#she doesn't really accept help from others n she's v sensitive to criticism
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time to rest c:
#🌙.rambles#i am done w my assignments for the week#i have a lot next week too tho so imma work on that after i rest >.>#yk aside from this one long time friend of mine#that makes me feel like i'm never listened to or appreciated#i love her but god it feels so draining talking to her at times#i love helping her but. it hurts bcs sometimes i just feel like i'm being used bcs i'm your dependable n reliable bestie 🥹#i still care for her tho n want the best for her#but she's the type of friend that#hmmm i think it's with the way she manages her energy#she's not really much of a writwr#or open with communicating#so at times it's hard to tell if they actually care about me or am just grateful for the help i give#since she's usually the youngest she usually ends up following what others do#ah i'm worried bcs she's the kind of person that . avoids stuff T_T#she doesn't really accept help from others n she's v sensitive to criticism#n the person she talks most w her rn. he definitely likes her but i'm worried bcs they seem to hold each other to#a higher than realistic standard. a bit unhealthy but#i've realized she has a pattern of idolizing things. she doesn't acknowledge their faults#i care n love her still since she's a friend but#wah i dislike it when ppl don't acknowledge mistakes ;; lack of self-awareness is definitely a red flag for me so 🫠#wait j wnded up rambling n went off track#i write. so much in my notes#wah i still feel v sick rn ;w; i was playing ffxiv for a bit but maybe i'll actually rest now#she's really mostly the only friend i have rn that greatly drains me#bcs she mostly takes but doesn't really give. for years. it gets tiring#sigh i dislike convos where it feels rather shallow. but she's still my friend#it's so tiring. everyone grows at their own pace tho. i just wish i knew more similar-minded ppl
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