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lyraofthestarsss · 10 months

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I hope everyone knows that The Mounders is the only thing keeping Pearl and Joel from going absolutely insane. We’ve seen how they can get when they’re red. Specifically, red with no allies. Or lost allies. Red names with no one to keep them stable or to help calm them down. No one to cheer them up or make them laugh or brighten their day. You’ve seen them. They’re insane, they’re bloodthirsty, they’re violent. They’re Scarlet Pearl and Lone Wolf Joel. And now, they’ve just lost Mumbo. Everyone on Secret Life needs to be careful now because Bdubs has scary dog privileges

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the-worms-in-your-bones · 28 days

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Never not thinking about leela being one of the smartest and most competent people in a room full of time lords who think she’s useless because she’s human

#was listening to war room one on the way home #love gallifrey war room #Leela is genuinely such a smart character but she gets put on a planet full of people who know things she would have never had a chance to #learn (and to some extent can’t know because time lords have extra senses and all that) and yet she keeps up with them #like romana and Narvin and brax realize this (all at various paces but they all get there) and then suddleny she’s alone and has to go #through it all again with people who are even less open to humans than romana or brax #and still manages to prove herself as competent really quickly #I honestly kind of forgot what point I was making halfway through and just started talking about leela #but in my defense look at her #she’s great #anyway #doctor who #leela #leela of the sevateem #gallifrey #gallifrey audios

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sallytwo · 1 year

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... The poem may be an elegy for childhood losses.

(On Dream Song 29, Thomas Travisano)

#myart #hollyleaf #power of three #warrior cats #MY MAGNUM OPUS!!!#AUGHHHHHRHGHHHHHHH #GUYS. DREAM SONG 29. DO YOU EVEN UNDERSTANDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD #okay here are all the details: ‘if he had a hundred years’ with the mountains is supposed to bring to mind the ancients #everyone is supposed to be faceless except for holly. on the second pace the bottom 3 silhouettes are leaf crow and squirrel #and their eyes are white with colored iris to look even MORE uncanny. the fire cuts across holly’s throat foreshadowing her death #the entire second page with the fire is showing how this once event has completly collapsed her life it’s everywhere she can’t escape it #lightning on 3rd page also represents the storm. and the fact that holly was scared of storms after the fire with is so :(#i also imagine holly used to be a lot lighter gray as a kit/paw with tabby markings. just personal hc #ashfur killing scene again you don’t see the action you don’t even see her face just the aftermath. she wasnt there it didnt happen. etc #the leaf has the tufts of her fur that were in his claws from the fight the only ‘evidence’ of it happening.#and the last two shots show her alone in the tunnel dreaming of her family (squirrel bramble fire sand leaf and lion and jay)#vs lion and jay. and the prophecy. who don’t even stop to grieve her because they’ve found the 3rd cat. nobody is ever missing

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narugen · 4 months

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i seriously need more narumi and mina moments because just imagine the relief mina felt when narumi joined, similar age to her and was also considered a prodigy in the force.

to have someone to share the burden of the defence force’s future with must’ve felt so freeing. because before he joined it was just her, age 18, being told that she was going to change kaiju extermination with her exceptional synergy with firearms. and she was so, so scared.

narumi doesn’t have the kind of skills or talent for long range combat like she does, but he’s also a top candidate (despite his behavioural issues- which aren’t much of a hinderance anyway) and mina doesn’t have to carry the burden of the future alone anymore

(although she’d never admit, given she probably views narumi as someone completely shocking i just think it’s so funny how she stood there like O_O when she first saw him)

like i LOVE seeing the contrast. mina who was sent onto the battlefield for the first time and was deathly afraid vs narumi who was sent out and immediately took action because that’s how he always lived (fighting)

and now they’re the top two strongest captains in the force and they will be the ones to lead the new generation..

