the drinks he ordered for you complementing him that it really is good. He smiles at you that stupidly attractive dimple smile.
"You want to get out of here?" He speaks in your ear so you could hear him over the music.
"Home?" You ask him with furrowed eyebrows. He shakes his head smiling at you "you'll know let's go" He says getting up. You get up and nearly trip. He instantly grips you by your elbow. "Hey careful.. you ok?" He asks worried. You notice the hook of your heel is undone,he follows your gaze and instantly gets on his knees to fix it for you. Your eyes nearly bulge out of their sockets. And the butterflies? They are tickling your tummy so bad and may be they are sitting on your cheeks too.
You didnt expect him to do that "Cheol you don't need to-" he cuts you off,getting up.
"It's ok, let's go" He smiles taking your hand in his again. God you're blushing and you notice a few people looking at you two.
Seungcheol sees his parents approaching and speeds up instantly. You sigh when you're out in the open air. "Till when you're not going to talk to them. Your mom looked so sad, you should atleast talk to her."
"I don't know y/n ..They need to understand I'm not a robot who's supposed to follow their orders. I've feelings too."
"Sorry I didn't mean to upset you"
"You didn't"
He takes you to a place where it's so peaceful, you can hear the crickets chirping, you hear the water flowing and the best part is the night sky filled with infinite stars. "Woah" you look up in awe. swirling yourself to capture the whole sky in your eyes.
"You like it?"
"Like? Cheol I love it" You say laughing and he thinks the stars you're holding in your eyes right now are even more precious and beautiful than the actual ones.
"I'm glad you love it".. "You're about to love it even more." He says giving you a mischievous smile.
You look at him confused your brows furrowed. He goes to the car taking a white bag from it and bringing it to you.
"When did you even get this?" You look at him eyes wide when he takes out the yummiest looking fried chicken and burgers. "I told hanbin to buy it" He says gesturing towards the car where the said chauffeur hanbin is.
You eat it while sitting on the bench.
You giggle looking at him "what?" He asks cheeks filled with the burger he's eating.
"You look like a four year old baby eating. Look you've got sauce and crumbs all over your lips." You say still giggling.
"Just say I look cute and go." He says narrowing his eyes at you. And he really does look so cute you almost coo.
"And you're no one to talk you've got sauce on your lips too" He says grabbing a tissue and wiping it gently on the side of your lips. You pause eating. Why's he doing this to you?? first he held your hands, then he fixed your heels, he brought you at such a beautiful place and now this. And how can you forget he brought his jacket from the car because he noticed you getting cold, the butterflies, the heartbeats everything has been a mess for you. And him? He seems so casual about it like it's the most normal thing to do, making you feel like you're only overthinking.
You reach home, and your thoughts won't let you be in peace so you hold his sleeves from behind stopping him. He turns towards you,"hmm?" His thoughts were filled with you too, thinking how you'd now go in your room and he can't be close to you, how tomorrow is too long to see you again.
You can't pull him towards you so you step towards him, tightening your hold on his sleeves. "I've questions for you." You say looking him in the eye. And his eyes go a little wide but he's quick to mask it. "Okay..go ahead."
"Why do you look at me like that?"
"Huh?"
"You have been looking at me like that alot these days..are you hiding something from me? " You ask him further.
In one swift motion he removes your hand from his sleeves and envelops it in his own.
"Do you still not trust me?"
"I'm not saying that, I'm asking why are you looking at me like that ..the way look at me it changed..you have been acting so weird since last month and i didnt actually buy it completely when you said you started acting nice to me because i didnt eat dinner and breakfast ..i mean come on that doesnt make that much sense ..look at you holding my hand right now, and do you want me to say every little thing you did today?"
"Will you say anything or am I just crazy?"
You notice his cheeks turning Red.
"You're gonna make me say it, Aren't you?" He whispers.
"Make you say what?" Your own voice not above a whisper as he's looking at you like that
He steps closer to you, hand still holding yours. "Promise me you won't get angry at me or won't forget this past month we spent together?." He says worrying his lower lip between his teeth.
You have not seen him this nervous before."Depends on what you're going to say cheol ..but ok I'll try..what is it" You ask tilting your head at him, for some reason you're nervous too. You liked this past month so much,you don't want to ruin your progress.
"I-" He takes a long breath with closed eyes and then again matches your gaze. "What if I told you I actually like you?"
Your heart starts speeding at his words, "That's something I never thought would be an option ..but do you?" You ask tentatively, your eyebrows furrowed.
"I do" He says tightening his hold on your hand. "I like you y/n."
You keep looking up at him, opening and closing your mouth again not knowing what to say, your brain is covered by fog suddenly.
"Please say something..I'm kind of dying here" He says holding your hand as if you'll go away from him any second.
"Since when?" You ask
"From last two months, since I admitted it to myself. But i think i started to like you even before that,unknowingly. " He tells you, his eyes vulnerable.
" Are you right now saying that was you liking me? Really? I don't understand two months back you were far from liking me" You look at him confused.
His cheeks get warmer again with the embarrassment,"I know I'm sorry that was me being an idiot you know me by now..i- I purposely tried to push you away because I didn't want to give my parents the satisfaction that I did end up liking the girl they chose for me against my will." He says squeezing his eyes shut in embarrassment.
"Huh" You huff in disbelief.."Are you saying you made me suffer, let me think of myself as a fool , just because you were in denial and you didn't want to like me?? You idiottt" You say trying to free your hand from his hold and hitting his chest with the other one. "You idiot of a man you idiot" You say hitting him again and again.
"I know..I know I'm sorry ..I'm sorry,just one last time I swear I won't give you any reason to complain again, just one last time ..I'm not an idiot anymore I swear, I'd rather hurt myself than hurt you again ." He doesn't leave your hand(you stop trying after few attempts) and let's you hit him as much as you want, until you stop and your hand drops by your side.
You look up at him with your own vulnerable eyes, they're glossy and seungcheol curses himself all over again.
Your eyes going from his one eye to another and then you're lurching forward to hug him.. You bury yourself in his neck/shoulder, hands looping around his waist, clutching his shirt in a tight hold. You close your eyes, trying to calm yourself and just dissolve in his arms. On the other hand he thinks his heart stopped beating for a second when you hugged him because he didn't expect that, he thought you'll be mad at him again. But soon he holds you to himself again pulling you closer. Burying his face in your hair, taking a deep breath,finally letting out a sigh. He feels like he'll cry any second. He has never felt such intense emotions for anyone before. You do something to him which he can't quite explain. "I'm sorry." He says in a quite whisper,as if it'll break your bubble if he even let's out a loud breath.
You notice the crack in his voice and say,"shut up ..I hate you." Your own voice a whisper too as you breath in his scent,clutching the fiber of his shirt even more tightly.
"Mhm It's ok..I'll take that too" He says smiling to himself. Pressing his lips on your hair,kissing there a few times.
It's like both of you don't want let each other go because you just keep standing there hugging each other.
You think it's been 10 minutes.
"I like this but my feet are starting to hurt." You mumble in his shoulder. He opens his eyes to look down at you, you pull back to look at him too.
"Oh ..you're still wearing your heels." He says looking down, you both are blushing, your cheeks tell it all.
"Sit here" He says, guiding you to the couch with your hand.
He gets down on his knees for the second time today. Carefully taking your leg on his knee and undoing the hooks of your heels one by one..his soft light touch sends goosebumps on your skin. "Oh..you're whipped for me ..Mr. Choi, who would've thought" You say with a teasing smile. Inside you're a blushing mess but you won't leave a chance to tease him.
"And if I am?" He says raising one of his eyebrow and he's smirking Ofcourse. Oh you're gone..cause there is no reason to find this so hot as you're finding it right now. And that brat doesn't stop at that, he squeezes your ankle in his hand pulling it towards himself. You shiver at his touch, and try to fight off the blush on your cheeks but fail so badly, so you just look away from him, avoiding his eyes. He smirks even more then let's out a chuckle.
He removes the other heel too. "You won't answer me?" He asks Standing up. "No" You reply. He chuckles again saying "ok tomato." "Wha-?What kind of a nickname is that?" You say looking up at him with a huff. "Because you look like one right now" He says poking your cheek with his index finger. Dimples blooming fully on his cheeks. "Yeah? Should've looked at yourself a few minutes ago" You say huffing, standing up. Brushing past him,he instantly catches your hand, "let me walk you to your room you're limping ..are you sure you're ok? Does it hurt bad?" He asks looking down at you worriedly. "It's ok it'll go away..just the side effect of wearing pretty heels." You say pouting at your feet.
"I can totally massage them ..or pick you up if you want." He says. You turn to him narrowing your eyes at him. "Just saying" He shrugs trying to stifle his smile. When you turn again going to turn the nob of your door. He pulls you a little making you look at him. "Are you going to come out again after changing? We could talk.." He says nibbling his lip. He just doesn't want to let you go. "Talk about what?" You ask softly, raising your brows at him. "Just..anything" He shrugs. "Ok I'll see." You say ..he let's you go with a sigh then whispering an "ok".
And you're no different you don't want to go as well. So you turn around calling him, "Seungcheol" This time you're the one catching his hand. "Hmm?" He turns around and you go forward, pulling his hand keeping it on your waist and holding both of his cheeks in your hands.. you stand up on your toes and press your lips on his. His eyes go wide, but he's quick to hold you. After a second of glitching he quickly holds your jaw with other hand and turns his head to the side to kiss you better. He walks you backward slowly,pressing you on the door. Your noses bumping with each other. He's kissing you so gently yet so intensely and you're trying to return it as much as possible. You pull back to catch your breaths.
"Guess you're whipped for me too Huh?" He says exhaling above your lips, wiping his thumb over your lower lip.."And if I am?" You say with a smirk repeating what he had said. You watch his eyes go from wide and round to dark and dangerous in a second before he groans and presses his lips on yours again, more harshly this time. "Mhm" You let out and press yourself further in his arms looping your hands in his neck, and his hair pulling and caressing the hair on his nape.
"A-are you- trying to kill me baby?" He asks in between the kiss,pulling back so you could hear him. "Shit - don't- call me that" You say between the sharp exhales to catch your breath. "Youh-you don't like it? " he asks furrowing his eyebrows, removing the hair strands from your face with his fingers and putting them behind your ear.
"Nah..I like it too much.. that's the problem." You say your eyes going from his eyes to his lips. He smiles, again those damn dimples. He chuckles and presses his lips on yours gently, you feel it tickle your lips. "Thank you for telling me that ..baby" He says,talking over your lips. You feel his smile growing. And looking at him that happy and smiley, you laugh too..pressing your giggles to his lips. "I'm not letting you go now..it's all your fault" He says pulling you to himself again kissing you properly.
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A/N: so here's the part 2 ..sorry for being late but look it's so long and my hands just kept going ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ they still want me to write more ..if you want that too then reblog/ comment. AND HOW IS IT PLEASE PLEASE TELL ME.โค๏ธ
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etherealyoungk ยท 2 years
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Seventeen asking for kisses from their s/o.