#egg boils #IM SOOO BONKERS SORRY THEYRE MY FAVES I WANT THME TO HAVE AN IMPACT ON ESCH ORHEF SO FUCKING BAD.#consider this: narumi teaches mina to be less serious. to stop holding onto the burden of others and her team mates and Fight because she #wants to. hold onto ur weapon clench ur teeth because you WANT to be here and protect lives and not because You feel like you have to ashir #and mina teaches him abt team work and yes you can work along but And maybe having to consider ur team members IS burdensome for u but isnt #it nice to have someone watch ur back? for someone to Help you narumi #please please show me how they’ve influenced each other I KNOW DAMN WELL THEY HAVE. I INOW IT. matsumoto please.#i will never be over mina and how genuinely AFRAID she was #ashiro mina my absolute beloved #narumi tells mina to stop being so freaked out all the damn time because you have your team mates don’t you?! always talking my ear off abo #about team work but you can’t even trust your own comrades?!#mina tells narumi that HE keeps acting recklessly because he doesn’t trust his team mates either!!! they’re perfectly capable too #ohhhhh i’m sick im sick i want mina to knock some sense into narumi and vice versa i want them to be the reason they trust their units to #SUCH a degree now. i want them to be the reason why they stand for their men so strongly (narumi immediately pouncing on no.9 when he showe #kikoru isao’s face. mina’s anger and appreciation when her unit stood their ground against no10.#mina #narumi #kaiju no.8 #they’re my top two of course i’m making this shit up. i need it so bad bside please please please #i know she grit her teeth and got used to be alone when she subjugates from the roof top but CONSIDER narumi the delinquent but extremely #capable recruit being the one to show her how to live less in fear #i need a tag for them #don’t be stupid #okay that’s it that’s my tag #kn8 spoilers #sorry again. tagging for myself #narumina

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angelnumber27 · 3 months

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It’s so embarrassing and heartbreaking being in so much pain over losing someone while knowing they don’t give a fuck if you live or die. Your favorite person becoming a stranger is a special kind of hell.

#I fucking hate having bpd #while I’m at it I don’t understand the fuckin audacity some people have to say they love you and do horrible things to you #I feel so stupid #I feel so stupid for believing all the lies #but I was so in love and put him on such a pedestal that I just allowed it all.#thinking about someone constantly and grieving over them and knowing they’re perfectly fine and to them you don’t exist #I’m still in such a state of grief and I don’t understand why time hasn’t healed #it honestly feels like it’s gotten worse w time #I just torture myself but I can’t help it my brain wants me dead #it’s so painful I feel so fucking stupid #being abandoned with no closure by someone who’s your entire world #for someone they were unfaithful to you with multiple times (I don’t even know how many and dony want to know) immediately #like that was the plan all along #he took our cat hundreds of miles away and I don’t even know if he still has her or if she’s still alive and I miss her every day #I never loved someone like that and it feels like the heartbreak is actually physically killing me #i spent 1/5 of my entire life with him #I was my prettiest and had the best body at the time and I wasted it on someone who didn’t appreciate me #not wasted. it wasn’t wasted. we had some incredible times together #I’ll never be that beautiful again #and now idk what do so bc i can’t decide which is worse: being alone and isolating or loving deeply and ending up horribly hurt all over #it’s all just so upsetting.#and I feel so stupid for allowing it all #he knows more about me than anyone and he made me feel like he loved me so much sometimes and then did horrid things and it’s so fucked up #nobody read this I’m so embarrassed and horribly broken #it traumatized me so much there was so much abuse and pain idk if I’ll ever recover #I deserved it but it still hurts my heart #I was so mentally ill and sick I know it had to have been miserable to be around me #there are so many things only he understands and knows about me and I need to talk about them I j wanna b able to b there 4 each other #but that girl is so beyond insecure and controlling so. if I want to talk to who fuckin gets me I’m just fucked #why lead someone on like that for years knowing you’re going to abandon them the second it’s convenient

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shima-draws · 3 months

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Been having a rough couple of days. Send me asks?