Love all your works btw.
hi im so glad to hear that! here you go :)
seungcheol, jeonghan, mingyu, hoshi, seungkwan
the type to proudly ask for kisses, not at all shy. just like "where are my kisses hm", he'll say, standing at the doorway. you quickly peck his lips as otherwise you'll be late, but that's not enough. "that's not a kiss babe, that's a peck", he'll explain, blocking your way. "so, the same thing", you reply, looking at him. "what no it's not", he says, taking a step forwards, his hand snaking around your waist as he pulls you in for a kiss that leaves you breathless. "now that's a kiss", he mumbles against your lips, a mischievous smile playing on his face.
dokyeom, vernon, jun, dino
he'll like subtly ask for kisses like maybe just pout his lips a bit extra and maybe point to his cheek as he asks for a kiss or two. he'll kiss your temple and your cheek, thinking you'll kiss him back but you don't and he's so confused. finally asks for kisses and you laugh softly as you finally kiss him.
wonwoo, joshua, woozi, minghao
he'll be extra clingy and affectionate while asking for kisses, holding you hand and giving you the warmest hugs as he holds you, whispering about how he wants kisses in your ear with the softest smile on his face <3
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dirtysvthoughts ยท 1 month
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How would you rank svt in terms of size?
hey bestie! sorry this took a minute to come out! hopefully i interpreted this correctly, so iโ€™ll be ranking them by dick size, but if this isnโ€™t what you were looking for, please let me know and iโ€™ll rewrite it! :โ€™) thank you to my svthub darlings for helping out with this one! ๐Ÿค
to me personally lol, i think all of them are carrying a lil something down there ๐Ÿ˜‹ please feel free to (respectfully!) discuss your opinions on this cause this was fun to write!
big boys (long & girthy, or long & a little slender - regardless, just their tip will have you seeing the back of your eyelids)
-seungcheol
-wonwoo
-mingyu
-seokmin
-junhui
-joshua
-jihoon
-seungkwan
-chan
-soonyoung
-vernon
-minghao
-jeonghan
average joes (not too big, but theyโ€™re not small and short either ๐Ÿ‘€)
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whatsk-poppinhomies ยท 2 years
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๐€/๐ : ๐ˆ๐ง ๐ซ๐ž๐ ๐š๐ซ๐๐ฌ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฌ๐œ๐ก๐จ๐จ๐ฅ ๐ญ๐ฒ๐ฉ๐ž ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ญ๐ข๐ฆ๐ข๐ง๐ /๐ฆ๐จ๐ง๐ญ๐ก ๐ฉ๐ž๐ซ๐ข๐จ๐๐ฌ ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐›๐ซ๐ž๐š๐ค๐ฌ, ๐ˆโ€™๐ฆ ๐ ๐จ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐จ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ญ๐ฒ๐ฉ๐ข๐œ๐š๐ฅ ๐”๐’ ๐ฌ๐œ๐ก๐จ๐จ๐ฅ ๐ฌ๐ฒ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ž๐ฆ ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฏ๐š๐œ๐š๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ฌ๐œ๐ก๐จ๐จ๐ฅ ๐š๐ ๐ž๐ ๐œ๐ก๐ข๐ฅ๐๐ซ๐ž๐ง ๐ก๐š๐ฏ๐ž ๐ข๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฌ๐ญ๐š๐ญ๐ž๐ฌ. ๐€๐ฅ๐ฌ๐จ, ๐ˆโ€™๐ฆ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ž ๐š๐ญ ๐ฐ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐š๐ ๐ž ๐š ๐œ๐ก๐ข๐ฅ๐ ๐œ๐š๐ง ๐ ๐จ ๐ข๐ง๐ญ๐จ ๐ง๐ฎ๐ซ๐ฌ๐ž๐ซ๐ฒ ๐ฌ๐œ๐ก๐จ๐จ๐ฅ ๐ข๐ง ๐’๐จ๐ฎ๐ญ๐ก ๐Š๐จ๐ซ๐ž๐š, ๐›๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ˆ ๐๐จ ๐ค๐ง๐จ๐ฐ ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ (๐š๐ญ ๐ฅ๐ž๐š๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ฐ๐ก๐ž๐ซ๐ž ๐ˆ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฏ๐ž ๐ข๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฌ๐ญ๐š๐ญ๐ž๐ฌ) ๐š ๐œ๐ก๐ข๐ฅ๐ ๐œ๐š๐ง ๐ฌ๐ญ๐š๐ซ๐ญ ๐๐ซ๐ž-๐Š ๐š๐ญ ๐Ÿ‘ ๐ฒ๐ž๐š๐ซ๐ฌ ๐จ๐ฅ๐, ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ˆ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐š๐ซ๐ญ๐ž๐ ๐š๐ญ ๐Ÿ’ ๐ฒ๐ž๐š๐ซ๐ฌ ๐จ๐ฅ๐, ๐ฌ๐จ ๐ข๐Ÿ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฌ๐œ๐ก๐จ๐จ๐ฅ ๐š๐ ๐ž ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ญ๐ข๐ฆ๐ž๐ฌ ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐›๐ซ๐ž๐š๐ค๐ฌ ๐š๐ซ๐ž ๐ค๐ข๐ง๐ ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐๐ข๐Ÿ๐Ÿ๐ž๐ซ๐ž๐ง๐ญ, ๐ˆ ๐š๐ฉ๐จ๐ฅ๐จ๐ ๐ข๐ณ๐ž. ๐ˆโ€™๐ฆ ๐ ๐จ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐จ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฌ๐ญ๐š๐ง๐๐š๐ซ๐ (๐จ๐ซ ๐š๐ญ ๐ฅ๐ž๐š๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ฐ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ˆ ๐ซ๐ž๐ฆ๐ž๐ฆ๐›๐ž๐ซ ๐จ๐Ÿ) ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฌ๐ญ๐š๐ง๐๐š๐ซ๐ ๐”๐’ ๐ฌ๐œ๐ก๐จ๐จ๐ฅ ๐ฌ๐ฒ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ž๐ฆ. (๐ˆโ€™๐ฆ ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ“, ๐ข๐ญโ€™๐ฌ ๐›๐ž๐ž๐ง ๐š ๐ฐ๐ก๐ข๐ฅ๐ž)
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โ€œYou said that you were going to be able to pick her up from school todayโ€ฆ What? What do you mean youโ€™re in the airport?! Where the h- โ€ฆ You canโ€™t just promise her something and then not follow through with it. Sheโ€™s been looking forward to seeing you all week. Yeahโ€ฆ Yeah okayโ€ฆ Bye.โ€ With an exasperated sigh he hung up his phone, finally looking in your direction as he came up to the classroom door that you were standing outside of. You had heard the entire conversation, something that he was well aware of judging by the sheepish look on his face as he looked at you, but it wasnโ€™t something that you would pry him about. โ€œSorry about thatโ€ฆ And Iโ€™m sorry that I have to bring her in so early, Iโ€™m just so busy and-โ€ You held up your hand, shaking your head as you looked down at his daughter. You knew who he was and you knew what he did, everyone knew what he did, and thatโ€™s one of the main reasons he had to bring his daughter to the classroom early.ย 
โ€œIf you need me to keep her after class a little longer thatโ€™s fine. We can watch movies and I have a whole cabinet full of snacks and games that we can play too.โ€ You said, hoping to ease his visibly worried mind, and as if your words were a ray of sunshine for him, his all too familiar smile that you had seen all over television screens and on YouTube had spread across his face again. He let out a sigh of relief, placing his daughterโ€™s hand in your own before kneeling down in front of her and pressing a quick kiss against her forehead.ย 
โ€œBe good for Ms. Y/N. Me or one of your uncles will be here to pick you up as soon as we can.โ€ He murmured to her, his tone completely different from the annoyance that had filled it while he was speaking on the phone. โ€œThank you so muchโ€ฆโ€ He said as he stood back up, his eyes meeting yours for only a second before you both looked away from each other, your eyes averting to anywhere but the others. โ€œIโ€™ll try to be back as soon as Iโ€™m finished working. Iโ€™m really sorry if this is an inconvenience for you and, please, just let me know if it is. I can try to find a babysitter itโ€™s just really hard and-โ€ย 
You tsked your tongue, shaking your head once more at his worried ramblings. โ€œItโ€™s quite alright, really. Chohee is wonderful, andโ€ฆ well, I donโ€™t really have anyone to go back home too after work so, I donโ€™t mind at all. Donโ€™t have the guys or yourself rushing over here to pick her up either, Iโ€™d rather you or them get here safely than to hear that something awful has happened on your way over. Plus, if she gets hungry, Iโ€™m sure I can order something and have it delivered to the classroom, as long as itโ€™s okay with you.โ€ย 
He nodded quickly, and you could almost see the weight that your words had lifted off his shoulders, his eyes closing as he took a deep breath and let it out slowly. โ€œYouโ€™re truly a lifesaver. Thank you so much. Iโ€™ll call the school and let them know when myself or one of the guys are on their way. Thank you again, so much.โ€ He smiled at you before quickly lowering his eyes to his daughter who was still looking up at him with what looked like stars in her eyes. โ€œRemember, be a good girl. Next time Iโ€™m off I promise you and I will do something super fun together, whatever youโ€™d like. I love you, Chohee, Iโ€™ll see you after school.โ€ He kissed the tips of his fingers and pressed them to the top of her head before nodding to you once more and turning to walk away. He was a good father, he was trying his best to make the best out of everything, he was doing his best to give his daughter the best, but you could see how hard it was on him and it made your heart ache to see him so stressed out.ย 
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โ€œWhat do you mean Hajoon isnโ€™t getting her? She promised that sheโ€™d pick Chohee up from school and have her this weekendโ€ฆโ€ Jeonghan said from across the table, his head tilted in confusion at Seungcheol as he tried to make sense of what had just been told to him. They were going to be shooting a new music video this weekend, it had been set up that way for weeks because Seungcheol had specifically asked weeks in advance to make sure Chohees mother would pick her up and keep her for the weekend. โ€œSo now what?โ€ย 
Seungcheol shook his head, his fingers drumming on the table as he let out a loud sigh. โ€œI donโ€™t know. I donโ€™t even know how Iโ€™m going to pick her up from school today. Iโ€™m so busy and Iโ€™m trying my best to be a good father to Chohee all while being a good leader for the group and itโ€™s just getting more and more difficult.โ€ His arms folded on the table in front of him and he quickly dropped his head down onto them, grunting quietly, unable to fully contain his frsutrations. โ€œI donโ€™t know what Iโ€™d do if her teacher didnโ€™t offer to stay after with her every time I needed it.โ€ย 
Jeonghan narrowed his eyes, more interested than confused now at the sudden mention of Chohees teacher that he had never gotten to meet yet. He hadnโ€™t even heard about you before, and everytime Seungcheol stayed later at work, he had just assumed that his mother had picked up Chohee. โ€œWaitโ€ฆ Sheโ€™s being watched by her teacher? Isnโ€™t she in preschool? Sheโ€™s only fourโ€ฆ Do you really trust her teacher to look after her that way? Wouldnโ€™t you want your mom to get her instead?โ€ Of course Jeonghan was worried about Chohee, she was basically his niece and he loved her as such. He was there when she was first born, waiting outside of the delivery room to finally meet her and congratulate his best friend on the birth of his first daughter. Since that day, heโ€™s been there for everything, including the trainwreck of a breakup that left Chohee with Seungcheol who was trying to keep himself together while keeping everything else in his life together at the same time. It was the lowest any of the members had ever seen him and none of them wanted to see him that low ever again.ย 
โ€œAt this point, I trust Chohees teacher more than her own mother.โ€ Seungcheol stated matter of factly, pushing himself away from the table and standing up. โ€œI canโ€™t just keep handing her off to my mother every time Hajoon changes her mind about being a mother.โ€ He pinched the bridge of his nose in agitation, the smile that is usually worn on his face was completely gone, not a trace of it seen in his features at this point. โ€œIโ€™m sorry, I just need to figure out what Iโ€™m going to do this weekend with herโ€ฆ Maybe I can get my mom to help watch her on Saturday and then Iโ€™ll get her Sundayโ€ฆโ€ He trailed off, shaking his head as he turned to walk out of the lunch room, offering a small wave to Jeonghan who was still sitting at the table.ย 
Itโ€™s not even that he was just worried about the weekends, he was worried about the summer and what heโ€™d do when he couldnโ€™t take Chohee to school anymore. Thinking that way had him feeling even worse though, like he was the world's worst father because he depended on his daughter's teacher to watch her just so he could go to work. Itโ€™s like he had to make a choice between being an idol or being a father and it wasnโ€™t a choice that he ever thought heโ€™d have to make. This wasnโ€™t how he thought his life would go, he didnโ€™t even think heโ€™d have a kid yet, and while he didnโ€™t think of Chohee as a mistake, he knew that she had come too early in his life, and she had come to him from the wrong person, but he couldnโ€™t just give her up.ย 
The way that he had met Hajoon wasnโ€™t one that heโ€™d want to tell his daughter, not until she was much older anyway, and that should have been a sign in itself that the relationship he thought would bloom just wasnโ€™t obtainable. He should have seen the sign, but after a slightly tipsy one night stand and an exchange of numbers and then two months without a single text from her, he had gotten one. He didnโ€™t believe her at first, he didnโ€™t want to believe her because he still had his entire career, his entire life in front of him, but she insisted and he believed her. Throughout the entire pregnancy it seemed like things were going perfectly, he really felt like everything would be fine. Hajoon seemed to have settled down, and for the next six months of the pregnancy, it was like all of his worries flew out the window. He never would have thought that once Chohee was born that Hajoon would walk out like it was nothing, like she wasnโ€™t leaving anything behind. His heart had been torn to pieces and he felt completely helpless, holding his only 2 month old daughter in his arms as he watched the woman that he thought he would make his wife walk out the door.ย 
All sense of trust walked out the door with her, as if she packed it up in the bags she rolled behind her and now he couldnโ€™t see himself with anyone else. How could he possibly trust anyone after what had happened to him? It was the longest con, and for what? He was left with a child who had won his heart the second he saw her, but he knew that his job would keep him from being the father that she deserved to have. Was it fair to keep her with him even if that was the case? He wasnโ€™t sure, but all he did know was that he was trying his best, he was doing everything to give his daughter the best and to love her as much as he could when he was around, it was the only thing he felt like he could do. Never in his wildest dreams did he ever think heโ€™d be a single father, yet here he was.ย 
Even still, no matter how hard things got for him, there was nothing in the world that heโ€™d trade his life for. He knew that one day heโ€™d become a master at balancing his home life and his work life, it was a matter of time, and at some point heโ€™d get it right. He truly loved his daughter, and when things would get hard or when he felt like everything was falling apart around him, all he had to do was look at her and see her smile and it helped him calm down, it made him see that things werenโ€™t so bad, she was the light that he needed.
As he climbed into his car he let out a small sigh of relief knowing that heโ€™d soon see his daughter, and while he was unsure of what he was going to do this weekend to make sure that sheโ€™d be watched and cared for, he knew that heโ€™d be able to figure it out once he calmed down. He tried really hard not to let the stress of everything get to him which was easier said than done, but he found that it was easier to stay calm and let himself think when he had Chohee with him. He didnโ€™t want her to see him upset or stressed, he didnโ€™t want her to think that it was her fault that he was feeling that way.ย 
He finally pulled his phone out of his jacket pocket, turning it on for the first time since heโ€™s been at the office. One notification popped up on his screen that caught his eye, his heart freezing momentarily only to start racing once more as his fingers fumbled to type in his passcode. It wasnโ€™t often that you called him, it was so rare that right now seemed like the first time you had which only had him panicking more as he dialed the number back and shoved his key into the ignition. His entire body was shaking as he put his car into drive, the ringing sound still coming through his phone which was on speaker in the center console, the silence that followed each ring only had his stomach sinking deeper as he raced towards the school.ย 
โ€œHi, Seungcheol. This is Y/N, I was justโ€ฆโ€ You couldnโ€™t finish your sentence, the sound of your voice coming through his phone had him immediately cutting you off, his mouth spilling out a slew of questions faster than you could even answer them, his main question being if Chohee was alright, if anything had happened to her. All he wanted to know was that his baby was okay, and then the sound of your giggling filled the silence of his car and he didnโ€™t know whether to relax or be annoyed that you apparently thought his worrying was funny. โ€œThereโ€™s no need for you to worry, Chohee is alright. Weโ€™re watching Finding Nemo. I called earlier to ask if it was okay if we had a little popcorn while we watched it, but she insisted that it was okay, so we had it anyway. Itโ€™s been an hour since then, soโ€ฆ Iโ€™m sorry for worrying you in any way. I just wanted to be sureโ€ฆโ€ย 
Popcorn. You had called him to ask if popcorn was okay, and now he was the one laughing, albeit sheepishly, at how worked up he had gotten. He had every right to worry about his daughter when she wasnโ€™t with him, but he also had the tendency to overreact a little bit, something that he was highly aware of and something that he immediately felt bad about once he knew that everything was alright. โ€œNo, no, Iโ€™m sorry for coming at you like thatโ€ฆ I just got a little panicky.โ€ He let out an awkward chuckle, running his hand through his hair as he continued driving, feeling himself relax more and more the closer he got to his daughter. โ€œHas she been good though? I know Iโ€™m pretty late picking her up, Iโ€™m sorry. I hope that she hasnโ€™t given you any problems.โ€ Usually Chohee would get fussy if he didnโ€™t pick her up on time or if she was left with anyone a little longer than she was used to, it was one of the reasons he couldnโ€™t leave her with his own mother longer than a weekend.ย 
โ€œProblems? Not at all. Chohee has been an absolute sweetheart, I really donโ€™t mind having her stay after.โ€ You said, and he could hear the sound of quiet crunching as you popped another piece of popcorn into your mouth. โ€œSheโ€™s actually taking a small nap right now because the movie ended, I hope that isnโ€™t going to affect her going to sleep tonight.โ€ Shocked was the only way he would be able to describe the way he felt right now. Chohee rarely allowed herself to fall asleep at nap time unless she was at home in her own bed, and he was the one that had to get everything set up and just right so that sheโ€™d actually fall asleep. His mother would always call him, asking him how he managed to get Chohee to sleep, as if it were impossible to do, yet here you were accomplishing it as if it were no big deal. โ€œIโ€™m really going to miss having her around once summer break comes around.โ€ You said, but your words had Seungcheol thinking way too hard, the gears of his mind whirring as it filled with questions of what heโ€™d actually do once summer came.ย 
โ€œSummer breakโ€ฆโ€ He murmured, unsure of it his phone even picked up his voice for you to hear, but he didnโ€™t know what else to say. The two words were looming over his head like a dark cloud. Of course heโ€™d try to do as much as he could with Chohee while she was on break, but it would be even harder for him to do his job when he always had her, and he really didnโ€™t want to place the responsibility on his own mother either. โ€œSo uhmโ€ฆ Are you tutoring or anything this summer? Are you doing any extracurricular classes?โ€ A part of him was interested, but the other part of him, the part that felt awful for even questioning what you were doing during the summer, that part of him wanted to know if there was any way for you to watch Chohee during the summer as well.ย 
You hummed softly before responding, giving him a soft no that sent his hopes barreling into a downward spiral. โ€œI donโ€™t really have anything to do during the break. I actually need to find a part time job to fill the gap thatโ€™ll be thereโ€ฆ and so I can pay my billsโ€ฆโ€ You paused momentarily before clearing your throat with a few quick coughs. โ€œBut if you need some recommendations for some tutors or some extra fun little classes that I think sheโ€™d love, Iโ€™m sure I can send you some of the information to sign up for one of them.โ€ He hated the idea of it, putting Chohee into the care of someone that he doesnโ€™t know at all. There was something about you, hearing you talk, having an actual conversation with you and hearing the way you spoke about his daughter that made him certain that his daughter was safe with you. He couldnโ€™t just hand her off to another teacher and expect them to be as good with her as you are. It wouldnโ€™t be that easy, he knew it wouldnโ€™t, not only because of his own feelings towards the matter, but also because he knew the way that Chohee was.ย 
โ€œYeahโ€ฆ Yeah Iโ€™ll think about it.โ€ He murmured, nodding his head slowly as he stared out the windshield of his car. There was nothing to think about though, he had already thought enough about it. He wasnโ€™t just going to put Chohee in some random class for the summer or make her join some extra activity that sheโ€™d most likely get bored of within the first couple days anyway. Like Jeonghan had said earlier, sheโ€™s only four, and being that young meant that her attention span wasnโ€™t going to allow her to stay focused on something much longer than a week tops before it didnโ€™t catch and hold her attention anymore. โ€œIโ€™m almost to the school by the way, Iโ€™ll be there soon.โ€ He said quickly, trying to fill the silence that had taken over the car when you hadnโ€™t said anything. He didnโ€™t even wait for your response before his finger came down on the little red button to end the call. He wasnโ€™t quite sure what exactly he was going to do, all he did know was that he needed to figure something out before the summer, and there was one thing, one option in particular that was stuck in the forefront of his brain, he just needed to make sure it was doable, then it would become his one and only choice.ย 
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The parking lot to the school was practically empty aside from one car, one car that he could only assume was your own since you were the only one in the building. Seungcheol parked quickly next to it, rushing out of the vehicle and running down the sidewalk to get to the little side door that led into the classroom that he had dropped his daughter off earlier that morning. He didnโ€™t notice at first, but the closer he got, the more he could see that the door to the classroom was already propped open, the sight of it initially causing his heart to sink as he picked up the pace. It wasnโ€™t until he got right next to the door that he realized your head slightly peeking out of it with one of your fingers pressed against your lips. โ€œShe fell asleep watching Nemo andโ€ฆ Well she just looks so peaceful while sheโ€™s sleeping and I know how babies get when theyโ€™re woken up from naps and theyโ€™re not ready to face the rest of the day yet.โ€ You giggled softly, trying to muffle the laughter in the palm of your hand as you walked back into the class alongside him. โ€œI really hope you donโ€™t mind that I let her sleep though, it might be kind of hard to get her to bed tonightโ€ฆโ€ You murmured sheepishly, standing next to your desk and fumbling through the papers that were strewn about it.ย 
He watched you intently, and while most of the time heโ€™d look at you as nothing more than Chohees teacher, it seemed like he was seeing you in a new light with a new set of eyes. There was a glow about you that he couldnโ€™t quite place his finger on. Maybe it was the way the corner of your mouth twitched up into a small smile as you looked over the drawings that the other kids in the Pre-K class had made, drawings that he couldnโ€™t quite make sense of himself, but you saw in the scribbled art something that only you could see. It could have been that, it could have also been the way that you talked to him, the way you talked about his daughter, the way you treated them both as if they were humans, as if she wasnโ€™t the daughter of a k-pop idol, as if he wasnโ€™t a k-pop idol himself. To you, he was just Choi Seungcheol, the father of Choi Chohee. โ€œDonโ€™t worry about her bedtime, she knows when she needs to sleep at night.โ€ He said, trying to match the quiet tone that you were keeping with him, not wanting his daughter to wake up just yet. โ€œDo you uhโ€ฆ do you keep sleeping bags and stuff in your class for all the students?โ€ He questioned, noticing the pretty pink floral cot that his daughter was sleeping on, a fluffy pillow tucked under her head and a plush animal snug within her arms under the blanket.ย 
You hummed softly, shaking your head as you continued sorting out the papers. โ€œAhโ€ฆ noโ€ฆ I uhm, I brought it in because she usually stays a little later than the rest of the class and we watch moviesโ€ฆ I know how uncomfortable the floor isโ€ฆ so I just got a little cot for her. I hope thatโ€™s alright.โ€ Finally looking up from the papers, your eyes met his own and he didnโ€™t know whether he was in love or in awe, maybe a bit of both, at how much you seemed to care about his daughter. โ€œIโ€™m sorry, I should have asked before I did thatโ€ฆ I just wanted her to be comfortableโ€ฆโ€ You said quickly, apparently taking his silence as disapproval.ย 
His hands moved up in the air as he shook his head, not disapproving what you had told him in the slightest, more so, he was in disbelief. You seemed to care more about his daughter than her own mother did, and you surely did more for her than her mother did, it was just something that shocked him. โ€œThank you. I probably say that way too much, but you really donโ€™t know how much it helps, how much it means to me that thereโ€™s someone like you that cares about Chohee as much as you do.โ€ There was nothing else he could say, he wanted you to know how appreciative he was of everything that you did for his daughter because it truly meant the world to him, but he also felt the need to get closer to you building up inside of him.ย 
โ€œOhโ€ฆโ€ You whispered, the word coming out as more of a breath than anything else, and he could tell that his words had made you flustered. โ€œItโ€™s really no problem at all. She keeps me company while Iโ€™m going through papers and work and stuff, and itโ€™s been a while since Iโ€™ve had company while watching a movie.โ€ You let out a sheepish giggle, finally finding the paper that you were apparently looking for and handing it to him. โ€œHere, she drew this. She wanted you to have it and she said something about hanging it on the fridge with all her other drawingsโ€ฆ In not that many words but, I understood what she meant.โ€ The paper was slipped between his fingers and it took a couple seconds for him to understand what was going on in the picture, but the neat writing of who was who in the picture helped him catch on rather quickly.ย 
Three stick figures were lined along the page, one was shorter than the rest and he immediately knew that was his daughter without the help of her name and the arrow above her head. His stick figure was standing next to his daughter, the stick arms connected as if he were holding her hand in the picture and he couldnโ€™t contain the small smile that he felt pulling at his lips when he saw it, but the smile immediately fell when he saw the other stick figure. It was on the complete other side, and he could only assume that it was a representation of Chohees mother, it even had the word mom written above it, although it wasnโ€™t often that Chohee even saw her mother. There were two squares in the picture too, which must have been a representation of his house and her mothers house and the longer he looked at the picture, the more it felt like his heart was breaking. โ€œThank youโ€ฆโ€ He whispered, and before he could continue, both his and your eyes shot up at the sound of Chohee stirring in the little sleeping bag.ย 
โ€œDaddy!โ€ She cheered as her eyes blinked away the sleep and finally focused in on him, her tiny legs scrambling to kick away the sleeping bag blanket and push herself up to run over to him. His arms immediately outstretched to catch her in them, swooping her up and holding her against his chest as her own arms wrapped around his neck.ย 