#Long story short: I’m quitting my job! Yippee!! 🎉#Don’t wanna get TOO into it but I’m so fucking tired of being treated like shit and getting blamed for things completely out of my control #I’m done. I’ve BEEN done for months at this point #And now it’s at the point where my boss doesn’t think I’m doing my job right bc she keeps finding issues that again. Aren’t my fault #I’m sorry I can’t control everything for you! I don’t have that kind of power! I can’t make things magically happen the way you want!!#My other coworkers have been undergoing the same bullshit treatment so I know I’m not alone #But yeah I’m getting the hell out of dodge. My mental health has been sooooooo bad lately #I cannae. I’m going to end up dead in a ditch at this rate #Had the WORST panic attack of my life yesterday and my mom and I were both like. Yeah. It’s time for you to leave #Have fun running the department without me! Bye!! :)))))#Shima speaks #Vent #Anyway I’m a goddamn mess. Sorry. Lol!#I’m dreading going back to work on Monday I would literally rather claw my own eyeballs out #It SUCKS bc I know none of this is my fault but I still feel like shit anyway.#And I WANT to draw bc it’s the one thing that makes me happy but I just #Can’t. Right now. I’m not in a good emotional state #It feels like physical torture to sit down at my desk and put my pen to my tablet #Slams my head into the wall #I’m soooo tired girlies. I’m so over it #Anyway. Send me asks. Keep me company while I try not to have another breakdown. Tee hee <3

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sunmoontruth-stiles · 6 months

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I need a completely rewritten teen wolf series with Derek Hale as the main character. I think it would heal me.

#we follow Derek from New York. Laura left for beacon hills. it’s been six years since he was back but he hasn’t heard from her #and hes going stir crazy waiting. he packs up and travels back. it’s almost too much immediately. he still can’t get a hold of Laura #he can’t resist going home. it’s like a natural pull that guides him back. all at once he’s 16 again. staring at the wreckage of his life #deputy stilinski is sherrif now. it’s reassuring in the slightest that the police force seems to have moved on from how corrupt it was #he catches her scent and it’s putrid. bile catches in his throat. he seeks it out. still in denial to what he knows it means.#when he finds Laura it’s like the world ends all over again. he can’t stand to see her like this. he gives her a proper burial.#the best he can do at least #he visits Peter. he’s not the man Derek remembers- so full of fire and cunning. their relationship may have been strained at times.#often Derek felt more like Eve being swayed by the snake than a normal friendship #but this isn’t the sharp tongued uncle who guided him. this is a broken shell. all that remained of his family. he was so lost.#22 but he barely knew how to function without his family- his pack paving the way #Laura handled everything. she got the apartment. she made sure they had food. Derek looks back and feels so useless #he was so lost in his grief. Laura must of felt the same way but she never let them drown in it #she made sure he got his GED. even got him to enroll in community college classes.#he took them online. he never was able to warm up to people the same way. he used to be so full of life. now he just wanted to be left alone #he studied English. never finished his degree. doesn’t look like he ever will now. he can’t go back to Laura and his shared home.#can’t bare to see another shell of a home #he vents to the vacant audience of Peter and his cold fixed eyes #Derek leaves. he wants to promise he’ll return soon #but promises feel costly these days #he decides to go back to the reserve. maybe he can find some clue as to what happened to Laura #someone lured her here. someone who knew them and their history here #his mind went to the worst. Kate. why would she go through the trouble six years later. why wait so long.#Derek couldn’t stomach the thought of facing her. he focused on the woods. the scents were all over the place.#clearly multiple people had been through here recently. two scents were much stronger. Derek follows them #but when he hears the crunch of leaves he realizes why the scents are so strong. they’re still here #he ducks behind some trees. listening in on their conversation. but an echo of their scent catches his attention #he spots an inhaler on the ground. he puts two and two together and swipes it from the leaves.#he comes out once they’re closer. tossing over the inhaler- he figures they’ll leave. dumb kids messing around in the woods #he reminds them this is private property. though that may not be true anymore. he recognizes the scent of a new beta. interesting.