Out of the corner of his eye he could see you smiling softly at him, your head bowed towards your desk trying to make it seem like you werenโ€™t watching, but he knew you were. โ€œLetโ€™s get going. Iโ€™m sure Ms. Y/N wants to get home and get some sleep too. Tell her goodbye, and youโ€™ll see her in two more days.โ€ He said, gently setting Chohee back down on her feet, taking a step back to let his daughter go. He wasnโ€™t expecting her to run over to you, her little arms wrapping around your legs and clinging onto you as a small pout formed on her lips.ย 
โ€œYou come home tooโ€ฆโ€ She said, trying to hold back the whine in her voice. โ€œI love youโ€ฆโ€ It was shocking to say the least, hearing his daughter say those words to anyone other than him and his own family, and it seemed like even you were shocked to hear them. Your eyes darted between him and Chohee as you tried to think of what to say. โ€œPleaseโ€ฆโ€ Your lips parted slightly only to shut again, unable to think of what to say in response, your eyes meeting Seungcheols as if questioning him on what you should say.ย 
โ€œChoโ€ฆ Honeyโ€ฆ Ms. Y/N has to go homeโ€ฆ to her own home and eat and get some sleep.โ€ He tried to say as sweetly as possible, hoping that his daughter would understand as he tried to softly pry her off your legs. โ€œYouโ€™ll see her again soon.โ€ He said, lifting her up into his arms and snuggling her against his chest, the quiet sniffles coming from his daughter as she buried her face in his shoulder were heart shattering, but he didnโ€™t know what to do. โ€œIโ€™m so sorry for thatโ€ฆ She never does that. Iโ€™ll see you Monday morningโ€ฆโ€ He said quickly to you, turning around to head out the door.ย 
โ€œLet me know if sheโ€™s alright when you get home. If she wants, if itโ€™s alright with you, you can call and Iโ€™ll talk to her on the phone if sheโ€™s still upset.โ€ Not even her mother would have done something like that for her, but you were offering. He nodded his head, giving you a small smile as he walked out of the classroom, his heart and his mind torn on what to do. Of course he wanted his daughter to be happy, but he obviously couldnโ€™t just move you into his house to make her happy. He was sure that the only reason she was acting this way today was because her mother was supposed to pick her up and ended up letting her down. She wanted to feel some type of motherly bond with someone and that person just ended up being you today. Heโ€™d just have to explain to Chohee that you were her teacher and nothing else, or maybe sheโ€™d just forget about it anyway and he wouldnโ€™t have to break that news to her in the first place. Even still, he might have been able to come up with a solution for what his daughter was going through, but that still left him with his own thoughts and his own emotions that he didnโ€™t quite know how to handle.ย 
Chohee sat in her carseat in the back row of the car, her head bowed as she focused on his phone that he had handed her to keep her occupied while he drove. โ€œSoโ€ฆ Did you have fun today?โ€ He questioned, wanting to know all about her day, not only because he felt like it was his job to know these things, but also because he was intrigued as to why she acted the way she did when he had to take her home. Chohee hummed softly, nodding her head in agreement, a motion that he would have missed if he hadnโ€™t been at a red light and looking at her through the rearview mirror. โ€œThatโ€™s good. What movie did you watch?โ€ He pressed further, and while he had already been told by you, he wanted to hear what Chohee had to say.ย 
She clicked her tongue against the roof of her mouth as she placed the phone off to the side, her arms folding in front of her chest as she looked straight at the back of his head. โ€œNemo. I like the fishies. I had popcorn. We cried at the โ€˜ginning of the movieโ€ฆ mean shark ate the baby fishies. But first I did my work with everyone elseโ€ฆ Then they went home. I got to play outside two times on the slides though. I drew a pretty picture for the kitchen too.โ€ She had gone through what seemed like the complete itinerary of what her day had consisted of, telling him about it as if she were an adult herself. He hated the idea of that, the thought of her growing up, knowing that heโ€™s missing out on a majority of everything that happens in her life because of his job. โ€œShe said I call her if I upsetโ€ฆโ€ Seungcheol hadnโ€™t thought that she would have caught what she said, he didnโ€™t think sheโ€™d actually want to do something like that either, but he knew that there was a reason Chohee was bringing it up. โ€œI upset enoughโ€ฆ? I wanna talk to herโ€ฆโ€ย 
His eyebrows lowered over his eyes as he took the turn onto his homestreet, glancing at her through the rearview mirror as she grabbed the phone off the side seat and began swiping across it again. โ€œYou donโ€™t have to be upset to call Ms. Y/N, she just thought that maybe youโ€™d want to talk to her more if you were upset already.โ€ He explained, not wanting his daughter thinking that she needed to be sad or upset in the slightest bit just to talk to someone. โ€œAnd I want to talk to you first when we get home. I barely get to see you because Iโ€™m working so much. I miss you, honey bunny.โ€ And that was the entire truth. He felt like when he was away from her, an entire half of himself was missing. She was his everything, sheโ€™s who made him who he was now, and when he wasnโ€™t with her he just didnโ€™t feel like himself. The most he wanted when he did get to see her was to have a couple minutes with her before she ran off to play with her toys.ย 
She reluctantly agreed to talking to him, the sound coming out as more of a huff as he pulled into the driveway, her tiny hands already working at the car seat straps that held her in. It seemed like she was growing up too fast and it felt like he was missing all of it. โ€œWhat we talking about?โ€ She mused, hopping out of her seat once he had pulled the keys from the ignition, leaning over the center console to look at him. โ€œYou wanna talk about Nemo?โ€ The question was so wholesome, so sweet, and while it wasnโ€™t exactly on his list of things he wanted to talk to her about, the way she asked it was far too adorable to say no to, so he simply nodded, climbing out of the car and quickly making his way around to the back to let her out.ย 
From the moment she stepped foot onto the pavement outside of the car she was talking nonstop about the movie. She spoke of it as if she had never seen it before, although he was sure that Seungkwan or Joshua had watched it with her already. She went through the entire plot, her entire body moving animatedly as she sat next to him on the couch, a chubby cheeked smile spread across her face as she spoke. He couldnโ€™t bring himself to cut her off, she was so excited, so he listened intently, nodding and humming softly whenever she paused and looked to him to make sure he was still listening. It took almost half an hour for her to finally finish telling him about the movie, and by that time he had almost forgotten what he really wanted to talk about. He wouldnโ€™t have remembered it if she hadn't brought it up. โ€œAre you going to hang my art on the fridge, daddy?โ€ She asked, looking down at the tiny corner of the white paper that was sticking out of his pants pocket.ย 
He nodded quickly, pulling the paper out of his pocket and unfolding it carefully to lay in his lap. โ€œTell me about the drawing first.โ€ He said, trying to keep his voice light and cheerful so she wouldnโ€™t get upset, although seeing it himself had him swallowing back the lump that was slowly building in his throat. โ€œI know that thatโ€™s me and youโ€ฆ right?โ€ She nodded in agreement, beaming proudly up at him as she pointed to the two stick figures that depicted the both of them. โ€œYou did a really good job on us. I really like the way you colored the house pink and yellow, itโ€™s super pretty.โ€ Her smile somehow grew wider at the compliment, her eyes turning into crescents from her puffy cheeks pushing up against them. Now it was time for the hard part, he had to ask about the other stick figure, the one that was so distant from the other two. He didnโ€™t want to upset her, but he didnโ€™t want her to feel like she had to bottle up any of her feelings that she might have about her mom, he wanted her to know that it was okay to talk about it.ย 
Before he had the chance to utter the first word in the question, her tiny little finger came down on the smaller square next to the stick figure that was labeled as her mother, but her smile never faltered like he thought it would. โ€œAnd thatโ€™s my classroomโ€ฆโ€ Her finger slid to the stick figure, tapping against it repeatedly with what he could only assume was excitement. โ€œAnd thatโ€™s momโ€ฆ You call her Ms. Y/Nโ€ฆ Thatโ€™s weird. Can I call her? When is she coming home?โ€ย 
As hard as he tried, he couldnโ€™t contain the expression of shock that spread across his face when she said it, and his expression was only a visual of a quarter of the shock that he actually felt from hearing her say it. โ€œWellโ€ฆ Thatโ€™sโ€ฆโ€ He didnโ€™t know what to say or how to respond to such a thing. Chohee knew who her mother was, at least he tried to make sure that she did. Then again, it wasnโ€™t really something that he could control if his daughter felt that kind of connection to someone other than her own biological mother. It wasnโ€™t exactly his fault that Hajoon wasnโ€™t ever around and he wasnโ€™t going to try to tell Chohee that the way that she was feeling was badโ€ฆ Heโ€™d just have to explain to her that you werenโ€™t her mother. โ€œDo you call Ms. Y/N mom when youโ€™re at school?โ€ He asked, sheepishly and almost afraid to hear her answer, and he let out a soft sigh of relief when she shook her head no. โ€œYou do know thatโ€ฆ wellโ€ฆ sheโ€™s not actually your momโ€ฆ right, honey?โ€ He gnawed on his bottom lip nervously as he watched her face, her little legs dangling and swinging over the edge of the couch as she looked straight out into the room, deep in thought.ย 
โ€œHmphโ€ฆโ€ She grumbled, swinging her legs faster, kicking them against the bottom of the couch in frustration as she tried to understand her own thought process. โ€œButโ€ฆ Mom not aroundโ€ฆ soโ€ฆ Ms. Y/Nโ€ฆโ€ She said your name mockingly in the way that Seungcheol would say it, and he was taken aback to say the least at how sassy she sounded. โ€œShe like my momโ€ฆ but I knowโ€ฆ she notโ€ฆโ€ It was as if saying it made her realize that the words were true, and that realization had a tiny frown forming on her face, her bottom lip jutting out as she pushed herself off the couch and sulked into her bedroom leaving Seungcheol on the couch feeling utterly confused and conflicted on what to do.ย 
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โ€œSo let me get this straightโ€ฆ Youโ€™re going to ask her teacher over for dinner?โ€ Jeonghan repeated what Seungcheol had just told him. Now that Chohee had left to spend the weekend with his mother, he felt like he could really talk about what was going on and how he felt, but he couldnโ€™t talk to you yet, he needed to talk to one of the other members first. They were like his brothers and he wanted to hear from them if they felt like the choice he was thinking about making seemed right, not only for him, but for Chohee as well. โ€œDid you try to explain to Cho that her teacher isnโ€™t her mom, that sheโ€™s just a really nice lady?โ€ย 
Seungcheol groaned in frustration, pacing around the length of his bedroom, his legs unable to keep still now that he was left alone with all of his thoughts. โ€œOf course I did. Itโ€™s not really easy to tell a four year old that the way they feel isnโ€™t correctโ€ฆ Plus, I meanโ€ฆ with the way that Hajoon is, do you really expect Chohee to look at her as her mother?โ€ Jeonghan mumbled something that sounded like a youโ€™re right into the speaker, but before he could say anything in response, Seungcheol continued. โ€œAnd, itโ€™s not like anything is going to come of it, I just need to talk to her, have a legitimate conversation without a bunch of kids or Chohee around.โ€ He wasnโ€™t exactly lying about the first part, but he wasnโ€™t really telling the truth either. He didnโ€™t really know what was going to happen, but he knew that something had sparked within him when he saw the way you were with his daughter, he knew that he was fond of you, but he wasnโ€™t sure if it was just because of the way you cared for Chohee or if it was something else.ย 
Jeonghan sighed heavily, his lips making the sound of a raspberry being blown before speaking. โ€œItโ€™s up to you what you want to do obviouslyโ€ฆ Youโ€™re a grown man, youโ€™re a father, and I know that youโ€™re going to do whatโ€™s best for Chohee, at least, youโ€™ll do what you think is best for her, but I also donโ€™t want to see you in another situation like you were in before. We lost you for a while, and itโ€™s not even about the music or the group, itโ€™s the fact that we donโ€™t like seeing you like that. Weโ€™ve known you for a while, youโ€™re a brother to all of us, we just want you to take care of yourself, do whatโ€™s best for you.โ€ He knew how the others felt about Hajoon, he knew how much they worried about him after everything that happened, but something about you, the way you looked at him, the way you looked at his daughter, he knew that if anything were to really start between the two of you that it would be different, it would be better.ย 
A bit more chatting and a quick goodbye and the call with Jeonghan was over. Now Seungcheol had to make a decision, make a choice that could affect himself and Chohee in either the best or the worst possible way. If anything went downhill, that could be the difference between you being so sweet and so kind to his daughter, it would be the difference between you looking after his daughter when he or one of the other members were running a little late. Was it a price that he was really willing to pay? His surety was running low, he didnโ€™t feel so sure about anything right now, but he knew that he couldnโ€™t afford to lose you. It wasnโ€™t just himself that he was looking out for either, but Chohee and her feelings. He couldnโ€™t just worry about himself anymore, he had to take care of his daughter, he had to make sure she was happy, and any change in your demeanor towards her, she would pick it up.ย 
It would be so easy if it were just himself that he had to think about, but then again, in that case he would have never met you anyway. Chohee would always be his first priority, and her happiness came above all else in his life, which is why this decision was only becoming harder and harder to come to. If things went well, if everything went without a hitch, the final outcome could make Chohee so happy, something that he loved to see. His daughter's smile was priceless to him, there was no amount of money in the world that would amount to how proud he felt when he saw it and he could only imagine how wide her smile would be if things went smoothly. It was that pride that he wanted to feel, that swelling in his heart when sheโ€™d beam up at him, the need to make his daughter happy that had him making the final decision on what to do. Maybe it was crazy of him to go out on a limb like this when there was so much more at stake than just his heart and his daughters happiness, but not being crazy never got anyone anywhereโ€ฆ Hell, being crazy and stepping out on that limb is what had blessed him with Chohee in the first placeโ€ฆ whatโ€™s the worst that could happen?ย 
4 Years Later
โ€œAre you glad that itโ€™s summertime now?โ€ Chohee asked as you both walked towards your car, the warm breeze that brought along the promise of vacation and a much needed break blew against you and Chohee as you walked through the parking lot. โ€œI think dad has to work a lot thoughโ€ฆ He doesnโ€™t get summer breaks like we do. Is that fair? I donโ€™t know if it isโ€ฆ How is he going to spend time with me?โ€ She was full of questions, full of excitement at what the next two and a half months would bring. Her long black hair bounced as she skipped along the pavement, the sound of her pencils rattling in her backpack mixed with the sound of her shoes hitting the ground. โ€œDad said that my mom wants to pick me up for a weekend real soonโ€ฆ Should I go?โ€ย 
She came to a full stop, looking up at you with eyes that screamed her question at you. It wasnโ€™t that you exactly hated her mother, but you had a lot of reasons to dislike her. Hajoon had practically abandoned Chohee when she was a baby and she had broken Seungcheols heart, you had no reason to actually like her, but it wasnโ€™t your place to tell Chohee whether she should see her mother or not. โ€œYou do what you want to do, Choโ€ฆ If you donโ€™t want to go, you donโ€™t have to. If you do want to go, then I want you to do what makes you happy.โ€ You said as sweetly as possible, but you couldnโ€™t help but feel a pang of worry at the thought of Chohee actually going to spend a weekend with her mother.ย 
โ€œI havenโ€™t seen her in a long timeโ€ฆโ€ She mused, taking a slow step forward before picking up her normal pace and walking towards the car again. It seemed like she was thinking really hard about what to say, how to answer her own question. โ€œMaybe I should ask dad when I get homeโ€ฆ But heโ€™d probably say the same thing you did.โ€ She grumbled incoherently under her breath as she climbed into the backseat of your car, tossing her backpack to the side before buckling her seatbelt. โ€œIโ€™ll think about it a little bit longer.โ€ She said, although it seemed like she was mainly talking to herself. She was deep in thought about it, and you wished that you could just answer the question for her, but it wasnโ€™t your place to do that.ย 
โ€œYou take all the time you need, Cho.โ€ You murmured, climbing into the drivers side and starting up your car to start the drive home, occasionally glancing in the rearview mirror to see Chohees face contorted into one of questions, answers, confusion, and thoughts. It was like you could see the gears in her head turning as she tried to figure out what to do, and seeing her look so frazzled only added on to your list of reasons to dislike Hajoon even more than you already did.ย 
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With Chohees backpack slung over your shoulder, you stayed a couple steps behind her as she ran to the front door of the apartment, pushing it open and letting out an excited squeal as she ran into the house and out of your view. You could still hear her though, although her voice was meeting your ears as more of a muffled noise than actual words, once you turned the corner you could see that Seungcheol had wrapped her in a tight bear hug, the reason for her almost muted words. โ€œHey!โ€ He called out to you as you finally walked in, shutting the door softly behind you. He waved to you, a soft smile on his face as he started walking over to you while Chohee stood on his feet. โ€œSeems like Cho had a good last day of school, how was yours though?โ€ย 
He was teasing you, the silly little smirk that he was trying to contain made itself evident on his face as he looked at you, but you could only sigh, shaking your head as you hung Chohees backpack on the hook on the wall and dropped down onto the couch in the living room. โ€œItโ€™s the same every year. Half the class is gone because the last day doesnโ€™t matter, and the kids that did get sent are so overly excited that I canโ€™t even get them to focus on the movie that I have playing in the front of the room.โ€ There was something in your voice, something in the way you spoke that had Seungcheols eyes narrowing suspiciously as he looked you over. โ€œWhat?โ€ You hadnโ€™t even noticed it yourself what could possibly have him looking at you that way, but you watched as he squatted down and told Chohee to go play in her room before taking a seat on the couch beside you.ย 
Both of you watched her run off towards her bedroom before his finger was slipping beneath your chin and turning your head so youโ€™d face him. โ€œWhatโ€™s wrong?โ€ He whispered, his thumb lightly brushing along your bottom lip as his eyes caught yours. It was hard to speak when he looked at you like that, it was hard to speak when he looked at you in general. He was perfect, and no matter how many times you had seen him, it seemed like the reaction you had to him would always be the same. You shrugged lightly, clicking your tongue against the roof of your mouth. You didnโ€™t want to actually answer the question, you knew that the way that you were feeling right now wasnโ€™t right, but it didnโ€™t change the fact that you felt that way anyway. โ€œY/Nโ€ฆโ€ He cooed your name, trying to pull the answer from you, but when you kept silent, he decided to try to figure it out himself. โ€œI know itโ€™s not because Iโ€™m going on tour this summer, you and Cho seem to love it when Iโ€™m gone. You always have all the funโ€ฆโ€ You side eyed him, giving him a look that told him that he was wrong. That wasnโ€™t the reason that you were upset right now, but you always missed him when he had to leave. โ€œIs it because youโ€™re going to miss your class?โ€ You shook your head, and while he wasnโ€™t particularly wrong, you always missed all of your students that you had to say goodbye to, it didnโ€™t seem like he was getting any closer to the real reason.ย 
Taking a deep breath, you fell over against his side and let the breath out through your nose. โ€œChohee brought up visiting Hajoonโ€ฆโ€ You finally admitted, hearing the soft hum of final understanding sound through his chest. โ€œI know that I donโ€™t have the right to be upsetโ€ฆ Thatโ€™s her mother, butโ€ฆ She said that you told her and you didnโ€™t tell meโ€ฆ.โ€ You chewed on your bottom lip, a sudden feeling of almost betrayal forming in your stomach as if a match had just been lit. โ€œAnd I know that you shouldnโ€™t have to tell me because itโ€™s not my business whether Hajoon gets her or notโ€ฆ Butโ€ฆ I just want to know that Cho is okayโ€ฆโ€ย 
Seungcheols hand ran up and down your back in a motion to try to soothe you as you continued to speak, silent tears slipping over your lower lashes and trickling down your cheeks, tears that he had caught immediately and quickly wiped away with the thumb of his free hand. โ€œI didnโ€™t tell you because you had a lot on your plate at the time, but I was going to tell you.โ€ He whispered, leaning in to kiss the top of your head before leaning back against the couch, pulling you closer to him. โ€œAnd in regards to it being your business, it is your business. Youโ€™re more of a mother to her than Hajoon is, and whether you know it or not, Chohee thinks the same thing. She absolutely adores you, maybe more than I do, but Iโ€™m not willing to bet on that just yet.โ€ His attempt at lightheartedness had you letting out a giggle. โ€œI know that you worry about her, and I do too, trust me, I doโ€ฆ but I know that sheโ€™s going to be okay because we both know that Hajoon isnโ€™t going to actually follow through with getting her. When was the last time sheโ€™s actually picked her up?โ€ The question had you thinking really hard, trying to remember the last time you even saw Hajoon and Chohee in the same room together. The lack of your answer had Seungcheol nodding as if you had already answered his question. โ€œSee, you have nothing to worry about. Chohee is going to stay here with us all summer.โ€ย 
As if on queue, Chohee ran out of her room, diving into the little bit of space that was between you and Seungcheol, nestling against you as she threw her legs up onto his lap. โ€œI get to stay with you and mommy all summer?โ€ She cheered, clearly having been eavesdropping on the entire conversation. โ€œThat means we can all go to the beach again like last year, right? I like building sandcastlesโ€ฆ Oh! And this time, Iโ€™m gonna make mommy get all the way in the water. Remember when we had that big splash fightโ€ฆ that was funโ€ฆ I like that.โ€ Her little mind wandered into her memories, her stories had you and Seungcheol doing the same thing, letting out quiet chuckles as the images filled your minds. โ€œOhโ€ฆ Daddy?โ€ She turned to him with wide eyes, her hands clasping together as if she were about to have an extremely serious conversation with him. He hummed softly to let her know he was listening as he drummed lightly on her knees, looking at her intently. โ€œDid you give mommy the ring that I helped you pick out yet? You said that youโ€™d do it during the summer, itโ€™s summer time now. You said that when you give her the ring that it means the two of you stay together forever, I want mommy to stay here forever. Do you want me to get it out of your drawer for you?โ€ย 
He let out an awkward laugh, his face turning bright red and his eyes just as wide as hers were, but now you were laughing hysterically all while your heart swelled with excitement and love for the man that sat beside you. โ€œGoshโ€ฆ Choโ€ฆ That was a really big secret you just toldโ€ฆโ€ He said sheepishly, running his hand through his hair before dropping it down onto his lap and looking at you. โ€œWell I guess since you already said it, do you want to go get it for me so I can give it to her?โ€ Chohee nodded her head, jumping off the couch and bounding across the room as fast as her legs could carry her. โ€œIt wasnโ€™t supposed to go like thisโ€ฆโ€ He murmured, watching as Chohee ran back into the living room with the black velvet box that she quickly handed to him.ย 
You scooped her into your arms and pulled her onto your lap, the body still shaking from the laughter that was slowly subsiding. โ€œYou know, I think I like this proposal way better, surrounded by my two favorite people in the comfort of the apartment.โ€ You said, letting out an audible gasp when Seungcheol opened the box and revealed the beautifully cut diamond ring, the light reflecting off the facets of the stone as he pulled it out of the box.ย 
โ€œHmmโ€ฆ I had a whole speech prepared for this but I didnโ€™t have the time to practice itโ€ฆโ€ He sounded shy now, his thumb and pointer finger shakily holding onto the ring as he grabbed your hand and held it between both of your bodies. โ€œI guess I donโ€™t need to give a whole speech though, I hope you know how much I love you, how much Chohee loves you. Youโ€™re a great mom to her, and you didnโ€™t even have to be, but you love her like your own and it makes me so happy. You showed her what a real mom should be, what a real mom is, and you showed me that I donโ€™t have to be afraid to love someone because of what happened in the past. You love me for who I am, not what I doโ€ฆ And I love you for everything that you areโ€ฆ So, will you marry me?โ€ย 
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SEVENTEEN IMAGINES / ONE SHOTS / SHORT STORIES - OT13 (SVT): Bittersweet Part 5 (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1430232453-seventeen-imagines-one-shots-short-stories-ot13?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=yjh10041995 Basically a bunch of random idea's for stories that I might or might not make a full book on. Just enjoy these utterly fluttering stories/ one shots / imagines!!! ๐Ÿ† #6 in seventeenimagines (30-09-2023) #21 in jeonwonwoo (22-09-2023) #20 in kimmingyu (11-11-2023) @dahliainjeolmi01 |2023| All rights reservedยฉ๏ธ All Rights Reserved
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boosari ยท 10 months
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โ€” when you don't say i love you back
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pairing: svt x reader
genre: fluff, humor
warnings: kissing and hugging
summary: their reaction when their s/o doesn't say ily back.