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jimmyspades · 5 months

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#[gritting my teeth] it’s just a show it’s just a show #james spader #alan shore #boston legal #*#unfortunately I fully recognize the emotions he’s feeling in this moment. oh gd #she got bored and dropped him like an old toy when she didn’t want to play with him anymore #he knows he’s not as shiny and fun as her new toy but his stomach still hurts. he doesn’t know why he used to be enough and now he isn’t #but he can’t say anything about it because no one’s done anything wrong! he just has to sit with it alone (again)#alan I will sit next to you in the dumpster and hold your hand

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halseygray · 10 months

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Twitter fans can’t even allow halsey to celebrate an accomplishment regarding something she’s clearly passionate about without turning it into how they’re an evil dirty capitalist who hates their fans and see us as money bags I HATE YALL SO MUCH

#it’s never going to end #like these fans have lost interest in her and can’t just move on like normal people #no they have to convince themselves she’s an awful person so they can feel justified in not being a fan anymore #then they make other fans feels like halsey betrayed them somehow so they’re not alone in their hatred #don’t even ask for another album again

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newtexcwl · 2 months

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Valka saw the dragons leaving and was like ,, THATS IT ENOUGH IS ENOUGH.,, and disappeared out the existence, but fr she’s either dead or she left and found clowdjumper either way hiccup is motherless again

#httyd #nah because she’s nowhere to be seen in homecoming #but then again #her and clowdjumper were friends for 20 years I bet they were like this sucks how about we be together again alone #then she left #can’t blame her for that I would do the same #texcwl’s talks

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starlooove · 15 days

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No one is asking you to like cops IRL, not even the show. If you look at Arcane and what you see is copaganda, if you look at Cait and only see PoLiCe OfFiCeR and not the character, the problem is YOU.

1. I never said anyone asked me to like cops irl

2. I know that’s what I said.

#I was gonna make a long drawn out response specifying or whatever but the post is very self explanatory #idk if I see it as a #‘problem’ but like yeah that’s literally the point of the post #I already have to extend Grace sympathy and understanding to police irl being black in the south #I’m not doing it for a show I like for a character I tolerate #like the surface level analysis I do of Caitlyn has her as a well written character #I don’t care to delve any deeper than that unless it’s about how she interacts with or shapes characters I like lmao #And the characters I like are doing thing that I wish I could see more of irl #I think I made a post a while ago about how fandom as escapism for me is difficult bc the way I interact w/ media is shaped by my real life #and since fandom is majority white they just don’t get it and refuse to #this might be part of that #like idc about the redeemed bigot there’s enough of those in my spaces already #I’m sure they’re very sad and important and educational for you but I don’t care #one more time for anon I ME THATS JUST ME ALONE NOBODY ELSE JUST ME! I don’t care #uhm in conclusion cry about it?#WAAAAIT #I also never said arcane was copaganda #I quite literally specified my issues are w/ fans who can’t spare a single thought for a black characters that’s not ‘he’s so obsessed with #sad white girl 5’#again idc enough to think about the enforcers beyond what they mean to ekko or Mel #depends on s2 but so far #well now I’m thinking do I think it’s copaganda?#from a character standpoint maybe not but like any show that’s wants me to believe or root for a grown ass woman who didn’t realize cops #were bad. like there’s a lot of y’all irl but it’s a show yknow?#they diiid have that Caitlyn ekko fight and ekko was clearly correct but again the results of that are more fandom bias #um idk I’ll have to rewatch maybe! but I #did nooot say arcane was copaganda in the og post like I said I quite literally spoke on how I felt #oh but the way vi broke up that fight #hem hawwwww #conclusion vi wants to be copaganda for coochie but her common sense stops her from being completely stupid 💔 sad 💔

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jamethinks · 2 months

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My burning dilemma is trying to figure out how old Donovan is because he was a child during world war 1… so how old was he when he was prime minister and how long was he prime minister for him to have so much influence because Millie was blaming him for the war and Melinda said he came into power after the war and my question is what fucking war are you talking about? How old is this man and why does he have six year old????

#spy x family #sxf #can’t even say too much bc apparently Henderson is 66 #he don’t look a day under 80 #in my continuity Donovan is 53 and was the youngest prime minister in Europe at 38 #Melinda is only 40 and has been married for 22 years. you do the maths #again these are the questions that keep me and me alone up at night #she’s younger than handler though

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solace-seekers · 3 months

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screaming into the void <3