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s.coups
he was about to go practice at the company. he always says 'i love you' before going out, and you wanted to prank him. he opens the front door, about to get out and shouts "i'm going, i love youu" while smiling. and you reply with "see you lateer". he waits a few seconds for your ' i love you too'. when you don't say anything, he furrows his brows while pouting and you turn around to see his head peeking out of the door frame. "i said i love you" he repeats. and you hum. he gets closer to you and holds your face in his hands, "i love you!" he pouts. you couldn't resist and start laughing. "i love you too baby" you smile and kiss his nose. he smiles back "that's more like it.
jeonghan
raises a brow. "yah i said i love you" whines out. "hmm enjoy your night with the boys!" you reply, still looking at your phone. he scoffs "are you serious?" you look at him. "what's up?". he glared at you "aren't you going to say i love you back?". you still look at him, trying not to laugh. he rolls his eyes, "fine" he makes his way out, just to be stopped by your arms around his waist from behind. "i was kidding, i love you too my love" he pouts. "never do that again".
joshua
thinks you're mad when you don't say 'i love you' back. looks at you, tilting his head. "babe? i love you". he repeats. seeing no reply, he thinks if he did something to make you mad during the day. then looks at you with sad eyes. "babe, are you mad at me?" he says holding your hand, playing with it. "answer meeee" whines out. you look at him and smile getting closer to him. "no, how could i be mad at you". you say cupping his face. "i love you too shua", you say making him smile. (like this โ— โ€ฟโ— ).
jun
poor boy is confused. looks at you with a puzzled expression when you don't reply. gets closer to you "baobei, i love you" he repeats. you try to ignore him even tho you just want to hug him tightly. to get your attention, he cups you face, making you look at him. "i love you". you're now looking at him, wide eyes, lips parted slightly. you smile before laughing loudly. he looks at you even more confused before you reply: "i love you too, junnie, so much" you say, hugging him, as he smiles satisfied.
hoshi
so. dramatic. and. whiny. he's straight up pouting. "whyyyy" "answer meeee" "are you mad?" "i said i love youuu" "why aren't you saying anything" he tugs on your arm, follows you everywhere you go if you try to avoid him, he forgets he had work to do because he's just thinking about you not saying 'i love you back'. so when he keeps whining, you finally turn to him and he stops, looking at you. "soonyoung." you close your eyes. "i love you?" he says for the 100th time. you smile. "i love you too. my gosh". you open your eyes, pulling him in a tight hug. he smiles (โ—โ€ฟโ—œ) and hugs you back, finally satisfied.
wonwoo
he doesn't know what to do. he doesn't often say ' i love you' since he often has hard time showing his feelings by words, so he does that with his actions. so when you don't reply at his 'i love you' he really doesn't know what to do. hesitates a bit to repeat it, so he just looks at you, thinking that you're not feeling like saying it. he continues to do whatever he had to do, tying not to think about it. after a while, you start to feel guilty. so you walk up to him, resting your head on his shoulder. he does not move an inch since he's used to it. "i love you too wonwoo" you say, not looking at him. he smiles. you two don't need to much words, just your presence.
woozi
man's not bothered. he thinks you just forgot or didn't hear him. so when he leaves without saying anything, you think 'this isn't how my plan was supposed to go'. you know that he would come back a bit late since he went to his studio, but still, you wait for him. when he comes back, really late, he sees you, almost passing out on the couch. you run to him. "ujii" you say hugging him. "why are you still awake?" he asks worriedly. "i love you too" you reply, almost falling asleep in his arms. he doesn't say anything, just hugs you back. but his heart is secretly melting at the thought of you, waiting him for the whole day just to say that.
dk
he's so sad :( he just look at you with pleading eyes, a small pout on his lips. "i love you" he repeats, still looking at you. when you don't reply, he's almost on the verge of tears. you look up to him and see his teary eyes, and yours widen. you pull him closer to him. "seokmin! i love you too baby, so so much!" you rub his head, as he holds you close. "don't do this to me ever again!" he whines out and you just smile, promising.
mingyu
so dramatic n2. "ooooooo~ whyyyyy" he just stands like this๐Ÿง๐Ÿปwhile stomping his feet. same as hoshi just follows you anywhere and annoys you so much. "say i love you back!" "just say it" "come on~~~" "i will annoy you until you say it back", then proceeds to get offended. "you won't say it? fine!" he walks away and closes himself in the room. you pass at least 20 good minutes on knocking on the door saying "mingyu, please let me in, i was joking! i love you too" after some time he opens the door, all pouty. you hug him and as he keeps sulking.
the8
i feel like he would be shy for some reason. he doesn't say anything for a while because he wants to leave you some time. then he shyly asks: "are you...mad at me?" and you just can't keep ignoring him. so you smile and explain him the prank. he just nods and smiles back. "now say it" he says, smirking and out you roll your eyes. "i love you too".
seungkwan
so dramatic n3. but in a sassy way (what did you expect). he just waits for you to say it back, and when you don't, he looks at you with a raised brow. "um excuse me? i just said i love you?" looks at you, with his arms crossed. you don't reply and he scoffs out a laugh. "are you serious?!" still nothing. "whatever." he says walking away. when you try to talk to him, he would turn his back at you, trying to ignore you. but after a while you kept snuggling close to him and he couldn't resist you, so he just hugged you. "i love you too my boo" you say as you both smile.
vernon
dudes cool. i mean, kinda. he's still a bit upset that you didn't reply but wouldn't make a fuss out of it. probably just keeps doing whatever he has to do. but oh my when you're the one saying 'i love you' he uno reverses your ass. just smirks and doesn't reply. making your jaw drop. after 5 minutes he's saying 'i love you too' and keeping you close to him because he's weak for you.
dino
don't do that to him. he already bears too much in his life. would just sigh. "i guess you're mad aren't you?" and you immediately feel guilty. "chan-ah~ come here" you pull out your arms and he gets closer to you. you hug him tight and pull away, smiling. "i love you too" you say pecking his lips, making him blush as he smiles back widely.
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a/n: first ot13 reaction. it's not too cheesy/cringe right? i hope not. (don't @ me i'm soft for them). btw guys please feel free to make requests :)
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srirachacatarchieves ยท 4 months
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Seventeen Virgins and Not Virgins : MY TAKE
Seungcheol:
People might flame me for this but I think this man is definitely a virgin. Heโ€™s had his dick sucked, most definitely. But I donโ€™t think heโ€™s stuck it in yet. Not that he couldnโ€™t lose it if he wanted to, he just doesnโ€™t care for it, and he doesnโ€™t have the time.
Jeonghan:
Not a virgin. I mean that is just so obvious. His demeanor, everything. Heโ€™s incredibly mature, even more mature than youโ€™d expect a 27 year old to be. Plus, he just has that effortless sex appeal. He definitely gets some pussy and/or some ass in the DL. Often too, cuz he always chill. He probably fucked Hyungwon too.
Joshua:
Not a virgin. I donโ€™t even have to elaborate, do I?
Jun:
Not a virgin. Even though heโ€™s a good actor, I think him and Yi Zhang fucked, definitely. The chemistry was too real and you could just feel it between them. Also with his hip flexibility, I know he be hitting it weekly at least.
Hoshi:
Not a virgin. Heโ€™s definitely had sex before, yeah definitely. He probably gets some at least a couple times a month, and Iโ€™m around 99% convinced itโ€™s with either a red velvet member or a fellow dancer. Call it a gut feeling, thatโ€™s definitely right.
Wonwoo:
Not a virgin, but I donโ€™t think he gets it often. His last hookup was probably like a year or so ago, and heโ€™s not really big on sex anyways.
Woozi:
If you had asked me three months ago, I would have said virgin. But these days, have yall seen this man? He is glowing, I mean literally glowing like never before. I donโ€™t know what to call it but a sex afterglow, lol. Check on Seventeenโ€™s TT, every dance challenge he does he is so just cheery, and Iโ€™ve never seen him like that before. In conclusion, heโ€™s getting pussy and/or ass really often these days. Or dick idk.
DK:
This man is not a fuckin virgin. Those muscles, that voice, that face? THOSE thighs? He has sex, and heโ€™s good at it. He acts silly on the outside, and goofy and shit, but heโ€™s serious in the bedroom. Heโ€™s probably sweet but also mean, and I stand by this.
Mingyu:
A dick virgin by choice. Not to say that he hasnโ€™t had MULTIPLE opportunities, but I think heโ€™s too shy. That being said, I think heโ€™s been fucked before. Heโ€™s just a submissive person in general, lololol.
The8:
NOT a virgin. This man, gets bitches. Chinese, Korean, American, all of em. He probably got girls lined up in his phone, listed by numbers. Iโ€™m half joking, but either way, heโ€™s a total dom in the bedroom, and he probably fucks often.
Seungkwan:
Not a virgin. Heโ€™s really popular with korean media especially, and in variety shows, etc. Especially in the new netflix show that came out, he probably had some people come to his room. My point being, he has an unspoken rizz. Watch any of his were lives and youโ€™ll see that. Iโ€™m not talking about entertainment king Boo Seungkwan, Iโ€™m talking about actual Seungkwan. I say this again, watch one of his live videos, and watch him be effortlessly cool, sexy, and rizzzzzyyy.
Vernon:
Not a virgin, he chill and he get some on the down low as well.
DINO:
Not a MOTHERFUCKIN virgin! He fucks bitches, a lot. I just know it. He can get anyone, anytime. He packing tooโ€ฆ. His body is literally..perfect, he has broad shoulders, thick thighs. Heโ€™s every girl and guys dream.
THATS IT
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kiikslovewe ยท 2 years
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"Um no, it's your turn"
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"Why do we always have to discuss this...You are the one in love with the school's Teacher's pet, not I."
"No I'm not ju-just put the damn thing in"
You and your friend Hong Joong were arguing about whos turn it was to give this, in his words "School's teacher's pet," this note. Hongi is someone you trust even more than yourself, you told him months ago that you needed him to do something, no question asked, he started helping. You and him have been taking turns to give your crush these anonymous letters, trying not to get caught. Just 2 weeks into this "operation" did Hong Joong find out what you were doing and who these pieces of papers were for and this man is not here for it.
"Ok listen...You're obvious. We both no you like this doggie"
"Human"
"Whatever, he acts like one. There's no reason for you to keep acting as if you haven't been gushing over this human puppy since day one. I've almost gotten caught by the whole cheer team doing this," Hong Joong gave the most exaggerated expression and a hand flop,"They still think I'm gay." He then gave a big sigh like the extra person he is.
And right behind him was one of the member of the cheer team. Standing with their mouth wide and exited. "O M morherfucking G you are!"
Hong Joong turned around and you stared grinning softly at the scene right infront of your eyes.
"I am?!?!" Hong Joong pointed at himself confused and with his other hand still flopped.
"OH MY GOOOOOSH YAAAAY HAPPY GAY PEOPLE MONTH!!!"
Oh that girl was ditzy, but sure did she have a lot of love and she for sure was a supportive and encouraging person.
You giggled and Hong Joong almost fully thrown himself on the floor, "Thanks a lot..." he spoke with his brows clearly as frustrated as he was and his back hunched over, he then turned to speak to Lila the cheerleader, "It's, it's pride." He said disappointedly. "OooOooo I got pride" Hong Joong shook his head and turned back to you, "You"re doing it this time, you've caused enough harm to this fluffy heart, Girly. Bye..." and he left running away like Wendy from Scary Movie. Oh boy, was he a drama kid.
This day was going to be long. Only a couple of days until you graduate and you can't even tell your childhood crush you like them. "DK I am determined to tell you," you spoke to yourself mentally "But when?"
You looked at the small note in your left hand and smiled to yourself, balling it up and making your way to your shared Homeroom.
TO BE CONTINUED
#dk #dkimagine #svtfluff #svt #svtimagine #svtoneshot #dksvt #seventeen #svtambw #dkambw #oneshot #imagine #hongjoong #ateezfluff #ateezimagine #seventeenimagine #seventeenoneshot
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ariachwenotchew ยท 3 years
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When the bad boy is ready to fight for your love.
Hwang In-Yeop: Don't ever come near her again or I will break your bones.
Your ex bf: I'm not afraid of you.
Hwang In-Yeop: *stares* You should be. *he whispered before pulling you along with him.
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shuatoyou ยท 4 years
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out of love
mingyu x reader
angst
warnings: ยฟยฟ um cheating ?? idk what else to put here aha
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you watched mingyu walk in through the door of your shared apartment roughly taking off his shoes before kicking them over to the side.
it was 4 am and you stayed up waiting for your boyfriend to come home, he had been coming later than usual and crashing on the couch while you were asleep every other night which would explain why he was shocked to see you awake tonight.
โ€œwere you waiting for me?โ€ mingyu asks taking off his quote and you nod with a hum in response
โ€œwhy are you home so late mingyu..?โ€ it was your turn to ask now standing up wrapping your blanket around you.
โ€œi was out with the boysโ€ he said non chalantly and you knew he was lying because seokmin had texted to ask if you knew what mingyu was up to recently.
โ€œno you werenโ€™tโ€
mingyu looked towards you only to shrug and was now walking into your shared room, you followed him to see him grabbing a pillow and duvet.
โ€œwhy wonโ€™t you sleep in our bed?โ€ you asked quietly feeling a bit offended at his recent actions.
he looked up at you and muttered a simple โ€œno reasonโ€ he attempted to walk past you but you step in front of him in objection.
โ€œno mingyu you canโ€™t do this every nightโ€ you sighed before continuing โ€œseokmin asked me what youโ€™ve been up to recently so i know you werenโ€™t with them...i donโ€™t even know what my own boyfriend is doing anymore.โ€
โ€œy/n weโ€™ll talk in the morning go to bedโ€
โ€œwhatโ€™s the point if you wonโ€™t sleep in it with me? this is our bed mingyu i donโ€™t know if youโ€™ve realised but weโ€™re standing in our apartmentโ€ you exclaim emphasising on the โ€˜ourโ€™ each time.
mingyu stayed silent and walked around you to make his way into the living room and of course you followed him in hope for some answers about his actions.
โ€œcan you please just talk to me iโ€™m your girlfriend for gods sake iโ€™m so tired of this you canโ€™t keep ignoring me!โ€
mingyu froze at your words and turned around to you.
โ€œfine letโ€™s talk about this now.โ€ he finally answers.
you flinched at his sudden tone taking you off guard completely.
โ€œiโ€™m falling out of love with you y/n, is that what you wanted to hear? iโ€™m tired of coming home knowing this isnโ€™t what i want anymoreโ€
now it was your turn to freeze at his words slowly processing his confession of no longer being in love with you.
โ€œwait- no im sorry i didnโ€™t mean to be that harsh.โ€
you silently looked down tears threatening to spill and took a sharp breath before beginning to speak again.
โ€œwhy? how can you just simply change your mind on everything so suddenly its been 2 years mingyu how do you even do that?โ€ you raise your voice feeling all the anger rush up to your face and at this point you knew you were crying
he gives you no answer which allows you to ask one last question.
โ€œis there someone elseโ€ you whisper loud enough for him to hear, deep inside you were hoping for him to say no its nothing like that but things donโ€™t always go the way you expect do they?
mingyu looks at you somewhat apologetically and you understand now. you regret asking anything because knowing the answer to it all hurt more than anything.
thereโ€™s someone else and you were no longer the person he was in love with and wanted to come home to.
โ€œi think you should tell the boys so they stop pestering me about your whereabouts from now on.โ€ you spoke out coldly thanking your voice for not betraying you and breaking down. mingyu painfully closed his eyes knowing he messed up. he knew he messed up ages ago but hearing these words from you hit him like a brick.
you drop your blanket letting the cold embrace you and make your way into your room locking the door to pack up everything you needed to stay away from this house for a while. it didnโ€™t take long before you had your carry on suitcase filled and changed into something warmer to leave with.
unlocking the door slowly you step out of the bed room with your suitcase notifying the entire apartment it was on the move, you held in all the tears not letting anymore out as you walk away from all the good memories and a comfortable night of sleep.
โ€œy/n you can stay for the night itโ€™s late now pleaseโ€ mingyu worriedly comes up to you but you stop far away from him causing him to stop with you. his voice was unbearable now.
โ€œi donโ€™t think i can be in this house now or ever again. please donโ€™t contact me mingyu...โ€ the way his name rolled off your tongue was bitter for you and him.
you carried on walking towards the door and removed your key from the keychain it was on and left it at the table by the door along with the one thing that was keeping you both tied to eachother.
the promise ring.
mingyu couldnโ€™t find it in him to tell you to stop so he allowed you leave the house and potentially his life forever. you didnโ€™t know where to go. going to your parents would cause too much commotion plus youโ€™d never be able to hear the end of all the questions so your last resort was a hotel for the night.
you couldnโ€™t help the tears from spilling out as you called for an uber and sat outside the apartment complex picking up all the pieces of your heart.
mingyu on the other hand was also conflicted, worried about you being alone so late at night. it was his fault for leaving you in the dark for so long before this day without thinking he slid on his shoes before running down the complex in hopes of catching you before you left.
you put your suitcase into your uber right when he got to the exit, reaching for the door you were prepared to walk away from the dreadful area but mingyu was there to stop you.
โ€œy/n please itโ€™s too late where will you go?โ€ he held onto your arm gently.
you look at him with sadness capturing your eyes and dried tears on your face now and shook your arm out of his hold to step into the car giving the driver the go to drive you to the nearest hotel and all mingyu could do was watch, watch as his past love drove away forever with the only thought that things couldโ€™ve ended better than the way it did and it was all mingyus fault for.
and you in your uber the only thoughts that ran through your head was what went wrong and whoโ€™s fault was it refusing to let mingyu take all the blame maybe it was because of your kind nature or maybe it was because you loved him.
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wonwoopootee ยท 4 years
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Itโ€™s Saturday morning after breakfast, and Minghao played this on your record player. He pulled you in to his arms, then slow danced with him. You swayed in his embrace and everything felt in place.
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bluewhitehues ยท 11 days
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I hate you not โ™ก
Choi Seungchol ร— f. reader
/Arranged marriage/ forced marriage /
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Genre: Angst,fluff,sort of enemies to lovers.
Summary:Married against their will, seungcheol and y/n end up hating each other.
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Part1 | Part 2
It was past 9 pm and you still weren't home. Seungcheol was started to get worried and he couldn't even call or text to ask you. You despise each other or atleast you both tried to.
He is out in the garden of your house strolling there ..well it's an excuse, he's just waiting for you. The guard opens the gate and then he sees you getting out of a car, leaning down to the window and smiling at the person inside. He looks handsome seungcheol notices. It makes him clench his jaw unknowingly.
When you get inside and notice him standing there you pass by him,completely ignoring him.
As soon as you enter the house,he follows closing the door behind him.
"who was he?" He asks unable to control his curiosity .
You huff , "Relax ..I'm not cheating on "you" in our nonexistent relationship."
" I didnt say anything like that,I just asked a question. Cant you ever just answer what is asked?
"Why? who are you to question me and do I have to answer you?" ..you huffed angrily trying not to raise your voice ..you just wanted to eat finally and go to sleep after the exhausting long day but he had to ruin it.Ofcourse.
Listening to you he was barely controlling his anger, he just asked a question why couldn't you just answer it.
"Yes we are still married we live in the same house,I'm still your husband i think i should kno-"
You cut him off with a laugh .."funny ,learn to act like a husband first then go around saying 'we're married I'm your HuSbAnd' " You imitate what he said.
"Are you doing all this just because you don't want to tell me who tf he was?"He says glaring at you angrily.
You scowl at him"You disgust me and he is a friend of mine and a very nice human being who dropped me off because it's late, unlike you who treats people like shit." "And the next time you talk to me like this I'll break your fkin face." You say through your gritted teeth,pointing a finger at him, slamming the door of your bedroom at his face.
"I don't treat all the people like shit it's just you"He shouts back pettily trying to have the last word.
But when he hears your sobs after a few minutes when he was passing by your room to go to the kitchen,he feels bad ..his heart stung ..he regrets whatever he said.
You hated each other's guts but he always tried not to take it too far ...because you were wronged just as much he was ...you both were put together in this against your wills ,you never wanted it .. He doesn't like to admit it but he has been getting soft for you,whenever he saw you smile or laugh,he found himself smiling unknowingly. And when you were being sweet to him, took efforts for him, made food for him,smiled at him, he forgot that he didn't want this marriage,he couldn't help himself when you were made to be loved and adored ..he started to like you and when he realised that ,him being him the most stubborn idiot, in his own spite he didn't want to prove his parents decision right and be happy in this marriage so he did what he thought would be the solution and pushed you away.
He shouldn't have gotten angry at you as soon as you got home ..you locked yourself in the room ,didn't even eat dinner. He leaves the bowl back in it's place, he can't get himself to eat after making you cry.
He decides it's better to stay away from you and give you space as much as possible..you wouldn't want to see him anyway.
In your room you are crying with your face down in the pillow lying on the bed.
You are so exhausted with all this, you just want your own peace and you can't even have that because of him ...why does he have to talk to you when you purposely stay away from him.
A partner is supposed to be your home, your comfort but all you've gotten in this 3 months is this hell.
In a world where you want to do nothing but hide in your Lovers arm at the end of the day and forget all the worries, you got more worries instead with the form of your husband. You tried your best to give this a chance,you were good to him,you took efforts but him..he never cared saying "you don't have to pretend to be a good wife, we both know we didn't want this so stop all this bullshit ..it disgusts me "
That was the first day you cried after the marriage..all your hopes of "No he can change later, may be he will open up to me he's not that bad of a person is he?" All that crushed down..you felt like a fool for being nice with him and trying to make it work ..so since that day you treated him like exactly how you should have.
There's nothing much to happiness in your life ..and the remaining bits of it, which your friends give you, you lose it all as soon as he behaves rudely with you that is almost everytime he talks to you.
Seungcheol is in his room trying to sleep but he can't because he keeps seeing your crying face since he heard you crying.. he thinks about it, about how you were the first one who took efforts to make this so called marriage of yours work, when it should have been him..atleast he should have treated you nicely like you deserved...but he just kept fuvking up and it got worse..to the point he thinks he made you cold took the warmth away from your eyes, he thinks about apolozing to you atleast about today but wonders if he even deserves to be forgiven by you..he feels awful and guilty to say the least.
The next day he decides to talk to you, goes to knock on the door of your bedroom in the morning and chickens out when he hears your footsteps..he goes straight to kitchen.
And before he has any chance to say anything to you, you go straight to main door already leaving for your work.
In the evening he goes early from work, setting up the take out he brought for both of you ..he goes to freshen up and waits for you ..he is sitting on the couch when you arrive...you were going straight for your room when he calls you.."Y/n wait"
You close your eyes trying to compose yourself ..."I'm so done with you seungcheol choose your words very wisely" You say very calmly, your back still facing him.
"I know I- can we talk please? I'm not going to argue I promise"
You sigh turning to face him, "ok..what is it?"
"I'm sorry ..for yesterday " there's a surprised look on your face because you never expected him to even know those words.
When you don't say anything he continues . "And for everyday till now" He says looking at you with a weird look in his eyes which you have never seen .
"What are you doing? Do you want anything ? Why are you saying this?" You ask looking at him in disbelief as if he told you the worst joke ever.
He shakes his head looking at you, "I don't have any other intention behind this ..I'm genuinely sorry ...I didn't mean to treat you like this ...I just i was angry with my parents ..and I took it out on you ...and I'm so sorry for that ..you didn't deserve it." .."I want to solve this ..whatever happened till now."
"I'm finding it very hard to believe all this, trust me I'm trying to ..but you've never talked to me like this..this nicely" You say still looking at him as if he's onto something may be he's pranking you but then his rude boring ass doesn't seem to even know fun.
He closes his eyes with a sigh,then he says "I know shit-..you know what don't forgive me yet I don't think I deserve it ..just I won't ask anything else from you but I want us to be atleast civil with each other and again I know it was all me, you were nice to me but please ..can we start fresh? Forget that we are married and all. We don't know anything about each other ..can we start with being friends?" He asks looking at you nervously.
You tilt your head giving him a small smile,"I tried to do exactly that seungcheol..you didn't want it ...you forgot that I was forced into this too but you didn't care..atleast I took the courage to mend this, I tried and you called it bullshit,pretending and what not ..told me to not do any of it, that it disgusts you...you made me feel like a complete fool for trying to save our marriage." You got teary eyed while saying all that and he again curses himself for being such a fcking idiot
"No it wasn't your fault I'm the fool not you..I'm the biggest idiot to ever exist.I was never angry at you.. it was my parents. I just couldn't deal with this situation properly ..but let me change that ..I'm exhausted too -"
You cut him off, "what changed? I mean I'm glad and all that you came to this realisation..but why?"
He's at loss of words, he's not sure if should say it when he just asked you to be friends .."I-uh ..do I have to?" He looks at you pleadingly as if saying 'don't make me say it please. '
"If you want me to actually believe you ..then yes." You shrug pressing your lips in a thin line. "Wait fuck is it because you saw seokmin dropping me off yesterday? What are you jealous or something? " You ask him your eyes comically widened,your nose scrunched in a light scowl.
His own eyes are wide as well"Noo it's not that" He says.
"Then?" You ask again.
His eyes soften somehow, "You didn't eat dinner yesterday,also you didn't eat breakfast today..I- I realised that my behavior affects you and I shouldn't make you go through all that ..I know I didn't deserve to be in a forced marriage but I knew that you didn't either ..it's not your fault and I made your life even more miserable ..shit now that I'm saying all this I'm so fcking sorry for being such an asshole... I'm not a bad person i swear you can ask anyone it's just ..I was blinded by my own rage my own pain that I couldn't see yours .."
He doesn't mention it but you know he might have heard you crying and then felt guilty may be. But you hope it's not just that and he genuinely wants to start fresh.
"I thought you'd never figure that out, but thank you I guess ..and you were right about that ..I can't forgive you that easily I hope you know that."
He nods at you," yes ..so- friends?" He asks awkwardly stretching his hand towards you.
You look at his hand and back at his face, giving him a crooked teasing smile. "Yeah..I'll think about it." And you turn towards your own room smiling to yourself.
He brings back his hand pushing it through his long black hair, turning around with his back towards your room, trying to stifle his own smile as he shakes his head. Ofcourse it's you after all savage as always.
"Also-" he turns to face you when You peek from the door of your room "I think you'll have to try a little harder Mr. Choi" You say narrowing your eyes,scrunching your nose a little.
He throws his both hands up saying "On it. I brought dinner for you please eat it with me?"
You go inside closing your door shut, shouting, "OKAYY". You smile to yourself because seeing this side of him is something you never thought you'll witness..and he's been looking at you all softly today since you stepped in..though you don't know that it isn't the first time. You still can't seem to wrap your head around it. Choi seungcheol finally realised that he's been an asshole and is finally treating you nicely. Unbelievable.
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A/N: I hope you enjoy it. Will post in parts because it always gets so long :') I promise I'll try my best to post the other half in only one update๐Ÿ˜ญ
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random bf!seventeen scenarios
seungcheol: every time you took off your ring to shower or wash dishes or maybe just took it off for a reason so it would be safer, seungcheol always found it. and he'd come to you with the ring in his hand and a goofy smile playing on his face. he would then proceed to dramatically get down on one knee and propose to you again and every time heโ€™d tell you one thing he loved and found endearing about you, making your heart go all soft as you grin at his antics. heโ€™d slid the ring back on your finger and got up, waiting for your kiss. if you tease him and donโ€™t kiss him, heโ€™s not having it because โ€˜excuse me, weโ€™re supposed to kiss now, he says, pouting until you give in and kiss him because how can you not.
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mingyu: mingyu absolutely losing it when you kiss him on the cheek for the first time. you guys have taken it slow. and heโ€™s the sweetest ever, not pushing you for anything. so when he drops by in the early hours of the day, he says heโ€™ll drop you off at work too since itโ€™s on the way to where he has to go too. you reach work and you get of out the car, coming to stand in front of him as you thank him for dropping you. just as youโ€™re about to leave, you quickly stand on your toes and land a kiss on his cheek and look at him with the shyest smile as you run off for work, towards the entrance of the building. you look and wave at him with a shy grin on your face and mingyu is just standing there, stunned. and his heart, oh his heart is beating so fast. he has the goofiest smile on his face, the most whipped smile on his face as he watches you wave at him and disappear into the building. the entire car journey to the studio, heโ€™s smiling like an idiot in the car and to himself when he thinks about it. when he reaches the studio, heโ€™s smiling and laughs randomly. the other members are definitely thinking something's wrong with him giving him weird looks ๐Ÿ˜ญ he comes back to your place in the evening, grinning like an idiot once again and heโ€™s just so bashful about it too. youโ€™re so shy too but you just bury your face in his chest when he hugs you. heโ€™ll proceed to ask for another kiss and you oblige and he gives you the sweetest kiss on your cheek too (someone gives me a mingyu im so sad i need to stop reading romance what is this lemme just go cry in the corner now)
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wonwoo: you had recently gotten a new kitten, rescued him to say. but because of a sudden work trip out of town for the weekend, you had to quickly find someone who would take care of him for you. and the first and only person you could think of was your boyfriend, wonwoo. he liked cats and you thought it would be a perfect match. expect your kitten was maybe still a bit scared and not so trusting. you were still working on building your trust with the little creature. you tell wonwoo this and he nods. โ€œdonโ€™t stress too much baby, im sure i can manageโ€, he says, kissing you. โ€œcall me if you need anything okayโ€, you say before leaving.
when you come back after two days itโ€™s late at night. you shuffle inside too tired. you find wonwoo on the couch, sleeping and your kitten curled up on wonwooโ€™s chest. you cover a hand over your mouth in surprise and shock, your heart melting from how cute the scene is. you quickly snap a picture and walk towards wonwoo, sitting down next to him. wonwoo shifts at your presence and stirs awake. he goes to turn when he realises the kitten is on him a freezes. "you've complete hit off with him haven't you", you say, staring to pet your kitten who's waking up too. he licks your finger as you pet him and you smile as you pick him up gently and give him a hug. "he's so cute oh my god", you say again to wonwoo as you cuddle him. "he's started to become more trusting wow", you say as the kitten sniffled and played with your hair, making you smile. "what about me? i think you're forgetting about your boyfriend, and the one who took care of that cute little thing for you, and built his trust", he says, pushing his glasses up his nose. you put the kitten down as he scurried off in the corner at the paper ball you threw. you turned towards him and grinned as you finally enveloped him in a much long-awaited hug. he softly chuckles as he hugs you back, pulling you into him. "thank you wonwoo", you say pecking his cheek. "you're the best", you add before kissing him lips. "i swear cats have a thing for you", you mumble, pulling away and he smiles softly.
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WE NEED SCOUPS FUCKING THE READER IN OBLIVION! RAW! CUM PLAY! ROUGH! CHOKING! THEN BUYING THEM GIVENCHY, YVES SAINT LAURENT, AND HERMES! Like ughhhhhhh my life would be complete๐Ÿคง๐Ÿ˜ญ
the way i melted at this ask?! ๐Ÿ˜ฎโ€๐Ÿ’จ anon this is so hot!
a/n: this is my test yโ€™all! iโ€™m gonna make this as concise yet detailed as possible lol! ๐Ÿ˜—
imagine you and seungcheol engaged in some super intense sex, like this is your second or third round and he STILL has the same stamina as when he hit it the first time. itโ€™s so rough, but it feels so great.
he relentlessly pushes in and out of you this round, and youโ€™re practically screaming his name, clutching on to whatever is close to you for dear life. itโ€™s a miracle you havenโ€™t gotten a noise complaint yet.
seungcheol finds the position youโ€™re in incredibly sexy, but what would make it even sexier? his hand around your throat. he slowly wraps his hand around your neck, and gently tightens his grip. he groans at the sight, and you begin to get teary eyed at all of the pleasure.
โ€œfuck baby, you look so hot underneath meโ€ฆ and youโ€™re so close too - your pussy is practically begging me to cum on my cock? you wanna do that donโ€™t you? you wanna cum all over me, pretty girl?โ€
your breathing gets faster and faster as his words send you over the edge, and you do exactly as he asks - you squirt all over the bed and his lower half. he swipes some of your cum onto his finger and licks it clean, internally melting at how good you taste in his mouth.
โ€œyou taste so good baby, youโ€™re so amazing..โ€ he says as he lies on top of you, softly laughing in your ear, kissing you slowly. โ€œyouโ€™re the best..โ€
โ€”โ€”
the next day, the both of you decided to go out and he treats you to something special.
โ€œhow does this look, cheol?โ€ you turn around from a mirror and model a beautiful cross-body givenchy bag for him.
โ€œit looks perfect, baby!โ€ he smiles at you appreciatively, holding other bags from ysl, gucci, and versace. โ€œiโ€™m taking you to hermes next, remember- anything you want, itโ€™s yours.โ€
he comes up to you, embracing you from behind as he holds your waist and kisses your cheek.
โ€œyouโ€™re perfect.โ€
-kenny, who has now achieved serious cheolrot thanks to you guys
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